聽到小莉這樣問,我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開:「我,我有咩辛苦?你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份?」681Please respect copyright.PENANAdRlGaA6bxO
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「你講落去。」681Please respect copyright.PENANAf6gITD2pE6
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她大概知道吧。681Please respect copyright.PENANAnSs2xIAJb3
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「可能你唔知道,小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者,可以話好多人都識得我,甚至鐘…鐘意我?」681Please respect copyright.PENANA3qfcCxnU6J
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她不為所動,同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。681Please respect copyright.PENANAun1nrb2aDh
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉!」681Please respect copyright.PENANASixJFwTp3A
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦,無資格生活係方舟城852!」681Please respect copyright.PENANApUG9sD08z3
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為甚麼?681Please respect copyright.PENANA42t3wkEbVl
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為甚麼要做樣說我們?681Please respect copyright.PENANAklg8C4EqEk
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小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我:「咁仲有呢?」681Please respect copyright.PENANAVtGW7CbekF
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「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳,嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係,隊長喔!方舟城既大家都鐘意我,信賴我——」681Please respect copyright.PENANAsQoxroMjSU
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小莉同樣不為所動,而我腦中又再次……681Please respect copyright.PENANAnYZPam3o0j
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「走狗!!你地先係文明癌,你地只係黨衛軍,蓋世太保,你地只係…!!」681Please respect copyright.PENANAL96tVo85aj
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「歧種人根本唔存在,莉莉,星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」681Please respect copyright.PENANACBQsJwlQi3
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眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒,但馬上我發現原因不在她,而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影,那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。681Please respect copyright.PENANAKkozOe3BRB
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好,幾有地位同名譽,但係你個樣完全唔開心,亦唔自豪。」681Please respect copyright.PENANAiVaQCQCaVP
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叫我心寒的,是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。681Please respect copyright.PENANAgIIOJ2Iutd
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「個個叫向晴姐既人,個個叫喬大哥既人,仲有…絢香師傅,貝兒姐姐,舜兒哥哥……莉莉,你點可能無事?」681Please respect copyright.PENANAlfZaZQuj6I
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「收…收聲…」681Please respect copyright.PENANA7HFmoB0BmR
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己,但係佢地全部都……」681Please respect copyright.PENANAgQtaZzTlyS
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「收聲啊!!」681Please respect copyright.PENANAXnL8AwA7EQ
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道,直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動,胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。681Please respect copyright.PENANAlcsPRHFK7S
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。681Please respect copyright.PENANA0AdGN8Q8KE
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。681Please respect copyright.PENANAoujVE0YLpa
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中,但卻絕不是甚麼善終。681Please respect copyright.PENANAMfOErXoXLg
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動,而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。681Please respect copyright.PENANAW7BJU4uDKn
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人,盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來,我本來有機會救下來的…!!681Please respect copyright.PENANAbBGh9P1On1
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—681Please respect copyright.PENANAuXSr5N15Ip
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。681Please respect copyright.PENANAFDySpQg4IZ
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「……」我沉默不語,我無言以對。681Please respect copyright.PENANATrIz0Jx0Gf
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌,但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。681Please respect copyright.PENANAXBI57rimx8
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我是方舟城的守護者,但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。681Please respect copyright.PENANA1E8rseA04V
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者,但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。681Please respect copyright.PENANASSVpdY8uyK
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我是信徒們眼中的女神,但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。681Please respect copyright.PENANAvlrmrTzsod
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我……根本甚麼也不是,更加多次被黎爾打敗,只能逃往過去,只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸,媽媽,絢香師傅,舜兒哥哥,貝兒姐姐背後的小女生,躲在她們背後,永遠永遠地躲下去。681Please respect copyright.PENANAihdPRGQEM3
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永遠永遠地躲著,永遠永遠地不要變成大人。681Please respect copyright.PENANA1W1OtCiwW1
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「我改一個問法…莉莉,係未來,你過得開唔開心?」681Please respect copyright.PENANAsimnjCpEJ3
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聽到她這樣問,我卻是鼻頭一酸,眼淚不受控制地流下來。681Please respect copyright.PENANAHHxdLMMK7T
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明明方舟城852是千年之城,理想之國,我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」681Please respect copyright.PENANAbyPi6BPIar
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我不能。681Please respect copyright.PENANAZHiDuqpjq8
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子,成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。681Please respect copyright.PENANAasKoH8z0wZ
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「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上,「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」681Please respect copyright.PENANAfu8TKTwe2E
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面對年幼的自己,我卻只能道歉。681Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ17sMhkfW
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因為我的現在就是她的未來,我卻完全搞砸了。681Please respect copyright.PENANA80gUCzPf12
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被黎爾玩弄於股掌中,沒有令任何人引以為傲,曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕,我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。681Please respect copyright.PENANAz17pkcLwzC
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人,咁就夠。」681Please respect copyright.PENANAiaRgJWtRN5
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與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭,用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。681Please respect copyright.PENANAqLCfLHQrgB
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「成為…」681Please respect copyright.PENANAxoIr5HKiqP
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「至少咁樣,你就同黎爾係同一級數。」681Please respect copyright.PENANAsVeqBUF10H
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「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」681Please respect copyright.PENANAclfcwDL8vT
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「就好像向晴姐講既咁:自己存在既方式,要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說,「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講?」681Please respect copyright.PENANAORTRLtgNZZ
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「唔係咩?」我反問。681Please respect copyright.PENANAICzRWPmqcP
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪?」681Please respect copyright.PENANAj2naDjlWln
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的確是這樣。681Please respect copyright.PENANA3w7EfrWisX
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「所以……向晴姐個一句,係同緊你講啊,莉莉。」681Please respect copyright.PENANADp1NcvySVI
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我與小莉因為是同一個人,同一個大腦,所以她正共享著我的記憶。681Please respect copyright.PENANAilmPtrEqjx
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。681Please respect copyright.PENANAQiXDJJTMyQ
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那時,自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍,向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。681Please respect copyright.PENANASbB0gBpnG5
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那時,向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。681Please respect copyright.PENANAVRsFtbXUS9
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那時,我的視野內是她。681Please respect copyright.PENANADvT8un8Nc9
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那時,她的視野內是我。681Please respect copyright.PENANAdLFjCPI2gi
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地,得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。681Please respect copyright.PENANA2k58XwWuLc
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向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我,莉莉.楊.勒菲弗爾。681Please respect copyright.PENANAolFp5B4Gsh
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「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限,人工靈魂,而係自從米寧死後,我指米寧本人死後,佢一直都知道自己既存在方式,佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」681Please respect copyright.PENANAyHqDAMkt5I
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明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。681Please respect copyright.PENANA9s851YAhsZ
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「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇,即使手段係毀滅一切,殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手,你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。681Please respect copyright.PENANAohgqc4oR6m
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「咁點先夠?」阿當問。681Please respect copyright.PENANAJxVPN5WvCu
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎,未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外,「好夜啦。」681Please respect copyright.PENANAQfaof3V3Rl
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「嗯,咁今晚你就同我……」681Please respect copyright.PENANAqFOMDBMyZN
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「既然咁夜,大家都應該訓晒。」681Please respect copyright.PENANAZpCdWgUHNC
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「嗄?」681Please respect copyright.PENANAmuVd0WkMLM
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「莉莉,你爸爸係文雀,你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」681Please respect copyright.PENANA05QjR4RHxO
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。681Please respect copyright.PENANADoVCxZ6IoU
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