「多謝你哋…」佢好似好感動咁講。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDDVav7y7u
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「你點對人，人就會點對返你。」我答。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7UTudsqfA
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食完麵之後，佢就推咗我去沖涼，仲話會洗好啲碗碟。剎那間腦中閃過一個念頭，如果可以娶佢做老婆，佢一定係個賢妻。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjefEUcz0W
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欸，人哋啱啱先有家人過身，唔諗埋啲無厘頭嘅嘢住。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Br05WdO6V
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沖完涼之後，阿南已經坐咗喺我張床上面㩒電話，似覆緊一啲慰問訊息。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQhWuSCHr6
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「快啲瞓啦，我去我老豆間房瞓。」當我準備轉身走嘅時候，佢拉住咗我。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInX89ENnoj
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「一齊瞓啦。」佢講。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfunuwAdmQw
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「又想試我…我唔會…」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5HAd2WVlM
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「今次唔係試，真係，一齊瞓。」佢講嘅時候，個頭越垂越低。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6Tcf4OPiF
「我唔想…自己一個人…」佢繼續講。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zbrfnbPKQ
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「好啦，咁我瞓地下。」我答，始終我唔想呢一刻有太過僭越嘅行為。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW1pZYMN7T
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我熄燈之後，望住天花板，一直眼光光，心裡有一個疑問，一直都未搵到答案。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ckp6a2p9t
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「傻阿南。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcLR6jYJzM
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「嗯？」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaZbkm33kH
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「做咩唔話俾我知...要一個人頂曬所有嘢？」我問。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZXbjaGMbB
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佢靜默咗好耐先開口回答我：「我唔想成為你嘅壓力。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSLhCzdHpp
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「咩壓力？」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GILnYotMv
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「我知你嘗試緊解開你心入面嘅枷鎖，我唔想你再失望。」原來呢個傻人一直怕會麻煩到我而令我對女人再次產生唔好嘅觀感。所以有咩事都唔會話我知，有咩事都寧願自己啃咗去。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRA1V4ivjH
「所以有咩職務上嘅嘢盡量我都唔會打攪你，希望令你覺得，原來女仔都有獨立嘅一面，唔係全部都只會帶嚟麻煩，唔係全部都只會使喚男仔。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzZU7VYTd0
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「每次我都好想話你知婆婆嘅事，但見倒你開始變得開懷，會同阿月好好傾，我就唔想破壞你而家嘅生活，唔想成為你嘅負累。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxly91DdTNg
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「但係壞人...我好辛苦啊，呢兩個月一直陪婆婆喺醫院出出入入，返到屋企要自己對住冇人嘅空間…」佢終於肯將佢嘅痛苦對我講出嚟。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1mXfZEg2L
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「就算佢臨終，都係得我同媽咪…」講到一半，佢又再次喺到啜泣。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTTtO3keF8
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佢一直唔想成為我煩惱嘅來源，但就令我成為佢一直咁痛苦嘅原因。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNWgZYCSXZ
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知道真相之後，我有種俾利刀桶咗一下嘅感覺。我終於明白咩叫「心如刀割」，原來心痛嘅痛楚唔會比物理傷害輕...317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJWQgJnJ9m
如果我可以察覺倒佢喺學校嘅失魂落魄，如果我鼓起勇氣去搵多啲佢，如果早啲搞清楚自己對佢嘅感覺，咁佢就唔會咁孤獨。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhgiy34uTn
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「辛苦你喇，傻阿南，一個人喺屋企瞓一定瞓唔著。」但過咗去嘅事實已經追究唔返，唯有把握好將來能力內做倒嘅事，就係令佢開心。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74J1HWHu2u
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「嗯，但尋日喺你屋企瞓咗一陣，果一覺我瞓得好冧。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAkFIn3ofm
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「隨時歡迎你隨時上嚟瞓，放心，齋瞓。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiPTf13dCB
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「你而家講嘢好壞啊！但係...你唔會嫌我煩咩...嗦？」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18arxil8as
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「你唔係話有個女仔煩下先好咩？我感受到啦。」我答，如果有得揀，我想俾你煩足一世。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BvibLbRvY
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「壞人！壞人！」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtRIUzW8cn
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我唔知佢果晚瞓得好唔好，但我就瞓得唔錯。可能係，果晚我哋全晚都拖住咗隻手嚟瞓，即使係分住上下格位。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzbcObZU6N
第二日一早，我哋就返返去殯儀館完成剩低嘅儀式，然後就去埋火化場做埋遺體火化。正式完成曬所有手續之後，阿南意外地冇太大嘅負面情緒，只有喺旅遊車上呆咗咁望住蔚藍嘅天空，間中仲隱隱泄漏一陣陣嘅微笑，可能係佢開始釋懷，開始接受婆婆已經離開嘅事實。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3SAmeio0b
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「麻煩你啦呢兩日，返屋企休息下喇，媽咪會陪我返去。」阿南同我講。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN6DMlK0wR
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「嗯，有咩就Whatsapp我，學校見。」而我同佢，雖然都感受倒大家嘅心意，但彼此都冇好明確咁建立進一步嘅關係。可能呢個階段係彼此最舒服嘅距離。總之大家返到學校，依然係好朋友，好著緊對方嘅好朋友。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL8DCivHlX
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