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在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
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不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
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Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjih616SqS
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLOeYYQkL1
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6e4uOsCMx
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtBtyJsTwg
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptYr5SDFVW
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS5U7ubGiZ
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfokWOjgu4
One day, I will be killed by myself
267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmvwF2fQ8iThere was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLOeYYQkL1
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6e4uOsCMx
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtBtyJsTwg
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptYr5SDFVW
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS5U7ubGiZ
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfokWOjgu4
One day, I will be killed by myself
When did I forgot to remember to forget ?267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XrmlcMSFY
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezAlDqQgwS
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9vA3GSLpO
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx59FJMaDWl
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqOrBfPYmK
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2eCcOmnZs
However, if I really wanted to267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHT90MVJBF
I can answer those ramblings267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lce9YFrZg
As easy as conducting an experiment267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBMTOATvOo
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xhXpx3oN0
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROTUwwc3Ar
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXObl0AJFOKForget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezAlDqQgwS
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9vA3GSLpO
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx59FJMaDWl
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqOrBfPYmK
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2eCcOmnZs
However, if I really wanted to267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHT90MVJBF
I can answer those ramblings267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lce9YFrZg
As easy as conducting an experiment267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBMTOATvOo
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xhXpx3oN0
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROTUwwc3Ar
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all your fault"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD17IuXxPWX
"This is all my fault"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjS6BKdU7W
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFV6eeigzo
I have already gone crazy and mad267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTEUtu1Vbq
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX54BkTvxY0
"It is alright"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAvBfyytKJ
And it became alright for me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ5eP6e101
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOyhZH3tYp
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAogRpXD9F
Though, does it matter anymore ?267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABeCJnWLcj
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjfhE6mjei
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXl2EuSvAs
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Am I the weird one here? 267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNnworwoKi
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJpDIDRUGC
Am I the wrong one here?267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZWyqyqYLk
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkkMoUTWYV
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqC6B6NMzV
I have already lost it all
267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0arm2KLbHf"This is all my fault"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjS6BKdU7W
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFV6eeigzo
I have already gone crazy and mad267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTEUtu1Vbq
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX54BkTvxY0
"It is alright"267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAvBfyytKJ
And it became alright for me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ5eP6e101
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOyhZH3tYp
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAogRpXD9F
Though, does it matter anymore ?267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABeCJnWLcj
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjfhE6mjei
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXl2EuSvAs
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Am I the weird one here? 267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNnworwoKi
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJpDIDRUGC
Am I the wrong one here?267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZWyqyqYLk
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkkMoUTWYV
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqC6B6NMzV
I have already lost it all
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A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRfjQueSbM
Days without worry and doubts267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq44cSU5aP
Times that are as pure as crystal clear267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r2tma9CHt
I was happy before267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68NVjH2Ecc
And on that day, when the light went off267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlZnrzAugq
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFz4r8c1SN
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPxO3vCIIm
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVdqcRC6gZ
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There was someone who love me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS63h9toj0
Taught me unconditional love267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJIsw5hCYE
She was strong, kind and lovely
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRfjQueSbM
Days without worry and doubts267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq44cSU5aP
Times that are as pure as crystal clear267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r2tma9CHt
I was happy before267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68NVjH2Ecc
And on that day, when the light went off267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlZnrzAugq
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFz4r8c1SN
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPxO3vCIIm
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVdqcRC6gZ
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNZn929VIX
There was someone who love me267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS63h9toj0
Taught me unconditional love267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJIsw5hCYE
She was strong, kind and lovely
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I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
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Yet her hands were cold that morning267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNhPi9KTxz
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