【竹馬戀】我的好朋友 - 斷背山

　　吳詠青說自己還要準備模聯講稿，讓陳叔先把唐嘉鈞載回大安。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ41U5LcgnO
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　　唐嘉鈞以為他們至少會一起用過晚餐，早已跟家裡人報備，卻又被吳詠青打發回家，全程都板著一張臭臉。吳詠青也不哄他，安靜地看著窗外車流，像一尊沉思者的石膏雕像，托著下顎不說半句話。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy2HrQ2wCE
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　　唐嘉鈞覺得委屈。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkG9WWZCvH
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　　雖然自己是異性戀，但又沒歧視同志，吳詠青自顧自地出櫃，又自顧自地疏遠，連他的意見都不需要聽。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxfIYdPXTi
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　　午夜夢迴，也搬演一場默劇。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlX1j3cKnE
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　　唐嘉鈞當晚夢到了腳，腳是不能說話的。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9GwBobQ3G
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　　套在室內拖鞋裡的腳小巧，在一片昏暗裡，極輕而安靜地抽離絨毛拖鞋，微弱的藍光映亮足弓的線條。腳尖先踏在放映室的沙發，然後試探地貼上沙發上的另一雙腳。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQrTkgrGPE
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　　另一雙腳非常白皙，更為厚實溫暖，輕輕夾住貼上來的小腳，捂暖了冰涼的小腳。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nHL6hkLmQ
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　　小腳卻拱起腳背，靈活地抽離大腳的懷抱，又沿著他長著淡色腿毛的小腿滑動，挑逗似的緩緩磨蹭，忽然調皮地用腳趾擰住白皮膚。大腳吃痛抽動，輕輕踢了一下小腳作為報復。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5gmvTyiZQ
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　　兩雙腳很快就合好，安分地並排。腳的主人們終於將注意力轉移回電影身上。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OUHFuaLpI
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　　直到電影裡的喘息聲漸濃，小腳時而交疊，時而紐纏，躁動地不斷換姿勢，好像受不了情色場景。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcDB20RCsI
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　　小腳離開了皮質沙發，一路步伐搖晃地踩著花紋繁複的手織地毯，再踏上冰冷堅硬的瓷磚。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnM2VipeIX
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　　白色空間，彷彿有無數日光燈，白熱的亮晃的，打在同樣淨白的磁磚上。小腳沾染水珠，像剛出水的花瓣，指甲隱隱透出粉色。直到水流被扭大，滴答聲響漸趨喧擾，潮濕了氣息。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9Zr8AfROI
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　　有人推開了浴室的門，方才那雙與之調情過的大腳，駐足於小腳前，膚色與晃眼的白光趨近。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZyF2TeHmR
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　　小腳踩在大腳上，將重量倚靠對方，兩人彷若學步或玩鬧的一起踏動，在燈光下交疊成一個影子。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfsFuyVFLl
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　　熱氣蒸騰，模糊了線條，霧裡所有東西都失去了邊界而交融。好像就要爆開，一如爛熟而陳屍路旁的果實。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM2Aj1Wz26
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　　沈默的腳，只是在貪慾而吞噬一切的白光裡笨拙地共舞。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAJipqvwgA
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　　而唐嘉鈞在伸手不見五指的房間醒來，一片濃稠的黑暗，他嗆得咳嗽。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFWd9CBvj7
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　　他知道這顆明度極高的鏡頭，只是他的夢。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2P0FbeNWb
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　　不羈夜那晚，他的詠青弟弟在放映室的沙發上偷跟Chris調情是真的，但Chris沒有跟著離席的吳詠青去浴室。也許本來是會去的，但在唐嘉鈞陰惻惻的眼神下止步。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Orkcw6sFZ
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　　唐嘉鈞已經十八歲了，吳詠青向他坦承了與Chris交往過，他足夠成熟地阻止自己當面逼問吳詠青，卻不夠成熟到能阻止千頭萬緒。吳詠青跟Chris怎麼在一起的？在一起多久了？怎麼分手了？313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQen2pFSOGj
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　　做到哪一步了？313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf5eOS2g1r
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　　他又有什麼立場問，甚至不是有血緣的兄長，只不過是佔了便宜的嘉鈞哥哥，連放在心底疑惑都不應該。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgXmKSFIaZ
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　　接連的假日，唐嘉鈞藉口忙於籃球賽練習，數週不見吳詠青。等他做好心理準備前往陽明山時，卻不見吳詠青蹤影。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE6eO87lia
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　　「吳詠青去英國參加活動。」前來應門的是陌生的年輕男人，輪廓隱約與吳詠青有幾分相似。他說自己叫吳詠文，是吳詠青的哥哥，平時不住在這裡。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlPJDpIMyt
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　　唐嘉鈞馬上要離開，吳詠文卻讓陳叔替他倒茶，要他在客廳稍等片刻。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAtAPhDJyq
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　　「吳詠青留給你的生日禮物，他順便去歐洲玩一圈，月底前不會回來。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cCU2JzZaB
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　　吳詠青居然不陪他過生日。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTLgvNqYJP
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　　男人拿來的禮物沒有外包裝，從紙箱上印刷的Nikon D80就看得出來是單眼數位相機。唐嘉鈞愣住，他喜歡攝影，自然有在關注相機市場，這台相機加上鏡頭大概要台幣四萬五千元。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv5eTYVucH
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　　照吳詠青先前的邏輯，這要一次抵掉幾年的額度？他無法克制的聯想，吳詠青也懶得年年替他過生日吧。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaJCmXAL3C
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　　「抱歉，我不能收這麼貴重的禮物。」聽聞唐嘉鈞的拒絕，吳詠文只是吹了吹熱茶，在濃郁的香氣裡閉上眼。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx28c630sn
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　　「就收下吧，那小貪財迷很有錢的。」吳詠文似乎還對這份禮物語帶嫌棄，「而且只送次等的機型，真小氣。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqX7w21SvE
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　　男人突然想起什麼，又開口問：313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RpPLfmIUk
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　　「你喜歡電影嗎？」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwgWBINoax
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　　「啊？請問怎麼了嗎？」唐嘉鈞戒備地看著男人，後者只是漫不經心的將左手的銀戒拔下來把玩。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqobxaGXGi0
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　　「那一箱DVD是我的。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ajbcuwhVq
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　　唐嘉鈞以為吳詠文在追究他們未經告知而使用，慌忙地開口攬過責任。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYnlVTUK2P
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　　「是我跟詠青說想看的，真的很抱歉。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyf8iWhryc
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　　吳詠文將戒指戴回手上，抬頭凝視著他，「那裡面有限制級的影片，如果他們知道我讓吳詠青看到了，他們會宰了我。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xxfeNWCXZ
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　　「我們絕對保密。」唐嘉鈞緊張地大口喝茶。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbLqempUoS
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　　他又想起不羈夜，還有加入那晚的Chris——詠青的前男友。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNx296CaJp
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　　「其實吳詠青現在也成年了。」唐嘉鈞不自在地補充道。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HozNeJdRH
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　　「但是永遠是他爸媽的小寶貝呀。」吳詠文以為自己嚇到他了，聳了聳肩，恢復一副輕鬆的神色。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUQPkdm8fl
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　　唐嘉鈞在心底陰陽怪氣，什麼爸媽的小寶貝？搞不好早就偷偷登大人了。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJbD2V93HQ
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　　「總之，謝謝你跟吳詠青當朋友。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLlm0BTcnU
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　　唐嘉鈞搜刮不著適合的言語，大半天只憋出一句：313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP1cKeDgEh
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　　「詠青人很好。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRliHvtDFnb
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　　「跟他聊電影很無聊吧？」吳詠文暗自觀察著，唐嘉鈞似乎很緊張，言談間不斷舉杯喝茶，這下杯子先空了，吳詠文招手要陳叔過來倒茶。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIGsHXHITe
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　　「叔不用麻煩了，我差不多該回家了。」唐嘉鈞找到機會開溜，掛上歉意的微笑。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1gtiQcupy
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　　「詠文哥下次見。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScjaJfdibX
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　　「好啊。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSMGIyCiow
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　　吳詠文笑臉盈盈地揮別，目送幾乎像落荒而逃的少年。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCkFkCWy7N
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