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在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
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不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
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Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4cuPSRc21
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1nvD3Odzk
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSBolUGKz0
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc2wig9q4V
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc1oWxRoqa
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzRqVgqJoq
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjGocqukce
One day, I will be killed by myself
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLAI6kbbMPThere was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1nvD3Odzk
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSBolUGKz0
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc2wig9q4V
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc1oWxRoqa
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzRqVgqJoq
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjGocqukce
One day, I will be killed by myself
When did I forgot to remember to forget ?367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56Drbuw5Lw
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSTAWtQLa7
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsxTaeCTro
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDqef1LuAo
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdl6LeUryn
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I can answer those ramblings367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikTitxtfzt
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Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM5YNitPyS
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPYLXBOmYF
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O3uWcUKIbForget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSTAWtQLa7
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsxTaeCTro
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDqef1LuAo
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdl6LeUryn
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxnYiqJB0s
However, if I really wanted to367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XZdeAeIJa
I can answer those ramblings367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikTitxtfzt
As easy as conducting an experiment367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrH7macNU0
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM5YNitPyS
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPYLXBOmYF
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all your fault"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq4NKoXqX5
"This is all my fault"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl5DJeB6s3
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qis7D7rI0
I have already gone crazy and mad367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGYioxxAA8
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsi6fccFdZ
"It is alright"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyOcwlzlBS
And it became alright for me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9eQaK6r3k
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV96CQhyg1
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Ks5BS22r
Though, does it matter anymore ?367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKqcaLkFnr
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As my author said, I could not live happily ever after367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAAbfexXhl
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Am I the weird one here? 367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNup9sPi4n
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I have already lost it all
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF8HhygZrs"This is all my fault"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl5DJeB6s3
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qis7D7rI0
I have already gone crazy and mad367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGYioxxAA8
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsi6fccFdZ
"It is alright"367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyOcwlzlBS
And it became alright for me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9eQaK6r3k
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV96CQhyg1
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Ks5BS22r
Though, does it matter anymore ?367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKqcaLkFnr
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDlZzId2Wn
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAAbfexXhl
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Am I the weird one here? 367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNup9sPi4n
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjarsF3H4fK
Am I the wrong one here?367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnlbGNkyss
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Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7K9cTR9HF
I have already lost it all
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A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre0g77fQI0
Days without worry and doubts367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JkDa6AmJ1
Times that are as pure as crystal clear367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEQtdnQdLA
I was happy before367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRNI5OUTTD
And on that day, when the light went off367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKD89L44QH
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I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUYdeX9QbL
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There was someone who love me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDjGvPKEjb
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She was strong, kind and lovely
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Days without worry and doubts367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JkDa6AmJ1
Times that are as pure as crystal clear367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEQtdnQdLA
I was happy before367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRNI5OUTTD
And on that day, when the light went off367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKD89L44QH
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I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUYdeX9QbL
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9eQXydnyU
There was someone who love me367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDjGvPKEjb
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She was strong, kind and lovely
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I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
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Yet her hands were cold that morning367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58Hgt3iZgv
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