
「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」201Please respect copyright.PENANALa0KJz1J4A
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去,201Please respect copyright.PENANA56VSflVHqD
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影,201Please respect copyright.PENANAqgvpEXSmPW
到了下個路口201Please respect copyright.PENANACJ7lwg2SvF
看見我一動也不動的站在原地201Please respect copyright.PENANAqoxpzSR27l
走近才發現 我看到的景象,201Please respect copyright.PENANAWY2F14V5sw
那正是我暗戀的學長201Please respect copyright.PENANAOXBC1FOlaa
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...201Please respect copyright.PENANAxAgpyBexNt
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泰亨大步地走向我,201Please respect copyright.PENANA4YyRb1TMbB
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線,201Please respect copyright.PENANAZTfDG0ETH9
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光,201Please respect copyright.PENANAB9eP17gLO3
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...201Please respect copyright.PENANAj0zpiIw1eq
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指,201Please respect copyright.PENANAhGpc2GOQl0
我將他的手慢慢移開201Please respect copyright.PENANATEsQplbTBH
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流,201Please respect copyright.PENANAOLV045t6Tp
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」,201Please respect copyright.PENANASFlV7GE2ZQ
逞強地假裝好像沒事,201Please respect copyright.PENANAMHoWE8yt9P
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子201Please respect copyright.PENANAD72URBlT1S
已經出賣了我...201Please respect copyright.PENANAYrZXWrRlSM
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我們站在冰櫃前,201Please respect copyright.PENANAGGmfYNaSLp
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語,201Please respect copyright.PENANAvAdkdQPzXD
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他201Please respect copyright.PENANAypyypQFmtY
「給你 你的蘇打冰」,201Please respect copyright.PENANAOYbzplO4zA
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。201Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4VkSqktFC
忽然學長從門那走了進來,201Please respect copyright.PENANA1OentBF7mA
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走,201Please respect copyright.PENANAYIegZqVVtd
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長201Please respect copyright.PENANAL8j8fHF9VI
「學長好。」我說,201Please respect copyright.PENANAo0BH6YYgyX
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去201Please respect copyright.PENANA30gKyu4Eeo
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「共36塊。」店員說,201Please respect copyright.PENANAdL5yAFYTnb
我打開錢包,201Please respect copyright.PENANAPoUPuMwW18
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額,201Please respect copyright.PENANAFfBtQkp9q5
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...201Please respect copyright.PENANAe3WQCZHzVP
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員,201Please respect copyright.PENANAz9jE2hQ7gd
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...201Please respect copyright.PENANA9bMfmVJ5JH
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊,201Please respect copyright.PENANAapRuDOFoxR
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕,201Please respect copyright.PENANABQEhEXt5Qr
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。201Please respect copyright.PENANAPR9QDH1SPo
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」,201Please respect copyright.PENANAiFCE0MBXPi
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。201Please respect copyright.PENANAjT2Bka0SvI
他也跟著看著前方201Please respect copyright.PENANAGD8TdyzQBn
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當再次轉過來時201Please respect copyright.PENANAT2k89DbCvx
我的眼淚已直直地落下,201Please respect copyright.PENANAAUEVsTrBrE
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭,201Please respect copyright.PENANAOJkZezlqda
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...201Please respect copyright.PENANAVfW1pY8TBy
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背,201Please respect copyright.PENANATZhq7PKYha
感覺平時不太會安慰人...201Please respect copyright.PENANAWAKkXsjTbr
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突然我拿起手機給他看201Please respect copyright.PENANAu5H7Bo3J94
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面,201Please respect copyright.PENANAj47FQ3vjaa
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了!」201Please respect copyright.PENANADTRyw5wS23
我又哭得更大聲了......201Please respect copyright.PENANAP7U494ZPa4
看到我哭到不能自己,201Please respect copyright.PENANAo26m9lcNmz
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。201Please respect copyright.PENANADXQgF8mE80
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚,201Please respect copyright.PENANAkVpiEuQ1AO
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...201Please respect copyright.PENANALty6P3CSVP
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉,201Please respect copyright.PENANA7d8AuyV5AC
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...201Please respect copyright.PENANA7ws5LKEzJZ
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我,201Please respect copyright.PENANAoyNvjyq1Ky
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時,201Please respect copyright.PENANAw7FUASR36l
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」201Please respect copyright.PENANAJIZ8798Eia
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」201Please respect copyright.PENANAivRO9s1hM2
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」201Please respect copyright.PENANAtIsO6SC7GM
「我們都沒做錯什麼」201Please respect copyright.PENANAeyU1IpAnwj
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」201Please respect copyright.PENANAtQmhWMRdCo
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」201Please respect copyright.PENANAdwkfznPHMn
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...201Please respect copyright.PENANAk9lNiV61Vz
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泰亨聽著我所說的,201Please respect copyright.PENANA1Enmmkly8P
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...201Please respect copyright.PENANAmUxXESrhdq
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼,201Please respect copyright.PENANAIVPy2QeeVB
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避,201Please respect copyright.PENANAYjP7MlLoQd
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...201Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ2vuxVbfb
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼201Please respect copyright.PENANA8tOwf7AGZJ
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)201Please respect copyright.PENANASCSfsu31e6
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠,201Please respect copyright.PENANAMUAhPZ12O4
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。201Please respect copyright.PENANAE9pQ86Nch6
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...201Please respect copyright.PENANAIvA10JWILU
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方,201Please respect copyright.PENANAo7azQQ22Oz
「要喝酒嗎?」泰亨問,201Please respect copyright.PENANAaAT8EAeruV
「瘋了嗎?我還未成年啊」我回,201Please respect copyright.PENANAcIkE61OZUR
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說,201Please respect copyright.PENANAyFh1xExK4y
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」,201Please respect copyright.PENANA1ByQFmjEe0
「要不要我送你?」,201Please respect copyright.PENANApiRcbnfpiI
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」,201Please respect copyright.PENANAtspqRzHmpL
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」,201Please respect copyright.PENANAUIbIyKrpA9
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開201Please respect copyright.PENANAYo8ttT7uXd
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...201Please respect copyright.PENANAx1FyqgS41b
- - ->201Please respect copyright.PENANA9tIZdjMypw
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門,201Please respect copyright.PENANAYjKJNMPF3T
「善允是不是心情不太好啊?」大哥問,201Please respect copyright.PENANAovMeJ6cNa4
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎?」善皓說,201Please respect copyright.PENANAwsfwbPa2Fc
他們倆不解地看向房那,201Please respect copyright.PENANA3S20oWCbUl
二哥的房門 微微開了...201Please respect copyright.PENANAqHehJaf86r
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會,201Please respect copyright.PENANA0a6zi3UofI
哭累了就睡著了,201Please respect copyright.PENANAMzEYJXqIE9
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖,201Please respect copyright.PENANAZz2EbtPVjZ
「棒棒糖妖精!?」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說201Please respect copyright.PENANASEQefkWDUw
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過201Please respect copyright.PENANAGT1VYXi7zw
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時,201Please respect copyright.PENANAlUwdUVjmGz
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。201Please respect copyright.PENANAi07mNeVmoe
長大後 看不見黑影了,201Please respect copyright.PENANAZe1d2uRHcQ
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。201Please respect copyright.PENANA0CK7AzOViV
因為一直不知道是誰給的,201Please respect copyright.PENANAXuMb2ZgLlN
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”201Please respect copyright.PENANAoBzozWhmiI
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隨著年紀增長201Please respect copyright.PENANAFjDqpiFpyg
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容201Please respect copyright.PENANAxQC3N8TQcJ
假裝著自己沒事,201Please respect copyright.PENANAGXQdMBsC5Q
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了,201Please respect copyright.PENANAkhBhjyV929
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...201Please respect copyright.PENANAyGiruJ7eki
看著手中的棒棒糖,201Please respect copyright.PENANA40mWLr3BZd
這次我笑了,是真正發自內心的笑了201Please respect copyright.PENANAq7VWrkBdLc
- - ->201Please respect copyright.PENANAmB8PfOFjen
這個禮拜只要去社團練習,201Please respect copyright.PENANAG885t9kjaU
就會看見他們在那放閃,201Please respect copyright.PENANAauJdrKJoSr
對沒錯 是社對。201Please respect copyright.PENANAkoNqXQ6cpR
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話,201Please respect copyright.PENANANghBMPIRXS
假裝著自己毫不在意,201Please respect copyright.PENANARTJqg2CAIQ
其實心裡破了一個洞...201Please respect copyright.PENANAqqA3QTwAXf
- - ->201Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ02UGS9xq
那天泰亨回去後想了很多,201Please respect copyright.PENANAeF5jmKMxO2
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門201Please respect copyright.PENANAxaV3jpTZSC
「哥,我想作曲」。201Please respect copyright.PENANArcp2gypqpq
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲,201Please respect copyright.PENANAV581IAP2fL
我點進去聽了,201Please respect copyright.PENANAXpNOuNxtjI
心底有股暖流緩緩上升,201Please respect copyright.PENANARuidTxaxBR
閉上眼 靜靜地聽201Please respect copyright.PENANAyipYjRcBP6
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑201Please respect copyright.PENANARoqKmpS6nA
- - ->201Please respect copyright.PENANA5ecSzssNoW
一轉眼就到了舞會當天,201Please respect copyright.PENANA9nZDcW1Ojw
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。201Please respect copyright.PENANAYT2lpKBkZF
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演!」201Please respect copyright.PENANA5Re34PYpkY
主詞人說道,201Please respect copyright.PENANAcA6vjeij7y
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備,201Please respect copyright.PENANABFf6oim5hM
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。201Please respect copyright.PENANAR0uDSadiCn
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的,201Please respect copyright.PENANAwqjF6Q4TX3
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。201Please respect copyright.PENANAPcCgHAgYx2
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「另一個人呢?」主持人問,201Please respect copyright.PENANAD0jfnCXMqa
「我自己跳」我說,201Please respect copyright.PENANAtLDjMkH9lL
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好,201Please respect copyright.PENANAvuDzqd2dyK
一個人也能做得很好...201Please respect copyright.PENANAiIqItnj8Jg
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音樂即將播下,201Please respect copyright.PENANAyMVwRX6P2H
我看著會場中央的大門201Please respect copyright.PENANAgWcFzZzKOX
有一絲光線射入......201Please respect copyright.PENANANaJ3u6qIBX
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-待續...201Please respect copyright.PENANA0BAPEcoCtL