「你唔覺得佢哋段感情好兒戲?」我問佢,當時我仲未明白「愛」究竟係咩一回事。341Please respect copyright.PENANAkg9mOpAXCP
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「因為失去咗安全感啊,雙方都冇信心,段關係就好難繼續行落去。但佢哋一定係深愛對方嘅。」佢答。341Please respect copyright.PENANA7J1ReYftQi
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「咁能夠死埋一齊都算係對佢哋最大嘅恩賜。」我記得當時我都未好明白佢嘅說話,所以我選擇亂咁回應。341Please respect copyright.PENANAtDv9hvunQL
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但而家我明白喇。341Please respect copyright.PENANAWcLhbvPCDh
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導致我同阿南挽回唔倒嘅結局,係因為佢喺我身上,已經搵唔倒果份對佢好重要嘅安全感,尤其佢婆婆過身之後,佢理應最可以依賴嘅人就係我,但我就一次一次咁令佢失望,壓垮埋佢最後一稞希望稻草。341Please respect copyright.PENANAQBxp5467rN
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但明白又如何,就算俾你睇通睇透所有嘢,偏偏就係挽回唔倒果樣對你嚟講好重要嘅嘢。341Please respect copyright.PENANAf9l16Ju61a
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最後一個上學日,我就帶住對阿南嘅思念,趴咗喺檯到瞓著咗。341Please respect copyright.PENANASDA1SA8Jsz
瞓醒之後,就唔會再見到阿南,唔可以再望住佢嘅背影上堂,唔可以再睇倒佢著校服嘅可愛造型,更加唔可以再睇倒佢嘅笑容。341Please respect copyright.PENANAaOuogAGhQ1
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過咗今日,連同學嘅關係都失去埋,我哋之間就真係一啲關係都冇。341Please respect copyright.PENANAAh6s4XCeHp
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「喂!傻佬!」今次嘈醒我嘅,唔再係阿南嘅啜泣聲,而係阿月。341Please respect copyright.PENANAOVVy4P6Xza
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「嗯...」我仲係迷迷糊糊咁。341Please respect copyright.PENANAHrZMezoZdJ
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「做咩喺呢個班房瞓覺嘅?」佢當然唔知,我中一就係喺呢班讀。341Please respect copyright.PENANAHpQAudKiJn
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「你又知我未走?」341Please respect copyright.PENANA1dcxxWTEu4
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「你書包都未攞啦,所以我就周圍搵你。」佢拎起我書包,好無奈咁講。341Please respect copyright.PENANAETlvBSZac7
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「咁...走囉?買嘢返我屋企食?」我問。341Please respect copyright.PENANAPPVvO4ASU8
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「好啊!我要食手撕雞飯!」同我相處得多,阿月嘅口味都變得平民化咗。341Please respect copyright.PENANAWkJceqk6IX
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喺我離開嘅時候,先發現隔離檯寫住:「我都希望你記得,我哋分開嘅日子,你唔喺我身邊,我先至係最愛你。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAaId7SdkZTL
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係阿南嘅字跡。341Please respect copyright.PENANA0X95l2EnN9
「當年Last day...我見到你寫果句嘢。」諗返起句嘢,我膽粗粗咁向阿南提起。341Please respect copyright.PENANAMGX1JzF2DM
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「所以呢?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAjQulQ07WhZ
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「早知我唔瞓覺,咁就可以等到你嚟。」我苦笑。341Please respect copyright.PENANA2FAgNcrNoa
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「你冇瞓或者我就唔會入嚟。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAE6LlAqt2vc
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「咁你知道我係鐘意你㗎,點解頭先個樣好似好愕然,仲要咁樣奚落我?」我指當洛賓醉咗之後將我對阿南嘅感覺爆出嚟果陣。341Please respect copyright.PENANAaKYnUah9BL
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「你知道嗎李卓正,咁耐以嚟你一句話鐘意我都冇講過。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAQq7ttB9jBV
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「我唔係唔想講,但好似每次想講嘅時候,就會遇到意外。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAHFHVFG6YQ2
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「咁我又點會知道你真正嘅想法?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAPKwUe74eWa
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「喺課室果兩句唔係已經講出咗我嘅心意咩?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAKO54sqJG1E
「所以我唔明,係你白白由我喺你身邊走過。點解你係鐘意我嘅話但又唔捉實我?」佢嘅語氣仍然好平靜,但係一啲嗚咽聲已經反映咗佢正喺到努力壓抑自己。341Please respect copyright.PENANAPo5tavVpfc
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「你知唔知道…我真係好嬲你?」佢追問。341Please respect copyright.PENANA7yt5biiznh
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「只要我有捉住你,你就會原諒我...?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAE1zG7o5uyD
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佢冇答,只係默默咁望住出面嘅星空。其實佢唔答,我都知道個答案。341Please respect copyright.PENANAnByx0DMamv
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「好多嘢都要講時機,錯過咗就冇。」佢講。341Please respect copyright.PENANA7QLftGBcfH
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「係,可能我哋好多時就係時機錯咗。」我回應。341Please respect copyright.PENANAinXUGESBHi
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之後我哋就靜咗落嚟,我唔知佢諗緊嘅,係咪同我一樣,但我真係好後悔,好後悔冇留低佢,冇好好面對佢。341Please respect copyright.PENANA8VLB7GL6dw
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「呼。」佢好大力咁呼咗一啖氣。341Please respect copyright.PENANA33F9TtkLwL
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「如果我話你知,呢一切都係我同胡一刀做嘅戲,我同佢從來冇一齊過,你會點?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAneRRNw0MH5
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「吓?」341Please respect copyright.PENANA5vOkhPx2Bu