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——那不過是、悲劇最初的一頁。227Please respect copyright.PENANAtEqKBmIlco
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又是這種結果呢。將得到的情報在腦海中匯聚,細思片刻,得出了這樣子的答案。227Please respect copyright.PENANAAvI0HtpQAc
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黑白熊、自相殘殺、絕望。和自己本應無緣的三個字詞,此刻產生了交集……這又或許是所謂的「運」,牽起了彼此之間的緣,隱隱約約指引著我未來的路線。
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不過,自相殘殺似乎是一個極為悲傷且瘋狂的詞彙。
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沉寂的心靈在聽到自稱校長的那位的話語時也是毫無動靜,甚至產生了這種不著邊際的感歎,我也僅是做為旁觀者,看著那一切悲劇的發生。
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……說到底,那又是否真的是徹頭徹尾的悲劇呢?我不明白,對這問句也絲毫不感興趣,更從未想過。只是隨意閃過的靈機一動。完全不具備責任感或者信用度的問題。我作為一介人類,知道的也僅此而已。
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然而,無庸置疑的是,我仍然在和什麼戰鬥著——那、或許也是身為「我」的宿命。227Please respect copyright.PENANAMjplLzUjOK
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才囚學園,絕對的封閉空間。目前,是遊戲開始的第二天。
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憶起昨天晚上,在赤松楓不折不撓的精神驅使下,以不快的氛圍揭下了終幕。所有人的神色晦暗不明,從此處也體現出了人性的自私部分;即使以王馬小吉的伶牙俐齒作開頭,不可否認地,他們還是順著那樣的起始,踐踏了那名少女的動機,善意。
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縱然我實在不覺得他們會需要那種自以為是的善意。
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題外話,其實那種過於容易的下水道陷阱單靠我一人便能通過,可是這是一種團結的問題;若我一人逃出生天,其餘人留在原地,那出口於他們而言終究是一個巨大的薛丁格貓箱。
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更重要的是,我可不相信他們會愚蠢到認為只要我一個人出去就沒有問題。
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當然,以上都不是關鍵。關鍵是,那個出口壓根就不是什麼逃生門。不單單是黑白熊設下這出口的機率,零;我自己也在昨晚發現熵過高之後,出自於在意抽空看過那路徑的盡頭,僅僅一片荒蕪爾爾,甚至像是一個天大的玩笑話。就算他們神通廣大度過了機關重重的密道,也絕對無法從那種地方脫出成功。
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再加上那位神秘的天海蘭太郎同學所謂的「囚徒困境」之「非合作賽局」……也曾經在書上看到這個理論的我不得不說,那位黑白熊校長性格真的相當惡劣呢。
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默想著一些可能不太「敬老尊賢」的話題,我完全不信黑白熊被誤殺死了就這樣皆大歡喜。227Please respect copyright.PENANAr1DfbRB9od
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「啊,等一下,觀月小姐!」227Please respect copyright.PENANAgsevxkpjtT
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似乎是叫做、白銀紬吧?搜尋著目前已知的資訊,眼睛沒精打采地望去,我終於在一片空白中硬是挖出了她的姓名。227Please respect copyright.PENANA4LX8DR3gVh
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她的呼喚停止了我的腳步,所以我一動不動地注視著她柔美的臉龐,試圖不作聲響將問號傳遞給她。227Please respect copyright.PENANA5lXGxFjhee
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「那個,我很好奇!能說說妳的超高校級是什麼嗎?」藍髮長長的高挑少女狀似興奮地握拳,我卻感覺不到一丁點她的喜悅。227Please respect copyright.PENANAhPznGseT1S
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「我為何要告訴妳。」227Please respect copyright.PENANAbA7lURQEwS
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我艱難地開口,極少說話的音調說不上不堪入耳,但麻木呆板、暗啞嘈雜,未免顯得無情無義了些。227Please respect copyright.PENANAZNgdBWPkR9
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「啊、咧……?」白銀呆愣在原地,絲毫沒料到我如此冷言冷語的樣子。227Please respect copyright.PENANA1cn6tJwqRK
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隨後,我沒有再看她任何一眼,一個行禮直接離開了現場。227Please respect copyright.PENANA26NoosHzcJ
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彗璃紗一直都是這樣的孩子。227Please respect copyright.PENANAaEloEv0jCz
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她可以肆無忌憚得知所有人的真相,分析出決不可能改變的現況,所以她沒有迷惘、沒有猶豫,她知道自己不能停留於此止步不前。227Please respect copyright.PENANAWVEL27zpT2
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她當然也知道這樣的自己會被討厭、憎恨,但是她並不害怕孤獨。227Please respect copyright.PENANAmoffj044Lq
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「沒有心的怪物。」227Please respect copyright.PENANAnH43HJefCL
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想起許多人對她的評價,她生硬地扯了扯嘴角,不是笑,反而像是象徵性的一個動作;那道弧之中並沒有感情,有的只有揮之不去的詭譎,不自然、不協調、不合乎邏輯。227Please respect copyright.PENANAPl1aMCVUeg
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——由於命運是絕對的,因此她從未想過反抗。227Please respect copyright.PENANAr2Lfbj2mxI
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於是,觀月彗璃紗的人生,將會持續不斷地扭曲下去。227Please respect copyright.PENANAmdSbPUrTef
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圖書室。各式各樣的書籍被雜亂無章地擺放著,一副已經十餘年都無人來訪的模樣,書本上面卻奇蹟似地一塵不染。然後,我莫名地冒出了待在這樣的環境裡愈久愈好的念頭。227Please respect copyright.PENANA3pGHJT0FLh
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無解。身為旁觀者的我從未期待過任何人能夠了解自己,因為那是不可能的、最荒唐的謬論。227Please respect copyright.PENANAa7brymFIyf
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畢竟,連我自己都……227Please respect copyright.PENANAyimJaGdgHx
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「午安,觀月小姐。」227Please respect copyright.PENANA0VQXonm1CG
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優雅的氣質和萬能的風範,東條斬美絲毫沒有枉顧她超高校級的女僕的才能,顯得非常凜然冷靜。即使在全員保持混亂局面的當下,她仍然從容不迫做著她能力範圍內可以做到的事,準備膳食,打掃收拾。227Please respect copyright.PENANASPtruHEhEq
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那樣的她雙手交疊於小腹,嘴邊是一抹難以捉摸的笑,神秘而高貴。227Please respect copyright.PENANAJcz690Z4Jh
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我稍一點頭回應她的招呼,神情漠然地喝著自己準備的奶油玉米濃湯,搭配較乾硬的火腿總匯吐司,一口一口咬著。227Please respect copyright.PENANAGlDYHrD8Aq
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「觀月小姐,是料理不合妳的心意嗎?」東條擔憂的目光投向我,那之中似乎摻雜了些許的不自信。227Please respect copyright.PENANASMgFEfAm79
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「不、是的……」227Please respect copyright.PENANAwLdYCrd6gs
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我出自於某些原因判斷出澄清的必要性,所以即使說話於我是痛苦的事我依然開了口,用著難聽的聲音敘說著令人難以置信的真實。227Please respect copyright.PENANAsthMBhuUJo
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「——我,無法接受他人的料理。」227Please respect copyright.PENANAKWUuu80p0P
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坦承說出口似乎比我想像得容易地多,只是聲音依然一如既往地難聽。接著,我定睛望向東條,訴說的語調宛若從古老的遠方漂流而來的枯木,粗糙而刺耳。227Please respect copyright.PENANAPSGLXgadjE
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「那麼,請問,妳、信嗎。」227Please respect copyright.PENANAqKMmyPWX5q
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「……信。」東條以一種複雜的眼神直視著我,藉由我可能有點認真的態度,進而得知了我所言的真實性。我感覺非常奇妙,那個較我的年齡大個四歲左右的少女,好像相當悲傷的樣子,這是為什麼呢。227Please respect copyright.PENANAbjZ52oYb0x
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「謝謝。」我乾巴巴地道,快拉斷的弦中好似揉合了幾絲我自己也不知道的情緒,顯得低沉而嘶啞。227Please respect copyright.PENANAaJCl7quTee
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用完午膳後,我回到了宿舍個人房,稍加盥洗後,雙肩披著一條毛巾坐在書桌前,手邊不慌不忙整理著目前為止搜集到的資料。227Please respect copyright.PENANAa09Iya2wTj
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據我所知,這座學園已經確定會是作為「我」的終點站,自此之後將不再有任何的定點,我卻忽然間有些奇妙的違和感。227Please respect copyright.PENANABTSTdAkHCI
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如同之前所料想的,這裡的熵元素很明顯地過高,測試儀上的數字遠遠超出了標準值,危險到成為熱寂也不為怪,我們又為何能安然無恙居住在此。227Please respect copyright.PENANABHuYV2JPL7
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「叮、咚——」227Please respect copyright.PENANAxFgtIyPhrY
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在我胡思亂想的同時,突然地,我的房間門鈴響了。
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瞟過了左腕,現在已然是夜晚十時,這種時間啊……感到異常的我透過了門上的貓眼,看到了那名初次見面便被我定義為「異樣」的少年。227Please respect copyright.PENANAHrlMlgfaBB
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「請問,有何貴事。」227Please respect copyright.PENANATeee5x7vY6
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我披上外套,打開了門,空靈的目光直直對上他。227Please respect copyright.PENANAUZSNpYIBWB
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這大概是我第一次遇到這麼奇妙的人。盡量不帶感情地打量著身高一定比我高的少年;一個勁兒的靛紫色與黑白色調交織構成了這個人的外觀,縱然他的形象塑造得很是差勁,我仍然奇異地不是很討厭他——那就像是一個老練的偵探終於遇見了世界上最難的謎題,充滿了誘惑和吸引力,無法拒絕。
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……啊啊,那位「超高校級的偵探」最原終一倒是看來不太願意接下這個謎團就是了。我在心裡這麼吐槽著自己。
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只是,依我的直覺,這個人大概是「無法被解析」的人;恐怕面對他的話語不能深究,僅能依靠他稀薄的行動來得以分析吧?不太確定地打上了問號,顯示此問題未解決。227Please respect copyright.PENANAPWIIoq3TkY
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「嘛嘛,小彗璃紗也不用太嚴肅,我只是想聊聊而已啦!」超高校級的首腦,王馬小吉如是說,雙手曲起支在腦後,笑容十分燦爛的樣子。227Please respect copyright.PENANApAJH8rAoRD
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嚴肅、麼?看來這張木魚臉又一次被誤解了呢。227Please respect copyright.PENANAkRsmdQlmCS
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「……是嗎,請隨意。」我沒去理會他慣例的錯認,對於他的拜訪理由略感意外怔了怔,不過仍然拿了餅乾泡了咖啡招待他,遵守著應盡的禮數,「咖啡甜度……請自行斟酌。」227Please respect copyright.PENANAHEkd6QdhEa
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當即,我便順手取了幾塊方糖同奶球盛在一只碟子內,輕巧地放在他面前。227Please respect copyright.PENANAo8lcHk3nhW
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然而,這時王馬卻提了一件令我饒有興趣的事情。227Please respect copyright.PENANATDlQEx3WkS
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「啊啊,還真是失望呢……妳該不會、其實意外地愚蠢吧?」他嘲諷道,面有不豫之色。227Please respect copyright.PENANAZke0lMkwvK
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「呵,果然不笨。」我沒有表情地發出了笑聲——雖說我確實沒有下毒,但這茶也確實是為試探。「好在你沒喝,不然我、興許更失望。」語畢,我把碟子上的八顆方糖都加進了咖啡裡,拇指和食指捏著銀匙的柄,緩緩攪動著那黑暗的液體。227Please respect copyright.PENANA1pS662IPWw
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——一飲而盡。227Please respect copyright.PENANAgjQWHNqYwj
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少年微微一愣,似乎是聽著我的話又似乎是看這甜度而有些咋舌。227Please respect copyright.PENANAsYsGuMbj3U
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「可惜沒毒,我就、替你吧。」自隨身包中抽出了手帕,拭了拭唇,我捉弄般用力扯了扯嘴角,並不能稱之為微笑的表情,反而只像是一個咧嘴的動作。227Please respect copyright.PENANAb5EUzcOnrj
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「妳果然很有趣呢!」他的眼睛瞬間成了星星眼,「要不要加入我的組織?說吧說吧!」227Please respect copyright.PENANARR68TQeUng
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「考慮。」乾脆俐落的兩個字自我口中吐出。接著,纖臂向後一伸,我將另一杯咖啡和另一只碟子遞至他面前,碟子旁附上了攪拌用銀匙,「那麼,還喝嗎,你不信便罷。」227Please respect copyright.PENANANzYWoM7Gt0
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「當然!」王馬天真爛漫地笑了笑,在咖啡杯裡加了三顆方糖攪過後拿起,「期待妳成為我邪惡組織的一員!」227Please respect copyright.PENANACkx6hPilKO
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「Cheers!」兩個精緻的咖啡杯對撞,發出了清脆的聲響。227Please respect copyright.PENANAWjW1UtlTlC
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邪惡組織嗎……一些問題在腦子裡聚沙成塔,卻因為自己和他並沒有那麼熟而沒有開口。我毫無感情因素地掃了他一眼,腦子停滯了一瞬。227Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8aik2RWML
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「說起來,小彗璃紗都不吹頭髮的嗎?」王馬的視線游移到我白金色的長髮,偏著頭,疑問。227Please respect copyright.PENANAZbc7lGOeku
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偏偏是問頭髮嗎?這可真不好說,只是也不是一定要迴避或者說謊吧……227Please respect copyright.PENANAdwYbpGfMIk
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仔細想了想,我還是選擇比較保守的說法,沒有洩漏任何不該說的事情。227Please respect copyright.PENANA1pKUuISBBK
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「沒必要,令人煩躁。」頓了一下,我老實表達自己對吹風機的憎惡。227Please respect copyright.PENANA9nYMZ6OqlM
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那些過去不過去的,都會隨風飄逝,而現在和未來,卻如風一樣充滿了未知與變數。我感覺自己就像是一葉孤立於黑暗大洋之中的扁舟,無法找到前進的方向。227Please respect copyright.PENANAchSSP8Q3qp
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然而,現實雖不殘酷本就無情,日子或好或壞還是得過。227Please respect copyright.PENANAieAUJJXnKz
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他理解地點點頭,沒有追究。227Please respect copyright.PENANAIjdSLiEfAe
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「——所以,請問,有何貴事?」227Please respect copyright.PENANAWQg8iSa8Qc
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一如既往地木然,我單純地、直接地看進他的眼裡,毫無掩飾詢問。227Please respect copyright.PENANAAQjMv67Hk9
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「哦!是那個啊!我不是說過嗎?『只是』想聊聊而已哦!」一臉神秘的他單手支起額頭,神色陰冷,但又很興奮的樣子,「——而且,我的目的也已經算是達成了呢……之後就可以更容易地殺掉小彗璃紗、開玩笑的啦!」227Please respect copyright.PENANA0Mys5ZXKmx
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只是想聊聊,真的是這麼簡單?感覺被當笨蛋似的啊。並不很信他的說辭,我挑眉,不以為然,沒有很認真當一回事。227Please respect copyright.PENANADWMErgABWd
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嗯?聽他的玩笑倒是想到一件事……227Please respect copyright.PENANAfeKvmdvVgQ
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「——可以哦。」我嘴角持平,眼裡卻含著彷彿挑釁的笑意。227Please respect copyright.PENANACeiebPnk6p
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「咦?」他汗顏,驚恐的情緒伴隨著欺騙的味道在他臉上展露無遺。227Please respect copyright.PENANAOCGZUcsCPZ
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「我說,我隨便你殺,不過條件是、你得辦得到,這樣才行——在絕對的、實力之下,任何捷徑、都是浮雲。懂得的話、就還是請、收起你那、愚蠢的念頭吧。」艱難地用自己糟糕的嗓音說著大概是自己目前人生中說過最長的一句話,對於自己是否會被殺這一點,我不用想就知道不可能,連百分之零點零零一的機率都不可能。227Please respect copyright.PENANAs2oMzdKjv3
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——對於自己的存活,我擁有著絕對的把握,因此我不可能被殺。227Please respect copyright.PENANAptxJKbKd21
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「妳啊……」聲音倏地變得低沉,他意味深長笑著。227Please respect copyright.PENANAxRgrfxUAR6
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「果然還是加入我的組織吧!待遇很好的喔!有休假還有員工旅遊的哦!」227Please respect copyright.PENANAxPlsbmNSe6
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在我真的以為他要對我做些什麼的時候,他以迅雷不及掩耳的速度變了臉色,雙眼比方才更為明亮,提出了更熱情的邀請。227Please respect copyright.PENANAmEqtvm1Zhd
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「你確定?我是、唯恐天下不亂、的類型哦。」我這才認真直視他的雙眼。227Please respect copyright.PENANAjMy1SRi8jI
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先撇開什麼休假和員工旅遊之類的瞎掰,謊話連篇也好,熱愛真實也罷,甚至毫無確信前進的目標也無所謂,我想要的又或許也只有一晌貪歡爾爾。227Please respect copyright.PENANAv9cPPHy26r
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畢竟,浮生若夢。227Please respect copyright.PENANAl6CKZ6vC10
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「……那是當然,反而熱烈歡迎!」他像是個孩子般地笑著,直起身、繞過桌子,就那樣站在我的面前,伸出了白皙的左手。227Please respect copyright.PENANAvvnZoi9jYA
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而我看著那隻被光線照得扎眼的手,頓了一會兒,隨後,另一隻纏滿繃帶的詭譎的手毫無遲疑地牽了上去。227Please respect copyright.PENANAbaqfxk7QY9
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——契約,成立。227Please respect copyright.PENANA8ChS5swnz9
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——在那前方絕對不會有絕望,亦然不會存在希望,明明只有一片虛無,明明我都「知道」著「一切」,我卻還是、莫名地「期待」了起來。
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