晚安了，媽媽216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEagJ8646Y
Good night, mom216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQJ8hWizWv
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さよなら216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCzLcIHM9F
再見了216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjS8IVxkME
Goodbye216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOg0RHrW8d
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在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
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不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
只是醒來後身體有點僵冷了216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdpe494quD
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Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvVM0hNpJX
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJLCzPYWhU
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQowxGKEVO
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x9GtshQba
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAB0s97nc9
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWJLINAVWE
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM0H8cXgcn
One day, I will be killed by myself
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG2lCYPIyyThere was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJLCzPYWhU
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQowxGKEVO
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x9GtshQba
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAB0s97nc9
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWJLINAVWE
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM0H8cXgcn
One day, I will be killed by myself
When did I forgot to remember to forget ?216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cVsHgEyyp
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDqnltvvP5
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc2GTuOF6b
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFSD6sYE5R
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jzm8gUiBx
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOVPkzHb5X
However, if I really wanted to216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiTrCjUPv7
I can answer those ramblings216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ172edQR0Er
As easy as conducting an experiment216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pO1mT1gP6
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51AIBAc9ww
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJyRUMVcXs
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExmVBMBqA8Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDqnltvvP5
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc2GTuOF6b
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFSD6sYE5R
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jzm8gUiBx
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOVPkzHb5X
However, if I really wanted to216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiTrCjUPv7
I can answer those ramblings216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ172edQR0Er
As easy as conducting an experiment216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pO1mT1gP6
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51AIBAc9ww
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJyRUMVcXs
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all your fault"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmP4B7EjwP
"This is all my fault"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyEjqRoxXz
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKtgwKWDQN
I have already gone crazy and mad216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZWvGAbmDO
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC54mu4FAY
"It is alright"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK1lXM5GIi
And it became alright for me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPYbNfVFfl
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYtDPNI05G
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EBXFkejY8
Though, does it matter anymore ?216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73G1XxJ0YB
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoaT5wELJM
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0di8ZFVwky
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Am I the weird one here? 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGte7AUR5r
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuIlGpvkZj
Am I the wrong one here?216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUArKOyKbr
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy5w9EG0pq
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlTCHNTKdR
I have already lost it all
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wKTOJeZGW"This is all my fault"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyEjqRoxXz
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKtgwKWDQN
I have already gone crazy and mad216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZWvGAbmDO
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC54mu4FAY
"It is alright"216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK1lXM5GIi
And it became alright for me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPYbNfVFfl
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYtDPNI05G
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EBXFkejY8
Though, does it matter anymore ?216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73G1XxJ0YB
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoaT5wELJM
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0di8ZFVwky
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmYqAmbfx0
Am I the weird one here? 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGte7AUR5r
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuIlGpvkZj
Am I the wrong one here?216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUArKOyKbr
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy5w9EG0pq
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlTCHNTKdR
I have already lost it all
Still, the cloudy memory tells me the same story every night216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN3O7g54JW
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YDeN4g5Tq
Days without worry and doubts216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDaB8B5YTg
Times that are as pure as crystal clear216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75jCYgoR6c
I was happy before216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRdO7OPIeF
And on that day, when the light went off216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTDOuwOfzF
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbLO0ZluNe
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVVkWHhXpS
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbALrBSV0Q
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cLExQfOQQ
There was someone who love me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9lgF8SE9x
Taught me unconditional love216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIczKVpuEUY
She was strong, kind and lovely
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YDeN4g5Tq
Days without worry and doubts216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDaB8B5YTg
Times that are as pure as crystal clear216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75jCYgoR6c
I was happy before216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRdO7OPIeF
And on that day, when the light went off216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTDOuwOfzF
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbLO0ZluNe
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVVkWHhXpS
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbALrBSV0Q
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cLExQfOQQ
There was someone who love me216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9lgF8SE9x
Taught me unconditional love216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIczKVpuEUY
She was strong, kind and lovely
And her smile was warm like the sun216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDthBCurJH
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
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Yet her hands were cold that morning216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1afqRT9vKe
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