後夜，眾人醉得七葷八素，大弘等幾個男生把沙發留給林青怡躺，紛紛倒在地上呼呼大睡。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UGraY8aSx
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　　一晚都只有炸物跟酒下肚，林青怡半夜被渴醒了。環顧一圈，才發現屋主唐嘉鈞不在客廳，她想也許是進屋睡了。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y1DWi7uE5
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　　她走到廚房，準備倒一杯水來解渴，卻找不到燈光的開關，只好打開手機手電筒，小心翼翼地摸著黑走進去。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCZ6IYJqxm
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　　冰箱沒關，唐嘉鈞披著一件毛毯，盤腿坐在冰箱前面，呆滯地數著冷藏庫裡的底片盒。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcgkDf5ThA
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　　林青怡踢到了餐椅的腳，唐嘉鈞像是突然被聲音喚醒，立刻就想朝聲源靠近，卻被地上滾動的底片盒絆倒在地。他踉蹌地半走半爬，直到緊緊抱住她的腳，讓她原地動彈不得。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPjzbxSiMo
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　　帶有酒氣的聲音沙啞。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyUfm0i6yh
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　　「小青、小青⋯⋯」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXJC81rFcP
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　　她的赤足感受到了濕意，於是不忍抽出來。她知道喊的不是她。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoYFP7WyqZ
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　　小青不在唐嘉鈞身邊了。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIYphFvO2R
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　　微光自窗簾的縫隙滲進室內，一道光線恰巧吻著林青怡微闔的眼皮，她睡眼惺忪地轉醒。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9joy9N6Fi
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　　在硬梆梆上的沙發睡了一宿，她不免感受到腰酸背痛。她一邊搥著背脊，一邊推開窗簾後的落地玻璃門。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o5fSRQP1C
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　　門外是家庭式套房的陽台，約莫有兩三坪大，以寸土寸金的學區地段而言，算是非常寬敞。新屋主剛搬進來，花盆還未種上任何綠植，角落則放了一把全新的躺椅，連塑膠膜都原封不動地保留著。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR6Hd7EJcl
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　　唐嘉鈞也在陽台。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDEU9iDMLY
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　　他半裸著，只穿了一條牛仔褲，露出勻稱精瘦的上身，隱約可見到腹肌的線條。他深邃的雙眼下環著厚厚黑眼圈，像許久沒有睡好。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVmPhaW0it
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　　他正斜身倚於陽台的矮牆，兩指間夾著一根紙菸。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zvoKAQ1yQ
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　　唐嘉鈞望著遠方的地平線，天色尚未飽和。藍色的夜幕一點點消亡，橘紅色的晨曦則在地平線處渲染著山嵐和樓房。日子正要開始。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo2dSaRlHv
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　　他甩開手裡的Zippo，將菸叼在嘴上點燃。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz9Kd0FSQA
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　　「你會抽菸？」林青怡訝異地問。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTytpDi82M9
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　　菸還叼在嘴裡，唐嘉鈞含糊地回答，「很少抽。」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiMuBfESdS
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　　「你真的變了很多。」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhvHLpPNI6
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　　「要來一根嗎？」罔顧她驚詫的神色，唐嘉鈞敲敲菸盒，然後遞到她手裡。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EQRYe6uAM
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　　林青怡遲疑地將一根菸拿在手裡，唐嘉鈞緩緩將菸點上。她在他等待的視線裡將菸湊近唇邊吸了一口。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr2laNcCPR
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　　林青怡被煙嗆得猛咳，唐嘉鈞只是吞雲吐霧，在一片朦朧中露出短促的笑，很快又回復平淡的神情，靜靜看著天空。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9N0qP0gni
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　　「好險妳不喜歡。」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKZ18cYJ77
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　　「也許只是不習慣。」林青怡正要嘗試第二口，唐嘉鈞卻伸長手指，夾過她手中的菸，在空啤酒罐裡按熄了。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVgqHt7ZJY
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　　「抽菸也不是什麼好事，不用習慣。」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZXjvxY1p7
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　　「那你幹嘛抽？」林青怡挑眉，看著唐嘉鈞問道。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAcC9pLflW
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　　「需要上癮的替代品。」唐嘉鈞意味不明地回答，伸了個懶腰，側躺上還沒拆封膜的躺椅。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvunARFxkh
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　　「你別讓自己壓力太大了。」林青怡半個身子倚在躺椅的把手上，憂心地看著好友。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODv9VvSFNj
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　　「我自己選的。」唐嘉鈞聳肩，「本來想選另一邊，但卻沒有選。」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvhSjFCSPo
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　　林青怡以為，他在講電影系跟政治系之間的選擇，不禁回想起唐嘉鈞在攝影社時拍的作品。不得不承認，唐嘉鈞是他們其中最有才華和靈氣的那個人，但卻沒有去讀藝大。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntfHtrij70
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　　不過也沒幾個人真的會把興趣、嗜好發展成工作，就結論而言，唐嘉鈞不過是做了一個再正常不過的選擇。攝影社裡喜愛藝術的人不少，但也只有一個家境富庶的女孩選擇去讀戲劇。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaILpweJl5
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　　「為什麼沒有選另一邊？」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCkLqQ59wl
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　　林青怡想知道原因是因為「錢途」嗎？還是家裡人的期許？唐嘉鈞心裡想的卻不是這件事。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCURaR1gSmY
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　　「選了對的那邊，但好像不是幸福的那邊。」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHqhQxhLqk
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　　他抖了抖煙，將煙灰彈落。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr42wmBVdi
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　　吳詠青在醫院裡做的白日夢，是打算不靠吳懷榮自己活下來，在台北辛苦地活下來。而擺在唐嘉鈞面前的選項，是與義無反顧地跟吳詠青去追求一場大夢，或老實地選擇現實。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYt9bCEqbE
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　　既然清楚，那麼如今又有什麼理由成癮——安眠藥、酒精、尼古丁，偶爾混著來。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD8QnJxO0k
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　　「太陽出來了。」唐嘉鈞遠眺著絢爛奪目、光彩四射的日出。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVc786becS
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　　「好想拍下來，可惜沒帶相機來。你要進去拿相機嗎？」林青怡反射性地問出口。365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQnnNKUNiH
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