「你唔覺得佢哋段感情好兒戲?」我問佢,當時我仲未明白「愛」究竟係咩一回事。263Please respect copyright.PENANAbvTptMo2e3
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「因為失去咗安全感啊,雙方都冇信心,段關係就好難繼續行落去。但佢哋一定係深愛對方嘅。」佢答。263Please respect copyright.PENANAQvqAQZ6WAn
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「咁能夠死埋一齊都算係對佢哋最大嘅恩賜。」我記得當時我都未好明白佢嘅說話,所以我選擇亂咁回應。263Please respect copyright.PENANAopTwnvtDP9
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但而家我明白喇。263Please respect copyright.PENANADpBSCV9Ijo
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導致我同阿南挽回唔倒嘅結局,係因為佢喺我身上,已經搵唔倒果份對佢好重要嘅安全感,尤其佢婆婆過身之後,佢理應最可以依賴嘅人就係我,但我就一次一次咁令佢失望,壓垮埋佢最後一稞希望稻草。263Please respect copyright.PENANAhEjwDaB9MD
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但明白又如何,就算俾你睇通睇透所有嘢,偏偏就係挽回唔倒果樣對你嚟講好重要嘅嘢。263Please respect copyright.PENANA7ac6aVVe7Q
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最後一個上學日,我就帶住對阿南嘅思念,趴咗喺檯到瞓著咗。263Please respect copyright.PENANAukwCdBK5Fo
瞓醒之後,就唔會再見到阿南,唔可以再望住佢嘅背影上堂,唔可以再睇倒佢著校服嘅可愛造型,更加唔可以再睇倒佢嘅笑容。263Please respect copyright.PENANAkOqC0WP5oC
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過咗今日,連同學嘅關係都失去埋,我哋之間就真係一啲關係都冇。263Please respect copyright.PENANAwrANTSoqOz
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「喂!傻佬!」今次嘈醒我嘅,唔再係阿南嘅啜泣聲,而係阿月。263Please respect copyright.PENANAO6NYtoAKLc
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「嗯...」我仲係迷迷糊糊咁。263Please respect copyright.PENANAoktXxl0uKo
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「做咩喺呢個班房瞓覺嘅?」佢當然唔知,我中一就係喺呢班讀。263Please respect copyright.PENANAHpBVsKEkP3
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「你又知我未走?」263Please respect copyright.PENANAscWw26EkuO
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「你書包都未攞啦,所以我就周圍搵你。」佢拎起我書包,好無奈咁講。263Please respect copyright.PENANAN4prBYQ6EV
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「咁...走囉?買嘢返我屋企食?」我問。263Please respect copyright.PENANAJlsxG1D6L5
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「好啊!我要食手撕雞飯!」同我相處得多,阿月嘅口味都變得平民化咗。263Please respect copyright.PENANA9tm6TkCiUK
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喺我離開嘅時候,先發現隔離檯寫住:「我都希望你記得,我哋分開嘅日子,你唔喺我身邊,我先至係最愛你。」263Please respect copyright.PENANAQAsgrcDyII
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係阿南嘅字跡。263Please respect copyright.PENANAWXLltXAw4j
「當年Last day...我見到你寫果句嘢。」諗返起句嘢,我膽粗粗咁向阿南提起。263Please respect copyright.PENANAQ943UMFnPB
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「所以呢?」263Please respect copyright.PENANAAh4XycJx2f
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「早知我唔瞓覺,咁就可以等到你嚟。」我苦笑。263Please respect copyright.PENANAyV4Rrr0KF0
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「你冇瞓或者我就唔會入嚟。」263Please respect copyright.PENANATP1r939NEe
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「咁你知道我係鐘意你㗎,點解頭先個樣好似好愕然,仲要咁樣奚落我?」我指當洛賓醉咗之後將我對阿南嘅感覺爆出嚟果陣。263Please respect copyright.PENANAamdtgoDGNY
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「你知道嗎李卓正,咁耐以嚟你一句話鐘意我都冇講過。」263Please respect copyright.PENANAUbfsGTmsiy
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「我唔係唔想講,但好似每次想講嘅時候,就會遇到意外。」263Please respect copyright.PENANAqpeSIjpl8J
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「咁我又點會知道你真正嘅想法?」263Please respect copyright.PENANAsqjSmjSoXS
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「喺課室果兩句唔係已經講出咗我嘅心意咩?」263Please respect copyright.PENANAcGaU67iNIp
「所以我唔明,係你白白由我喺你身邊走過。點解你係鐘意我嘅話但又唔捉實我?」佢嘅語氣仍然好平靜,但係一啲嗚咽聲已經反映咗佢正喺到努力壓抑自己。263Please respect copyright.PENANAdMfWss8ykw
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「你知唔知道…我真係好嬲你?」佢追問。263Please respect copyright.PENANA9C7LFUizqh
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「只要我有捉住你,你就會原諒我...?」263Please respect copyright.PENANAvqCcGjrwuf
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佢冇答,只係默默咁望住出面嘅星空。其實佢唔答,我都知道個答案。263Please respect copyright.PENANAoMS2SPWhth
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「好多嘢都要講時機,錯過咗就冇。」佢講。263Please respect copyright.PENANApXRYM3Nnvj
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「係,可能我哋好多時就係時機錯咗。」我回應。263Please respect copyright.PENANA9llwHu2ICr
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之後我哋就靜咗落嚟,我唔知佢諗緊嘅,係咪同我一樣,但我真係好後悔,好後悔冇留低佢,冇好好面對佢。263Please respect copyright.PENANAC8ljP96GOj
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「呼。」佢好大力咁呼咗一啖氣。263Please respect copyright.PENANApfcDZGDeSl
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「如果我話你知,呢一切都係我同胡一刀做嘅戲,我同佢從來冇一齊過,你會點?」263Please respect copyright.PENANAGSBIbK6zoI
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「吓?」263Please respect copyright.PENANAswW5QpepcE