「聽說你差點用拳頭砸了社長?」離開蘇子言的住處後,蕾娜便轉過頭問凌光。「你毋須為了我生這麼大的氣呀。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAACjaPdhXGN
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凌光搔了搔後腦勺,淡然的說:「我只是看不順眼他那種把音樂視為商品的想法而已,並不是特別為了你而生氣。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAb7e0GP4riv
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「哈、你還真是一如既往,一點都不讓人有高興的空間呢!」蕾娜看見凌光老實的回答,瞬間笑開了。174Please respect copyright.PENANANUMsSILphe
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「難道你不生氣嗎?」凌光語帶懷疑的反問。174Please respect copyright.PENANAq4PeMfewXh
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「還好?畢竟我不像你有那麼多個人原則,反正因為這單新聞我們也獲得了很大的關注度,能紅起來就行啦。雖然錢不是萬能,但沒錢就萬萬不能呀!」174Please respect copyright.PENANAYWeDWBqght
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「那你今天為什麼去那個公園?不是因為難過寂寞才去的嗎?」凌光似是不放心,繼續追問蕾娜。174Please respect copyright.PENANAABRiTjFsG9
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「那個地方是我的秘密花園呀,說起來我們也是在那裡相遇的吧?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ8c9m44Lf
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蕾娜的話勾起了凌光的回憶。兩年前,也是在個像今天一樣寒冷的夜裡,同樣也是離家出走的凌光遇見了蕾娜。他還記得第一次見到蕾娜的時候,她以為他是來找一夜情的,還積極地搭話去撩他。兩人皆看到對方背著樂器,便很自然的聊起音樂,這才發現原來大家都擁有相同的夢想。就在那天,Lucifer的雛形出現了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAeLONipBryp
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蕾娜似乎也想起了往事。她笑著向凌光說:「我還記得那時你說要成為世上最強的結他手呢!明明就是個連地鐵都不會坐的小少爺。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAfdG8Sq30Mo
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「這些陳年舊事就不要提了。還有,我的目標到現在還沒改變。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAy8rhIfvzoV
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在教會他一般人所需的生活知識這方面,凌光一直很感謝蕾娜。雖然他是三個孩子中排行第二的次子,但他好歹也是準備繼承企業的候選人,父母自小便安排他接受一系列的英才教育,從各國語言到藝術鑑賞皆有所涉獵;但取而代之,他自然沒機會接觸到洗衣機的使用方法,也從沒乘過計程車以外的公共交通工具。在離家出走之後,他才意識到自己之前的生活是多麼的離地。174Please respect copyright.PENANA5e4Ylc87Lh
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不過凌光並不後悔。他很久以前就知道,自己與哥哥及弟弟不同;不管他怎麼學,他就是學不好那些企業管理、投資風險的知識。永遠被哥哥拋在後頭,後面又有弟弟追趕上來,凌光開始自暴自棄,父親亦漸漸放棄他了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAN81Yf5MjFL
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無法成為精明的生意人也不要緊,至少他在音樂方面還有些許天賦,或許可以有一番成就。本來這樣想著的父親,在發現凌光迷上搖滾樂後,就徹底對他失去期待了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAKJZMCXkhpu
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「不要再聽那種不入流的歌曲了;那些不叫音樂,只是純粹的噪音。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAlHpqiAXWjw
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年少輕狂,父母越是反對,凌光對搖滾的熱愛又更深了。光是聆聽別人的作品已經不能滿足他;他想要創作、想要表達,更想要自由。他穿起皮革製品、埋頭寫歌,甘願變成父母眼中的不孝子。174Please respect copyright.PENANAy58o1s5slu
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在所有反對聲音之中,只有爺爺一人支持他的夢想。十四歲生日那年,爺爺給他送了一支電結他。從小到大,爺爺似乎就特別寵他,蕾娜現在住的那個單位,也是爺爺留下的生日禮物;可惜他現在只能在天國聆聽凌光的作品了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAG9hcVzBXfm
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失去唯一的支持者後,比起冷漠的家,凌光情願奔向音樂的世界。在音樂的世界裡,他不需要再承受異樣的眼光;所有與自己所處的世界的違和感,都能成為創作的養分。一直以來折磨著他的孤獨和怒氣,化為一顆又一顆的音符,彷彿宣告著他對這個世界發起的挑戰。174Please respect copyright.PENANAE5WgNIBjef
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到頭來,他和蕾娜都是在消費自身痛苦、利用音樂獲得存在意義的人。這樣的人,似乎確實沒有資格批評將音樂視為產品的商家;大家都只是利用音樂這個媒介,來達成自己的目的而已。174Please respect copyright.PENANAu4U6F57FMC
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「在想什麼想得要皺著眉頭啊?我們可不是走嚴肅路線的吧?」蕾娜的聲音把凌光從思緒中拉回現實。「娛樂圈哪能風平浪靜?不管中途發生什麼,只要我們沒有忘記初衷就好。」174Please respect copyright.PENANA5w3oJCLiTh
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在蕾娜無憂又自信的笑容背後,凌光有一剎那看到隱藏其後的悲傷。但既然蕾娜說沒問題,那凌光就沒有質疑的道理。正如那天他們一起許下的誓言一樣,過去的事情就讓它過去,從今以後他們只需要勇往直前。
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020. End Of The World / Dead By Sunrise
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