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「今日做咩冇黎心機嘅你?失戀呀?哈哈!」Jessica對住我講。
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「唔係,有啲嘢煩緊。係呢,你今日係咪又係食B餐啊?」我答返Jessica。
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Jessica:「今日我想食1號餐,魚香茄子飯,熱檸水,唔該晒!」
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我:「收到,1號餐熱檸水。 咩話?你今日食午餐? 你今日咩事?」
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Jessica:「今朝成朝執倉,我驚淨係食個公仔麵唔夠飽,所以今日想食飯。係呢,你有啲咩煩緊呀? 少男有心事呀?哈哈!」
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我:「乜嘢少男呀,頂你咩。幫你落咗張單先,返轉頭同你講。」
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唔知點解每次見到Jessica,就會覺得好有正能量。佢永遠都笑容燦爛,就算嗰日落大雨都好似晴天咁。可能加埋我自己對佢嘅幻想啦,唔好諗埋啲衰嘢,唔係嗰啲幻想!基本上呢,我已經定左個人物性格設定俾佢,一個菲律賓混血兒,應該中學嘅時候都係冇咩朋友,出嚟打工可能又俾人歧視,所以一路以來都係自己一個好堅強咁生活,對於各種生活遇見嘅事,佢都會好正面咁面對,所以佢成日都笑得咁燦爛,睇嘢好開,呢個,當然只係我幻想中對佢嘅人物性格設定啦。
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自從柒仔明飛咗去澳洲,基本上我都冇咩朋友,有啲咩煩惱嘅嘢其實都冇咩人可以同我分享。突然間有個女仔問我煩啲咩,我一時間真係唔知點答。
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18歲前嘅我,肯定會因為懶而推咗英姐唔做夜市。但係而家嘅我,究竟係因為乜嘢而煩惱? 係因為我想讀夜校,進修下自己為將來鋪下路。 而家每日收工可以收4:30,我返屋企同老母食完飯,仲可以趕得切7:00上堂。由於我知道我自己睇啲文字搞唔掂,所以我上網見到個夜校課程,主要係學電腦程式,我又想試一下。睇吓自己有冇興趣喺呢方面發展,個課程仲要講到話成功畢業後,佢哋會幫手搵一份實習,好似幾好咁。如果我要做埋晚市,就唔使旨意可以返夜校。所以呢幾日我一路都好煩惱。
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「係呢?唔知你對電腦啲嘢熟唔熟呢?不過我估我應該問錯人,好少女仔會識電腦嘢。」我見我得閒啲,返轉頭撩吓Jessica講嘢。
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Jessica:「係喎!真係唔熟喎!哈哈! 我電腦淨係識用嚟上網煲劇㗎咋!電腦有咩頭暈身㷫都係哥哥搞嘅」
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我一臉愁眉苦臉咁答返Jessica「咁算啦,當我冇問過啦。」
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Jessica:「你做咩咁愁呀?哈哈。嚟,同姐姐講!睇吓姐姐幫唔幫到你!」
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我:「姐姐?哈哈。 你好似今年畢業咋喎,正常嘅應該係18歲?哥哥我大過你呀」
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Jessica一副期待嘅表情問我:「咁你今年幾多歲?哈哈」
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我:「我歲數同我嘅人生一樣,19!」
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Jessica:「真係大我一年喎,又唔好講到自己咁差啦。哈哈! 我差唔多食飽要走啦,遲咗返去會俾人扣勤工!」
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我有啲失望咁講:「你又話睇吓幫唔幫到我? 咁快就話要走啦?」
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Jessica:「好啦,今日我收6:30,你請我食晚飯,我就聽吓你嘅煩惱,睇吓俾唔俾到意見你啦!」
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我:「吓,咁突然?」
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Jessica:「我講吓笑咋!哈哈」
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我:「唔係呀! 我估我哋年紀差唔多,可能你會俾到啲有用嘅意見我,今晚就等我請你食飯啦!」
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Jessica:「好啦,咁6:40我哋喺街口等?」
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我:「收到!have a nice day!」
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Jessica: 「咁我走先啦,拜拜!」
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好似好自然咁,又好似有啲唔自然,就係咁,中學之後,第一次約女仔食飯。呢一刻,其實我真係冇諗啲乜嘢,純粹係睇吓真係有冇個人可以幫手比下意見。
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收咗工之後,我喺舖頭坐多陣,然後6:30就出發去接Jessica。
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Jessica:「好準時喎!」
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我第一次見到Jessica冇着制服個樣,白色T恤碎花裙,好清純。
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我:「舖頭就喺隔離咋嘛,行過嚟好快啫!你想食啲咩啊?嗱,講明先,貴嘅我真係請唔起㗎!」
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Jessica:「今日個飯搞到我而家仲濟濟地,如果你都唔肚餓,不如我哋飲杯咖啡當晚餐?」
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我:「我OK呀,但係你又真係唔使就住我,頭先同你講吓笑咋,去間正常餐廳食飯都得㗎喎!」
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Jessica:「我先冇就你,一杯咖啡都唔平㗎,30幾蚊㗎!哈哈!真㗎,我都唔肚餓,你話有嘢想傾,去starmud啱晒!」
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我:「ok, 咁你帶我去啦! 我平時都唔飲咖啡,都唔知邊度有starmud」
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跟手Jessica就帶咗我去間咖啡店。我望住個Menu,真係咩料?全部都係英文,定係意大利文? 總之除咗coffee呢隻字我睇得明,其他都唔知寫乜。 唔知Jessica係咪見到我個樣有啲苦惱,佢同我講:「你比張八達通我,我幫你嗌埋,你要乜嘢?」
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我:「朱古力咖啡啊唔該」
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跟住我俾咗張八達通佢去嘟。然後佢示意我搵個位坐低先。 好快佢比完錢,拎返張八達通返嚟俾我,然後我哋一齊坐。
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我:「咦,我哋杯咖啡呢?」
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Jessica:「佢沖好咗,佢會叫我拎㗎啦」
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我:「唔好意思,我第一次嚟呢啲地方,成個大鄉里出城咁。哈哈。」
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Jessica:「乜有人一出世乜都見過,乜都識㗎?哈哈! 所有嘢都有第一次㗎啦」
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係啦!同我幻想嘅人物設定係一樣!Jessica 就係一個咁正面嘅人!
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咖啡店職員:「mocha &))&@!)()&&!, latte &);(?)$(:;?」 (各位讀者,唔好意思,我淨係聽到mocha 同latte兩個字,其他嘅我以為係咒語)
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我俾唔到反應,根本唔知原來係我哋杯嘢飲整好咗。都係靠Jessica聽得到,然之後出去攞返兩杯咖啡返嚟。
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Jessica:「咁你嘅煩惱係咩?」
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我一五一十將我嘅煩惱,講咗俾Jessica聽。
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Jessica:「咁你其他朋友有冇啲咩意見俾你?」
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我:「errr….其實剩係得兩個朋友,我可以同佢地傾心事。啊,嚴格嚟講而家剩返一個。 不過佢飛咗去澳洲,而家都唔係成日聯絡」
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Jessica:「你冇拍拖?」
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我:「我自己都未搞掂,邊會諗拍拖呢啲嘢呀」
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Jessica:「我以為你平時咁多嘢講,原來係個宅男,哈哈!你比我嘅感覺,個反差都幾大!哈哈!」
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我:「你唔好笑住先啦,咁你有冇啲咩意見比到我?」
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Jessica:「點解你諗嘢,剩係得A同B?唔可以有C嘅? 」
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我:「你講嘢咁難明嘅」
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Jessica:「我係話,點解你一定諗成做晚市就讀唔到電腦,讀電腦就唔可以做晚市呢?」
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我:「吓,即係點呀?」
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Jessica:「其實如果你要讀coding, YouTube上面已經有好多人教,你可以自學。反正你自己都唔知係咪有興趣讀,你都係試咋嘛,咁點解要俾錢試呢?」
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跟手Jessica就攞個電話出嚟,開咗個YouTube,打Java coding, 然後撳search, 真係好多片彈出嚟。
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Jessica繼續講:「你睇下!我求其打Java coding都鬼咁多片彈出嚟,你想學邊隻code, 你照打落去search,實搵到。如果搵親啲片都係鬼佬嘅片,你打中文去Search,出嚟最多都係台灣啊大陸啊,講普通話呀咁樣,如果你好彩,有時有啲香港人拍咗片放上去都唔奇。最重要嘅係,唔使錢麻。星期日放假,你得閒咪可以自學下囉。試吓先,你都唔知自己係咪鍾意。」
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聽住Jessica一路講一路講,佢比我感覺一啲都唔似細過我,就好似識嘅嘢,睇嘅嘢,多過我好多咁。我一路聽住佢講,留意到佢嘅眼神,個感覺係閃閃發光,佢一啲都唔介意分享佢識嘅嘢俾我聽。聽完佢嘅見解,我都好認同,佢嘅意見真係好有用。
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就係咁,嗰晚我哋談天說地,直到咖啡店閂門。之後我送咗Jessica搭車,當然冇送佢返屋企啦,一來都仲係10點,好早啫。二來,唔好搞到成件事咁曖昧,真係普通朋友飲杯咖啡啫。
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19歲的趙家晴,還未知道眼前這位女仔,將會成為他人生其中一個很重要的人
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