嘉世風光時,H市的年輕人擠破頭也想擠進他們的訓練營,當嘉世衰敗,他們卻爭先恐後的離開,就怕自己慢了一步,會被裡頭的漩渦給吞噬。406Please respect copyright.PENANAo37KNPiRoS
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感覺很勢利,但卻是不爭的現實。406Please respect copyright.PENANA8klJW56KIM
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沒了沐雨橙風,沒有一葉之秋,甚至連孫翔都轉去輪回,嘉世還有什麼資本跟條件可以東山再起?劉皓想了半天,也沒想出一個可以說服大家,或是說服自己的理由。406Please respect copyright.PENANAIEc83MUM4m
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除了曾經身為嘉世戰隊的他們,誰也沒想過,曾經的豪門會落敗到今天這種地步。406Please respect copyright.PENANAxigaKdSBZS
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嘉世完了。406Please respect copyright.PENANABX0C9mlF37
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那些日子的紛紛擾擾,在劉皓眼裡,代換成這簡單明瞭的四個字,然而,命運總是多變的讓人咋舌,一如當初沒人想過嘉世會落到這地步,也沒人想過,在最要緊的時刻,茗乾綠的夏仲天會跳出來接手嘉世的部份資源,留下邱非這孩子。406Please respect copyright.PENANAj8tr2H6iBD
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嘉世,這個猶如危樓、飄搖欲墜的招牌,總算是被保住了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAXJmE2i6LBy
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坦白說,當嘉世面臨解體危機時,劉皓並沒有想到邱非會留下,按他所想的,這孩子雖然契約在身,但他有著紮實技巧,挑戰賽裡和孫翔搭配的影子戰術又那麼純熟,認誰都看得出他的價值,就算轉到哪個戰隊重新開始,也能取得一番成績。406Please respect copyright.PENANAXxNSN1pJFR
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他甚至想過,葉修會在第一時間把邱非弄到興欣去。406Please respect copyright.PENANA0r5yZK9Ey1
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畢竟,那曾是他的得意弟子。406Please respect copyright.PENANAtvzknKHkXc
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只是他猜到開頭,卻沒料到結局,嘉世沒倒,邱非也沒走,他成了新一代的領隊,哪怕,這回他們得從挑戰賽開始往上爬,這過程會有多少心酸血淚,他仍是扛起了嘉世這塊已經黑了,不知何時,甚至沒人能夠保證會不會有漂白的一天的招牌。406Please respect copyright.PENANAsxxDziYH1O
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聽到這消息時,劉皓愣了愣,才轉頭看向現在擺放在光線最好處的團體照。406Please respect copyright.PENANAE2AUDcx9Ho
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映著陽光,照片裡的葉修笑得格外燦爛,就連他身後的吳雪峰都像是增添了絲溫柔,他們兩人的意志和精神,被邱非很好的繼承了下來。406Please respect copyright.PENANAaR8NNvXYRG
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哪怕他們在此劃上終結,戰鬥格式的時代才剛開始。406Please respect copyright.PENANA0fKnn63A2O
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坦白說,這樣的發展讓劉皓有些難受,不是因為嘉世散了,也不是因為嘉世俱樂部拆了,而是因為在這個未來裡,他看不見自己的位置。406Please respect copyright.PENANA6WnobioGJS
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他曾經有過的夢,已經碎得不能再碎,傳承了葉修和吳雪峰的人,和他丁點關係也沒有,他們間曾經有過的連繫,徹徹底底的消失了,儘管那算不上是什麼良好的關係,或是令人愉快的連繫,至少,他們曾經在這個地方交會過。406Please respect copyright.PENANAhRuGsPmwnC
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如今那細微得幾乎要淡去的連繫,斷了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAIsxfqs3SIK
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自樹葉間隙灑落的日光,惹得劉皓一陣恍惚,直到前頭傳來一聲呼喚,讓他快點跟上,他才猛地驚覺,自個走神了,他不在宿舍,不在嘉世,也不在雷霆。406Please respect copyright.PENANAwJ4dIld2Zz
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現在的他,人在呼嘯,是呼嘯的副隊長。406Please respect copyright.PENANAmlPKASkxuw
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如果說,張佳樂是受到詛咒的萬年亞軍,劉皓覺得自己大概一輩子就是副隊長的命,哪怕他到雷霆時,曾經一度扶正,但本質上,他還是個副隊長,雷霆戰隊心裡認定的隊長,只有肖時欽,哪怕這個戰術大師已經離他們遠去,他們也沒改變過。406Please respect copyright.PENANAtyGogJqR6w
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雷霆上下,對肖時欽的信賴與祝福,讓劉皓覺得相當反胃和刺痛。406Please respect copyright.PENANA3xyvXFSMsN
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如果,當初他們對葉修也能抱持這樣的信念,現在他們是不是仍在嘉世?想到這,劉皓總會藉口離開,到廁所去洗把臉。406Please respect copyright.PENANAkOAQyGFIB9
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劉皓知道,做過的事,沒有後悔的餘地,可他總在這些假設裡。406Please respect copyright.PENANAp7A0rEV2aa
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他告訴自己,他不願意待在雷霆,是因為雷霆看不到希望,當他靜下來,他才猛地明白戴妍綺對肖時欽的支持,以及他們以為自個同他們一樣,期待老隊長能夠取勝,是同類的對待,讓他感到無與倫比的羞愧和無地自容。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJF4uckpE5N
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明明該對肖時欽的離去感到憤怒,他們卻是給予祝福,滿心期待他能得到勝利。406Please respect copyright.PENANAT4sKSWKt8w
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在這份純真的情感面前,劉皓顯得格外醜陋與汙濁,因為他是個為達目的,不擇手段的傢伙,所以,他離開了雷霆。406Please respect copyright.PENANAQb86JA45JH
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表面上,他是因為看不到希望,實際上,卻是落荒而逃。406Please respect copyright.PENANAZ03bqXIF5o
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光與暗,白與黑的對照太過鮮明,哪怕戴妍綺他們並不知道,他在葉修和嘉世那段恩怨裡扮演著怎樣的角色,劉皓卻騙不了自己。406Please respect copyright.PENANAtXUBye8BvZ
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他的手已經髒了,不管洗再多次都是髒的。406Please respect copyright.PENANAFnH47N3Wwe
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雷霆的人不知道他的秘密,又或許他們知道,只是裝作不知道而已,不管是哪個,這樣光明燦爛的地方,劉皓待不下去,在這裡,他就像是被打撈上岸的污泥,在日頭下逐漸曬乾,散發著惡臭,他得逃走,逃到一個擁有巨大陰影的戰隊,只有這樣,他才能好好的喘口氣。406Please respect copyright.PENANAzQxqgPzxvH
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於是,呼嘯選擇了他,他也選擇了呼嘯。406Please respect copyright.PENANAvxCqFi1mXK
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時代在轉變,呼嘯也在轉變,就和當初的嘉世一樣,五年前,犯罪組合是呼嘯不可或缺的戰術核心,方銳和林敬言用盡自己的能力,盡其所能的為戰隊爭取勝利,雖然作風不是那麼爽快霸氣,卻是他們絞盡腦汁的成果,一如以弱打強的雷霆。406Please respect copyright.PENANA5Gb7TlcJos
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但,那又如何?406Please respect copyright.PENANA7IGACsEn5K
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越來越多的年輕人關注這圈子,越來越多人認為猥褻流上不了檯面,看到其他戰隊所獲得的支持與利益,呼嘯俱樂部也開始思索轉變的可能。406Please respect copyright.PENANAlg74Wm8cyV
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職業圈最不缺的,就是神一般的選手,唐昊的出現,以及他對林敬言成功完成的下剋上,宣告著犯罪搭擋的時代即將劃上終點。406Please respect copyright.PENANAQtAyjFFtBD
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為了勝利,為了轉型,為了迎合觀眾的喜愛,這名老將長達五年的付出,誰在意呢?406Please respect copyright.PENANAvcPrcFL7Ic
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就在這樣的不在意中,林敬言離開了呼嘯,沒有人感到意外,沒有人感到錯愕,或者該說,當唐昊展露鋒芒,打敗他封神的那一刻,就註定會有這樣的結果,失去光芒的老將,失去神座的鬥神,誰會想起,他們對戰隊曾經有過的付出?406Please respect copyright.PENANAM7K2ZeJyi6
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明明是個應該讓人覺得傷感、無奈,甚至是心痛的結果,劉皓卻深感理解。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJZjuJBqL0M
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對俱樂部來說,能帶來利益的選手,遠比老將珍貴。406Please respect copyright.PENANAk1Ut1VC3MY
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沒有俱樂部不追求利益。406Please respect copyright.PENANAPaGvTTvTa5
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曾經為俱樂部和戰隊帶來無數掌聲的老將尚且如此,更何況是他們,他總有一天也會面臨相同的事,但,不是現在,他看著失去最佳搭擋,像是被斷了臂膀一樣,無法發揮所長的方銳,看著他無論努力都無法和唐昊產生共鳴,戰隊被新人掌控,逐漸排擠老將的場景。406Please respect copyright.PENANA3GcGVt7CbJ
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多像嘉世啊!406Please respect copyright.PENANAuPnt3I48uK
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沒有人發現劉皓的想法,沒有人在意他的袖手旁觀,當初,是他逼走葉修,如今,呼嘯用著自己的方式逼迫方銳,老將們竭盡所能的努力,被年輕人特有的張揚與驕傲所否定,他們看不慣所謂的猥褻,新的核心與舊的老將產生分歧,各種不和諧的聲音交織,為呼嘯披上一層陰影。406Please respect copyright.PENANAfIcYu1tgnO
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他彷彿聽見破滅的腳步聲,緩緩的逼近呼嘯。406Please respect copyright.PENANAxr9YYbw8WZ
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劉皓輕輕的笑了,太過光明的地方,他去不了,唯有如此殘忍與絕望,如此黑暗與深沉,才能撫平他的心靈,他是個註定要躲在陰影深處扭曲的人。406Please respect copyright.PENANAz3RztcKw5M
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就算發現,戰隊目前尚不足以支撐強攻這種霸氣的戰術,他仍是選擇保沉默。406Please respect copyright.PENANAl8c0gvrbke
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為了勝利,為了新的核心,為了重塑戰隊形象,呼嘯再次捨棄無法融進唐昊風格的方銳,面對這樣的結果,劉皓一點也不覺得意外,他比太多選手要明白,俱樂部追求的是什麼,只是他怎麼也沒想過,葉修會把方銳招攬過去。406Please respect copyright.PENANAM560VCg9Hg
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一個為戰隊付出五年的選手,一個為俱樂部撐起江山近十年的鬥神,在俱樂部以取悅粉絲、謀求利益為前提的考量下,先後犧牲,然後湊在一塊。406Please respect copyright.PENANAbH6B8J982T
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感覺真像是一種命運,但,這不是讓劉皓,以及多數人感到震驚的原因,真正讓他們為之騷動的,是方銳大膽轉型氣功師的行為。406Please respect copyright.PENANAjdj9EoYjfS
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氣功師。406Please respect copyright.PENANAxz0EWalnBx
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乍聽這職業出現在興欣時,劉皓再度分神了一下,他明明知道,操控海無量的人會是方銳,他仍是不由得想起氣衝雲水,想起連續三年陪伴在葉修身邊的吳雪峰。406Please respect copyright.PENANAR9iD7hFbWx
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想起他退役前的笑容。406Please respect copyright.PENANAwwH7RAwiF6
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那個甘願吞下一切苦澀,只願葉修安好的溫柔男人,一個哪怕離開,仍舊掛心葉修的男人,當年,葉修沒有阻止吳雪峰離去,如今收購海無量,又招攬方銳轉型,又有什麼意義?406Please respect copyright.PENANAw5jz74Tumj
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沒有人能代替吳雪峰。406Please respect copyright.PENANA4NDyhaWNps
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世界上只會有一個吳雪峰,只有他能拋下一切光環,盡其所能的將葉秋送上神座而不求回報,這點,就連蘇沐橙也做不到。406Please respect copyright.PENANAEALEHyny4i
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看著新聞,劉皓很想笑著說方銳傻了,然後再笑自己也傻了,葉修是否想起吳雪峰,又能如何,方銳終究不是吳雪峰,更何況,方銳現在轉型根本是自殺行為,可他怎麼也笑不出來,他太瞭解葉修了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAq1gvktS2ad
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方銳轉職氣功師,興許有所風險,但裡頭必定還有著讓葉修認為這番可行的理由,否則,他如何說動一個全明星級別的選手接受這種看似荒謬的行為?406Please respect copyright.PENANAa9s9NHllCF
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怎樣的條件與自信,造就這看似荒謬的轉會?406Please respect copyright.PENANAQxPoimqpHg
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劉皓還沒來得及自裡頭分析出怎樣的可能,便在全明星賽上與強勢回歸全明星排行榜的葉修重逢了,然後,他再一次的感受到,自己對葉修來說,一點價值和存在感也沒有。406Please respect copyright.PENANAqmmbBzHWdq
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就算他終於擠進全明星行列,又代表什麼?406Please respect copyright.PENANAlgqaTMATPu
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葉修眼中永遠沒有他這個人。406Please respect copyright.PENANAbN5Lxp1X8j
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很多時候,劉皓想問問,一個人的一生中,能跟多少人,或者多少名字連在一塊?就像是提到大漠孤煙,人們會想到一葉之秋或石不轉,提到葉秋,人們會想起蘇沐橙和韓文清,這些名字像是被線纏繞一樣的捆在一塊,誰也拆不開。406Please respect copyright.PENANAfDePGxORXE
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不論是男或女,統統沒有他的容身之處。406Please respect copyright.PENANAFm4oGotfy5
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沒有人知道,在他內心深處,有點兒羨慕韓文清,哪怕霸圖和嘉世被稱為世仇,哪怕葉修與韓文清是水火不容的宿敵,他在葉修心裡,仍是有個位置,沒人得以撼動。406Please respect copyright.PENANAwbLApUKAaj
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韓文清興許不稀罕,他卻眼巴巴望著,怎麼也得不到。406Please respect copyright.PENANA90JJyIoNDW
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他想告訴大家,告訴葉修,他並沒有他們想的那麼不堪與無能,偏偏他沒法靜下心,操作越顯雜亂,最終,就連劉皓自己也不得不承認,他的表現實在差勁至極,噁心透頂。406Please respect copyright.PENANA2gLeMFVBKP
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觀眾的目光,彷彿是在嘲諷他一般,扎得發疼。406Please respect copyright.PENANAcWmbO0WT45
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許多夜裡,劉皓夢到自己潛到水底,看著水草順著水流波濤蕩漾,感覺很是寧靜安逸,下秒,水草彷彿活過來般,纏上他的身軀四肢,他怎麼也掙脫不了,就在他意識逐漸模糊時,他猛地發覺,這些水草最前端都有張臉,蘇沐橙。406Please respect copyright.PENANAY5tnHhr9wF
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看著他瀕死的模樣,無數個蘇沐橙揚起一抹嘲弄的笑容。406Please respect copyright.PENANA3L8W6uay9I
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就在他即將斷氣時,一株株長著蘇沐橙臉蛋的水草,湊到他耳畔,用著宛如呢喃的腔調告訴他,「葉修是我的。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAN4kzJ4fbJ9
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他在這句話中驚醒,再也無法入眠。406Please respect copyright.PENANAf84BRgyMC2
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蘇沐橙所帶給他的威脅,竟是如此強烈深沉,就連他離開嘉世也無法擺脫。406Please respect copyright.PENANAf4wdf5P3Sh
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逼走葉修時,他以為自個斬斷葉修和蘇沐橙間的連繫,結果,葉修身邊依舊為蘇沐橙保留了位置,任誰也無法動搖改變。406Please respect copyright.PENANAs4oxXA1vmb
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被陶軒轉至雷霆時,劉皓曾經以為,自個對嘉世只剩怨恨與惡意,然而,嘉世面臨倒閉風波時,他腦中第一個浮現的念頭,不是拍手稱快,也不是幸災樂禍,而是許多年以前,吳雪峰還在時的點點滴滴,原來,他比誰都懷念那時的嘉世。406Please respect copyright.PENANAnXjzpHbb1N
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合約到期,他拒絕雷霆的招攬,他以為自己是在尋找更好的出路,內心卻不斷得告訴自己,他逃得何等狼狽,他根本無法直視雷霆上下每一張臉。406Please respect copyright.PENANAoY33mooy68
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逃到呼嘯,他認為這是他脫胎換骨的機會,俱樂部與戰隊對他的重視和期待,如同想像中美好,他舒緩了口氣,準備在這種環境中,慢慢沉澱。406Please respect copyright.PENANAoGIhBxiBsO
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但是不管到哪,遇到些什麼事,劉皓總會夢到化作水草的蘇沐橙,緊緊勒著他。406Please respect copyright.PENANAafQn4a6PTm
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他一次次自睡夢中驚醒,懊惱的發現,無論現實或夢裡,蘇沐橙都是那樣的耀武揚威,他卻拿她一點辦法也沒有。406Please respect copyright.PENANAdRZ6Hq9leQ
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觀眾愛她,廣告商喜歡她,就連葉修也疼愛她,世界上的美好,全都被她一人佔據了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAHz2bRoMCdF
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就連她場上揪著他狂轟一通的發洩行為,也能被稱為超常發揮的大進步,世界對她何其友善,友善到劉皓總會在心裡怨起陶軒,那個既冷血又自的俱樂部老闆,居然拿蘇沐橙一點辦法也沒有,真是窩囊沒用。406Please respect copyright.PENANAMkjb88vf6d
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活該嘉世會倒!他在心裡這樣啐道。406Please respect copyright.PENANAdmiYHKkMyS
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不管他心裡有多大不滿與怨恨,蘇沐橙終究還是回到葉修身邊,繼續她的耀武揚威,這種驕傲和喜悅,就連遠在呼嘯的劉皓都看的出來。406Please respect copyright.PENANA5WWNVakt5o
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多麼虛偽而張揚的女人,葉修到底喜歡她哪一點?406Please respect copyright.PENANA3l9FfxLKNG
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他一次又一次的將報紙和雜誌上頭的蘇沐橙剪下,再一刀刀裁成碎片。406Please respect copyright.PENANAG9PGJobZL8
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葉修,葉修,葉修……剪刀每落下一次,劉皓就會在心裡默唸葉修的名字一次,彷彿這樣,葉修就會自蘇沐橙的蠱惑中清醒,可,不管他剪了多少次,葉修和蘇沐橙還是站在一塊。406Please respect copyright.PENANAEKL1AvL7iu
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曾經強烈熾熱的憎恨,在無能為力中慢慢的消化,就像燃燒殆盡的木碳,只剩下一層厚厚的死灰,灑在心裡,化作肥料,滋生出更加汙黑的花朵。406Please respect copyright.PENANAkNoqNWZ8Hb
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他依然恨著葉修,但卻有些麻木。406Please respect copyright.PENANAy2zYJtQTDg
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麻木到劉皓以為,他已經可以心平氣和的面對這一切,直到全明星賽的重逢,他才猛地明白,他從來不曾忘過,只是那樣的無力與絕望太過沉重,深深埋住底頭的思念與憎恨,否則,他怎麼會為了表現自己而失誤連連?406Please respect copyright.PENANAUkL9MExwEg
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這不是嘉世的訓練營,是全國注目的全明星賽,他的表現卻是一塌糊塗。406Please respect copyright.PENANANsggMtWSh0
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他找不到理由說服自己,也找不到理由說服觀眾,他的表現如此噁心,是不爭的事實,他只能像是戰敗的公犬,夾著尾巴逃跑。406Please respect copyright.PENANAWpAXCU8C76
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那份懊惱再次衝擊劉皓,就像他當初開著離恨劍進入遊戲幫葉修刷副本,但卻被他看穿一樣,強烈的揮不去。406Please respect copyright.PENANAMtZkKkK8kr
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他知道,職業選手無論遇到什麼情況,都得調適好自己心緒,嘉世時,他失敗了,現在,他不能再犯同樣的錯,劉皓試著平復那份激蕩與失落,時間卻不給他遺忘與適應的機會,眨眼,那支曾經不被人看好的興欣戰隊,夾帶著驚人氣勢在季後賽大放異彩。406Please respect copyright.PENANAUYcuPX8EzY
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明明該靜下心來沉澱自己,劉皓卻忍不住一場又一場的看完他們的比賽。406Please respect copyright.PENANAC4S4Wgglra
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從他們被輪迴橫掃而過,到他們勝過雷霆,每一場,劉皓都沒錯過,就在這樣的關注下,呼嘯與興欣,終於在賽場上相遇。406Please respect copyright.PENANA98ClLXa9Hu
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全明星賽之前,劉皓不止一次的想過,如果在賽場上遇見葉修,他要怎麼讓他明白,自己是位多麼可靠與優秀的隊友,他要讓葉修知道,放棄他,選擇蘇沐橙是多麼愚蠢的損失,但是他卻硬生生砸了這個機會。406Please respect copyright.PENANAsC6MLRsAEy
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如今,在正式場上相遇,劉皓反而不知道該怎麼面對葉修。406Please respect copyright.PENANAFIWoJahPnB
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他想告訴葉修,他已經不是當年那個受他斥責的劉皓,卻沒想到,不論是個人賽,還是擂台賽,呼嘯的表現竟是如此無力而蒼白,甚至在團體賽開場,劉皓就猛地發覺,原來,他並不曾相信唐昊的能力,哪怕那是個封神的新秀,他依舊不信任唐昊。406Please respect copyright.PENANARu5geRwC8A
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蘇沐橙朝他們送來一枚熱感飛彈時,整個呼嘯戰隊中,只有他一人作出迴避,這樣的舉動,代表什麼意思,劉皓心裡比誰都要明白。406Please respect copyright.PENANA8EQHtayWZt
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他不信任唐昊,不信任這個戰隊,他不認為他們有能力避開這擊。406Please respect copyright.PENANAWrESg0h18u
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還有什麼比這更加令人感到尷尬的情況?所有人都對唐昊的充滿信心,認為他一定有辦法解決掉那個熱感飛彈,一點動搖也沒有,堅決的跟在他身後,朝君莫笑殺去,他身為呼嘯的副隊長,對自個隊長的懷疑竟是如此明顯,想到這,劉皓下意識的在公共頻道發出隊長威武的字眼。406Please respect copyright.PENANAKTcv1OEvGD
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幾乎是在同一時間,葉修的嘲諷就來了,“有喊這種廢話的功夫,操作一下角色不好嗎?”406Please respect copyright.PENANAZo0vpOF94e
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就算葉修不說,劉皓也知道,那句話看似讚美的發言其實沒有任何意義和幫助,就連出現的時間點也不對,純粹就是用來掩飾他的失當,當葉修直接了當的點破這層尷尬時,劉皓不知怎的,想起他們還在嘉世的事。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJrOJgfGVSf
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從正式隊員到副隊長,葉修總嫌他不夠專注,總是讓他再多操作一下角色,可是劉皓一點也不懂,他到底哪邊錯了?他沒有一次因為打字而錯失時機,偏偏葉修總是要他檢討自己。406Please respect copyright.PENANAlwxn6McMFu
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到底讓他檢討什麼?406Please respect copyright.PENANAcBnm2vU0sS
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他不明白,從來沒有明白過,唯一明白的,就是葉興對蘇沐橙的偏心與寵愛,過去那個常往訓練營跑,手把手耐心教他如何操作魔劍士的葉修,宛如是場幻夢。思緒翻騰間,劉皓出手就是一記地裂波動劍。406Please respect copyright.PENANAdTr9C0M7lJ
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出乎意料的,唐三打和鬼迷神疑,這兩個可說是呼嘯招牌的最強角色,一點猶豫也沒有,就這樣跟在劉皓角色衝上,劉皓突然不懂,這是個怎樣的笑話與諷刺?406Please respect copyright.PENANA2Axp5PWS4M
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他懷疑他的隊長和隊員,他們卻一點也不遲疑的跟著他來。406Please respect copyright.PENANAvjPYx7zcxl
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劉皓一面比較自己對戰隊的態度,以及唐昊他們對他的態度,一面操作暗無天日使出烈焰波動劍,然後,他看見唐三打踩著火浪,再次衝上。406Please respect copyright.PENANAcQZpDRrO0N
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乍看之下,劉皓完成了一次相當漂亮的掩護,劉皓心裡卻很清楚,那是不一樣的,如果今天他和唐昊的立場反過來,他能不能像唐昊這樣全心全意信任他,心無雜念的衝向君莫笑?劉皓自己都不敢給個肯定的回答。406Please respect copyright.PENANAanMc0YB6Zy
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他太習慣保護自己,將自己放在安全的位置。406Please respect copyright.PENANAZa9iG4cZBA
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除了葉修,他誰也不曾相信過。406Please respect copyright.PENANALXa0DWLhXE
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這個一閃而過的念頭,讓劉皓突然想起,嘉世慘敗給興欣後,張家興曾經撥了通電話給他,他說,他在比賽時,想起葉修還在時的事,那時的一葉之秋,總是把織影顧得好好的,說完這話,張家興沉默了很久,久到劉皓以為,張家興會維持到電話沒電,或是他先掛電話為止。406Please respect copyright.PENANAYcJiUfZrmF
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劉皓沒有和無聲電話打交道的嗜好,正當他準備掛電話時,張家興開口了,「劉皓,我現在很後悔,這輩子我從來不曾這麼後悔過……」406Please respect copyright.PENANArQ1eaP6sxl
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「事情不該是這樣的,那原本應該是我的位置!」406Please respect copyright.PENANAQESV35u6Dr
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儘管張家興並沒有說明,劉皓卻能知道,他指的是興欣戰隊的牧師小手冰涼,那晚,張家興說了很多話,每句話都帶著不可抹滅的悔恨與嫉妒,難過與絕望,這回,劉皓沒有安慰他,只是靜靜的聽著他說,直到他再也說不下去。406Please respect copyright.PENANAdU0OP2lWdg
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「劉皓,你後悔嗎?」406Please respect copyright.PENANAyiLnbqd4BH
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面對張家興的詢問,劉皓只是沉默了幾秒,便以著連他自己都不敢置信的堅決口氣開口,「沒有。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAo4iJH5No8O
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話筒對面,傳來張家興不知是怒或喜,是悲或怨的低笑。「你是對的,我們沒有回頭路。」406Please respect copyright.PENANA9Cg8OyPB3W
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回憶就像潮水,自四面八方不斷湧來,劉皓無法阻止,也無能阻止,他只能一次次品味著許久以前就嘗過的酸澀苦悶,他的時間停留在藍圖破滅的那一瞬間,現實裡,他卻操控著滑鼠與鍵盤,一次次策應唐昊,接著,他看見公共頻道刷出一條來自葉修的發言。406Please respect copyright.PENANAD8MAJ4NNN2
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“你閱讀比賽的能力非常出色,但總是無法將注意力百分百地投入到比賽當中,你關心的事情,太多了點……”406Please respect copyright.PENANAnbkHGseZaP
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怎麼可能不多?406Please respect copyright.PENANAo2VznAYllG
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他無時無刻都想著,要怎麼表現才能讓葉修認同他的能力,可是,葉修從來都不瞭解他的心思,他只是揮動卻邪,勇往直前的朝敵人前進。406Please respect copyright.PENANA9OZ4zJllvi
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跟在他身後的人,不見得得是劉皓,任何一人都行。406Please respect copyright.PENANA6PfPYz2aNI
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這樣的發現,讓劉皓心裡滿是苦澀,他甚至無法理解,吳雪峰是怎麼挨過這種痛苦,一次次的配合葉修,直到將他送上神座?406Please respect copyright.PENANA2PchEoAJO6
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那樣的感覺太苦太苦,苦到劉皓覺得,世界並沒有所謂的希望與光芒。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJY1uJ2GW19
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就連到了呼嘯,葉修仍是在比賽頻道中點出他的缺點,一點都沒想過,現在,領著他的人是唐昊,不是葉修。406Please respect copyright.PENANAw2RdP0ckNp
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開場的巴掌打的又重又響,現在,葉修又丟了句和以前差不多的指責。406Please respect copyright.PENANA35wIQcTAHE
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他的努力總是被葉修一口否定,劉皓以為,他會就此發狂,可,他卻自那句話裡,硬生嗅出一絲和以往不同的味道,再三咀嚼,他終於發現,他所感到的違和感並 不是種錯覺,這是頭一回,葉修對他的能力有著如此正面的評價,雖然,葉修仍是覺得他不夠專注,但是,他也破天荒的認同他閱讀比賽的能力非常出色。406Please respect copyright.PENANAp0YnKm1jKA
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他還來不及去品味,葉修突然說這句話是啥意思,戰隊便陷入猥褻流所帶來的困境。406Please respect copyright.PENANAR4cgv9uuUD
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就像葉修說的,擁有出色能力閱讀比賽的劉皓,很快就發現這情況將會帶來怎樣的麻煩與後果,但他沒有阻止趙禹哲的冒險,由始至終,他都把自己放置在最安全的地方,再毫不意外的前去援助被伏擊的趙禹哲。406Please respect copyright.PENANAcfDsLW2DcI
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就在他支援殺到的同時,葉修的訊息再次傳來,“早有準備的樣子嘛!”406Please respect copyright.PENANA4QGslcMCbe
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緊接著,他遭受來自興欣的集火攻擊,明明,是件應該讓人憤怒或是狼狽的事,劉皓腦子卻閃過另種念頭。406Please respect copyright.PENANAetQRv8TSxA
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興欣採取的行動,明顯就是事先安排好的,這是否意味著,葉修也早已有所準備?406Please respect copyright.PENANAWFR2XlbHXo
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暗無天日倒下的瞬間,葉修又發送了個訊息,“如果你能完全專注於比賽的話,那會打成什麼樣呢?”406Please respect copyright.PENANAwixZUHMvIn
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要是時間再早點,不,要是葉修這回沒有認同他閱讀比賽的能力,直接給了他這個結論,劉皓相信,現在的他,應該和以往一樣,認為葉修對他的要求總是那樣的嚴刻與不合理,可是,當他將一切連結,他終於明白,原來,他在葉修眼裡並不是那麼的毫無存在空間與價值。406Please respect copyright.PENANAnkZAGBql9s
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葉修瞭解他,明白他。406Please respect copyright.PENANASqOIK6VJEg
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所以葉修知道,劉皓不會勸阻趙禹哲的冒險,劉皓已經作好準備策應趙禹哲,劉皓隨時都能支援其他人……在這份瞭解下,葉修安排好對付他的後招,就等著他奔波救援後的截殺。406Please respect copyright.PENANAMWcPoBFxOb
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如果葉修從來不曾將他放在眼裡,對他不是那麼的瞭解,又怎麼能夠連他心裡的想法一塊看穿?406Please respect copyright.PENANAGpciiQ3c1u
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觀眾也好,粉絲也好,就連戰隊隊友也好,沒有人會認為劉皓在這場比賽不夠傑出,相反的,他們只會覺得,劉皓的表現相當出色,如果不是他在關鍵時刻作出反應,呼嘯會失敗的更快,但,葉修看出來了。406Please respect copyright.PENANA41iYziEzZz
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葉修知道,他心中的天枰傾倒的厲害,每一項都是以自己作為優先考量,所以,葉修說他總是想的太多。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJ13vcpngbt
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事實不就是如此嗎?406Please respect copyright.PENANAieTID9rIcx
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如果他願意充當黑臉,或是不怕得罪人的態度強硬些,許多危機都是能避免的,可他選擇沉默,再給予援助,這點,自嘉世時期就沒有變過。406Please respect copyright.PENANA4AaE3cCBpy
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如此細微的變化與選擇,葉修看出來了,如果對他真的如此視若無睹,葉修怎麼能夠看穿?406Please respect copyright.PENANAI03WnKUaut
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記者會後,彷彿是要避開這種令人窒息與尷尬的情況,呼嘯戰隊匆忙搭車離開比賽會場,上了車後的劉皓,並沒有立即自那份思緒中回神,直到調成震動模式的手機,傳來陣陣震動,他才大夢初醒般的掏出手機。406Please respect copyright.PENANA5Mqzcz9Fmv
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QQ上頭有新的訊息,點開,赫然是他以為吳雪峰早已廢棄不用的帳號。406Please respect copyright.PENANANpFWbfHVXx
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對於他和嘉世間的事,吳雪峰並沒有作出任何評論,就連他對葉修所做的一切,吳雪峰也沒吱過半字,整個視窗裡,只有短短一句話。406Please respect copyright.PENANArCjldBJE6F
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“小劉,感受到葉修的溫柔了嗎?”406Please respect copyright.PENANAaiColScIRd
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這樣一句話,就足以讓劉皓知道,吳雪峰看了他們的比賽,他是怎麼倒下的,他全都知道,那句溫柔,指的又是什麼,劉皓此刻再清楚不過。406Please respect copyright.PENANAcQocV2lk5H
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他以為葉修在挑他們麻煩,事實上,他只是用他的方式,告訴他們怎樣才能變得更強,他以為蘇沐橙是特別的,葉修根本不曾在意過他們,卻不曾想過,葉修為什麼任著他們胡來,他以這種無聲的方式,包容他們這些後輩。406Please respect copyright.PENANA166eg7rOCK
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如果早幾年讓他聽到這樣的話,他一定不會做出那樣的事,不會傷害葉修,不會傷害嘉世,可是,他到現在才明白,葉修對他們的用心良苦。406Please respect copyright.PENANARPrPuy9aFm
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他沒有否認他們的才華,但也不能無視他們的缺失。406Please respect copyright.PENANAyMsCPFlTkN
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葉修用最直接的方式,告訴他們,他們做錯了,他把黑臉這角色扮演的淋漓盡致,瞭解他的吳雪峰則在事後充當白臉,就像現在,他明明已經不是嘉世的隊員,葉修也不是他的隊長,吳雪峰仍是給他發來訊息。406Please respect copyright.PENANAOkPhl7amwF
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只有將葉修視作生命,默默給予一切支持的吳雪峰,才能在經歷那樣的傷心死絕後,不求回報的再次為他付出。406Please respect copyright.PENANA4ef1hAJWRK
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想到這,劉皓已經在手機上頭按下對不起三字送出。406Please respect copyright.PENANAhBFhOaSjYf
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“沒關係的,小劉,不管你做了什麼,葉修都不會介意,他只希望有更多傑出的選手,在場上和他痛快的打上一場。”頓了頓,吳雪峰的訊息再次傳了過來,“他就是這樣的男人,比誰都要深愛榮耀。”406Please respect copyright.PENANANFBnMv7bmR
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劉皓不知道,吳雪峰是用怎樣的表情敲出這段話,接下來的車程裡,他只是不斷的和吳雪峰發著訊息,直到吳雪峰傳來一段話。406Please respect copyright.PENANAszomnx56Z8
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“小劉,世上沒有後悔藥。”406Please respect copyright.PENANATW73gfifU0
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“既然懂了,就做自己該做的事。”406Please respect copyright.PENANA9iG3OcnpCM
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看到這句話時,劉皓愣了一下,這是他對陶軒說過的話,他一直以為,在這條路上,他走的無怨無悔,堅決異常,直到現在,他才終於明白,其實,他比誰都要來得後悔,可是他沒有勇氣面對,所以,他只能告訴自己,他不後悔,不在意。406Please respect copyright.PENANAsFg30RDXLL
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由始至終,他騙的不只是別人,還有自己。406Please respect copyright.PENANAQfEf7gQSxC
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吳雪峰卻輕易的戳破這層偽裝,告訴他,世上沒有後悔藥,他回不去,嘉世也回不去,就連葉秋和吳雪峰也回不去,一切都已經成為昨日的歷史。406Please respect copyright.PENANAC9uxPsXaOi
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曾經,他以為他必須讓葉修恨他,才能在他心裡留下一絲痕跡,現在,他終於明白,葉修對他們是怎樣的愛護與照顧,卻為時已晚。406Please respect copyright.PENANALzlBA7353j
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他做了太多的錯事,無可挽回。406Please respect copyright.PENANAxB0DRAZQ2V
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最後,他在視窗中回給吳雪峰一句話,“是的,吳副隊,世上沒有後悔藥。”406Please respect copyright.PENANA6EYOA7YIER
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將這句話送出後,劉皓把手枕在眼睛上頭,製造出他體力透支,需要好好休息的假象,藉以掩飾他眼中的悔恨與難受。406Please respect copyright.PENANAK8yLxSKnRz
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如果早個幾年,葉修跟他說這番話,也許,今天會是不同的局面。406Please respect copyright.PENANAL7sT5TYlE4
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可惜,也許只能是也許。406Please respect copyright.PENANABqERDro0Aw
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當唐昊等人,漸漸由打擊中恢復,耳邊陸續傳來交談聲時,劉皓卻想起了許多事,他曾經有個柔軟又溫暖的夢,夢裡,有他,有葉修,還有吳雪峰,那時的嘉世很好,他熱愛那樣的嘉世,可是,一切都已經回不去了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAzbauFt9cQ8
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車窗外的陽光依然耀眼暖人,車裡的劉皓卻將自己藏在陰影深處。406Please respect copyright.PENANAVvsBx6e8wQ
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沒有人發現,有滴晶瑩的水珠,自劉皓眼角落下。406Please respect copyright.PENANAGKQXdh6bsf
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曾經,有個很美的夢,關於嘉世……406Please respect copyright.PENANANdH9Q6dNTp
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【葉染孤煙】
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血染黃泉/不染風月
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皓→葉【陰影深處 VII】
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