「又...又會咁突然？」我同老豆一樣，隻手不自覺咁微震。就算以前想像過千萬次同阿媽重逢嘅場景，都冇將而家呢個放落其中之一。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2SKqFiVoE
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0g7YjbSmH
「係囉，又會咁啱係個腦，你話個天幾大整蠱。」老豆答。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbXdjiglQ6
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmHOGIrF3x
我走入病房，床上面有個女人帶住冷帽，貌似好精神咁凝望住我同老豆，但臉色嘅蒼白已經顯現出佢嘅衰弱。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WHHtLCtvk
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eYdpSDeU2
原來佢就係我阿媽，我其實一早唔記得佢係咩樣，大概係街上面撞倒都唔會認得果隻。原來佢好靚，係一種純淨無害嘅靚，大概同阿南係同一種美。難怪會有兩個男人為佢爭風吃醋，甚至令輸者難以忘懷。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBvjYUjghJ
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDZ8KadWoC
「珊，呢個就係阿正。」老豆向阿媽介紹我，要向阿媽介紹自己親生仔，總感覺有啲奇怪。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRSadLshoF
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjnz2BKoNs
「正...李卓正。咁大個咁高喇。」佢向我微笑。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJxMm4ogho
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6byKvRcOLJ
我點點頭，唔知應該以咩反應去應對。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujlNRHm5Js
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVXiDdsLAr
「阿媽。」幾經掙扎，我都係叫咗佢一聲。一聽到我咁嗌佢，佢徘徊喺眼圈嘅眼淚已經不停咁流落嚟。或者佢都估唔到，我會咁不計前嫌咁叫佢。
可能因為呢句「阿媽」，同喺街邊同一個陌生人講句「唔該」一樣咁普通，係冇攜帶任何感情或者想法。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKFBiFJD1h
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuRHZfisFU
但呢一刻，可能係十幾年嚟，第一次嘅「一家團聚」。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY1MeXdUOd
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Npcx2ZYA2
頭先講過，我曾經幻想過呢一刻會係點。會係好溫馨咁大家攬住對方？定係一家人去唔同嘅地方玩？總之都係一啲好美好嘅畫面。但由細個開始已經好盼望嘅「一家團聚」，到真係發生嘅呢一刻，我竟然一啲開心嘅感覺都冇。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbF66pjoUc
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I1K5CTyWH
阿媽不斷喺到同我講返我細個啲嘢，令我感覺到佢希望透過我哋之間稀少嘅回憶嚟同我拉近距離。可惜，佢越係講得生動，就越令我覺得討厭。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvsvtFp1r2
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPHrwCsPf6
而家即係算點？喺最後嘅日子先嚟玩溫情？原來自己口中嘅唔介意，只係以為以後唔會再見先做到嘅豁達，一旦再見，果種鬱結又會重新走出嚟。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1h4gv8eK3
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CdWlK1zXG
但礙於佢係病人，我亦冇當場發難，只有將一口口嘅怨氣監生吞落肚。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt35rQqfTGV
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0lYLmKiXX
而呢個團聚嘅時間亦都只有短短十分鐘，阿媽嘅「現任」已經出現，即使見到我哋一家，仍然若無其事咁走入嚟，終止我哋相隔十幾年嘅重聚，就好似當年一個唔該，就走入嚟破壞我屋企，搶走阿媽，得返我同老豆相依為命。
「老豆，我返屋企先，阿媽，你好好休息。」喺呢個就嚟窒息嘅空間，我耗盡我最後一絲嘅寬容，令場面唔會以尷尬作結。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO95UMFiQBh
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKqSM4uIVu
「正。」阿媽叫住咗我。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchie7F4A4z
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKEjlIfehu
「手術果日，你會唔會嚟支持我？」304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGv5gHxr7n
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRKjDmw3WF
「或者啦。」我答完之後就走咗，原諒我真係放唔低。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2QmrzQLfv
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW79rHdis3G
返到屋企樓下，發現阿月一個人喺大堂到瞓著咗。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRnv7Yb9jt
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjgAgTFUum
「喂。」我拍一拍佢，佢先迷迷糊糊咁醒。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhh8nGn2R0
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmBU6QHJmI
「咁大冷氣你又唔著衫，一陣冷親。」我講。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKM6J0Uc5b
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TOLvG3MJl
「你...冇嘢啊嘛？」一見到我，佢就問。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA10vhRQaN
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj64oiOAYVz
「咩嘢？」304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjibH72ovdA
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XwVSzYY3H
「我見你咁趕咁走咗，又冇覆Whatsapp，所以怕你有咩事。」佢答。
其實上天對我都唔差，失去阿南，又將阿月帶到我身邊。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfeYZ6bm43
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkPDJpWcWK
「白痴，上嚟瞓啦。」我摸一摸佢個頭。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EmAW9NPpp
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkUhdI2tR4
上到屋企，佢反而好精神咁拉我到梳化，佢屈起膝咁坐上梳化，唔覺意揚起校裙，俾我睇倒佢黑色嘅喱士底褲。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4P1m2o1Nw
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7murtp14T1
「坐好啲啦，走曬光。」我講。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEB4k6sXla
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeNZwTEEFZ
「你唔望咪得囉。」佢不負責任咁講，但仍然安份地轉換返個坐姿。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIMfBc7MXH
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtDqi2e56X
「點解你永遠都咁包拗頸？」304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2V4djwStw
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggGVNFc1MT
「自己覺得啱就要堅持啦，只係好似自己覺得啱嘅嘢往往都有人覺得錯姐。」304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUjYcs9AuL
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpruGIwEs8T
「走光都啱？」304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWPpUhBWRw
304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAYkf1RMSV
「走光邊有話啱定錯㗎，我覺得啱嘅係，喺鐘意嘅人面前就係可以比較隨性啲。」佢已經唔會掩飾對我嘅感覺。304Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNL5jcGe5O
然後按「加至主畫面」