Hello, my friends!
This week, there's a statewide competition throughout all the high schools. And since I'm in the team who will be competing, we have been training a lot and I get home very exhausted and barely have enough energy to write.
Adding to that, I am failing one class. I can't believe I let it slip! And so, I have made the decision that I'll postpone any writing progress on my book and focus on my school activities until it has passed. I cannot continue to be on the team if I fail my classes, haha.
The good news is since there's a co-writer, I'll let them oversee some of the minor aspects until I am able to get back to writing. But of course, I'll have to take small breaks in between my work. So I'll be drawing like I usually do.
I've recently bought a fountain pen, something I've always been wanting. That is what I'll use. And when I'm finished, I'll be sure to post it on my Instagram. The link is in my bio if you're interested.
Despite all these hardships, negatives, and small inconveniences, I do not regret it. I think being more active and involved in school helped me a great deal. For instance, my social anxiety. In the beginning, I was barely able to speak to anyone. But now, I find that approaching someone with a simple question is less daunting than it was before.
I have also been able to push myself to be better and be as much more physically active. I think I've improved quite a lot and that is why I don't regret those actions. Otherwise, I wouldn't be who I am. From time to time, I do drag myself down with the past thinking about how it could've been different.
But I try to remind myself that the past already happened and the future is happening now.
And you, friends. What is something that you do not regret?
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