「咁我咪成日有得見到你?」知道呢個消息,我即刻感到一陣欣喜。239Please respect copyright.PENANA5lRKuSCqXw
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「唔知㗎,可能我唔想見到你。」239Please respect copyright.PENANAefyuA3lffY
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「你唔會嘅。」我笑住講。239Please respect copyright.PENANAF9tvtCVsKO
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「咁你呢?淨係聽我講,都冇點聽你講你啲嘢。」佢講。239Please respect copyright.PENANAofBobquVvA
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「我?冇乜嘢好講啦,咪做咗個會計師,成日都OT又OT咁,捱吓捱吓,就捱咗咁多年。」239Please respect copyright.PENANAwLyFiHsgpA
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「就係咁咋?」239Please respect copyright.PENANABmYbIfzJ5U
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「係啊,自從媽咪走咗之後,老豆就冇再返工,咁我唯有不斷努力咁做,盡快升職,等佢生活可以好過啲。但就變咗,冇乜生活可言,最大嘅娛樂就係去酒吧飲酒。」239Please respect copyright.PENANAyIGhilf5a5
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我記得大概Year 2左右,有一日屋企竟然有開門聲。咁啱果陣Sem Break,我返咗屋企到瞓。一開門就見到落寞嘅老豆推住啲行李。239Please respect copyright.PENANA7BEZE8TPFU
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自佢開門果一刻,我就已經心知不妙。239Please respect copyright.PENANAePvPezavuD
原來我入大學之前,佢哋返嚟果次,阿媽已經發現佢嘅病又再復發。唔知點解,佢哋都好有共識,今次真真正正會係最後一次。所以佢哋更加珍惜喺一齊嘅時候,果次返嚟佢哋同我一齊渡過好多開心嘅日子,直至再次出發之後,媽咪嘅病情一直惡化,最後佢哋去到挪威嘅時候,終於頂唔住而喺老豆嘅懷中走咗。239Please respect copyright.PENANAUSdKt1Ca0o
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好奇怪,知道阿媽離開嘅消息,我只係唔開心咗兩日,好快已經接受咗呢件事,或者對佢嚟講,死係一種解脫,唔需要受到任何病痛折磨。我亦冇怪佢就算喺生命倒數嘅最後階段,都堅持同老豆去旅行,而令我見唔到佢最後一面。因為我知道佢離開嘅一刻,心底裡一定都有我嘅存在。雖然我哋再見唔到佢,但佢一定睇住我哋,以另一個方式陪喺我哋身邊。239Please respect copyright.PENANAGOWOUC4rhU
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我記得果日我哋幫阿媽好低調咁進行咗出殯儀式,阿雄佢哋好有心,陪足我喺大酒店兩日,幫咗好多手。令我更加認定,呢幾個兄弟真係值得做一世。我記得阿南都有叫阿柔幫佢訂咗一個花圈。當時我好感恩喺我身邊每個對我阿媽付出嘅人,因為佢哋更多係因為重視我先去做呢啲嘢。我諗認識阿南最大嘅收穫,就係學識咩係愛,同埋被愛。239Please respect copyright.PENANAvUpzLLZ7gn
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而有我阿媽心嘅唔止佢哋,仲有佢,阿媽生前一直都有記住嘅佢,當知道阿媽嘅葬禮行程後,我都有將細節send去果個已經冇再Online嘅Whatsapp。其實我唔知佢有冇收到,但通知一聲,都算代阿媽做咗啲嘢。而結果佢真係有嚟到,雖然只係過嚟鞠個躬,放低咗一份帛金,對我問候咗一聲,然後就離開咗。但我已經好感激佢,至少佢冇忘記到我哋。但果次,應該係我最後一次見到佢。
其實人生就係不斷咁樣離離合合,唔知係咪經歷咗太多次嘅離別,令我覺得,其實離別都冇想像咁可怕。如果係有緣份嘅話,一定會再見,無論係以一個咩身份再相見。就好似我同阿南咁,我唔知我哋仲有冇足夠嘅緣份走落去,但上天俾我哋一個機會去了解清楚對方嘅想法,就算最後真係無辦法一齊走落去,至少都唔再有遺憾。239Please respect copyright.PENANAMpgbIayLhS
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「喂!你哋返入嚟切蛋糕喇!」喺沉溺喺往事之間,阿柔突然叫我哋。239Please respect copyright.PENANA8ePNRnKMeR
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「咁…入返去?」我問。239Please respect copyright.PENANAoHVCpZmR9K
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「嗯。」239Please respect copyright.PENANA6GZakGY3iv
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除咗已經醉咗嘅洛賓,淨低嘅大家仍然可以清醒咁繼續慶祝。239Please respect copyright.PENANAeMfkdQI2TU
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「點啊?搞掂喇?」阿星細細聲問。239Please respect copyright.PENANA8J03vJwCQ8
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「未,但應該有彎轉。」239Please respect copyright.PENANAxiAvn1Zeye
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「點解啊?道曬歉都唔得?」239Please respect copyright.PENANA44rFDA5n32
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「佢因為阿月嘅事有啲卻步。」239Please respect copyright.PENANAm0At4WFOD9
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「咁樣...」239Please respect copyright.PENANAsjsQbUfMuZ
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「唔緊要喇,至少唔係宣佈死亡,仲有機。」我安慰自己。239Please respect copyright.PENANAoxpdXLoZkp
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「祝你順利啦兄弟,記得當年聖誕Ball你都係咁鼓勵我。」239Please respect copyright.PENANAdF6Dr54GZx
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「頂你,咁都記得。」239Please respect copyright.PENANAzaQFU0x3RL
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「喇,唔好切到底啊!俾人彈鐘㗎會!」阿柔對揸住蛋糕刀嘅兩個主角講。239Please respect copyright.PENANADrSMER9pc6
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「吓?咁我咪冇得做姐妹?」阿南亦都加入整蠱行列,佢笑得好開心。239Please respect copyright.PENANAPaHA1D7Tho
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自從同佢傾完之後,終於見得返佢呢個好真摰嘅笑容。或者係因為將所有事都講清楚,所以先釋懷曬?我唔知。我只係知道,由識佢第一日開始,已經俾佢呢個笑容俘虜咗。即使中間我失去咗擁有呢個笑容嘅權利,但我相信,終有一日會再次將呢個笑容,再次成為我生活嘅一部分。239Please respect copyright.PENANA3v9ttonw0b
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睇住嚟啦,歐陽南,我一定會追返你!239Please respect copyright.PENANAkkdBdB1zBA
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《想溝到女千祈唔好學我咁》完239Please respect copyright.PENANAceEWHKk8R0