ICARUS - Again

Our gazes met and that was all

No smiles, no hellos, no waving of our hands

You continued walking as I stared at you

And looked at your retreating back that seemed to resemble a wall

I held my breath but you never looked back

All my hope is gone and so you are

Never thought I would see you again in here

Just to let you slipped away yet again

The sky is gray and so is my heart

A howling pain of regret overwhelming me

What am I really to you?

Just a familiar stranger you happened to meet by chance

For all the care you have in the world...

I have no reason whatsoever to feel this way

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Dreams are dreams they say

And reality is what reality is

Though I don't prefer living in either worlds

What can I do for I have both

Maybe it is all just my repressed desires as Freud said

But can science really explain what I feel

Because I know my feelings are far too surreal to explain

Especially those feelings I only have for you

I don't know what you feel or even think right now

But can you bear in mind that I have and still love you?

No, there's no any reason I need to give

Cause as Faulkner quote, "the heart wants what the heart wants."

I am noy talking of you to love me back

Maybe some recognition if you ever beat me in mind

That is all enough for me and for my heart

For that really means a lot

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