No Plagiarism!otAALZGa6sfdeLlyRueJposted on PENANA 在蔚藍的天空下站著一名男孩,一名橙髮少年獨自目睹著這一切。8964 copyright protection127PENANANkykUzE4F1 維尼
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今天就是The Final Day,蔓延無盡的痛苦...所造就的悲傷。8964 copyright protection127PENANAbw9bEbkSO3 維尼
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是否能將這股悲傷,還給天空呢?8964 copyright protection127PENANALtNK2NyYdx 維尼
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Day14─演奏無止盡樂章之後─8964 copyright protection127PENANAW2P2pkkKgT 維尼
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我的名字是約修亞,今年已經20歲,表面上看起來像是國中生的樣貌,事實上我已經得到了碩士的畢業證書,這就是大家口中的天才吧。8964 copyright protection127PENANA2WhNbXjETh 維尼
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擁有全部醫學方面的知識的我,決定成為精神科醫生。8964 copyright protection127PENANAo7ArlmVAfc 維尼
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由於外貌上看起來像國中生,跟年紀偏國高中病人接觸起來應該比較不容一起戒心才對,因此第一位病人我嘗試接下了一名只有16左右,卻得了嚴重的精神方面疾病的少女。8964 copyright protection127PENANAY6MEkGSXGz 維尼
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然而最後卻沒在期限內救回她,她的狀況跟音燥君可說是一模一樣呢。8964 copyright protection127PENANAaHPF23YeNu 維尼
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至於所謂的期限嗎...由於這些患有精神方面疾病的人,會被社會列入「無行為能力」的人,因此大多是有人民繳稅中幾分之一的錢來支柱他們的經濟。8964 copyright protection127PENANAo5zjBZYkZN 維尼
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因此要是一直無法治療成功,只會不停的浪費醫療支援而已...為此就被規定說在一定的期限給於病人治療的支援,但是要是期限過了,將不在謂病人提供治療,也就是放給病人自生自滅的意思...8964 copyright protection127PENANAqo7fvDAVmK 維尼
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至於為什麼那位少女會被放置在那個容器嗎...8964 copyright protection127PENANA8NjuNUqhuP 維尼
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是我拜託院方的,無法在幫助那位少女,她只會反覆的被自己的精神折磨而已,我也不想因此將她安樂死什麼的...畢竟她也有活著的權利...8964 copyright protection127PENANAf84QJCCmlZ 維尼
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因此我自己花費大量的金錢特地幫少女做出了這個容器,在裡面她只需要靜靜的沉睡就夠了,什麼也不必思考,不必在乎...8964 copyright protection127PENANAxsaSUYaVT7 維尼
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會思考也未必事件快樂的事情...8964 copyright protection127PENANAMSXewrEWJL 維尼
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雖然第一位病人失敗了,但我並沒有放棄,所以接下了第二位病人,那就是音燥君。8964 copyright protection127PENANAGXvl6k6kE5 維尼
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為什麼我會說音燥君和少女的狀況很像呢?事實上,在人類的精神中被分為「本我」、「自我」以及「超我」三大種。8964 copyright protection127PENANA5kzLpauYZE 維尼
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本我存在的目的遵循快樂原則,追求個體生物的飽足和性慾,以及避免痛苦,可稱〝慾望者〞,自我遵循著現實原則中止快樂原則。8964 copyright protection127PENANAVIiJw4Fegz 維尼
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自我是人類與世界的〝調解者〞,是非常重要的存在。8964 copyright protection127PENANANlwQ6p6WQf 維尼
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超我是人格結構中的〝管制者〞,由完美原則支配,由於對客體的衝突,超我傾向於站在「本我」的原始渴望的反對立場,而對「自我」帶有侵略性,超我是以道德為形式運作,維護著個體的道德感、回避著禁忌。8964 copyright protection127PENANA4Mdbvm95cj 維尼
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具有強烈的超我精神,將有可能轉變而成無罪的人格(Ps:在轉變後將有可能扭曲超我的正確形象),大約持有無罪的年紀1歲以上至12歲以下,當然也有例外,持有無罪到滿18歲之後也非無可能性。8964 copyright protection127PENANAtAmzlVgz3b 維尼
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無罪是無私慾的存在,是人類的善良與天真構成的,由完美原則支配的無罪,對於自我的現實原則,有些不認同,也因此衍生出「不存在的無罪」。8964 copyright protection127PENANAq5z4dB0NMp 維尼
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所謂不存在的無罪,就是無法接受現實原則存在的無罪,而所謂不被認同的現實原則指的是──殺人是無罪的。8964 copyright protection127PENANAk7Ka8UuAl6 維尼
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而他們兩個人正是擁有不存在的無罪的人,本生的存在是不至於對人造成什麼禍害,可是卻發生了特殊情況...8964 copyright protection127PENANAgC3cO83yUp 維尼
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那就是當無罪的存在必須被自我接替時,轉換的過程...8964 copyright protection127PENANAMqFcW2c4fK 維尼
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發生了無罪創造虛假的記憶的事件...8964 copyright protection127PENANAVYry0zvd8u 維尼
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外加不知道什麼原因無罪無法完全消失,而導致不停的與自我發生衝突。8964 copyright protection127PENANA9nwF865Xy7 維尼
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根據我的推斷,懷疑跟他們倆的父母的死因有關。8964 copyright protection127PENANAtv34Q6tvlw 維尼
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都是死於意外。8964 copyright protection127PENANAmebKj8ZBtH 維尼
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不存在的無罪,雖然認同了殺人是無罪的,但是卻懼怕被命運抹殺這件事情。8964 copyright protection127PENANAI0WE5k0XrU 維尼
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有可因為這件情而導致他們的不存在的無罪想法扭曲之類的...8964 copyright protection127PENANAiUBkFvLDyr 維尼
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總之面對這種狀況,解決的辦法其實很簡單,就是只要音燥君自己完全拋棄掉無罪就行了。8964 copyright protection127PENANAPUcEC2yRGj 維尼
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我說過〝只要你希望,世界就會為了你改變〞,事實上在告訴音燥君,他是有能力阻止這一切的...雖然這麼一說就說了二年以上了...8964 copyright protection127PENANAhTC41bvLDp 維尼
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不過我相信,這一次他一定能夠做出他也希望的決定的。8964 copyright protection127PENANAWhKe1rydw9 維尼
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──能夠像正常人過日子。8964 copyright protection127PENANASB8NMSeRz2 維尼
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沒問題的...8964 copyright protection127PENANAD84U3xBtRV 維尼
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約修亞坐在他的辦公室的椅子上,看著窗外的風景默默的祈禱著。8964 copyright protection127PENANABF2XMIMveM 維尼
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未來是由自己開創的。8964 copyright protection127PENANAEOA76KQENh 維尼
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突然,在沒有敲門的情況下,辦公室的門突然被打開了。8964 copyright protection127PENANAogKFdaYWjA 維尼
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是之前一直扮演著執事的男子打開的,事實上他並不是什麼執事,而是我的助理。8964 copyright protection127PENANAfajCYqqtxX 維尼
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「怎麼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAXR7QCDtOIH 維尼
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見男子連敲門都省略,快速的闖入一定發生了什麼事情。8964 copyright protection127PENANAlYYFxCvIZ7 維尼
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「您的病患他...又發作了。」8964 copyright protection127PENANA1qsKDi8S6E 維尼
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男子知道這是約修亞做不想聽到的消息,但還是得據實以報。8964 copyright protection127PENANAsIrSfQWPmS 維尼
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「...嗯!他現在在哪裡?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAI0gPz2wLNU 維尼
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約修亞站起身,激動的向男子問道。8964 copyright protection127PENANAZ6UrSoIBta 維尼
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「頂樓。」8964 copyright protection127PENANANlsoWc44Eb 維尼
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約修亞趕緊衝出辦公室。8964 copyright protection127PENANAa5pgLkgDWJ 維尼
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可惡...!能到還是失敗了嗎?8964 copyright protection127PENANASZaDbuRBZy 維尼
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天空好藍哦...8964 copyright protection127PENANAC4y5qUr7d1 維尼
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我的名字叫做音燥,音庭音燥那是我以前的名字,現在不是了...8964 copyright protection127PENANAVr1uSOXSJa 維尼
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我還有一個名字叫做楓颯,是隊長幫我取的...8964 copyright protection127PENANAUaiaUa0zkr 維尼
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但是隊長已經不在了...8964 copyright protection127PENANAz1s2NxTxSm 維尼
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那麼我也...8964 copyright protection127PENANAjmBJCg3lUR 維尼
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一名只有國中生左右的橙髮少年,不理會護士的勸阻,站上了欄杆。8964 copyright protection127PENANAoKjFJeguVj 維尼
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你知道嗎?8964 copyright protection127PENANAKCayVBIYgp 維尼
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據說每個人的心中都有著一片蔚藍的天空...8964 copyright protection127PENANAZtfbrXAsGx 維尼
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在那美麗又神秘如海洋一般的天空的另一端...存在的是...無數的...8964 copyright protection127PENANAFkebtNDwua 維尼
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「等一下!音燥君。」8964 copyright protection127PENANA4PWTFa2RDE 維尼
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約修亞前來阻止音燥踏上絕路。8964 copyright protection127PENANA05pLwvTBOh 維尼
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「...已經全都無所謂了。」8964 copyright protection127PENANANR9boDmlqh 維尼
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音燥沒有回頭的意思,更沒有去聽別人勸阻的打算。8964 copyright protection127PENANA8dONHow1yT 維尼
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「其實你也很想吧...!」8964 copyright protection127PENANAo8o2WEGyBi 維尼
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約修亞繼續試圖喚醒音燥的記憶。8964 copyright protection127PENANAzKViZ0mzds 維尼
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「...嗯?」8964 copyright protection127PENANA0EB5FshbzM 維尼
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「很想過普通人的生活吧...」8964 copyright protection127PENANA1AHRGKHodE 維尼
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直到最後一秒約修亞絕不放棄,就算是很微眇的機會,他也絕不浪費。8964 copyright protection127PENANAZdVfw6vHru 維尼
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「已經...都無所謂了...又有誰會為我悲傷呢...」8964 copyright protection127PENANAoRXq30NhoN 維尼
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音燥很堅持自己的選擇。8964 copyright protection127PENANAaOpTIDBze4 維尼
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「我會...會很悲傷...大家也會很悲傷的...」8964 copyright protection127PENANAhLNYzVYzzq 維尼
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音燥聞言,這一秒音燥終於回頭了,他看見真的露出悲傷表情的約修亞。8964 copyright protection127PENANAlbbu4FEgRR 維尼
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音燥落淚,但他還是選擇了──8964 copyright protection127PENANAnWdmIpClof 維尼
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「既然無所謂,那麼跟我走也沒有關係吧。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAYwDGR7Bbja 維尼
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「嗯!?」8964 copyright protection127PENANApz81RUYfKp 維尼
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就在準備跳下去時,音燥的腦袋開始出現了許多畫面。8964 copyright protection127PENANAFZbZI3wBsM 維尼
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──「說起來,我還沒有自我介紹呢…我是約修亞,以後還請多指教。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAWi8w3JPTvb 維尼
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那是約修亞一點也不把跟自己很陌生這點放在眼裡時的記憶。8964 copyright protection127PENANAZMKQFjgCmb 維尼
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──「我們已經認識了...兩年以上了。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAKLIvo522P9 維尼
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因為這才是真實,約修亞告訴音燥真相的記憶。8964 copyright protection127PENANAnvwVTkbRjo 維尼
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──「現在能夠解救你的,就只有你自己,〝只要你希望,世界就會為了你改變〞,明天就是期限了,所以請你加油了。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAdY2onO1CbH 維尼
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約修亞從來就沒有放棄自己,他其實都默默的一直信任著自己。8964 copyright protection127PENANA0xXpzmlYse 維尼
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「據說在每個心中都有著一片天空...」8964 copyright protection127PENANAHSXDmgZX0S 維尼
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音燥站在欄杆上,以著低沉的口氣說道。8964 copyright protection127PENANAmAb8x6S5Ga 維尼
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每一個人都認真的看著音燥,深怕下一秒錯過救命的機會。8964 copyright protection127PENANACVVRcy32OO 維尼
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「而在那片蔚藍的天空的另一端存在的是...無數的...在為我悲傷的人們...對吧,約修亞?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAunBS0tVw8y 維尼
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音燥終於又戰勝了無罪。8964 copyright protection127PENANAJLhlEMnfIq 維尼
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