晚安了，媽媽369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIStqXVC3U
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さよなら369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHALCydffF
再見了369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtirAoIo7wB
Goodbye369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ5BTMcUss
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在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
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不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
只是醒來後身體有點僵冷了369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21wyyD9vNI
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Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAKIxpCCB8
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89k2QbAdtN
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuFikhMZcJ
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hmIsNiwps
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDU3OtPZLU
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjYkGAhPjG
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1vjkxozNd
One day, I will be killed by myself
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm6o2Hm8JFThere was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89k2QbAdtN
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuFikhMZcJ
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hmIsNiwps
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDU3OtPZLU
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjYkGAhPjG
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1vjkxozNd
One day, I will be killed by myself
When did I forgot to remember to forget ?369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoePPsxWB8V
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhWBOtsJdi
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEs7IgyUkX
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr8yeVraTS
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUai3Px5dFv
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPEHiP2DUH
However, if I really wanted to369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRinfZs8dp7
I can answer those ramblings369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkigqCpJA7g
As easy as conducting an experiment369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vDKEHnFa7
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoawHVHqWty
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gzg6JCp6d
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqlzNPO8xYForget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhWBOtsJdi
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEs7IgyUkX
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr8yeVraTS
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUai3Px5dFv
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPEHiP2DUH
However, if I really wanted to369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRinfZs8dp7
I can answer those ramblings369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkigqCpJA7g
As easy as conducting an experiment369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vDKEHnFa7
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoawHVHqWty
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gzg6JCp6d
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all your fault"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pX60gzLkA
"This is all my fault"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoJIq5RhXU
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVq0SoGcFR
I have already gone crazy and mad369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUlus9sjGk
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwq3Ckzh6F
"It is alright"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQPxSBAOFr
And it became alright for me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxEKy14WX1
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKrYkbPpdY
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Pr2UOh7CM
Though, does it matter anymore ?369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYVOPM1L9J
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxiM65QzyK
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3saASAqOK
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Am I the weird one here? 369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7tq9rqXM5
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4CzxwKvVR
Am I the wrong one here?369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljszdrdvtz
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T4bne3YzT
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjzhpio7ni
I have already lost it all
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxyZE84DeR"This is all my fault"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoJIq5RhXU
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVq0SoGcFR
I have already gone crazy and mad369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUlus9sjGk
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwq3Ckzh6F
"It is alright"369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQPxSBAOFr
And it became alright for me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxEKy14WX1
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKrYkbPpdY
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Pr2UOh7CM
Though, does it matter anymore ?369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYVOPM1L9J
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxiM65QzyK
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3saASAqOK
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Am I the weird one here? 369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7tq9rqXM5
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4CzxwKvVR
Am I the wrong one here?369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljszdrdvtz
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T4bne3YzT
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjzhpio7ni
I have already lost it all
Still, the cloudy memory tells me the same story every night369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwq03u2Ygh
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp1JyCKIx2
Days without worry and doubts369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYp69DBNKI
Times that are as pure as crystal clear369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq76bCRE4s9
I was happy before369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo38nsAeUk
And on that day, when the light went off369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD61UojQQT7
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9aZgJ2K5I
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMXcspI9YY
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXURiIx1H0
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKt8MIV5sv
There was someone who love me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUxLn2dNjf
Taught me unconditional love369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA31bnOQvge
She was strong, kind and lovely
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp1JyCKIx2
Days without worry and doubts369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYp69DBNKI
Times that are as pure as crystal clear369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq76bCRE4s9
I was happy before369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo38nsAeUk
And on that day, when the light went off369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD61UojQQT7
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9aZgJ2K5I
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMXcspI9YY
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXURiIx1H0
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKt8MIV5sv
There was someone who love me369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUxLn2dNjf
Taught me unconditional love369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA31bnOQvge
She was strong, kind and lovely
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I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
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Yet her hands were cold that morning369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9diRisojwS
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