SO I haven't posted in a while but that's not the issue here, can. 👏 we. 👏 talk. about. 👏 sexuality. 👏 please?!! 👏. So I know this is, like, a very common topic nowadays and I know it's repetitive but we need to talk about it today right now. (and also about a bunch of other shit but that's for later and if I get tired of writing prob another ep) SoO I am pansexual. My pronouns are she/they. I don't think i've mentioned that yet but whatever. Basically today I was watching, like, gay tiktoks because why not? And I came across this one tiktok talking about "genital preference" which me being the dumb bitch I am I didn't know that even existed?? And now i'm questioning my sexuality again for like the 423897957927583975732897387829795222222th time so yeahhhhhhhhhhh. Because basically there was this gorgeous lady talking about how for a while she thought she was bi because she was okay with all genitals but in fact she did not like men just women but she was okay with penis you know? And now I'm like am I really attracted to men though? Because listen it's not that i'm trying to be like everyone on tiktok which i've heard a lot (but more on that later) but like, do I even really like men? I've thought about it a lot and like men are just men. There's no way to describe them really. They can be assholes or they can be kind of nice but it's like super hard to find someone that's truly a good person whereas women you find trillions of them that are just kind and amazing. Like i'm okay with penis and whatever not just sexually but like in general, I don't mind penis but do I LIKE MEN??????!!!!!!! Like MEN MEN or not? It's so weird and I'm still pan but damn? Okay so lemme also talk about this other tiktok I saw about how kids and teens being part of the LGBTQ+ community is "weird". But I don't get how that's weird? When I was eight I already knew I liked girls and all I still do and I don't think that was weird. Kids and teens are growing human beings and they will experience attraction. If being gay was "normal" and not frowned upon while being straight was "weird" not okay we would be telling poor Billy that he can't like Jessica from fucking math class. (Btw no real people were involved in that scenario) Whether they experience attraction to the same sex or not it's normal for everyone. I started puberty when I was nine and I experienced attraction to people even before that. So it's so stupid to hear someone say that kids being gay at young ages is weird. (Btw I'm going to use gay as a general term for people who are part of the LGBTQ+) Oh yeah and I was also thinking because people often tell me like "Oh you're just saying you like girls and boys for attention" and shit and even I've come to that thought like what if I didn't know what like tiktok or the LGBTQ+ community is would I still be gay? And I always come back to the fact that I knew that I was gay when I was eight because I am a teenager now and when I was eight tiktok still didn't exist and the LGBTQ+ community wasn't a very big topic. But I was still attracted to girls and my knowledge of the LGBTQ+ community when as far as the word gay, lesbian, ally, and bi. So I didn't know shitttt but I 👏 STILL 👏 LIKED 👏 WOMEN 👏. So I don't do it for attention or to be like everyone else but because I LIKE ALL FUCKING GENDERS. Anyway yeah that's it. Short ep I know but deal with it bestie boo, I got tired of typing, go touch some grass.
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