「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」397Please respect copyright.PENANAd5frapv3JA
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去,397Please respect copyright.PENANAP3vNYBPkt3
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影,397Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ567T57F9
到了下個路口397Please respect copyright.PENANAVaGrm4tbZq
看見我一動也不動的站在原地397Please respect copyright.PENANAQPr1yTF5VQ
走近才發現 我看到的景象,397Please respect copyright.PENANAYQBN1mTdj3
那正是我暗戀的學長397Please respect copyright.PENANAWVgkrm5ErJ
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...397Please respect copyright.PENANA63eNhw5dt9
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAO8RNIwWyWW
泰亨大步地走向我,397Please respect copyright.PENANAB8YbBVSH4p
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線,397Please respect copyright.PENANAQRfu2ufdgg
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光,397Please respect copyright.PENANARnVk0pBnuY
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...397Please respect copyright.PENANAnMfzXkQ6Ra
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指,397Please respect copyright.PENANAVcp9EKSEVf
我將他的手慢慢移開397Please respect copyright.PENANAGJdQy9mLYB
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流,397Please respect copyright.PENANAMMzkYCLm48
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」,397Please respect copyright.PENANAWYFd26GaJ8
逞強地假裝好像沒事,397Please respect copyright.PENANAhFgE4AORob
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子397Please respect copyright.PENANAC9JTCTGDSk
已經出賣了我...397Please respect copyright.PENANAboyszXsp5W
-397Please respect copyright.PENANA94lydgdcHX
我們站在冰櫃前,397Please respect copyright.PENANAs5kRsbStxS
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語,397Please respect copyright.PENANAdi1StWiXA4
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他397Please respect copyright.PENANAgXIMyiLLPT
「給你 你的蘇打冰」,397Please respect copyright.PENANAorXe1spah8
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。397Please respect copyright.PENANA8mzhjRMFoz
忽然學長從門那走了進來,397Please respect copyright.PENANAYvPPmRpmwy
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走,397Please respect copyright.PENANADAWv4k6wM5
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長397Please respect copyright.PENANANl1gN2iEKy
「學長好。」我說,397Please respect copyright.PENANAATLrHAb1g0
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去397Please respect copyright.PENANA3940h2FgN3
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAZtb7bDRF9T
「共36塊。」店員說,397Please respect copyright.PENANAQ29jcBMSI1
我打開錢包,397Please respect copyright.PENANADdNQYNcX3u
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額,397Please respect copyright.PENANASAHedfeEti
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...397Please respect copyright.PENANAlowuxCN5yr
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員,397Please respect copyright.PENANAf0pVmRKfEX
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...397Please respect copyright.PENANAVIRGPVp2Hl
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAVhYXvJE0GF
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊,397Please respect copyright.PENANAF8pzA5Vpa7
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕,397Please respect copyright.PENANAiYaDBf8LRI
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。397Please respect copyright.PENANAB4nblGTu4o
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」,397Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2dltzClhl
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。397Please respect copyright.PENANAauwudLlYfL
他也跟著看著前方397Please respect copyright.PENANAE0XQy4amVF
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAaG1dSrZ4nt
當再次轉過來時397Please respect copyright.PENANALYdxSeu6Wm
我的眼淚已直直地落下,397Please respect copyright.PENANABziYk4z81e
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭,397Please respect copyright.PENANAgLWy6RpiWu
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...397Please respect copyright.PENANAeUOEeeeDC5
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背,397Please respect copyright.PENANAn87YU6kq1e
感覺平時不太會安慰人...397Please respect copyright.PENANA06nwGyfr4z
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAcqmwpufCa7
突然我拿起手機給他看397Please respect copyright.PENANAl47kZasJoj
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面,397Please respect copyright.PENANAmz2WqWCMbU
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了!」397Please respect copyright.PENANAGYi9nPyUXU
我又哭得更大聲了......397Please respect copyright.PENANAzdLSK0HEIu
看到我哭到不能自己,397Please respect copyright.PENANALaqsTXBaS2
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。397Please respect copyright.PENANAaxts2jvu23
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚,397Please respect copyright.PENANAgLP2hjzc5F
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...397Please respect copyright.PENANAnlJAhHsZLj
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉,397Please respect copyright.PENANArsTxyAuvWu
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...397Please respect copyright.PENANAoi34CXyrZK
-397Please respect copyright.PENANADDsA1cHk6E
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我,397Please respect copyright.PENANAKAejt9t5uk
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時,397Please respect copyright.PENANAcA2AVwCW2L
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」397Please respect copyright.PENANALGPrksonqU
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」397Please respect copyright.PENANAA3WKEAdFpN
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」397Please respect copyright.PENANAEGxqhlM2tA
「我們都沒做錯什麼」397Please respect copyright.PENANAUvnjJ079bh
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」397Please respect copyright.PENANAOkPhi0MIFD
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」397Please respect copyright.PENANAWU9TngTW4t
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...397Please respect copyright.PENANAiUxRFajM3e
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAppPtw4OY5d
泰亨聽著我所說的,397Please respect copyright.PENANAaYWykAngIC
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...397Please respect copyright.PENANAZ94lAowGlT
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼,397Please respect copyright.PENANAkm2ENglfg9
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避,397Please respect copyright.PENANA0KQRhduaiL
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...397Please respect copyright.PENANAMLhk5m9T5x
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAcuo6es0jyL
我又再次哭紅了雙眼397Please respect copyright.PENANA9gm7lQiUAQ
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)397Please respect copyright.PENANAIv0rniwnO0
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠,397Please respect copyright.PENANA3hLHz9d0Ki
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。397Please respect copyright.PENANA9mYc6KS1Rx
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...397Please respect copyright.PENANAhmRPcs1ENt
-397Please respect copyright.PENANA5eiWpAu1wi
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方,397Please respect copyright.PENANAbKFH2Br5w1
「要喝酒嗎?」泰亨問,397Please respect copyright.PENANA1vAGE5oLBH
「瘋了嗎?我還未成年啊」我回,397Please respect copyright.PENANAf36XBQevys
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說,397Please respect copyright.PENANAuCujMzfrxi
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」,397Please respect copyright.PENANA5Wn0AYDLOD
「要不要我送你?」,397Please respect copyright.PENANAnsVr5ezO3j
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」,397Please respect copyright.PENANAiCSOyujySE
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」,397Please respect copyright.PENANAQN6aBNvXDx
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開397Please respect copyright.PENANAWGa0fsYiNl
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...397Please respect copyright.PENANAGjVxDyAtX4
- - ->397Please respect copyright.PENANAyHvIbYwzFq
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門,397Please respect copyright.PENANAwzCIf9OWmT
「善允是不是心情不太好啊?」大哥問,397Please respect copyright.PENANAdCHaKFXNnS
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎?」善皓說,397Please respect copyright.PENANAYDE3mAiITo
他們倆不解地看向房那,397Please respect copyright.PENANACXHL0ygerw
二哥的房門 微微開了...397Please respect copyright.PENANAWgyIEugem7
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAvbXA29qOCv
我又趴在書桌上哭了會,397Please respect copyright.PENANAahFlH2HgfP
哭累了就睡著了,397Please respect copyright.PENANAYr96yQkdZx
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖,397Please respect copyright.PENANAbIcYhC6Ayf
「棒棒糖妖精!?」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說397Please respect copyright.PENANAoInegFUp1y
-397Please respect copyright.PENANASQrCYzC646
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過397Please respect copyright.PENANAIwnyGk764O
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時,397Please respect copyright.PENANAs8ek1bc0wK
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。397Please respect copyright.PENANAnsKAoQqYbe
長大後 看不見黑影了,397Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ2BuOXniO
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。397Please respect copyright.PENANAGy28yzLITA
因為一直不知道是誰給的,397Please respect copyright.PENANAZGreVe2zmP
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”397Please respect copyright.PENANAaPJ0p7C4sV
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAyy2nRBQdrG
隨著年紀增長397Please respect copyright.PENANApiJhChQyZG
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容397Please respect copyright.PENANAyjdG4qqUgb
假裝著自己沒事,397Please respect copyright.PENANAAdEQ6yBcuN
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了,397Please respect copyright.PENANA0YMzoW2Ugs
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...397Please respect copyright.PENANA8LTyQod0DM
看著手中的棒棒糖,397Please respect copyright.PENANAmwfj4fyRd7
這次我笑了,是真正發自內心的笑了397Please respect copyright.PENANA5r7KcGHfgM
- - ->397Please respect copyright.PENANA67Hdk9JlMU
這個禮拜只要去社團練習,397Please respect copyright.PENANAk3OLJyrRie
就會看見他們在那放閃,397Please respect copyright.PENANAlNJKKXuJZu
對沒錯 是社對。397Please respect copyright.PENANATUZUpmFbT6
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話,397Please respect copyright.PENANAXtl4q1D5nJ
假裝著自己毫不在意,397Please respect copyright.PENANAK1qCLCYlw0
其實心裡破了一個洞...397Please respect copyright.PENANAhMF45QU9yf
- - ->397Please respect copyright.PENANAt6O3WJv2J2
那天泰亨回去後想了很多,397Please respect copyright.PENANA7nIBBgfWsc
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門397Please respect copyright.PENANAapoAwgATE3
「哥,我想作曲」。397Please respect copyright.PENANAAUY1YGHNlb
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲,397Please respect copyright.PENANAcQeQm6A9dY
我點進去聽了,397Please respect copyright.PENANAFc01wy5RBU
心底有股暖流緩緩上升,397Please respect copyright.PENANAOHnkhYKTGf
閉上眼 靜靜地聽397Please respect copyright.PENANAjmm4bapLgK
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑397Please respect copyright.PENANAE8v1dXE4bH
- - ->397Please respect copyright.PENANA72yXSd0V39
一轉眼就到了舞會當天,397Please respect copyright.PENANAbViZafTnZz
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。397Please respect copyright.PENANAXXOvRRlmio
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演!」397Please respect copyright.PENANANd7n0Zl5AZ
主詞人說道,397Please respect copyright.PENANArLs1ukiGut
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備,397Please respect copyright.PENANAPGyXGu3XVb
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。397Please respect copyright.PENANAwVuIClS1mc
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的,397Please respect copyright.PENANA2ugwKYKzIq
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。397Please respect copyright.PENANAF8eRb6z37R
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAO9FdzCJplW
「另一個人呢?」主持人問,397Please respect copyright.PENANA3AoYb4GVit
「我自己跳」我說,397Please respect copyright.PENANAbiWcXDmvBi
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好,397Please respect copyright.PENANAJWT7OLTxHV
一個人也能做得很好...397Please respect copyright.PENANArK5mI8rx5R
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAfW0SwK8cf6
音樂即將播下,397Please respect copyright.PENANAV22MBqXJN2
我看著會場中央的大門397Please respect copyright.PENANAkRquHCwWli
有一絲光線射入......397Please respect copyright.PENANAsWpu7wBXzY
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAXeHnFOWaJE
-397Please respect copyright.PENANAWw3fwxhRX2
-待續...397Please respect copyright.PENANAiptNLmh9qz


