【竹馬戀】我的好朋友 - 斷背山

　　吳詠青說自己還要準備模聯講稿，讓陳叔先把唐嘉鈞載回大安。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3ImpWZXE8
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　　唐嘉鈞以為他們至少會一起用過晚餐，早已跟家裡人報備，卻又被吳詠青打發回家，全程都板著一張臭臉。吳詠青也不哄他，安靜地看著窗外車流，像一尊沉思者的石膏雕像，托著下顎不說半句話。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkaABnJ1sg
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　　唐嘉鈞覺得委屈。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNcDA5ZuAe
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　　雖然自己是異性戀，但又沒歧視同志，吳詠青自顧自地出櫃，又自顧自地疏遠，連他的意見都不需要聽。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jVuEWxNpj
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　　午夜夢迴，也搬演一場默劇。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKShyIYRLmD
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　　唐嘉鈞當晚夢到了腳，腳是不能說話的。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyb67BiBSX
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　　套在室內拖鞋裡的腳小巧，在一片昏暗裡，極輕而安靜地抽離絨毛拖鞋，微弱的藍光映亮足弓的線條。腳尖先踏在放映室的沙發，然後試探地貼上沙發上的另一雙腳。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeIb3ShuO5
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　　另一雙腳非常白皙，更為厚實溫暖，輕輕夾住貼上來的小腳，捂暖了冰涼的小腳。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3VelqtkPc
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　　小腳卻拱起腳背，靈活地抽離大腳的懷抱，又沿著他長著淡色腿毛的小腿滑動，挑逗似的緩緩磨蹭，忽然調皮地用腳趾擰住白皮膚。大腳吃痛抽動，輕輕踢了一下小腳作為報復。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eLRUak86g
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　　兩雙腳很快就合好，安分地並排。腳的主人們終於將注意力轉移回電影身上。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7ZixxiOYS
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　　直到電影裡的喘息聲漸濃，小腳時而交疊，時而紐纏，躁動地不斷換姿勢，好像受不了情色場景。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc69TeZh1FV
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　　小腳離開了皮質沙發，一路步伐搖晃地踩著花紋繁複的手織地毯，再踏上冰冷堅硬的瓷磚。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUn4n24YhS
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　　白色空間，彷彿有無數日光燈，白熱的亮晃的，打在同樣淨白的磁磚上。小腳沾染水珠，像剛出水的花瓣，指甲隱隱透出粉色。直到水流被扭大，滴答聲響漸趨喧擾，潮濕了氣息。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DVvpvQsxh
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　　有人推開了浴室的門，方才那雙與之調情過的大腳，駐足於小腳前，膚色與晃眼的白光趨近。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUoF7GaTrR
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　　小腳踩在大腳上，將重量倚靠對方，兩人彷若學步或玩鬧的一起踏動，在燈光下交疊成一個影子。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGRm8HBqyl
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　　熱氣蒸騰，模糊了線條，霧裡所有東西都失去了邊界而交融。好像就要爆開，一如爛熟而陳屍路旁的果實。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN3gbc8FJK
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　　沈默的腳，只是在貪慾而吞噬一切的白光裡笨拙地共舞。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JXdliFqOa
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　　而唐嘉鈞在伸手不見五指的房間醒來，一片濃稠的黑暗，他嗆得咳嗽。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJXLyef2rj
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　　他知道這顆明度極高的鏡頭，只是他的夢。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx65okoc0l
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　　不羈夜那晚，他的詠青弟弟在放映室的沙發上偷跟Chris調情是真的，但Chris沒有跟著離席的吳詠青去浴室。也許本來是會去的，但在唐嘉鈞陰惻惻的眼神下止步。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu7HUqBV0f
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　　唐嘉鈞已經十八歲了，吳詠青向他坦承了與Chris交往過，他足夠成熟地阻止自己當面逼問吳詠青，卻不夠成熟到能阻止千頭萬緒。吳詠青跟Chris怎麼在一起的？在一起多久了？怎麼分手了？220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93r4nkyIKs
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　　做到哪一步了？220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9ruwDHb0Z
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　　他又有什麼立場問，甚至不是有血緣的兄長，只不過是佔了便宜的嘉鈞哥哥，連放在心底疑惑都不應該。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPejY4PCR5
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　　接連的假日，唐嘉鈞藉口忙於籃球賽練習，數週不見吳詠青。等他做好心理準備前往陽明山時，卻不見吳詠青蹤影。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjP0pcrTtA
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　　「吳詠青去英國參加活動。」前來應門的是陌生的年輕男人，輪廓隱約與吳詠青有幾分相似。他說自己叫吳詠文，是吳詠青的哥哥，平時不住在這裡。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTBkGNKPBW
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　　唐嘉鈞馬上要離開，吳詠文卻讓陳叔替他倒茶，要他在客廳稍等片刻。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UodPFGXDV
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　　「吳詠青留給你的生日禮物，他順便去歐洲玩一圈，月底前不會回來。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbl7YpN1KY
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　　吳詠青居然不陪他過生日。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqfagwvIdN
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　　男人拿來的禮物沒有外包裝，從紙箱上印刷的Nikon D80就看得出來是單眼數位相機。唐嘉鈞愣住，他喜歡攝影，自然有在關注相機市場，這台相機加上鏡頭大概要台幣四萬五千元。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1Meese8zY
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　　照吳詠青先前的邏輯，這要一次抵掉幾年的額度？他無法克制的聯想，吳詠青也懶得年年替他過生日吧。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJDMnbItjx
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　　「抱歉，我不能收這麼貴重的禮物。」聽聞唐嘉鈞的拒絕，吳詠文只是吹了吹熱茶，在濃郁的香氣裡閉上眼。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgAMcHJCJF
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　　「就收下吧，那小貪財迷很有錢的。」吳詠文似乎還對這份禮物語帶嫌棄，「而且只送次等的機型，真小氣。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFL53notFK
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　　男人突然想起什麼，又開口問：220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OwXZIVz0f
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　　「你喜歡電影嗎？」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGh8mVCOd6
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　　「啊？請問怎麼了嗎？」唐嘉鈞戒備地看著男人，後者只是漫不經心的將左手的銀戒拔下來把玩。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYett37TZNP
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　　「那一箱DVD是我的。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqBt7Fr9SA
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　　唐嘉鈞以為吳詠文在追究他們未經告知而使用，慌忙地開口攬過責任。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qo20QhjGt
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　　「是我跟詠青說想看的，真的很抱歉。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiDMSIovwh
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　　吳詠文將戒指戴回手上，抬頭凝視著他，「那裡面有限制級的影片，如果他們知道我讓吳詠青看到了，他們會宰了我。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS81biukmo
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　　「我們絕對保密。」唐嘉鈞緊張地大口喝茶。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttVYfa3EDh
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　　他又想起不羈夜，還有加入那晚的Chris——詠青的前男友。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD2A3WozGd
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　　「其實吳詠青現在也成年了。」唐嘉鈞不自在地補充道。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2dxfyGAjO
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　　「但是永遠是他爸媽的小寶貝呀。」吳詠文以為自己嚇到他了，聳了聳肩，恢復一副輕鬆的神色。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOr3mWwybr
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　　唐嘉鈞在心底陰陽怪氣，什麼爸媽的小寶貝？搞不好早就偷偷登大人了。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7rZgHqhjU
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　　「總之，謝謝你跟吳詠青當朋友。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34ShZyyFk5
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　　唐嘉鈞搜刮不著適合的言語，大半天只憋出一句：220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfFmCs5sR9
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　　「詠青人很好。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiuHjhriRz
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　　「跟他聊電影很無聊吧？」吳詠文暗自觀察著，唐嘉鈞似乎很緊張，言談間不斷舉杯喝茶，這下杯子先空了，吳詠文招手要陳叔過來倒茶。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9XwSGlDeK
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　　「叔不用麻煩了，我差不多該回家了。」唐嘉鈞找到機會開溜，掛上歉意的微笑。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyPmQoR2Lh
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　　「詠文哥下次見。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXxG0nIaRo
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　　「好啊。」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBWJek82Ac
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　　吳詠文笑臉盈盈地揮別，目送幾乎像落荒而逃的少年。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI6de1bty6
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