(A break from the Japan holiday food rant. Next and final Japan blog issue will be out next week!)
My family keeps pestering me to get a job. I know... I really want to move out again, too. 984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS8zNi9QX2
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But the thing is... I'm worthless to companies. The economy is declining, so of course competition will be more intense.984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ndHj5W3T0
And me, in my field. Sure, my GPA is a little above average, but so what? There are so many people out there better than me.984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERrpvT05Yx
What else can I offer to the company? I don't have anything special. They're looking for talented, passionate individuals. I don't have talent nor passion. I don't have a reason to work that's not money. Sure, I like talking to people, I work well in a team, but come on. 984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgw2jX4rg2
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When it comes to technical work, I'm not confident in anything at all.984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko3Y7HnePF
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A year ago, I didn't know anything. I was optimistic, excited to get an internship. So I aced my interviews.
But this time, I'm as unsure as ever. It's not even just "impostor syndrome". It's a fact. I have crap time management, I'm not motivated at all, not passionate, I don't like learning new things, new systems or anything related to the field. Who'd want to hire me?
And all this reflects in my digital interviews as well. I get choked up, and mess up multiple times.
I just... 984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FQJaTSgr4
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I wish I could be happy without needing that money and status. Be fulfilled. Content.984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTek0PCE9nd
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Anyway, that's that.984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIAq05o5qL
(Though at the time of publishing this, I have a job. Not relating to my major, but it’s fun. I wrote this a while ago.)
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and then Add to home screen.