「你唔覺得佢哋段感情好兒戲?」我問佢,當時我仲未明白「愛」究竟係咩一回事。287Please respect copyright.PENANAvCsuQP6LFH
287Please respect copyright.PENANAjr1Y6JOCLd
「因為失去咗安全感啊,雙方都冇信心,段關係就好難繼續行落去。但佢哋一定係深愛對方嘅。」佢答。287Please respect copyright.PENANAF0HS2rHdNn
287Please respect copyright.PENANAkJKxV9tvQl
「咁能夠死埋一齊都算係對佢哋最大嘅恩賜。」我記得當時我都未好明白佢嘅說話,所以我選擇亂咁回應。287Please respect copyright.PENANAjYrWSwqX71
287Please respect copyright.PENANATDGsyRSy90
但而家我明白喇。287Please respect copyright.PENANAIrLd3B1JrT
287Please respect copyright.PENANA0qXbUBeDcX
導致我同阿南挽回唔倒嘅結局,係因為佢喺我身上,已經搵唔倒果份對佢好重要嘅安全感,尤其佢婆婆過身之後,佢理應最可以依賴嘅人就係我,但我就一次一次咁令佢失望,壓垮埋佢最後一稞希望稻草。287Please respect copyright.PENANArR4Q1nYp5o
287Please respect copyright.PENANAC7xPCBZbwQ
但明白又如何,就算俾你睇通睇透所有嘢,偏偏就係挽回唔倒果樣對你嚟講好重要嘅嘢。287Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0ppVqPXzP
287Please respect copyright.PENANASsTeIoQVIH
最後一個上學日,我就帶住對阿南嘅思念,趴咗喺檯到瞓著咗。287Please respect copyright.PENANA1kZLpfHbgn
瞓醒之後,就唔會再見到阿南,唔可以再望住佢嘅背影上堂,唔可以再睇倒佢著校服嘅可愛造型,更加唔可以再睇倒佢嘅笑容。287Please respect copyright.PENANAw9byS5UOip
287Please respect copyright.PENANA2Rizz77uOS
過咗今日,連同學嘅關係都失去埋,我哋之間就真係一啲關係都冇。287Please respect copyright.PENANAEj8U0dePcy
287Please respect copyright.PENANAz9AB9ogjMJ
「喂!傻佬!」今次嘈醒我嘅,唔再係阿南嘅啜泣聲,而係阿月。287Please respect copyright.PENANALes5UozCA5
287Please respect copyright.PENANAdJlvKO3fHW
「嗯...」我仲係迷迷糊糊咁。287Please respect copyright.PENANAcLD7hg8lsU
287Please respect copyright.PENANAWpwg7yFQg0
「做咩喺呢個班房瞓覺嘅?」佢當然唔知,我中一就係喺呢班讀。287Please respect copyright.PENANAx8dLzAzjgz
287Please respect copyright.PENANAHnUbv2yCxg
「你又知我未走?」287Please respect copyright.PENANAS8kQFTe7sA
287Please respect copyright.PENANArbJHsK4SX8
「你書包都未攞啦,所以我就周圍搵你。」佢拎起我書包,好無奈咁講。287Please respect copyright.PENANAG2jdmnoXwO
287Please respect copyright.PENANAwRMIAh3iTL
「咁...走囉?買嘢返我屋企食?」我問。287Please respect copyright.PENANAwZxHWMBHVe
287Please respect copyright.PENANAPf0XgqPpMs
「好啊!我要食手撕雞飯!」同我相處得多,阿月嘅口味都變得平民化咗。287Please respect copyright.PENANA45eLRhSRmM
287Please respect copyright.PENANAZlEPMScFYX
喺我離開嘅時候,先發現隔離檯寫住:「我都希望你記得,我哋分開嘅日子,你唔喺我身邊,我先至係最愛你。」287Please respect copyright.PENANACOiPGpUMhQ
287Please respect copyright.PENANAQupoU0KCH9
係阿南嘅字跡。287Please respect copyright.PENANACsWMGKgquR
「當年Last day...我見到你寫果句嘢。」諗返起句嘢,我膽粗粗咁向阿南提起。287Please respect copyright.PENANAxcJw8JZr29
287Please respect copyright.PENANAdAIRMivXoS
「所以呢?」287Please respect copyright.PENANAmHNVnA636e
287Please respect copyright.PENANAXVN2iBTkTq
「早知我唔瞓覺,咁就可以等到你嚟。」我苦笑。287Please respect copyright.PENANANnEmpA1e1G
287Please respect copyright.PENANAgA3cvgVq3c
「你冇瞓或者我就唔會入嚟。」287Please respect copyright.PENANAS0cT52YAnd
287Please respect copyright.PENANA5Nexa2gZKN
「咁你知道我係鐘意你㗎,點解頭先個樣好似好愕然,仲要咁樣奚落我?」我指當洛賓醉咗之後將我對阿南嘅感覺爆出嚟果陣。287Please respect copyright.PENANAGFa4LE5CdD
287Please respect copyright.PENANAxm9XaFqpjw
「你知道嗎李卓正,咁耐以嚟你一句話鐘意我都冇講過。」287Please respect copyright.PENANAwPzMbxOvPF
287Please respect copyright.PENANAwZaw9mvXXa
「我唔係唔想講,但好似每次想講嘅時候,就會遇到意外。」287Please respect copyright.PENANAmaZ2CsfUT5
287Please respect copyright.PENANAZumrjAftEa
「咁我又點會知道你真正嘅想法?」287Please respect copyright.PENANAwEWYCEeinH
287Please respect copyright.PENANATbt6pmrw3n
「喺課室果兩句唔係已經講出咗我嘅心意咩?」287Please respect copyright.PENANAy6y7NFl2QO
「所以我唔明,係你白白由我喺你身邊走過。點解你係鐘意我嘅話但又唔捉實我?」佢嘅語氣仍然好平靜,但係一啲嗚咽聲已經反映咗佢正喺到努力壓抑自己。287Please respect copyright.PENANAM4ZlAEaOYy
287Please respect copyright.PENANAPuTucYuzA3
「你知唔知道…我真係好嬲你?」佢追問。287Please respect copyright.PENANAXLthLTLClr
287Please respect copyright.PENANAYHVolJK0wn
「只要我有捉住你,你就會原諒我...?」287Please respect copyright.PENANARjlQT7sGJp
287Please respect copyright.PENANAEZJTvu0NVe
佢冇答,只係默默咁望住出面嘅星空。其實佢唔答,我都知道個答案。287Please respect copyright.PENANAdL3uSKijcH
287Please respect copyright.PENANAPaPFcv7fyr
「好多嘢都要講時機,錯過咗就冇。」佢講。287Please respect copyright.PENANAxU1wOmtP8t
287Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ2FWiNn3o
「係,可能我哋好多時就係時機錯咗。」我回應。287Please respect copyright.PENANA0aVAcqDaBI
287Please respect copyright.PENANALDvekzNG7u
之後我哋就靜咗落嚟,我唔知佢諗緊嘅,係咪同我一樣,但我真係好後悔,好後悔冇留低佢,冇好好面對佢。287Please respect copyright.PENANAt3fmZj6TIj
287Please respect copyright.PENANAL9Nw3byoxj
「呼。」佢好大力咁呼咗一啖氣。287Please respect copyright.PENANAWnis9RGeZm
287Please respect copyright.PENANAD0H06ddIiq
「如果我話你知,呢一切都係我同胡一刀做嘅戲,我同佢從來冇一齊過,你會點?」287Please respect copyright.PENANA5EkuAT4RZG
287Please respect copyright.PENANA46oS6TX8Lj
「吓?」287Please respect copyright.PENANANcCuyjxbZG