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在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
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不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
只是醒來後身體有點僵冷了242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlPCj1rfcN
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Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKqV2FDwzJ
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhiETp9pT6
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiLbqcODkm
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG1tDpqCjf
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxgU21Jokp
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2lcWeQXF9
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkTDgAU6Y4
One day, I will be killed by myself
242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa8FOwbNrvThere was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhiETp9pT6
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiLbqcODkm
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG1tDpqCjf
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxgU21Jokp
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2lcWeQXF9
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkTDgAU6Y4
One day, I will be killed by myself
When did I forgot to remember to forget ?242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPYZ3ataUd
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9vMxv54I8
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSFLbs7FmE
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa2HxrOeMh
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdAI8r8mV9
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N2xYeOh7t
However, if I really wanted to242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxalPKrWQ3
I can answer those ramblings242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqEeVkd9zR
As easy as conducting an experiment242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkCua7vYO9
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6QeHDDj71
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqtqr5t96G
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr13JHrE95UForget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9vMxv54I8
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSFLbs7FmE
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa2HxrOeMh
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdAI8r8mV9
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N2xYeOh7t
However, if I really wanted to242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxalPKrWQ3
I can answer those ramblings242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqEeVkd9zR
As easy as conducting an experiment242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkCua7vYO9
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6QeHDDj71
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqtqr5t96G
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all your fault"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4c0nvB9mP
"This is all my fault"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtqVW4l1mR
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8pIXsop2b
I have already gone crazy and mad242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp02FZYVOIR
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9zYAGFpVJ
"It is alright"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOrdpoACE3
And it became alright for me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk15cZD8myO
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAf5rVLARF
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwmu5KKbF9
Though, does it matter anymore ?242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EuwF7P7Ek
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmlAgctVIk
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QF6HcPMbe
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Am I the weird one here? 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e9HT6nnvI
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Am I the wrong one here?242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMW6VMnP71
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrJzrcMGiC
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc9W5BvY56
I have already lost it all
242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DFDtCscUl"This is all my fault"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtqVW4l1mR
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8pIXsop2b
I have already gone crazy and mad242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp02FZYVOIR
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9zYAGFpVJ
"It is alright"242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOrdpoACE3
And it became alright for me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk15cZD8myO
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAf5rVLARF
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwmu5KKbF9
Though, does it matter anymore ?242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EuwF7P7Ek
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmlAgctVIk
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QF6HcPMbe
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Am I the weird one here? 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e9HT6nnvI
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Am I the wrong one here?242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMW6VMnP71
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Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc9W5BvY56
I have already lost it all
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A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0N2fpFevd
Days without worry and doubts242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp1Gk9h5s7
Times that are as pure as crystal clear242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ1voPrTma
I was happy before242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH35UyRRRqP
And on that day, when the light went off242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfv0Cp4x6b
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In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWIVbg0zMt
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE1mw7mBpz
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzc8aWd2qD
There was someone who love me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVNsr6yY69
Taught me unconditional love242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQqxoqpRZ6
She was strong, kind and lovely
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0N2fpFevd
Days without worry and doubts242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp1Gk9h5s7
Times that are as pure as crystal clear242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ1voPrTma
I was happy before242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH35UyRRRqP
And on that day, when the light went off242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfv0Cp4x6b
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I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE1mw7mBpz
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzc8aWd2qD
There was someone who love me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVNsr6yY69
Taught me unconditional love242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQqxoqpRZ6
She was strong, kind and lovely
And her smile was warm like the sun242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9Da1aVxZU
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
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Yet her hands were cold that morning242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNNU6UuYKm
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