Ok so it's like what? 3am and I'm tired and I look like shit. Like I look like I just got run over by a motherfucking bus and then I got attacked by a bunch of rabid birds so....anyway that's not what i'm talking abt today. I'm going to be talking about a boy. So I can't say that shit that youtubers say when they boutta do something they done like a million times like: "sO iF yOu GuYs KnOw mE yOu KnOw tHaT i" blah blah blah right? Because I only have like 1 part of this blog thing i'm doing or whatever this is but the point is you guys don't rlly know me yet and heres the thing. I'm not particularly attractive or anything i'm average I guess and i'm not the type boys talk to because I look average but my personality is weird af so yeah and it's very rare for me to talk about boys hence they dramaticness I put into the "I'm gonna be talking about a boy." Anyway there's this dude in my math class who is like kinda cute...? I guess i don't know. I mean he's black but very light skinned so he looks kinda mexican and he has blonde dreads. He's okay but he just acts like he hates me. Like all of me. With all of his soul. I don't know why I mean when he first talked to me he literally came up to me and asked out of nowhere "ARE YOU GAY?" and I just stared at the mofo bc what else am I supposed to do? Like "YEAH MAN! I THOUGHT IT WAS OBVIOUS" because I am pan (I just say gay btw) but i'm not boutta tell him that. So i just stare at him blankly like wtf. And then just recently he left a note at my desk. A note that said "You look really pretty today. From Kaleb." So Kaleb isn't his actual name but i'm not going to use his actual name anyway because ya'll could be weirdos with too much time in their hands. Anyway keep in mind that he acts like he hates me all the time but then theres this one percent part of him that makes me think that he might actually like me? I don't know and I am so tired of his shit. Like if you like me say so and if you don't that would also be nice to know because I am trying to see what the actual flying fuck is going on here. And honestly he makes me feel nice and horrible at the same time but the nice to horrible ratio is wayyyyyyyyyyyyy out of balance. That's it tho. I just had a mental breakdown so I ain't got much left to say. Ok. Go touch some grass now.
P.S. This is an example of the nice to horrible ratio: Horrible - 99.999999998% Nice - 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000001% Byeeee.
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