My life began to change in such a diversion, I don’t understand how or when it exactly started to fall apart. But the rest of my days no longer will be the same. Last year, I got really close with my best friends brother- I don’t like him or anything but I connected with him on a deeper level; well… more than anyone I’ve ever connected to. Even with his sister being my best friend there are things I could never tell her that I trusted to tell him. As the months flew,  things shifted.. summer didn’t feel like summer, and days progressed into horrible dreading cycles. I question will my life grow any substantial value or will I plummet deep into arms I never thought I would fall into.