No Plagiarism!Zg02E9FuO9PVnGuDJEHLposted on PENANA 妳還記得那天發生的一切嗎?8964 copyright protection96PENANA2lJlOqVYrX 維尼
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第一次聽妳說,我對妳造成很大的壓力。8964 copyright protection96PENANA93jGoDRDS2 維尼
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早上五點半左右就因這件心事煩在身而睡不著,拿起手機再次閱覽昨天發生的那一切。8964 copyright protection96PENANAPXfzDC5Pvc 維尼
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我只是如同過往,提出我想要討論的事情給妳。是哪一封訊息使妳情緒不穩?我不知道…….但我又很想解決……畢竟…….這種事情纏繞心裡實在難受。8964 copyright protection96PENANAmtdDyw1q4o 維尼
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今日的曙光尚未冉冉升起,我的心卻蠢蠢欲動,夜的黑暗隱藏不了我的那份不安。8964 copyright protection96PENANAHbJixFKRLY 維尼
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內心一陣寒冷襲捲,胃的翻騰絞痛著我的身心,在不斷吸氣吐氣後,我眼茫茫的看向了窗外。8964 copyright protection96PENANATWARM3V3Nn 維尼
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看來強迫自己睡著成功了呢……8964 copyright protection96PENANAFoKYYSreVM 維尼
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只是心裡還是存在著束縛。8964 copyright protection96PENANA6EXnCX11b5 維尼
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我打開了手機。8964 copyright protection96PENANAG4Uej1d07a 維尼
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「早安。」妳,二十七分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection96PENANABqyNsXvJEG 維尼
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我隨之回覆早安,但在那剎那間,我又看到妳聊天室上頭的那些訊息,又再次惴惴不安。8964 copyright protection96PENANAEDQLbH8qx3 維尼
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好奇怪的感覺……8964 copyright protection96PENANA826JEBg7TS 維尼
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內心湧現著難以言說的雜情。8964 copyright protection96PENANALSyQIuErq2 維尼
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我不斷地開始在手機鍵盤上點選,但又一次次全部刪除。8964 copyright protection96PENANAAozH3QTBfN 維尼
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但理智終究失控了幾次,傳送,又再次收回。8964 copyright protection96PENANA4dcZgkrP7J 維尼
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我放下了那沉重的手機,臥躺在床上,緊緊抓著被豔陽的熾熱所蔓延的薄被。8964 copyright protection96PENANAGxt877pVTG 維尼
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過了二十分鐘,妳始終未讀。8964 copyright protection96PENANAPgT9O5D2qE 維尼
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這個時間,妳明明還在吃飯…8964 copyright protection96PENANAenrffKDnhC 維尼
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為什麼我這麼著急?8964 copyright protection96PENANAPQkP8PPn48 維尼
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我要冷靜,我要冷靜……8964 copyright protection96PENANAPvGKPEJ1ha 維尼
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好痛苦……8964 copyright protection96PENANAbM3s5DD76g 維尼
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我似放棄了掙扎,將自己包覆在有陽光餘溫的橙黃色的小被裡。8964 copyright protection96PENANAnetyxOCFHv 維尼
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我默默地把所有的訊息再次收回,重新打上新的一段話,但內容的本質依舊不變。8964 copyright protection96PENANA8axL1R1OxN 維尼
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「妳還會在意昨天的事情嗎?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAzxGuilIq2k 維尼
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說實在,問這個沒什麼用。所以我還是收回了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAXDwrLGbbpN 維尼
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但下一秒妳已讀了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAGuecjDw1Wp 維尼
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畫面是收回的訊息零零散散,加上不完整的對話訊息。8964 copyright protection96PENANA7dRDCpmOQR 維尼
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但妳只是在已讀的瞬間,回覆了嗯嗯,消失了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAE3ifQ393MQ 維尼
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內心開始七上八下。8964 copyright protection96PENANAr4ntZrrFRW 維尼
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像是一個共鳴器,妳的嗯嗯,那股妳說不出話來的無奈感散發在螢幕上,本來已經稍微抑制住的不安再次翻騰。8964 copyright protection96PENANAOPOooA3TeO 維尼
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我又再次衝動了。8964 copyright protection96PENANATYHiB1vN8K 維尼
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「我可以打電話給妳一下嗎?」衝動的心懷少了沉澱的時間,我一昧想馬上解決事情。8964 copyright protection96PENANAiD5ToLBLCF 維尼
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「不要好了。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAAMB2GmlAQX 維尼
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「妳不覺得我們現在挺奇怪的嗎?」8964 copyright protection96PENANA3e7cWd4ogH 維尼
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「是挺奇怪。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAFql2xfd7Lf 維尼
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「那就讓我打過去一下吧。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAAiSFNYD7p3 維尼
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手機每一次的嘟嘟聲,一步步吞噬著我的勇氣,曾經想過就馬上斷掉,但手卻從未放下來。8964 copyright protection96PENANAulmXiN2pu7 維尼
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不知第幾次的鈴聲迴響,妳接了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAWu5VKX4WBQ 維尼
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「嗨。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAlaARaZuDR2 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」妳的聲音顯得格外平靜。8964 copyright protection96PENANADnq2uTSNN6 維尼
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「我們先試試看處理我昨天對妳造成的壓力好不好?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAR2KHSA9AIb 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection96PENANA149Pmvx7EW 維尼
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妳回覆完,我開始進入了思考模式。8964 copyright protection96PENANAWxYDTheGZq 維尼
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「是因為,我昨天說的對未來的事,讓妳有壓力嗎?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAobRkLLo8BW 維尼
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突然雙方都進入了最恐怖的沉靜。8964 copyright protection96PENANAe5wZPhXqnu 維尼
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「可能,不是吧。」妳只是默默地答了這句話。8964 copyright protection96PENANA3GvL4jUC1o 維尼
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「那會不會是我昨天提到妳那份妳過去以來的壓力,讓妳回想起來覺得不舒服?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAnSHAeW2Kv7 維尼
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「有一點。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAAB9TcLtFi5 維尼
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這樣啊,看起來多少有些頭緒了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAQr29Rx3KGj 維尼
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但我正要說下一句話時,妳說話了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAEcIYWGaxh2 維尼
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「我可以先,掛掉嗎。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAhbuqe76LcJ 維尼
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冷淡的聲音環繞在空蕩蕩的房間,外面些微細雨隨風飄進,陰暗的烏雲更是壟罩著心靈。8964 copyright protection96PENANApyWh3vnu1Z 維尼
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「嗯嗯等一下,還有一件事情。」我很抱歉,應該要馬上停止通話的,因為我可以感受到妳心情,十分的憂鬱。8964 copyright protection96PENANAnv5jRx8lHh 維尼
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「妳是對我還是,對我昨天說的那些話有壓力呢。」有點明知故問的提問,理智線的斷裂也害我慌了手腳。8964 copyright protection96PENANAJaKV6EmRsv 維尼
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我在做什麼……當話說出去的那一刻,我的內心反而更加慌張了。8964 copyright protection96PENANA0Kml5P6SG6 維尼
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「都有吧,但還有其他事情。」妳再次地默默道出。8964 copyright protection96PENANAEUDdBsaU6P 維尼
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「那……」8964 copyright protection96PENANAcmgYjXnkfP 維尼
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「想先掛電話了。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAVzS9HAS4Ng 維尼
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「嗯嗯……」再一次,妳說出了那句話。8964 copyright protection96PENANA8w6nKIj1Xu 維尼
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「那妳先掛吧。」我緩緩地吐了一口氣。8964 copyright protection96PENANATYc1jpZOCI 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」對方應答後,隨後就是掛掉的音效。8964 copyright protection96PENANAqKrpucjB6O 維尼
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我有點重心不穩,跌跌撞撞到了書桌前。8964 copyright protection96PENANA0LwdJQDilw 維尼
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乾嘔的次數越來越頻繁,每一次都是絞痛。我要冷靜,我要冷靜……但我卻抱住了頭。8964 copyright protection96PENANALhSwpoTC40 維尼
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「可是……我根本冷靜不了啊……」可能哽咽了吧,抑或是外面的呼呼風聲,我的聲音連自己都聽不清楚。明明一直以來,儘管多少次將我的想法利用訊息告訴妳,但漸漸地,我也有發現妳的對話是越來越少,甚至有時候會逃避。8964 copyright protection96PENANAE3eQ2pMydx 維尼
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常常問妳,我這樣討論這些是不是不太好。8964 copyright protection96PENANA9L6eaBuNlt 維尼
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「不會的。」「我只是沒什麼想法而已。」「不會有壓力。」8964 copyright protection96PENANA6ooJIu42QR 維尼
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妳的這些回答害我以為,我這樣做是不會傷害到妳的。8964 copyright protection96PENANAL74xd7NM68 維尼
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每一次每一次,儘管有討論出來,抑或沒有討論出來,隔天的我們基本上都會恢復正常。形式上的正常。8964 copyright protection96PENANA4n1elqQg9X 維尼
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但今天,一切光景都變了。想不到,妳的最後一根稻草已經被我壓倒了,抱歉,我沒有提早意識到,妳對我的溫柔,妳不想讓我傷心而忍耐著,而我沒有意識到。8964 copyright protection96PENANATLmqM2eJaQ 維尼
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「我想去海邊走一下。」母親聽到熟悉的聲響轉過身,把鍋下的熊熊烈火切掉。8964 copyright protection96PENANAN2cUSGnUY2 維尼
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「怎麼突然想去海邊呢。」8964 copyright protection96PENANACL1XfNhPZK 維尼
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「一時興起的。」我轉過身,往客廳方向走去,「很快就回來了。」8964 copyright protection96PENANA5lDooEC2Tl 維尼
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一陣沉默後,背向我的母親,只是默默說道:「那要儘早回來。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAlKSo4ZVGcu 維尼
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「了解。」我穿起外套,將客廳的腳踏車牽出,玄門一開,風聲喧囂,細雨綿綿,但卻彷彿是我心靈想慰藉的。8964 copyright protection96PENANAjjyOd69jhK 維尼
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大雨將至,想必海邊的大浪已經如火如荼的翻騰起來了吧。8964 copyright protection96PENANAgCV9ePYls7 維尼
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我騎上腳踏車,輕快地順著漫漶水氣瀰漫的小巷,順勢而下。沿著小街路過媽祖廟,橫跨平交道,前方茫茫大海無窮的海平面浮現在我的眼前。我將腳踏車牽到堤防上,如同預期的,大浪的威嚇宣示著主權,在大自然界頭角崢嶸,巨石抑或空氣只剩黯淡的氣息,十分冰冷,震懾於這般威權。8964 copyright protection96PENANAFVqKvN8OpG 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANASzRdl0VBPC
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但我內心十分平靜。8964 copyright protection96PENANAyljGqjrKBB 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA4mZFR5Bqv1
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可能在出發前就想像過大浪的模樣,真正遇到時,潛意識保護住自己抑制洶湧的情緒崩潰。那份顧忌,儘管多久前就意識到了,我還是沒法解決,反而,引爆了它。8964 copyright protection96PENANAGLBQ7vHpnn 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA6L6EhAxGxQ
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悵惘的臉龐吐出的水蒸氣冉冉而上,放空,什麼事都不想做。8964 copyright protection96PENANAju9GPenO3Y 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAvbmMdvvQBS
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十二點四十分,手上的手機螢幕顯示著妳的聊天室,妳和妳同學應該聚到了吧,而剛剛妳的語氣也告訴我,再繼續說下去絕對會有很嚴重的後果。8964 copyright protection96PENANADsJCHNmA3T 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAA0qCW1VIhF
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但腦裡漸漸地抑制住憶起,每一次想起過去這段時間我們經歷的事情,都必須壓抑複雜的情緒。8964 copyright protection96PENANASCSGHa7F4m 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA1zwm3srv3J
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只會讓我更加想要跟妳理論過去這段時間的一切。8964 copyright protection96PENANAZUY5eNjAQe 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAzqy06YUeGH
8964 copyright protection96PENANAzWSjUva43W 維尼
我甩過頭,好讓自己不再揣度,但瑣事依舊縈繞,我受夠了,踢上腳踏車的停車架,大衣隨著海風逸散於這一隅的堤防。8964 copyright protection96PENANAksvqNagpNx 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAwAgMyHy4S2
8964 copyright protection96PENANAuZluIixTLA 維尼
「怎麼了?」此時手機震動,我停止前進。8964 copyright protection96PENANAmFSlCQscLw 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAWrAKAGzyN9
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是楊兄的訊息。8964 copyright protection96PENANATmsSlLB9eS 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAotNZdsc7yV
8964 copyright protection96PENANABRddpTB5QV 維尼
在我跟妳把彼此搞砸之際,我簡短的向楊兄傳送「我不知道我該怎麼做。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAKmePWkK9Jk 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANATAyyhszKfl
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因為我沒辦法一個人安逸住這般不安。8964 copyright protection96PENANAh03neEcbz2 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAxq5RwgQWxE
8964 copyright protection96PENANApTzq7fIV2S 維尼
隨後是楊兄的電話。8964 copyright protection96PENANA3xLw9M8bMn 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAhvciQp2ZqW
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我接起了電話,緩緩坐在堤防靠海處的石階,刷刷海聲格外刺耳,一陣似比一陣猛烈。8964 copyright protection96PENANAMGqZnxq1Vi 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA8u8FmWMUjt
8964 copyright protection96PENANAhigQKCqHrX 維尼
「發生什麼事了。」楊兄那傳來捷運站的通知聲。8964 copyright protection96PENANAt7LLQUuLEA 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA1Xu5MtztgT
8964 copyright protection96PENANApgJ6jBsbPO 維尼
「我似乎不小心踩到她的底線了。」眼神瀰漫至藍天裡的白雲。8964 copyright protection96PENANAXesmruJCO5 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAuj1HPUVZIh
8964 copyright protection96PENANAlnv9JJdLLs 維尼
「她?誰?」但沒過幾秒後楊兄像是理解了什麼,「喔喔,但,怎麼會呢?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAFsZ7iMZQco 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA1cywaHWGkK
8964 copyright protection96PENANAOY7gtnDlrs 維尼
「我也不知道為什麼…..總之讓她心情很不好。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAUDaZ8lzgkK 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAccb2pStCTU
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「……我國中很少看她生氣呢….怎麼會?」8964 copyright protection96PENANA4G3xfFlZNp 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA4kJ07kBWfF
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我沉默片刻。之所以這麼慌,是因為第一次遇到妳對我這樣。8964 copyright protection96PENANAmrmtUWhKyz 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAe22kuaUDtd
8964 copyright protection96PENANAzNnum2WcIH 維尼
像是沉澱已久的地雷爆掉。8964 copyright protection96PENANAMtdqgI18SF 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAA5TIwNZjBa
8964 copyright protection96PENANAb7b20rWw07 維尼
一切像是覆水難收。8964 copyright protection96PENANA5lsPNefkJn 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAZgjl9cIvLN
8964 copyright protection96PENANAI1GqhApUw9 維尼
而我雜味的情緒也岌岌可危。8964 copyright protection96PENANA1FwuXAke05 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAXms0IHMvVA
8964 copyright protection96PENANATihUlyUZs7 維尼
我也在抑制住,因為要是我沒辦法穩住,結局我不敢想像。8964 copyright protection96PENANAOrHHTlC2Pk 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAERYczm7Vef
8964 copyright protection96PENANA3HBo4BmdMk 維尼
但我感覺到我也已經在極限了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAvHyVOXJRnC 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAFqBRF7wa39
8964 copyright protection96PENANAKtxcc4lsk0 維尼
「我該怎麼辦….」濕黏的海氣親吻雜亂的短髮。8964 copyright protection96PENANAa2sII2qpgv 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAtwf3LtUWH0
8964 copyright protection96PENANA2hO2hFYXm4 維尼
隨後楊兄說了些鼓勵我的話。8964 copyright protection96PENANAFA0pc1MlEj 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAbfMYiEPqzZ
8964 copyright protection96PENANAlJiWTauacE 維尼
聊著聊著,我漸漸打開我的心房說出我的苦楚。8964 copyright protection96PENANAp32vZv2wcY 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAcaM5kHkicD
8964 copyright protection96PENANAOt4U6c0OFd 維尼
我也忘了說些什麼,只是楊兄的傾聽和建議緩和了我的情緒。8964 copyright protection96PENANAWQB9I0LSok 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAFt1hvkfq0e
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最後,他準備要下線了。8964 copyright protection96PENANA0rWZ8U1FM4 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAc7eDlrlzQ8
8964 copyright protection96PENANAOycA0ECE4q 維尼
「你要加油啦……我相信你可以解決的。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAT7LQWk79nH 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAlqATHOiPWq
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「嗯,謝啦兄弟。」嘟嘟聲結束的片刻我才再度聽到海撞擊石頭的哀嚎聲。8964 copyright protection96PENANApSXxECpRKZ 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAGmeK8Halhk
8964 copyright protection96PENANA0LmcDi8Xy3 維尼
迷途羔羊,會不會就是這種模樣?8964 copyright protection96PENANAJUR6JTd0Zl 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAD4WkyZRFOn
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100Please respect copyright.PENANA49ePaX89SW
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100Please respect copyright.PENANASw0nnXUpSK
8964 copyright protection96PENANAUgAIlwGEVk 維尼
這股折騰蔓延到夜晚。8964 copyright protection96PENANAzh9wtXbqv2 維尼
做什麼事都提不起勁,桌上的作業只完成前面兩三題,全身無力,手機上已經是狼藉的訊息窗。我知道,我已經止不了情緒了。收回的訊息通知如一片燎原,蔓延整排對話匡,最後,我只用了語音訊息傳送。8964 copyright protection96PENANAt6XjkDrTDe 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAo5Msu8xehh
8964 copyright protection96PENANAoxQ1Ac3mIS 維尼
我真的……承受不住了。8964 copyright protection96PENANATIcuijxtVa 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAUCo9mB1vPN
8964 copyright protection96PENANA4qb51Ea8Ub 維尼
我有些啜泣,妳知道我多麼無助嗎?8964 copyright protection96PENANAL5yE17mD5U 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAmT1gZjLOP8
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明明約法三章,現在的我該是讓妳沉澱,冷靜,但我卻未曾顧及到自己,抑制住對妳的衝動,但那只是還在理智上時可以達成的。8964 copyright protection96PENANAmNI8rIClS4 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA4g3emFxufB
8964 copyright protection96PENANAz5qUJ4X3YG 維尼
我默默拿起手機,回到臥房。閉上眼睛,仰望窗外星空,要的是寧靜,要的是解放。8964 copyright protection96PENANAVUKPpE12CN 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAn10xtApNIU
8964 copyright protection96PENANAvphxwQ1OYt 維尼
但只要一靜下來,我的腦海中又是妳的乍現。8964 copyright protection96PENANARMXGwyBvCG 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANABcPPZiYBvQ
8964 copyright protection96PENANA7AqpdN8qIp 維尼
而現在,就是要想好我到底想要怎麼樣的結局。8964 copyright protection96PENANATpktxaYgvC 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAHs3PZDPcYN
8964 copyright protection96PENANAwlizNzVfdk 維尼
一直以來,我們之間的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection96PENANA5hd825faUl 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAnv04KH77iN
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我說真的,我也說不清,一種奇怪,一種違和,一種疏遠,一種冷碰冷,明明見面時對話正常,明明會分享彼此今天發生的事情,明明看得見彼此的愛……8964 copyright protection96PENANABOdSf1xWF6 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAznSnfRrPxX
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但就是有一個顧忌存在,而我不斷想要找解決方法,每隔一段時間向妳提出,但結局總是,這些提出總不是我們要的答案。8964 copyright protection96PENANAQk3NNyvtew 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAYy8sAs9lHF
8964 copyright protection96PENANAszIDcG0wMY 維尼
漸漸地,我可以感受到妳的冷淡。抑或是,妳抑制著情緒。8964 copyright protection96PENANAp38wjCewJu 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAv7go7Tp6ZL
8964 copyright protection96PENANAoNtmzSjmBj 維尼
不斷接受著回答不出來的問題,卻慢慢的衍生成另外一種顧忌,另外一種壓力。8964 copyright protection96PENANA446vWAoKT0 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA7eoAT2iUai
8964 copyright protection96PENANAuxdY3eGSo5 維尼
而妳總是包容著我,但我就是希望妳可以說出來。8964 copyright protection96PENANAdvt6X2uK3F 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAHgDSuF3Rc4
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但訊息卻使彼此消耗彼此的耐心,妳的應答讓我覺得,妳是在敷衍我,而我的回話,使妳越來越不知道怎麼回覆。8964 copyright protection96PENANARpvutfN7iR 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA3206XJVb25
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可能原本,這顧忌真的是件小事。8964 copyright protection96PENANAjzsko9rkpS 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAUacrykFZO6
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但如今,不僅這份顧忌越來越嚴重,還衍生了很多問題,形成了我們之間的隔閡。8964 copyright protection96PENANAlKJ1EfUb1Z 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA6GVWV9i7g5
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慢慢地,我們的對話開始不自在。慢慢地,我們有一種說不出的疏離。8964 copyright protection96PENANAHhYcXoXoN6 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAilUtvSpZpz
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開始在為彼此的隔閡找藉口。可能是無形中,開學後的忙碌風潮吞噬了我們吧。8964 copyright protection96PENANA5MHRnm3Am0 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAOwq9dY1mRG
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可能是我尚未走出我那說不出原因的低潮,加上妳心情也不太好,讓彼此的對話生硬吧。8964 copyright protection96PENANAnJlHAjHqjV 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAKzUJzMp91W
8964 copyright protection96PENANAePap1Vi0tD 維尼
而現在會讓妳壓力大,可能是我的話語讓妳無話可說吧?8964 copyright protection96PENANAqyCKQeokcT 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAGl5CmJEeoT
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但其實,這些似乎都不是原因。我們少了靜下心來的溝通,少了給彼此沉思的時刻。8964 copyright protection96PENANANemrfQOQ1M 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAIaxNMSo46u
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就造成如今,這種局面了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAPgYn2TRGK9 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAB6kK2yKJy5
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可能還有更多因素,只是我不太想繼續思考了,資訊量有點過大。原初的那份顧忌,究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection96PENANAX2K1kmKOC3 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAtGSjxFp0Io
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唉……算了,這不是現在該思考的。8964 copyright protection96PENANAFtah3MJfGT 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAlRXZ9IrYVz
8964 copyright protection96PENANAxiZJBlceLv 維尼
長仰片刻,我的訊息聲響了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAh2xyvyOCMY 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAbJchgaKgrf
8964 copyright protection96PENANAUHBAOa2OqZ 維尼
「嗯嗯,你現在有空嗎。」妳,一分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection96PENANArmg9hApmui 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAb5iw5MQcwY
8964 copyright protection96PENANAyyBRcTbavX 維尼
妳回我了。8964 copyright protection96PENANArpA5onlRDj 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANADPlOlDX620
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突然一陣心安,但又有些擔憂。8964 copyright protection96PENANAAAN4A7vMS5 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA9C00eP15mF
8964 copyright protection96PENANAbyB1Mlpved 維尼
我深吸了一口氣,按下了訊息。8964 copyright protection96PENANAoY4t2IOJ1o 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAtyCLwV10tP
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我會把事情,處理好的。8964 copyright protection96PENANAKpTXz20bFn 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAbmGdrfVJq5
8964 copyright protection96PENANAAapbNLifDg 維尼
相信自己,也相信妳。8964 copyright protection96PENANAIVEvo4iQQM 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA2kk0uTRsfI
8964 copyright protection96PENANA6rqJU5LLLy 維尼
但願,不是最壞的結局。8964 copyright protection96PENANAOQaZl6wVt2 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA0KbRGGpIap
8964 copyright protection96PENANAwLAz1LTIve 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA2huYfAwwkW
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100Please respect copyright.PENANAcl6EsFXAnE
8964 copyright protection96PENANAgnYrhnePlS 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAppit4mgyw2
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「現在心情還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAEYkoXJK8SC 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA2VHCYDYKmW
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「不太好…..」妳的聲音顯得格外柔弱。8964 copyright protection96PENANAola1ZKpuhD 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAieNgCbisgl
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「這樣啊……我也是…..」我有些泛淚,但還是抑制住了。「我們先來解決好這件事好不好?至少讓我們相處上能稍微正常一些。」8964 copyright protection96PENANA87VQGXmizB 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANATjImmBOx7D
8964 copyright protection96PENANAezEZesLKIa 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAhuSCJJjncP 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANANQ39jKLASa
8964 copyright protection96PENANAST6OEaxQSK 維尼
之後陷入冷寂的氣氛。8964 copyright protection96PENANAwK2xDM6HwY 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAqJSyIapDd0
8964 copyright protection96PENANAM9BKcDqOaj 維尼
妳不言,我不語,而內心卻縈繞著揮之不去的情懷。8964 copyright protection96PENANAASFv1FQvHI 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAEG7nYetrdH
8964 copyright protection96PENANAMYFRaHRLod 維尼
要怎麼做呢?我真的不知道………,明明想要恢復跟平常一樣,但我卻悵惘,甚至覺得那已經,做不到了。8964 copyright protection96PENANA7tcuH3MzOA 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAOblarUAXiH
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「妳覺得,」我打破了沉默,「一直以來我們的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?」8964 copyright protection96PENANA5u3krzz4cb 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANApkrUhNwHW4
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我沒有想要答案。8964 copyright protection96PENANAdkXmwgTuyz 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAPzdVKprrIn
8964 copyright protection96PENANAA6BBrGoF3O 維尼
只是覺得,這句話是我們彼此都在思考的問題吧。8964 copyright protection96PENANAiJz7vaBKS5 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAvSJYaUsGcl
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「……一直覺得,我們的對話少了一個連結……」妳回答了,只是,妳的情緒竟隔著玻璃框,隨風湧入我的耳簾。8964 copyright protection96PENANAbQp3wCHPjp 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAUpK5DxEjnC
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「是嗎……」我也這麼覺得啊,我也這麼覺得啊……8964 copyright protection96PENANAk6MfSzTM59 維尼
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說實在我有些淚崩了,但我還是控制住我說話的腔調,好讓對方不要聽出我現在的情緒。8964 copyright protection96PENANAPhzU2OaRK7 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAqe6jYr7t8N
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「我們,可以慢慢來解決這個問題嗎?」我提出了,我想做的事。8964 copyright protection96PENANAK7At4TeQuu 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANARfWmey62uK
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就算在之前覺得顧忌解決不了時,早就料到事情會走到這一步。現在的局面,我知道,不用時間慢慢解決是不行的。8964 copyright protection96PENANAGQuQb8OVQi 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA1t8ciKXbLp
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對雙方都是。而我相信,一定可以解決的……8964 copyright protection96PENANAiOVmBpEaqm 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA7c86IsB8TG
8964 copyright protection96PENANAJ05rFDY64C 維尼
「我不太想繼續談戀愛了。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAsrcYsmHCB2 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAW6A6ehUhx5
8964 copyright protection96PENANAAfcryG09aS 維尼
我在那瞬間不太相信,我聽到了什麼。8964 copyright protection96PENANATMEdID7cag 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAcQeEJnBZ6r
8964 copyright protection96PENANASfJmbwJWE3 維尼
夜裡的風瀟瀟襲入窗紗的細孔。8964 copyright protection96PENANAfkj6bcBhFV 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANASxh80eyf3p
8964 copyright protection96PENANAhiAnRd1BV2 維尼
「妳說什麼?」8964 copyright protection96PENANArfHRJZOHtg 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAvLFgvpwaeY
8964 copyright protection96PENANAfMBEZidI2i 維尼
「我昨天決定好,這個想法了。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAWttWMbqwzL 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAyw74HWhGvu
8964 copyright protection96PENANA92h72g70Ci 維尼
我……..8964 copyright protection96PENANAiZ3Qk6yUQ4 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAtgM1g0TlKA
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為什麼呢……8964 copyright protection96PENANA8dSv1Yd6xI 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA0OJsFzNm3P
8964 copyright protection96PENANAZ6pkcG5qf5 維尼
「為什麼……為什麼不試著去改善呢?」我徬徨無助。8964 copyright protection96PENANAklgLFUqF8Q 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAZOanU0oJy2
8964 copyright protection96PENANArdNmABTiAG 維尼
「有要改善什麼?」冰冷,無情,刺進了我的心扉。8964 copyright protection96PENANAwgSolRZ24X 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAqLz7xfERcq
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妳這樣……我要怎麼回答?8964 copyright protection96PENANAd5jjtkOOsC 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAJgDj5P234L
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這種事情……不就是雙方一起該共同解決的呢?8964 copyright protection96PENANAI8i0nh1KL3 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAGuu4gg26jV
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但妳卻決定放棄,義無反顧。8964 copyright protection96PENANAjfJmhGtOAN 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAmTPi8HeXXk
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語音停歇。8964 copyright protection96PENANAdmXb5WUkgO 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAEzH0ljJaET
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「那我們現在,該怎麼辦?難道妳想要,走到那種地步嗎?」理智線早已不見蹤影。8964 copyright protection96PENANA5aW7OyWx2l 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA2XzRkV8VMM
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「現在除了那樣,還有什麼結果呢?」8964 copyright protection96PENANACn7iIQkim0 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAs6Gjhs9jrA
8964 copyright protection96PENANAjwNYpJAts5 維尼
「啊……」我,說真的,我好像也開始放棄掙扎了。8964 copyright protection96PENANALMasmVCNMt 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAoZZWwpYzNd
8964 copyright protection96PENANAawmfrTnogN 維尼
有點自我放棄的開始問了妳問題。8964 copyright protection96PENANA1tg6005Mjt 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAm5UGWwAzQG
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「是不是對我失望了呢。」8964 copyright protection96PENANA67VjN2i0kx 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANApEeYiaaRmP
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對方沉默了一下。「倒也不是。」8964 copyright protection96PENANASsat54V1Kz 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAal35YzsZt0
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「那究竟……」8964 copyright protection96PENANAUYkyAnaFDs 維尼
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8964 copyright protection96PENANA9D5gZCYw0K 維尼
「只是,」妳似乎把這句話放在心裡很久了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAetqNQyh598 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA3yT9zLq9I6
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「我不想再親近你了。」痛心,多少負面情緒隨波而來……8964 copyright protection96PENANAVpbxeMQBwC 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAY5Ql1gadWT
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「這樣啊……」我知道,現在的我已經不堪。「其實,我也覺得我們始終會到這種地步。」8964 copyright protection96PENANA04xdpt0ovo 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAhnz0Pdc4VK
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAHjoJDKeU56 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAkii4RkbWNg
8964 copyright protection96PENANAQlqrABuT18 維尼
畢竟這段時間,我對這段關係越來越覺得不適,看似風平浪靜的日常卻讓彼此的相處越來越奇怪,不說出來,不解決好,遲早會發生問題的。8964 copyright protection96PENANACRcYF5FDA0 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAk0EFwWfNet
8964 copyright protection96PENANAxt7xYOxI02 維尼
過去那些說不定真的不是我憑空的亂想吧,只是我們用了錯的溝通方法。8964 copyright protection96PENANAipTRNmSc0l 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAwfURyc5IQr
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冷冷的訊息似乎已經不是這類事可以妥當處理的管道。8964 copyright protection96PENANAtlst0V0iDJ 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAZK7hcKr9tt
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但妳矯正牙齒,疫情,分班,單獨出去相處的渺茫機會將我們推得遠遠的。8964 copyright protection96PENANAcWJVXIu6tR 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAifdq7uuOoG
8964 copyright protection96PENANA35QZK7wgf8 維尼
我們的管道只剩訊息。8964 copyright protection96PENANAOLG9ysLyuE 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA13vE90acz1
8964 copyright protection96PENANADAc3jf5IQN 維尼
「好吧……我覺得……」深吸了一口氣,我早已有抱持最壞結果的決心了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAxdIC3spltN 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAg8jPStbYuZ
8964 copyright protection96PENANAge9qeuHR4D 維尼
畢竟,我已經讓妳不想再親近我了。8964 copyright protection96PENANA37dORGDuzL 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANATGoQHOKZ0S
8964 copyright protection96PENANAtOHvXMkj4A 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA9lCtzegOgq
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100Please respect copyright.PENANAfXfOrwVw7c
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「我們,分手吧。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAgRea34p91H 維尼
「好的。」妳說道。8964 copyright protection96PENANAefdHwfqxWz 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANArsLf6GVpU6
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100Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ2xewocBI
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「我們這個,算是誰提的呢?」說出來後,我那複雜的情緒緩解了不少。8964 copyright protection96PENANAEDRibxBfNr 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAajtouVNVUl
8964 copyright protection96PENANAjpx9E9WOAu 維尼
「一起的吧。」妳想了想,「我們是和平分手的。」8964 copyright protection96PENANA3va5WZ3HfP 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAuhfx9u8tfI
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「嗯嗯,這樣也好。」我放下了沉重的身軀,倚靠在牆邊。8964 copyright protection96PENANAjoQe02SY1I 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAc9Y8nsSv2R
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腦袋的空白沒有意識到時間持續在行走。我有點想要掛電話了。內心除了崩潰,也被妳那句話重重傷害。8964 copyright protection96PENANAtiXy0bPtU2 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANADXTBcDUwZM
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100Please respect copyright.PENANAbFfE0PO7qZ
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我不想再親近你了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAOEITXagcfr 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAtEk53y6g3m
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100Please respect copyright.PENANA10F0buZuvL
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可是,這段時間妳不也是慢慢的淡出我的生活嗎?8964 copyright protection96PENANAOGGZ16TiW8 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAIT9nxDy9Cw
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半年未曾見面,卻始終沒有那個可以跟妳出去走走的機會。妳想等撐牙器去除後再出去,可是妳卻跟朋友玩得盡興。想跟妳聊天妳的訊息也是那麼冷淡。妳說跑班來找我這事我早就覺得不可能發生了。只好爭取中午陪妳拿餐而短短相處五分鐘。8964 copyright protection96PENANADO5vykgZ8A 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAOJQ64O7u4p
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我覺得這些都無所謂,畢竟……8964 copyright protection96PENANAaGUjbG9Did 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA61cEzPojLO
8964 copyright protection96PENANAw4emwQdV97 維尼
至少可以有跟妳的相處時間我就很滿足了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAvzAnEiB3jS 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAy7ssNZdqbC
8964 copyright protection96PENANAWlm7kpUUNG 維尼
可能妳會覺得我有些貪心了吧,明明這樣維持也不錯,又想邀妳出去走走。8964 copyright protection96PENANA4RIVtHOmaX 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAj4Oi7HzqJa
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說好這禮拜六要去圖書館聚聚,而看起來朋友的邀約比我還有魅力。8964 copyright protection96PENANA4Uav63f3Ux 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANALgJcvUHpMQ
8964 copyright protection96PENANAiZZjac3DxN 維尼
明明是我先來的。8964 copyright protection96PENANA2jyYJccsmK 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAX3rUWXJoco
8964 copyright protection96PENANAvZyvG6K2xL 維尼
而妳說的那禮拜天約啊是多麼的無情。8964 copyright protection96PENANAlDiMiIqpeB 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAqgDhfDlzTD
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100Please respect copyright.PENANAJx2ZyMQkB7
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好像都是我想要跟妳出去。8964 copyright protection96PENANAZZ8WiCY4aO 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAtozJCZsPve
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100Please respect copyright.PENANAj8Fny2zXYV
8964 copyright protection96PENANACrctsrDP1u 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳有情侶上的互動。8964 copyright protection96PENANAtGSkKUi9OP 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANATmgnVJLIZQ
8964 copyright protection96PENANAsmGTB9dHHI 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAxIc2q3AG2w
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好像都是我想要跟妳聊天。8964 copyright protection96PENANAXQ9n639c6v 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANACtKC7NygfD
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100Please respect copyright.PENANAZ03e9HFbe8
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久了,我也累了想這些問題了,影響我太多了。曾經對自己的約法三章的信念何時被吞噬?8964 copyright protection96PENANA52i1D9j7MK 維尼
「吶。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAL5SBZqDe5d 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAv31xVpl9Mu 維尼
我的視線可能已被銀河那段的晶瑩閃光吞噬了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAFo7eZTB46p 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAcGMNQVQBsc
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「妳覺得這段日子,是好的回憶嗎?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAj8VeSGUOin 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA9QEPeo1gj9
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「嗯嗯是吧。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAygtMpPc5il 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA7uLkis40kR
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「要是,再來一次,知道會是這樣的結果,妳還會跟我在一起嗎?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAHmscCVNSH8 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA4ANc2WlKD4
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停頓可能成了綿亙。8964 copyright protection96PENANAiy9v6JpLaE 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAtGmE9WWR2x
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「應該,還是會吧。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAZJue4sA5uu 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAU0G55bGIJD
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「是嗎……謝謝。」我苦笑了一聲。8964 copyright protection96PENANAPw52wXJA6C 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAbHFtS0PLjr
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「那我們未來該怎麼辦呢?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAhvcWW8k10h 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA5DsHO8Zi1C
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「妳是指我們之間的關係嗎?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAPoh6XpZWcn 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA8DBX5lkJgg
8964 copyright protection96PENANALOPrMHU2yU 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAY9NJCEW2o4 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAmL4e2wQuJf
8964 copyright protection96PENANAUFybkdBBUk 維尼
我沉思了一下。8964 copyright protection96PENANAzkg77qJJgk 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAr9LlJZNFmp
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「妳會想當朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection96PENANAWb0mzXDtuX 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA75G4QOIlGf
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「可是,這樣不就會像是那種斷不乾淨的…」8964 copyright protection96PENANAbJ1oMGa81u 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAiyZbmJduGs
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「看妳吧,我都可以,只是我會把妳當朋友的。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAvl3yQbfkuJ 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAon1FqluXqV
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「嗯嗯。」妳只是輕聲說。「那我們就這樣吧。」後來討論了還東西的事,還有一些需要處理的後續問題。8964 copyright protection96PENANATDSXDp71L7 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANARlufCfuzKU
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最後,我又開啟了我平常時的嘮叨。8964 copyright protection96PENANAnXUGKWf5jh 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA4OihDuDvDr
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希望這趟旅程,妳能夠記得我們美好的時刻。8964 copyright protection96PENANAXrHpT2jOHA 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANArdNq11adJX
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然後,聽我的,什麼事都不要撐。8964 copyright protection96PENANAk7ol2J0SOR 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAM4dXj3z3n5
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不要常常把自己搞得憂鬱症,答應我,要開心。8964 copyright protection96PENANA13AJnRy95p 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAwU06K6EfHx
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希望妳可以走出妳的心結,若真的承受不住的話,想要有人幫忙傾聽的話我會在的。8964 copyright protection96PENANAs8k9z6zh3V 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAyUd0wo6uum
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祝妳幸福。8964 copyright protection96PENANAAU8hOpdZge 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANADH9Y9Q6Rya
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可能妳的回應一樣是那般平靜冷淡,但那也無所謂了,因為我已經把我想要說的話說完了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAOjfryVRlcS 維尼
最後的最後,我們準備結束通話。8964 copyright protection96PENANAHADFuyvRy8 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAgG82iO7hPH
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「晚安。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAVQi5a0nH2z 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAHIwqQoRURW
8964 copyright protection96PENANApEc0TwGz93 維尼
這個晚安,陪了我一年多的晚安,想起今後它的消逝,心窗被一種魔力為之一震,一揪,碎裂聲沙沙鏘鏘。8964 copyright protection96PENANAIIzLgvn5HW 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA0WkaHwTGa0
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100Please respect copyright.PENANAwvyc1bpJrd
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100Please respect copyright.PENANASoFh70dnXS
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我再次感受到知覺時外頭的熹光散舒已在廣闊的青青大田上。櫥窗台前手機上的訊息,始終沒有通知。我慣例性的拿起手機,打開妳的訊息欄。8964 copyright protection96PENANAKHeHPBzBM2 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAKYH8E4H0Ix
8964 copyright protection96PENANAqaOiP7Mn0M 維尼
「早安。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAV1w2zGL0v9 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANA97xcEXnE6y
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但隨之卻是刪除,沒有傳送,我已經對自己無法改變的習慣失望第四次了。8964 copyright protection96PENANAVtUIZ9VQ3n 維尼
100Please respect copyright.PENANAkcvvQAZNfm
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