後夜，眾人醉得七葷八素，大弘等幾個男生把沙發留給林青怡躺，紛紛倒在地上呼呼大睡。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyICMIGZ7WF
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　　一晚都只有炸物跟酒下肚，林青怡半夜被渴醒了。環顧一圈，才發現屋主唐嘉鈞不在客廳，她想也許是進屋睡了。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe43Dnq8XZq
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　　她走到廚房，準備倒一杯水來解渴，卻找不到燈光的開關，只好打開手機手電筒，小心翼翼地摸著黑走進去。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdYVGAcoyd
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　　漆黑的視野裡，只有藍白色的光流淌在地上。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuYPO0myW3
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　　「三、四、五⋯⋯十、九、十⋯⋯」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2oV207lDy
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　　冰箱沒關，唐嘉鈞披著一件毛毯，盤腿坐在冰箱前面，呆滯地數著冷藏庫裡的底片盒。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhkS66Rlxj
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　　林青怡踢到了餐椅的腳，唐嘉鈞像是突然被聲音喚醒，立刻就想朝聲源靠近，卻被地上滾動的底片盒絆倒在地。他踉蹌地半走半爬，直到緊緊抱住她的腳，讓她原地動彈不得。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1uj2iNVB1
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　　帶有酒氣的聲音沙啞。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOixUR4EGtC
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　　「小青、小青⋯⋯」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdjgbRmiY0
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　　她的赤足感受到了濕意，於是不忍抽出來。她知道喊的不是她。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4faNrQ4Vz
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　　小青不在唐嘉鈞身邊了。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKCgVHvBSh
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　　微光自窗簾的縫隙滲進室內，一道光線恰巧吻著林青怡微闔的眼皮，她睡眼惺忪地轉醒。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEUhZQyfmh
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　　在硬梆梆上的沙發睡了一宿，她不免感受到腰酸背痛。她一邊搥著背脊，一邊推開窗簾後的落地玻璃門。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnToTCw9gbX
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　　門外是家庭式套房的陽台，約莫有兩三坪大，以寸土寸金的學區地段而言，算是非常寬敞。新屋主剛搬進來，花盆還未種上任何綠植，角落則放了一把全新的躺椅，連塑膠膜都原封不動地保留著。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0pwqbagpP
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　　唐嘉鈞也在陽台。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsoNOdaHSe
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　　他半裸著，只穿了一條牛仔褲，露出勻稱精瘦的上身，隱約可見到腹肌的線條。他深邃的雙眼下環著厚厚黑眼圈，像許久沒有睡好。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PyLhkd3OR
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　　他正斜身倚於陽台的矮牆，兩指間夾著一根紙菸。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN04EAvBIW
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　　唐嘉鈞望著遠方的地平線，天色尚未飽和。藍色的夜幕一點點消亡，橘紅色的晨曦則在地平線處渲染著山嵐和樓房。日子正要開始。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW0UtSUD6l
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　　他甩開手裡的Zippo，將菸叼在嘴上點燃。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8IDOCISpd
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　　「你會抽菸？」林青怡訝異地問。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDbcz5gxdS
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　　菸還叼在嘴裡，唐嘉鈞含糊地回答，「很少抽。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIGD4Z663Z
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　　「你真的變了很多。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A6SdlXt2i
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　　「要來一根嗎？」罔顧她驚詫的神色，唐嘉鈞敲敲菸盒，然後遞到她手裡。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dM213JYgx
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　　林青怡遲疑地將一根菸拿在手裡，唐嘉鈞緩緩將菸點上。她在他等待的視線裡將菸湊近唇邊吸了一口。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwxTG9DB9U
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　　「咳咳咳⋯⋯」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8kwPvAm1b
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　　林青怡被煙嗆得猛咳，唐嘉鈞只是吞雲吐霧，在一片朦朧中露出短促的笑，很快又回復平淡的神情，靜靜看著天空。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjVY99mofg
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　　「好險妳不喜歡。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk9Zb06z8n
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　　「也許只是不習慣。」林青怡正要嘗試第二口，唐嘉鈞卻伸長手指，夾過她手中的菸，在空啤酒罐裡按熄了。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggoGAmI1iH
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　　「抽菸也不是什麼好事，不用習慣。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV44Q5FrKcN
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　　「那你幹嘛抽？」林青怡挑眉，看著唐嘉鈞問道。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o2Dhxvmic
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　　「需要上癮的替代品。」唐嘉鈞意味不明地回答，伸了個懶腰，側躺上還沒拆封膜的躺椅。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK7WLJ7r9Y
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　　「你別讓自己壓力太大了。」林青怡半個身子倚在躺椅的把手上，憂心地看著好友。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl0mo1Lqiq
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　　「我自己選的。」唐嘉鈞聳肩，「本來想選另一邊，但卻沒有選。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkiJiQG8N7
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　　林青怡以為，他在講電影系跟政治系之間的選擇，不禁回想起唐嘉鈞在攝影社時拍的作品。不得不承認，唐嘉鈞是他們其中最有才華和靈氣的那個人，但卻沒有去讀藝大。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f6PJyOWOU
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　　不過也沒幾個人真的會把興趣、嗜好發展成工作，就結論而言，唐嘉鈞不過是做了一個再正常不過的選擇。攝影社裡喜愛藝術的人不少，但也只有一個家境富庶的女孩選擇去讀戲劇。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxFX9HfI7P
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　　「為什麼沒有選另一邊？」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKaJCEw7Y8
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　　林青怡想知道原因是因為「錢途」嗎？還是家裡人的期許？唐嘉鈞心裡想的卻不是這件事。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPFDJ7VTLH
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　　「選了對的那邊，但好像不是幸福的那邊。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMWq6Wcyjz
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　　他抖了抖煙，將煙灰彈落。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUh3gW2397
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　　吳詠青在醫院裡做的白日夢，是打算不靠吳懷榮自己活下來，在台北辛苦地活下來。而擺在唐嘉鈞面前的選項，是與義無反顧地跟吳詠青去追求一場大夢，或老實地選擇現實。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8ZQNQSwur
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　　夢總是會醒。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dwt24KajX
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　　既然清楚，那麼如今又有什麼理由成癮——安眠藥、酒精、尼古丁，偶爾混著來。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbSim7DZWE
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　　「太陽出來了。」唐嘉鈞遠眺著絢爛奪目、光彩四射的日出。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWtXAoU6I2
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　　「好想拍下來，可惜沒帶相機來。你要進去拿相機嗎？」林青怡反射性地問出口。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJUFCqq0w8
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　　唐嘉鈞則淡然道出驚人的事實，「我再也不拍照了。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzNqRrdwzC
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　　這幾回放棄夢想的唐令親媽也心疼......QQ267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5fxigDrRJ
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