耳朵聽見的事-魔菇音樂隨筆 - 要相信，會有人愛你—Boygenius

今天是Boygenius新曲MV首發的日子，溫ㄤ老李一早蹲馬桶點開來看老淚縱橫後迫不及待傳給我。然而我整天整理家務沒空還遇上附近地區龍捲風弄壞電網斷電斷網，於是剛剛夫妻兩人一起坐在沙發上看MV，結果就是給彼此遞衛生紙擦淚擤鼻涕。

話不多說，先來上MV：

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Boygenius是由三位酷兒女性組成的樂團，在組樂團之前，其實三位樂手Phoebe Bridgers 、Lucy Dacus 以及Julien Baker 都已經在樂壇裡闖出一片天，頻率相近曲風元素也有共同點的他們成了好友並共組樂團，在2018年發行首張EP，今年終於帶了新作回歸。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKggTwZxxny
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MV由已經出櫃同為酷兒的克莉絲汀史都華執導（對就是那暮光之城的貝拉）

歌曲依序是Julien Baker的＄20；Phoebe Bridgers的 Emily I'm Sorry； Lucy Dacus的 True Blue，MV中是三位樂手本色出演。

Emily I'm Sorry的歌詞連著＄20的MV看哭死我跟老李：

She’s asleep in the backseat

looking peaceful enough to me,

but she’s waking up inside a dream full of screeching tires and fire.

We’re coming back from where no one lives,

pretty much just veterans.

When I pointed out where the north star is,

she called me a fucking liar.

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但還好最後又被True Blue治癒了。

And it feels good to be known so well.

I can’t hide from you like I hide from myself.

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三人的友誼如此美好。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjACoTbPd3
最近泰勒絲正進行巡迴演唱會，擔任開場嘉賓的Phoebe Bridgers這首Graceland Too相信是寫給 Julien Baker的。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAWMjGPnnm
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So she picks a direction, it's ninety to Memphis351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXleIVhPae
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Predictably winds up thinking of Elvis351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqoYiEj48N
And wonders if he believed songs could come true

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生長在曼非斯的保守貧窮基督教家庭又是同志身分的 Julien Baker，有著艱困的成長過程，過去幾年一直飽受藥物及酗酒問題困擾（可能到現在還有）。

Julien Baker無疑是才華洋溢的，但聽她的歌會有點致鬱，會很想擁抱她說：都會好的、會好起來的！

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So what's there left to talk about351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86XicaAA9E
I'm holding on351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeF4dvaHwr
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How I dig my nails into your skin

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