這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢262Please respect copyright.PENANAHu0M1VzEBc
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰262Please respect copyright.PENANAWw5AdJKwJ8
太難回頭只能一直走不停262Please respect copyright.PENANAiYVjT26Hh0
曾經兩個人流失人海之中262Please respect copyright.PENANAuGbU2FelGj
262Please respect copyright.PENANAO5ha14spRs
明明不甘心 明明還在等262Please respect copyright.PENANA92MWGfgSXE
卻偏要假装 早就不痛262Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ3pvqUkGr
明明奢望著 你也再次心動262Please respect copyright.PENANAIIA7WRWw0W
越美好期待 越容易落空262Please respect copyright.PENANAc6F1cqpKKn
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆262Please respect copyright.PENANA5M2yAVGewN
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂262Please respect copyright.PENANAGgLXsnHrpA
262Please respect copyright.PENANAo8XVIiY5tV
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小262Please respect copyright.PENANAO9Euj6ydhr
一放手就消散掉262Please respect copyright.PENANAciZunPpIwS
我也想灑脱一笑262Please respect copyright.PENANAsMpC0xtBbG
說一生那麼長262Please respect copyright.PENANAYLQCoPW0vI
爱與你都不重要262Please respect copyright.PENANA2RMdM9PEKm
也許還會遇到另一個人262Please respect copyright.PENANAypCfFufs5k
許下相似的諾言262Please respect copyright.PENANAHSaFvTGo4N
我知道我難以做到262Please respect copyright.PENANA8L25F2JV0q
262Please respect copyright.PENANAspvk1Poru1
明明不甘心 明明還在等262Please respect copyright.PENANA4Je84hR7Ec
卻偏要假装 早就不痛262Please respect copyright.PENANAD39FOgDFBG
明明奢望著 你也再次心動262Please respect copyright.PENANAqrPaW0BEaL
越美好期待 越容易落空262Please respect copyright.PENANAi1IsBdR6Tu
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆262Please respect copyright.PENANAU1wR3i7oVj
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂262Please respect copyright.PENANAO9lz4T2ttd
262Please respect copyright.PENANA0FntgFuAGS
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小262Please respect copyright.PENANA3OPyiXCtDU
一放手就消散掉262Please respect copyright.PENANANqy6gWHA8L
我也想灑脱一笑262Please respect copyright.PENANAk1Me0esS9V
說一生那麼長262Please respect copyright.PENANANXm8Isfu5s
愛與你都不重要262Please respect copyright.PENANA9Z5I5sKalW
也許還會遇到另一個人262Please respect copyright.PENANAs3A9kOAyQM
許下相似的諾言262Please respect copyright.PENANAXjxDzgacMw
我知道我難以做到262Please respect copyright.PENANA1erJRqY8n0
262Please respect copyright.PENANAcevsZYDZzw
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小262Please respect copyright.PENANAwWlfqw9IkR
一放手就消散掉262Please respect copyright.PENANAsoVhSYpN5d
你的心飘向遠方262Please respect copyright.PENANAOy8231v7pu
我留不住也好262Please respect copyright.PENANANXrLRkSskE
酸與苦比恨要好262Please respect copyright.PENANAqtnQiQ9lj9
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐262Please respect copyright.PENANALznnJJYdoh
天亮就繼續微笑262Please respect copyright.PENANAigotwgI0zs
我知道我可以做到262Please respect copyright.PENANAdmbMYWIMz5
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?262Please respect copyright.PENANA8SSlO5pExT
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。262Please respect copyright.PENANAQZPiTAUoZc
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,262Please respect copyright.PENANA0AK5pGKH9h
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,262Please respect copyright.PENANAdbjlh1cMuE
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。262Please respect copyright.PENANAF2bnwcpMHT
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」262Please respect copyright.PENANAHcL1wOjGCh
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......262Please respect copyright.PENANAaYswN2IiAq
如果當初,沒有推開你,262Please respect copyright.PENANAxE42ZjMorF
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,262Please respect copyright.PENANArIqFC8d321
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。262Please respect copyright.PENANAfUPLlZwrH0
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。262Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2hhtSBYsZ
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,262Please respect copyright.PENANAxFXIiHb93n
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,262Please respect copyright.PENANAwuJAE7k32j
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。262Please respect copyright.PENANAYSn25udBsc
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。262Please respect copyright.PENANAgdeAaBUKwy
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?262Please respect copyright.PENANAdlbr5PNFxX
滄海桑田,人事已空,262Please respect copyright.PENANAgftKxeZbEy
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。262Please respect copyright.PENANAIr5uLekoDh
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。262Please respect copyright.PENANAQUzIpOoifi
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,262Please respect copyright.PENANA5YHYcXdOWI
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。262Please respect copyright.PENANAgFPWJ5TFOf
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。262Please respect copyright.PENANAzPFdIBoJgk
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,262Please respect copyright.PENANAuN5eCiFCpc
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。262Please respect copyright.PENANARbQvSEBtDs
但我卻害怕了,262Please respect copyright.PENANAkZ8aXXCd5E
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,262Please respect copyright.PENANAFD4bCH87V8
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我262Please respect copyright.PENANAMsOHGQAZO3
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。262Please respect copyright.PENANAYgYxmwOLqC
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。262Please respect copyright.PENANA4RknXmkypT
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。262Please respect copyright.PENANAyvw5ySQcb2
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。262Please respect copyright.PENANAwdjSJRhjin
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,262Please respect copyright.PENANAHl4OF9jT6i
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。262Please respect copyright.PENANAjzCdewn1EN
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。262Please respect copyright.PENANAHeuNsDmF45
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,262Please respect copyright.PENANAGfZjiTvDkJ
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,262Please respect copyright.PENANAdUpztQYg6r
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。262Please respect copyright.PENANAwFDXuPeZ1x
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。262Please respect copyright.PENANAnyqRkP9wLj
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。262Please respect copyright.PENANA4a9SFdjo8V
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,262Please respect copyright.PENANAO33hmA8DEB
在這場時光洪流之中,262Please respect copyright.PENANAmpnlCq5A0b
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?262Please respect copyright.PENANA0SQH8NJkHz
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,262Please respect copyright.PENANAHvVbxFbURh
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。262Please respect copyright.PENANAvy74tWDfl2
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......262Please respect copyright.PENANAfSCyOqiuuX
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,262Please respect copyright.PENANAsm6pI0rlYF
我希望你不要恨我,262Please respect copyright.PENANA0snNeR4Fqm
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
262Please respect copyright.PENANAIyV2YnGBWJ
本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。262Please respect copyright.PENANAkokNmdNZMZ
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。262Please respect copyright.PENANAbKUnPNxPiM
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。262Please respect copyright.PENANAbPDizgIHbE
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?262Please respect copyright.PENANA6efijEiqqw
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,262Please respect copyright.PENANAEIW577lQqq
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,262Please respect copyright.PENANADDhaOumfM8
我都想真心的,向你道歉。262Please respect copyright.PENANAZVDjqtm79n
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。262Please respect copyright.PENANAwAwfiZiRww
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?262Please respect copyright.PENANAthMVGK13kw
明明想要灑脫一笑的......262Please respect copyright.PENANAMgyTHRowjJ
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......262Please respect copyright.PENANAPSEVIOtEFw
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。262Please respect copyright.PENANAtsPPVvZdqN
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?262Please respect copyright.PENANAGJrXhmxvci
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,262Please respect copyright.PENANAgaFs0rvbWd
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?