耳朵聽見的事-魔菇音樂隨筆 - 要相信，會有人愛你—Boygenius

今天是Boygenius新曲MV首發的日子，溫ㄤ老李一早蹲馬桶點開來看老淚縱橫後迫不及待傳給我。然而我整天整理家務沒空還遇上附近地區龍捲風弄壞電網斷電斷網，於是剛剛夫妻兩人一起坐在沙發上看MV，結果就是給彼此遞衛生紙擦淚擤鼻涕。

話不多說，先來上MV：

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Boygenius是由三位酷兒女性組成的樂團，在組樂團之前，其實三位樂手Phoebe Bridgers 、Lucy Dacus 以及Julien Baker 都已經在樂壇裡闖出一片天，頻率相近曲風元素也有共同點的他們成了好友並共組樂團，在2018年發行首張EP，今年終於帶了新作回歸。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0qeyeiEnf
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MV由已經出櫃同為酷兒的克莉絲汀史都華執導（對就是那暮光之城的貝拉）

歌曲依序是Julien Baker的＄20；Phoebe Bridgers的 Emily I'm Sorry； Lucy Dacus的 True Blue，MV中是三位樂手本色出演。

Emily I'm Sorry的歌詞連著＄20的MV看哭死我跟老李：

She’s asleep in the backseat

looking peaceful enough to me,

but she’s waking up inside a dream full of screeching tires and fire.

We’re coming back from where no one lives,

pretty much just veterans.

When I pointed out where the north star is,

she called me a fucking liar.

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但還好最後又被True Blue治癒了。

And it feels good to be known so well.

I can’t hide from you like I hide from myself.

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三人的友誼如此美好。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhETRJRmEIU
最近泰勒絲正進行巡迴演唱會，擔任開場嘉賓的Phoebe Bridgers這首Graceland Too相信是寫給 Julien Baker的。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJV5ceWIz1
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So she picks a direction, it's ninety to Memphis281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs0Dra98TI
Turns up the music so thoughts don't intrude281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRPbopjYkI
Predictably winds up thinking of Elvis281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vRArJfzVl
And wonders if he believed songs could come true

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生長在曼非斯的保守貧窮基督教家庭又是同志身分的 Julien Baker，有著艱困的成長過程，過去幾年一直飽受藥物及酗酒問題困擾（可能到現在還有）。

Julien Baker無疑是才華洋溢的，但聽她的歌會有點致鬱，會很想擁抱她說：都會好的、會好起來的！

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So what's there left to talk about281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHCKYNVhHg
I'm holding on281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHeQXTRo31
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How I dig my nails into your skin

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Wishing I was different281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1svwdoPUq
Nobody deserves a second chance281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTgVQZcZSF
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