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讓女性視角能做得更加的完善。
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在漆黑的夜裡,滂沱的大雨密密麻麻地落在了地上,我獨自一人蜷縮在樹下,身體也在微微的發抖,我像是被困在黑暗之中,連一點希望都沒有。738Please respect copyright.PENANA2DTF8HRO6i
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腳踝的扭傷已經讓我無法正常行走,只能任由雨水拍打在我的身上。738Please respect copyright.PENANAf5P93j98t2
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雨滴如絲綢般在我的臉上打轉著,夜空中的月亮被大雨的霧霾給壟罩了起來,只剩下一線微弱的月光在照耀著我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAsFyB2XrVi0
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「會害怕的話,就打電話給我啊。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAUOyqvGbERu
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不知道為什麼,這時我卻想起了晨皓說的話。738Please respect copyright.PENANA10T97PiWkJ
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我伸手到口袋裡拿出手機,猶豫了一下,最終還是點了兩下手機的屏幕。738Please respect copyright.PENANAFW8GBB9HGL
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但手機螢幕卻沒有任何反應。738Please respect copyright.PENANAtl2Wk3pa79
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「哈......」738Please respect copyright.PENANAtBjgKTwDOH
不禁地小聲苦笑了出來。738Please respect copyright.PENANAxhcH3YjqZR
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就連打電話,也沒辦法了呢......738Please respect copyright.PENANAdg8rWBmz1c
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我失落的放下了手機,無力地靠在了樹幹上,心裡不安的情緒正逐漸的升高。738Please respect copyright.PENANAtK3TkvzTKo
738Please respect copyright.PENANAq95SHNqDoq
這種孤獨以及無力感壟罩著我的內心,讓我覺得心靈深處好像要被撕裂開來,痛的難以呼吸。738Please respect copyright.PENANAMCVzFyWD0X
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看著腳踝上的傷口,它就跟鎖鏈一樣綑住了我的腿,動彈不得。738Please respect copyright.PENANA5cInwXkXrH
738Please respect copyright.PENANAhboCIl5Vt3
我忍著傷痛試著站起來,但腳踝的傷口讓我無法站穩,我倒在了地上,身上全都沾滿了雨水跟泥巴,感覺上十分的狼狽。738Please respect copyright.PENANAoKcFmQXnOB
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晨皓……不知道你看到這麼狼狽的我,會怎麼想呢?738Please respect copyright.PENANA12aPcy5AiJ
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再次試圖的站起來,但傷口處又傳來一陣撕裂的疼痛感。738Please respect copyright.PENANAbb219knnhk
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現在,我終於忍不住了......738Please respect copyright.PENANAsMLKL7x7sv
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臉上的淚水跟雨水交融再了一起,讓我的臉像是覆蓋了一層薄膜,彷彿是化不開的情感在交會流淌。738Please respect copyright.PENANA9eOyGTrkyk
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「晨皓......你在哪裡呢......」738Please respect copyright.PENANACFCy0ml4ZD
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自從跟他當鄰居後,我的生活才變得開朗了起來。738Please respect copyright.PENANAnmtzM3W4s3
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我不禁地想起了我的家庭,那個令我感到可笑的家庭......738Please respect copyright.PENANA2BhcgRk82J
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一陣寒風吹過,那個我曾經想逃離的家。738Please respect copyright.PENANAsDhQuDCUaQ
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但現在仍舊還是沒有逃離那份孤獨感。738Please respect copyright.PENANAbE9s5YfLzg
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晨皓學長......這陣子跟你的許多互動我真的很開心。738Please respect copyright.PENANAoyyM0nYgJB
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你就像一座島嶼,但現在......我感覺自己像是被大海所吞噬了。738Please respect copyright.PENANADeezw1i2AP
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想到那個熟悉的房間,當時的風雨印象中就跟現在一樣吧。738Please respect copyright.PENANA5OGl6YWyHG
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父母在我很小的時候就離開了我,留下的只有那令人感到厭惡的親戚。738Please respect copyright.PENANAW1htL8hjzV
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我是個麻煩的包袱。738Please respect copyright.PENANAR8mWJjmk6J
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「姐姐如果沒有生下妳就好了,現在還要我來照顧,真煩!」738Please respect copyright.PENANALDorwXnQeN
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一直以來,我都記得這句話,可能我就是包袱吧。738Please respect copyright.PENANAAhfwwgnqPl
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對他人來說,我是個不被重視的存在。738Please respect copyright.PENANALx8jhpFA2P
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在某天,我逃離了那個家。738Please respect copyright.PENANADAYs4thPXk
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其實我並不是十分信任別人,不是我不想,而是我真的好累、好累。738Please respect copyright.PENANAvUcjVrzyvT
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我不想要再被說成包袱,我可以堅強,不需要別人。738Please respect copyright.PENANATX4laGeuVJ
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恩,現在想這個也沒什麼用吧......738Please respect copyright.PENANAbSVu1PoTpN
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淚水跟雨水交織在一起,不停滴在我的大腿上。738Please respect copyright.PENANAAwLfZWaMSf
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但或許.......我真的不應該活著。738Please respect copyright.PENANAPtrPJHbVCr
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媽媽、爸爸、晨皓......738Please respect copyright.PENANAg6ruhl5Cmx
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明明......已經決定不再依靠任何人的。738Please respect copyright.PENANAKKgh5YEODb
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但現在想到的人卻是你,晨皓......738Please respect copyright.PENANAx5SALAfgZd
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意識漸漸的模糊了起來,眼皮好重宛如裝了鉛塊般。738Please respect copyright.PENANAlwbkEr2HKx
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晚安,世界。738Please respect copyright.PENANATwwppsGBbM
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「馨雨......」738Please respect copyright.PENANAVuD1jhg4um
我蹲在地上,忍不住的緊緊抱住她。738Please respect copyright.PENANAobl7iMCvmS
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『晨皓......?』738Please respect copyright.PENANA9JKRXrn6w8
她一臉吃驚的看著我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAaiqCkmuP8p
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「是我......抱歉我來晚了。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAr7AiFQm5cn
我眼中的淚水不斷的溢出,但這次的眼淚不再是悲傷。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6i4R0AMfX7
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當時我循著她遺落的鞋子不斷地向前方找,終於在樹下看到倒在地下的她。738Please respect copyright.PENANAZZc2CaF1rP
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但心裡恐慌和憂鬱的情感壓得我喘不過氣,我不斷的試著呼喚她,試圖讓她聽見我的聲音,現在看到她活生生的在我的面前,心中猶如放下了一塊巨石。738Please respect copyright.PENANA65IuKBosOp
738Please respect copyright.PENANAe6Mm5iov72
我用手輕撫著她白皙的臉,好冷。738Please respect copyright.PENANA5lrgnATQmI
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應該都失溫了......全身都如此的冰冷。738Please respect copyright.PENANAVfdGqSLAxK
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『你......怎麼會來?』738Please respect copyright.PENANAh1Or8LZpz3
她的聲音有些微弱,但我還是聽的很清楚。738Please respect copyright.PENANA53PrYlkBf2
738Please respect copyright.PENANA9utDNHFcvb
「心電感應。」
我將手伸向她早已被雨水淋濕的頭髮,輕輕摸了摸她的頭。
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『都這時候還在開玩笑.......』738Please respect copyright.PENANAVIE6BjBZ0f
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我看到她臉上的紅暈,不禁的感到一點意外,也許是因為太過興奮,讓我顯得有些輕率。738Please respect copyright.PENANAFbENnjCutK
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我很沉穩的,真的。
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「別怕,我在這裡。」
我輕聲地說道。
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我放開擁抱,這時卻看到她的左腳有嚴重的挫傷,並且脫下了外套,蓋在她的身上。738Please respect copyright.PENANA3qgIKFikAs
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「馨雨,上來,我們回去。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAQG5WmPp9EI
我轉過身,示意著要背她的意思。738Please respect copyright.PENANAndDQmRiQMZ
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『不用......我可以走。』738Please respect copyright.PENANAkqRTQ22WLZ
實在是有點頑固啊......但以她現在的情況不可能用走的回去營區。738Please respect copyright.PENANACflPoozS9b
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「沒關係的,上來吧。」738Please respect copyright.PENANA047miJDZFB
我伸出手,扶她起身,然後小心翼翼的背著馨雨。738Please respect copyright.PENANA150su1cp2O
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她的身體是如此的輕盈且柔軟,並且身體緊貼著我,彷彿我們之間沒有一絲的空隙。738Please respect copyright.PENANASIJtSwnqbW
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我能感受到她的呼吸、她的心跳、她的顫抖,以及她細微的嬌喘聲。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhqWzYIqD9F
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7uo0SsNkJ
我背著馨雨走在充滿泥濘的路上,雨水不斷的拍打著我們,我們倆的衣服也早已溼透,不過,我並沒有感到不舒服,反而覺得內心十分的踏實且溫暖。738Please respect copyright.PENANADmrk77S7FN
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也不知道為什麼,當我聽到馨雨出事後的第一反應就是去找她。738Please respect copyright.PENANARL4coIK895
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根本不顧任何的風險......738Please respect copyright.PENANAwMUEy0sx1q
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她的安危對我來說已經變得比自己還要重要了嗎?738Please respect copyright.PENANATXOA2wMrKh
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這讓我重新思考這份情感。738Please respect copyright.PENANAsGqzbOOWTR
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我現在只知道我做的決定是正確的,並且也如願以償的找到了她。738Please respect copyright.PENANAHcvGX16JDq
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之前我一直在想我跟她的感情。738Please respect copyright.PENANAHJLYx8JGuc
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不對,是我對她的感情。738Please respect copyright.PENANAjAtRISpeN8
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也不知道馨雨是如何看待我的,我只知道我不想讓她受到傷害。738Please respect copyright.PENANAKYdIM1mqAY
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我喜歡她嗎? 我不禁的在心裡問自己。738Please respect copyright.PENANAcH0TT993Yr
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恩......我猜是的。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6mQFvh1DmZ
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正當我在腦內風暴的時候,馨雨的手臂緩緩的擁抱住了我的頸部。738Please respect copyright.PENANAzgyiWLtxmf
738Please respect copyright.PENANAIj3nkeHtoZ
「馨雨,還很冷嗎?」738Please respect copyright.PENANALumzsWjBAY
738Please respect copyright.PENANA9Hb6IbWzfq
『不會了......』738Please respect copyright.PENANAPdatYRd4mA
聽到她那細微的聲音,感覺現在我就是全世界最幸福的男人。738Please respect copyright.PENANAl5j4RUVEmJ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAY8haumSXoE
『還有......對不起。』738Please respect copyright.PENANA9vubDnOhlv
她在我的耳邊輕柔的說著,在聲音裡帶著淡淡的啜泣聲。738Please respect copyright.PENANAblJAbpLiBk
738Please respect copyright.PENANAwjHP1CBeLq
「我們趕緊回去吃火鍋好嗎?」738Please respect copyright.PENANAQeIvwVKb6a
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『好......我好睏,但我也想吃火鍋。』738Please respect copyright.PENANA2QwuCYxaFO
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「很快就到營區了,妳先睡吧。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAAAMERm6qFC
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轉頭看向靠在我背上的天使,她是如此的惹人憐愛。738Please respect copyright.PENANAjyhAdcgXmX
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我望了望前方,已經看得到營區的燈光了。
「馨雨,妳還好嗎?已經到了。」
她的臉色有些蒼白,但還能微微的點頭回答我。
在營區的門口,祐誠撐著傘急忙的跑了過來,看到我們後便說道:『阿晨,沒事吧!』
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「嗯,我沒事。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAu8ppht0OK8
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『都沒事真的太好了,抱歉!我真的不知道今晚會下雨,天氣預報說不會下雨的......』738Please respect copyright.PENANAtjCTFjLVUe
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祐誠他十指併攏的低頭向我道了歉。738Please respect copyright.PENANAUb2cpxAlS0
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「沒什麼,她沒事就好了,有沒有藥膏跟砂布?馨雨的腳挫傷跟扭傷了......」
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這時營主的老婆大聲的向我們喊著:738Please respect copyright.PENANAErNKqjAti6
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『快帶那個妹妹進來!這邊能做緊急的傷口處理。』738Please respect copyright.PENANAxmm1G2ymj1
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隨後我便把馨雨交給她了。738Please respect copyright.PENANAqY8XHtHObX
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我們一群人都在屋子裡,討論接下來該怎麼做,以及問我是如何找到馨雨的。738Please respect copyright.PENANACfHF7ZbWqb
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『你知道外面有多危險嗎!竟然獨自去找人!』738Please respect copyright.PENANAoclhpSklLZ
營主向我怒斥著。738Please respect copyright.PENANAoilWkKsfpa
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「抱歉......」738Please respect copyright.PENANA076ysmq2lX
嗯,我不知道該怎麼回應他。738Please respect copyright.PENANAqE2e7Q2sKc
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也知道自己的行為是非常魯莽且危險的,但我真的顧不上那麼多了。738Please respect copyright.PENANAE5SpRcPewj
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雨柔坐在我的旁邊,看著我狼狽的樣子便說道:『晨皓,你先洗個澡吧,洗完先去休息,好嗎?』
738Please respect copyright.PENANAgnbQtHTuVO
我點了點頭,便起身前往浴室淋浴了,但心中還是放不下妳,馨雨。
738Please respect copyright.PENANARIoGSMU1Xz
在洗澡的時候我正在思考人生。
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媽的,來個迎新而已遇到這麼多事情,好煩、好累,不知道馨雨好點了沒?
738Please respect copyright.PENANAJrIsfQp43i
「別怕,我在這裡。」
738Please respect copyright.PENANAw4anvk23jD
呃啊……現在想起來當時抱著她的畫面,還有這句話。
738Please respect copyright.PENANAUJH2J25vvA
整個臉瞬間漲紅了起來,完了……
738Please respect copyright.PENANA731shbvZwM
這不就跟告白沒兩樣了嗎?
738Please respect copyright.PENANAgPPB3GfRmH
怎麼辦?
738Please respect copyright.PENANAESS1mSxFmy
她淋了那麼久的雨會感冒嗎?
738Please respect copyright.PENANA5sb1auXV4U
我有好多話想跟她說,也不知道他喜歡吃什麼火鍋,吃不吃火鍋料?
738Please respect copyright.PENANASOYVsFLz5W
雖然沒人問我,但我是不吃火鍋料的。
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火鍋就應該要吃青菜跟肉啊!
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尤其麻辣鍋我最喜歡,雖然我腸胃道不是很好,但在肚子哀嚎之前吃麻辣鍋,誰都不確定我會不會拉肚子對吧?
738Please respect copyright.PENANAwvZWXoAM6M
像「薛丁格的貓」一樣,實驗中無法預測貓的狀態,同樣的,在我拉肚子前誰都無法預測我這次吃完麻辣鍋是否會拉肚子。
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雖然這個比喻個人認為是很恰當,但有一點算是比較牽強的。
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就是基本上我每次吃都會拉肚子,哈哈。
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好,思緒又扯太遠了。
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7V6LZAaahV
腦海中總是不自主地想起剛剛的畫面,那個抱著馨雨的畫面。
738Please respect copyright.PENANAWLd9O8SYe1
『阿晨,等等洗完出來吃飯喔。』
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「嗯……」
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我迅速的洗完澡,吹乾了頭髮,把沾滿髒污的衣物放進透明袋子裡,並且在把袋子綁了起來放進行李箱。
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好累……不知為什麼疲憊感瞬間湧了上來。
整個身體都筋疲力盡的感覺,現在我只想好好的睡上一覺。
馨雨應該沒事吧……?濃濃的睏意在我的腦海裡盤旋著。
思緒也逐漸變得模糊……
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馨雨……
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沒事就好了……
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我感到一陣輕柔的觸碰,並且伴隨著一個聲音在我的前方呼喚著我的名字——晨皓
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「嗯?」
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睜開眼睛,迷濛的視野中,由帳篷透出的一絲絲陽光照耀在我的臉上,讓我不禁皺了皺眉。
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我慢慢的調整視線,眼睛也在試著對焦著,一個黑色頭髮的少女正在我的眼前。
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我不自主的揉了揉眼睛,感覺眼屎好多,而且有一點睡不飽的感覺……
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『啊……抱歉吵醒你了。』
馨雨她有些擔憂地問道。
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剎那間,我完全清醒了過來,並瞪大了眼睛。
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看一下周圍的東西,沒錯……這是我的帳篷。
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有一瞬間我還以為我睡錯帳…….
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「拍謝,我不知道是妳。」
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『那個.…..昨天謝謝你。』
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馨雨嬌紅著臉說著,在陽光的沐浴上,她真的好美。
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「不,不會啦!哈哈!」
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我們靜靜的對視了一下,也不知道該說什麼,只好彼此尷尬地撇開了眼神。
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但就在這一瞬間,內心的小宇宙彷彿是被開啟了一般,我能清楚感受到悸動感,對妳的那份情感。
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此時此刻,我清楚的明白了。
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我是喜歡妳的,馨雨。
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現在我跟她在同一個帳篷裡,之間只隔不到一步距離,她拿著一杯熱咖啡交給我並向我說:
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『一起出去吃早餐吧!』
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在同一時間,我們倆個的心也愈走愈近。
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不瞞你們說,現在的我,非常幸福。
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