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一九九三年，他六歲。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM1K7l3lxt
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNELMsm1ay3
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS9QRJBDix
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9k1JJM4kT
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看不見，聽得到。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPhFxda5lm
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尖叫，呼救。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZwNWO0vC5
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心跳，鼻息。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7fGmAQf1q
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人，車。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTGV01nllr
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電車。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JKBlFoWe2
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp2ZOUroXk
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdcRe54QG8
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuwuy78HQf
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刻骨銘心。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUvqB0dQkP
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看得見，聽不到。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyja2SOZnQ
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS5qq5nAD8
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa23l5VIF0
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxNmgUtCLG
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrETQ8jc7r
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjYIl6eiz8
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e2vg1ElTR
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpNolClr0R
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzLquEpFxU
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDNobw95Ys
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQQA4OF1xN
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb41OJE39JU
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3JSnDiouq
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV8AsSuQMx
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEN3f0IgJL
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5ZF40ocCE
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnODxO6Mod
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbcTjbpQkp
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFFu7iKPei
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ew0sjVbtN
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震驚。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyl7nL12CY
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4GgEJEsMa
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rnZozifVk
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5geuxyasb
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuWfDc1a2S
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他不想再追。很累……321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfmHoFwFev
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMGxyvzMyB
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03h2a1ZXeV
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupn8vzoIHp
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMAZX8sTHr
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cm5lYbaKD
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzppB3PfGRF
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他接受不了。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmpo6bjHMz
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLY3nHjZSr
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綠手開始氣化。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt7kYTcSe0
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs7Z9e8X7t
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOtWaaxhzu
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqp2D91CeM
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdrNleh88g
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緣盡。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouAzT4A6HL
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忽爾澄明。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99mucLkhIP
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9RjnTytmd
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1AVGo86tr
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排隊，付款，上車。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6Fftvt6n3
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如同其他乘客。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCxggy15uk
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