自動共享車停在方舟廣場前，夜裡的方舟塔被幾道從基座而來的光柱映亮，而米寧的雕像則被噴水池下的泛光燈照得波光粼粼，水波紋在她身上躍來躍去，相比身後的六塊石碑更顯生動。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyvlcfkZPh
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「已經向阿當取得臨時通行權限。」Kitty說。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksYCIdJvrU
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果然我才一走近大門，本已上鎖的門馬上「咔」一聲打開，我連忙走進去跑向末日博物館的方向。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIBR57UNKY
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爸爸應該在那兒吧。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAbVnV6LT7
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末日博物館除了展示末日前的世界外，對於宣佈世界末日後的世界也有鉅細無遺的記錄，這全有賴世界各地進行的星之曙光計劃。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd2mDfpZSp
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對我，對爸爸，對媽媽，對姑姐姑丈來說，這兒很多東西都耳熟能詳，特別是香港館內的各種展品，有當日與我們一起穿過彩虹橋而來，絢香師傅傳給我的武士刀，有我們在液壓升降機前的合照，有馬教授載有FM病毒的硬碟…392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynRPQQAY0G
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這對爸爸來說無疑是夢魘。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MztfHfX0w
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但同樣地，對他來說這兒卻不可救藥地使他感到熟悉。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbQ6hlBv6Z
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當中有一個展區相當受歡迎，但同時叫我們一家不安。還記得，當日Kitty以一種名為「虛構人架／架空靈魂」的演算法模擬出馬教授死去的女兒使他使去戰力，這種技術被應用到這展區之中，使參觀者可以直接與末日世界互動。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTBv0QejIB
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［末日下的那些人］392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUdKvG6oTy
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走過這牌子下，便是這名為「末日下的那些人」的展區。展區是一個正方形，在邊緣上被分割成一個又一個的「凹」字型房間，面向中央展廳，這些房間內被佈置成不同的背景，有獅山十字會的內部，有中央圖書館的據點，有赤柱女神教聖殿之類，而在那些房間之中，全部都有立體投影—投影那背景中最適合的人。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaykA30IvBM
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比方說，現在遠方赤柱女神教聖殿的房間中，一個只有１０歲左右的金髮女孩，身穿白衣，赤腳的坐在那堆金銀珠寶之中凝視著房外，等待下一個遊客前來與之互動對答，這人是誰？當然是年幼時的我。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFk3pmFsXR
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［宗教狂熱：赤柱邪教］392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjhz4vtYLS
［莉莉．勒菲弗爾］392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclSLLShn1E
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不只有我，還有其他人的立體投影都在自己的背景下站著，等待明天開館後第一個前來的遊人，對他們來說也許很好玩，但對我們來說站在展區的中央就如被昔日鬼魂包圍著一樣，在耳邊低語著過去的腥風血雨。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibDGPXWrHm
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環顧四周，盡是那些曾經熟悉，卻已盡數隕歿於末日下的她們，站在回憶之中凝視著現在的自己。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOuVAexJNF
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當中就有那時候的爸爸。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTccfVFVw6C
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而且還有現在的爸爸。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXFXEGOHFT
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「爸爸。」我輕呼坐在椅子上的他，他正在自己的對面。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1Qt6ASpfc
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「莉莉…？」爸爸道。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhclxSsmSy
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「歡迎黎到末日下的那些人展區，我係楊子平，係末日世界，一切都必迎來終結，生命仲有無意義？」立體投影中的爸爸馬上說出設定好台詞，不過只要說畢後，他便會…繼續模擬當時於末日世界的爸爸，繼續當下的互動對話。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsoindxW83
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為了分辨二人，投影出來的爸爸稱之為文雀。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfrU3Zto9f
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「你唔係應承左媽咪會去睇醫生咩，爸爸。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX45sXDROA
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爸爸苦笑：「我知，本身我都諗住去…但，就唔想行出博物館門口。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa83EFjGzw
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「然後就黎搵自己傾計？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi8GSVe3Rv
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文雀說：「如果係齊姑娘，一定會衝上門拖你去睇醫生。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyuY6knQhW
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「…佢係度就好。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBqRFveEVs
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我望望遠方正在醫療室背景前內待機的齊姑娘，她正在循環播放著整理醫療用品的動畫，還好不會真的衝過來。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI3rem1uKG
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「媽咪佢喊到好勁，佢覺得自己幫你唔到。」我說，「你當為左佢，去睇下醫生好唔好？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExTcFUYyNo
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「睇黎又有咩用，都睇左咁多年。」爸爸搖頭說，「做人要識放棄。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRr3kQN6jB
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文雀冷笑：「好在許少傑唔係度，如果唔係佢一定大大聲指住你個鼻黎恥笑。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH60sSsZxwl
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「我相信偵探都會…又如何，我係抵死。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaoUpsvUyO
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「爸爸…」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkk3PP9dQZ
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「我本來就應該死係末日下，就同大家一樣。」他環視四周的幻影，眼中盡是懷念和內疚，「我又憑咩？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRWOVpgKNT
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眼中盡是故人。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHujH6O1Ts
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但身邊卻再沒有任何一人。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdO5e36Afq
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「既然你生還，就應該要好好把握當下，活出你生命既意義。」文雀說，「你依加咁似咩？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk1PP47Xq8
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「……」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrLfIP67jh
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「你每次黎都唔敢去絢香個邊，係因為你唔想俾佢睇到，佢用條命去救返黎既你竟然變成咁樣。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WgXuDtgUu
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絢香師傅的位置就在不遠處，背景是獅子十字會的陽台，夕陽在她身後落下，卻永遠不會消逝。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Hh8gqlPmb
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「咩…咩唔敢，佢都唔係真正既絢香，只係區區演算法計算出黎既結果，我…」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCKyTMuDAL
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「咁你過去同佢講野啊。」文雀說。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP8JWaHvKu
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「……」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgIi9LtMAW
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爸爸的手又在抖了，明明阿當的手術已經幫他的手完全康復，但他不但沒有好過，反而變得更加嚴重。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTwUfDi9yF
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「返屋企喇，爸爸，唔好要媽咪同姑姐佢地擔心。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcunSetCpSY
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「佢地始終都想我睇醫生，但個個醫生…莉莉，你記唔記得點解明明我有PTSD，我反而要係度做顧問館長？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2dWhs7Bm4
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我知道的。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pDOiZLCbM
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當日醫生問我們一個問題：你希望你爸爸逃避末日世界的一切後躲一輩子，還是在博物館中繼續與之接觸，然後學會釋懷，放下，繼續他的人生？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL0xAmv9sJ
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他又說，爸爸的情況有點像在換水的金魚。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd2Com1JRF
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末日世界是極度的混亂，方舟城８５２亦是一切井然有序，他本身已有心病，把他這樣扔到完全相反的世界有害心理，應該要好像換水的金魚一樣，留一些舊水，漸漸溝淡，否則如把金魚扔到100%的新水中，可是會一命嗚呼的。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDh11wpCr8
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但爸爸完全沒有要釋懷的樣子。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2omLSoXL3
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「我知道。」我說。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutLfF2GhDg
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「我有時會心諗，或者我個時就應該推左呢份工，遠離一切末日既事，等時間沖淡，咁樣我情況先會好D，但係…」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VqxR8CGeR
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「但係無可能，我，媽咪，姑姐姑丈，每個人都會令你諗返起。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdt5ca8Div
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「係啊…就係咁。」爸爸苦笑，「所以…根本唔係咩做錯決定，而係做咩決定都係錯。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPjqeMlpyk
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他站起來環視展廳，末日下的一幕幕，一個個場景再次把他包圍，他的臉被來自昔日的光彩映得五光十色，但瞳中卻了無生氣，如一潭死水。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6YLLD2vsc
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「阿妹唔應該救我過黎，我應該要好似大家咁死係世界末日之中。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGaumC1yeV
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我已經不知道應該如何開解他。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBLjVdVIda
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「爸爸，但係黎左方舟城８５２之後，我好開心，係真架，同埋姑姐都係，佢話彩虹橋計劃成功後佢先可以放鬆休息，第一次訓到自然醒。」我說，「所以…我明你好難受，但係，唔好否定晒全部野先，正係因為有你，我地既生活先完整。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHEvmjLaAE
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「莉莉大個會變到咁懂事啊。」文雀點點頭說。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUFOWGB41m
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反倒是眼前有血有肉的爸爸，只是站在那兒發呆。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvDUZYz27C
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「返去先啦好唔好？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVNh3FUVz9
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當下之急是要把他扯離這兒，帶他回媽媽身邊，至少這樣會使他好過一點。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfZtWfHodq
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沉溺在過去也許使人痛苦，人卻沒法自拔地使自己淹沒在過去之中。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJD1oDTOJL
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「嗯，返去先。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3009c5ps0m
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「你覺得你準備好既，我再幫你Book醫生。」我說，「我地會一直陪你。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO6FC2gJxp
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「嗯，我會…盡力。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdfsvryie9
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但離開展廳的路上，爸爸還是繞遠路躲開了絢香師傅的那邊。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZBRcNjpHf
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