The mundane life of pretending to be an adult - Useless

I just realised. I haven’t felt this way for a while.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3iQ4U8EG3

Maybe because I was always running.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5kS2Nf0Ph

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Too busy to think about it. I was fooled by the pretty lies, but at the end of the day, I came to my senses.

How worthless I was. How useless. How unsightly. How much I hated myself.

There’s no way I can be proud of myself.

At the bottom of my heart, I really, really hated myself.

”How are you?” I’m always asked. I couldn’t answer. An answer that I could be proud of. The fear of being looked down on.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPYfsVMVMQ

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I got the grades.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrWPPlmmXs

I did well in sports.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomm5NHLCQd

I could play musical instruments.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKxvrWeyN0

I’m not exactly too bad with people either.

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So how did I end up like this?

I can’t accept it. I can’t let anyone see. I want to disappear.

I’ve disappointed everyone, but most of all, myself.

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