~How a homeless man and his devoted partner assisted me in overcoming my~ ~spiritual depression~667Please respect copyright.PENANAYdiSGUgR3Y
By: Marion Bond West
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I couldn't understand why exactly, but lately I've been feeling distant from God, like he doesn't hear me. A case of spiritual blues, I guess. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAzTy7DKVzko
The scorching heat didn't help — August here in Georgia 667Please respect copyright.PENANATd6xb1vNUX
can be downright unbearable. It was 100 degrees today and 667Please respect copyright.PENANAt9WOGE48y7
was pretty sticky. I turned the car's A/C on full blast 667Please respect copyright.PENANA7ssp8ye9WB
and was ready to do my chores and head home. Then 667Please respect copyright.PENANAdjg2bjRBRy
I saw a dog. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAX1tpl3zwY3
He lay on an empty army green bag right next to the Applebee's restaurant and walked around. There is no shadow. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAiiqmoE3QhN
Asleep, or at least I hoped he was. He could have 667Please respect copyright.PENANAcgMhKEcp7H
died in this heat! I went in and found a parking space. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAwVTV6hg4gs
Then I hurried to the dog. I bowed. "Hey buddy. Are you 667Please respect copyright.PENANAamBnvD7ymC
thirsty?" 667Please respect copyright.PENANAKTzoVqKfwq
I love dogs and they love me. But this one—he was 667Please respect copyright.PENANABM8NiMsI70
of medium height, black, gray around the muzzle—667Please respect copyright.PENANAt5q1QuBORg
opened one eye, closed it, and turned his head away from me. On purpose. His tail did not slide. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAkgjKS2SwAG
He had a collar and by the way was guarding 667Please respect copyright.PENANAwybWZ5ezmn
's bag, I thought he was waiting for his owner 667Please respect copyright.PENANADAWKtpFN9a
who was undoubtedly sitting in the air-conditioned condition of the restaurant! 667Please respect copyright.PENANAjQysc2HFRU
I stormed into Applebee's ready for battle. Immediately at 667Please respect copyright.PENANABqhvkJneks
I noticed the owner. He sat alone at the counter, 667Please respect copyright.PENANAyKAQm3hoSo
a tall glass of iced tea in front of him. Long wavy blonde 667Please respect copyright.PENANAsSiIDXpVsc
hair and beard. Skinny, how he can't always have enough 667Please respect copyright.PENANAtiBEhVHzq1
to eat. He wore jeans that had seen better days, 667Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ5DaOAQJW
, but they were clean, although his arms had the faintest of 667Please respect copyright.PENANANH4LtS4fmH
paint stains. He seemed to sense my 667Please respect copyright.PENANArwgKJcLoy5
approach and turned the stool towards me.667Please respect copyright.PENANASoEiD9cIDU
"Is that your dog?" I insist. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAcFfeLfSgRt
"Yes, ma'am, he is." 667Please respect copyright.PENANABFBi80VjMp
"He's out in the sun and has no water. I think he's 667Please respect copyright.PENANAyAmpzropLQ
hungry too." I must have raised my voice because about 667Please respect copyright.PENANAD9nSuCzsyj
people looked at me. "Dogs like me, but he wouldn't even open both eyes when I talked to him." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAJD5dP77ueC
The man smiled slowly and lightly. He slipped off the 667Please respect copyright.PENANAtshT7JwdYe
stool. "That's because he wasn't properly 667Please respect copyright.PENANAACttduz9V7
introduced to you. Don't bother. I'll do the honors." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAqLNWMcrmJD
Introducing? I followed him outside. 667Please respect copyright.PENANApfuAfuERvX
He crouched next to the dog, which was sitting up and 667Please respect copyright.PENANA24LHeZ1u26
turned his eyes to the owner. His tail came to life. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAccx2aChFaq
"Madam, I don't know your name." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAyTBEUDPSAU
"Marion". I leaned close to them. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAzk860L20vh
"Marion, I'd like you to meet Cheeseburger. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAasdevcOjLK
Cheeseburger, this lovely lady is Marion." The dog looked 667Please respect copyright.PENANAP0yDvdCHO3
straight in my eyes and offered a paw. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAR3LoAFu9xi
I took it. "Hey, cheeseburger," I said. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAiwDL1n8GtL
He licked my hand and his tail went in high. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAnEa31CFD5H
"And I'm Johnny," said the man. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAPf6d5C0Y1Y
"Johnny, I'm afraid he's thirsty." 667Please respect copyright.PENANA2bAL5xuMeo
"Oh, he's fine," she said. "This place was shady when 667Please respect copyright.PENANAUSYJCFSDam
I left him here just a few minutes ago." Johnny picked up his 667Please respect copyright.PENANAOMANF57W5d
handbag. "We've been together for nine years. Look, he has my cell number on his collar and he's vaccinated 667Please respect copyright.PENANAosKAeJmc2E
." Johnny moved his bag under the Japanese maple 667Please respect copyright.PENANAUhsckY1Uzu
and Cheeseburger sat 667Please respect copyright.PENANAfmEXvyGfoa
next to it in the shade.667Please respect copyright.PENANAcWE41ZgPpz
"How far do you live from here?" I asked. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAmJvvmLfl9o
"Not far," he said. "Back in the woods, on the other side of 667Please respect copyright.PENANA58gnM644mQ
. We have a good tent." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAYFNjUzuYxt
"But couldn't you go to the shelter?" 667Please respect copyright.PENANAVZQQ06BxI2
"They don't take a cheeseburger and I don't go anywhere without one," he said. Every time he said 667Please respect copyright.PENANA63UucVVFPI
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cheeseburgers, the dog's tail happily wagged 667Please respect copyright.PENANAt8fh3EWaNF
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back and forth. 667Please respect copyright.PENANA1Hi2EfO6ov
"Johnny, I can't leave without a cheeseburger food and water," I said. "It's 667Please respect copyright.PENANAvz4gogKZZ5
, not you. It's just, well, I have this thing about dogs..." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAs7uIzzSdyB
"Fine, if it makes you happy," he said. "I'll go back 667Please respect copyright.PENANAQmEe8p7aMV
now and finish my drink... It was nice 667Please respect copyright.PENANAKCe4c6byvJ
meeting you, Marion. 667Please respect copyright.PENANARfJrzYdUwR
I locked up at Walgreen's and came back with a bowl, 667Please respect copyright.PENANAQXY7v0xks8
a large bottle of cold water, a bag of dog food, and 667Please respect copyright.PENANAroi4NqYLsT
bones. Then I went in and picked up Johnny at 667Please respect copyright.PENANAl0CmcTKmdh
restaurant. "I thought you should come with me while I give 667Please respect copyright.PENANAaL0rx1VmlV
food and water for a cheeseburger," I told him. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAQdb77eFEdr
"Okeydoke," he said. The cheeseburger stood Johnny 667Please respect copyright.PENANAnRNpOdG3bi
and I approached. I put the food down and he took 667Please respect copyright.PENANAkyzO9oPLuI
bites of it - mostly out of politeness. He covered enough 667Please respect copyright.PENANAyNMxwfLQjX
water. 667Please respect copyright.PENANASMHqfSyJ0g
"I think he was thirsty," said Johnny. "Thanks. I won't give him bottled water, but don't worry, I'll take very good care of him." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAT4QUV0NGx9
"And who will take care of you?" The words flew out of my mouth before I could stop them, and I knew they sounded sharper than I intended. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAhpfLZVoguG
Johnny didn't seem to care. “That's how it works,” he said gently 667Please respect copyright.PENANAtETBEf9X6C
. “Every morning Cheeseburger and I get out of our tent 667Please respect copyright.PENANA0zPHXlLWQA
and look at the sky. And I say: Lord, we belong to you. We trust you. Take care of us one more day. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAKcbyOXugay
Thank you. ” And then at night, when we fall asleep, 667Please respect copyright.PENANALC1O1z8PTq
I look at the stars and say: “God, we still trust You.” 667Please respect copyright.PENANAf6R7iNVhwV
He smiled again—that slow, easy laugh. 667Please respect copyright.PENANA5EOw7JytxZ
I smiled back. There was just something about his 667Please respect copyright.PENANAzuvpPnHaBn
eyes that I liked. "Maybe I'll see you and the cheeseburger again sometime 667Please respect copyright.PENANAzWgjMId9Sf
," I said. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAfcZD2obz4y
“Okeydoke. Me and the cheeseburger come here or go to 667Please respect copyright.PENANAdfbFy0wi6T
McDonalds most mornings. Then we walk down 667Please respect copyright.PENANAH6S7kBkb1F
to the post office. I am a painter by trade and I hope to find a job for 667Please respect copyright.PENANAodAugWB3cN
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There was a real calm about Johnny, even 667Please respect copyright.PENANAlhgEYa2eyc
despite my unkind accusations. 667Please respect copyright.PENANApV7zOlDmmM
I fished in my purse and found a twenty. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAXzbn456QLn
"Can I have this?" I asked hesitantly, not knowing how 667Please respect copyright.PENANAlc0dwqwplT
was supposed to work. 667Please respect copyright.PENANAW2Q9ZPVi7q
He did not hand over the bill, but looked at me with a 667Please respect copyright.PENANAsBs2ZcMm97
satisfied expression. "You don't have to. We're 667Please respect copyright.PENANAUbtESqXh7R
doing pretty well." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAII7yAFabTB
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"I would. Very much." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAgE0F5zKPEq
"Then I thank you, Marion. God bless you." 667Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4qbWawwq5
I went back to my car and turned on the 667Please respect copyright.PENANApG9w5GForG
air conditioner. At a red light I leaned forward and looked up at the 667Please respect copyright.PENANAM7yTXAtzFT
blue cloudless sky. "Lord, I belong to you. I trust you 667Please respect copyright.PENANA1c1N5aBvBw
. Take care of me today. Thank you." 667Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jztzxhxos
The light changed. I stepped onto the highway 667Please respect copyright.PENANArU89DwGncM
fresh, not so much from the cool air, but from 667Please respect copyright.PENANAGkSnPADDCP
. unmistakable peace, the same peace I saw in Johnny's eyes.667Please respect copyright.PENANAFNGW9Xttw6
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