~How a homeless man and his devoted partner assisted me in overcoming my~ ~spiritual depression~569Please respect copyright.PENANA0TX7FIdMKM
By: Marion Bond West
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I couldn't understand why exactly, but lately I've been feeling distant from God, like he doesn't hear me. A case of spiritual blues, I guess. 569Please respect copyright.PENANA5IKvhVASdS
The scorching heat didn't help — August here in Georgia 569Please respect copyright.PENANA2uglWKrcdl
can be downright unbearable. It was 100 degrees today and 569Please respect copyright.PENANA766Il4njSb
was pretty sticky. I turned the car's A/C on full blast 569Please respect copyright.PENANAvgBQi1S9s3
and was ready to do my chores and head home. Then 569Please respect copyright.PENANAckUsQZucud
I saw a dog. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAeb3PT7zJKW
He lay on an empty army green bag right next to the Applebee's restaurant and walked around. There is no shadow. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAetixOTdnao
Asleep, or at least I hoped he was. He could have 569Please respect copyright.PENANAerX2oovkbx
died in this heat! I went in and found a parking space. 569Please respect copyright.PENANA8MQYrwcAcr
Then I hurried to the dog. I bowed. "Hey buddy. Are you 569Please respect copyright.PENANAjvHskfJUPq
thirsty?" 569Please respect copyright.PENANA0RoTZLEMS3
I love dogs and they love me. But this one—he was 569Please respect copyright.PENANAPIZR6jHJUo
of medium height, black, gray around the muzzle—569Please respect copyright.PENANAW9Z7VytFWP
opened one eye, closed it, and turned his head away from me. On purpose. His tail did not slide. 569Please respect copyright.PENANANC5B9vmcnh
He had a collar and by the way was guarding 569Please respect copyright.PENANA2N4RR7Youf
's bag, I thought he was waiting for his owner 569Please respect copyright.PENANAK0ZEd0OAUI
who was undoubtedly sitting in the air-conditioned condition of the restaurant! 569Please respect copyright.PENANAUUdrSt2Nri
I stormed into Applebee's ready for battle. Immediately at 569Please respect copyright.PENANAk3RfbWeD5V
I noticed the owner. He sat alone at the counter, 569Please respect copyright.PENANA8lIduaNyP9
a tall glass of iced tea in front of him. Long wavy blonde 569Please respect copyright.PENANA5LitzVPA1m
hair and beard. Skinny, how he can't always have enough 569Please respect copyright.PENANAwvrrCadqX6
to eat. He wore jeans that had seen better days, 569Please respect copyright.PENANAjLT7La2fxe
, but they were clean, although his arms had the faintest of 569Please respect copyright.PENANA9MqngCIEsT
paint stains. He seemed to sense my 569Please respect copyright.PENANA34QrrvuGHa
approach and turned the stool towards me.569Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ9jSEEN4C
"Is that your dog?" I insist. 569Please respect copyright.PENANALeU8TVUwp5
"Yes, ma'am, he is." 569Please respect copyright.PENANA7e8KiLIaap
"He's out in the sun and has no water. I think he's 569Please respect copyright.PENANARZXPjujZej
hungry too." I must have raised my voice because about 569Please respect copyright.PENANAk2PO2Uf40q
people looked at me. "Dogs like me, but he wouldn't even open both eyes when I talked to him." 569Please respect copyright.PENANANCzRgcsSFX
The man smiled slowly and lightly. He slipped off the 569Please respect copyright.PENANAHDFyMw4JXz
stool. "That's because he wasn't properly 569Please respect copyright.PENANAgmA3IGq7cP
introduced to you. Don't bother. I'll do the honors." 569Please respect copyright.PENANARxcUmJd2pe
Introducing? I followed him outside. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAkzxmxAE3jP
He crouched next to the dog, which was sitting up and 569Please respect copyright.PENANAodxax7lQUX
turned his eyes to the owner. His tail came to life. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAA93P2UslmV
"Madam, I don't know your name." 569Please respect copyright.PENANAJYM0DUnRvq
"Marion". I leaned close to them. 569Please respect copyright.PENANA9xNDvNPoN9
"Marion, I'd like you to meet Cheeseburger. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAA5CurVo42r
Cheeseburger, this lovely lady is Marion." The dog looked 569Please respect copyright.PENANAuHx0QqRfkN
straight in my eyes and offered a paw. 569Please respect copyright.PENANA6UGFmVAKd5
I took it. "Hey, cheeseburger," I said. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAFFThJlXl58
He licked my hand and his tail went in high. 569Please respect copyright.PENANA4BZnUxKZwG
"And I'm Johnny," said the man. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAkdVadKdAaE
"Johnny, I'm afraid he's thirsty." 569Please respect copyright.PENANAdpx7DvpggK
"Oh, he's fine," she said. "This place was shady when 569Please respect copyright.PENANAhAleM4AovW
I left him here just a few minutes ago." Johnny picked up his 569Please respect copyright.PENANAWuqcXsLxvm
handbag. "We've been together for nine years. Look, he has my cell number on his collar and he's vaccinated 569Please respect copyright.PENANAMHeBPzQUfN
." Johnny moved his bag under the Japanese maple 569Please respect copyright.PENANAPe2mVYHP9s
and Cheeseburger sat 569Please respect copyright.PENANACRrOVXRFLb
next to it in the shade.569Please respect copyright.PENANApSdNRyoknM
"How far do you live from here?" I asked. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAsiQVIMz9Su
"Not far," he said. "Back in the woods, on the other side of 569Please respect copyright.PENANAJFFL5wvQhx
. We have a good tent." 569Please respect copyright.PENANA7KQnt4s64N
"But couldn't you go to the shelter?" 569Please respect copyright.PENANAkCMWJz4XcW
"They don't take a cheeseburger and I don't go anywhere without one," he said. Every time he said 569Please respect copyright.PENANAjYfs4Sy2kG
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cheeseburgers, the dog's tail happily wagged 569Please respect copyright.PENANAw1zWY5am7H
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back and forth. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAzXKuLGQyjE
"Johnny, I can't leave without a cheeseburger food and water," I said. "It's 569Please respect copyright.PENANAptcYdfUZxy
, not you. It's just, well, I have this thing about dogs..." 569Please respect copyright.PENANAJUZO9KG7q3
"Fine, if it makes you happy," he said. "I'll go back 569Please respect copyright.PENANAHPvcLBG25e
now and finish my drink... It was nice 569Please respect copyright.PENANAhjlHkuGmQp
meeting you, Marion. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAykRvMFel5R
I locked up at Walgreen's and came back with a bowl, 569Please respect copyright.PENANA2EaW4ZYOAn
a large bottle of cold water, a bag of dog food, and 569Please respect copyright.PENANAFjUVugbJCP
bones. Then I went in and picked up Johnny at 569Please respect copyright.PENANALgNaiwXVhb
restaurant. "I thought you should come with me while I give 569Please respect copyright.PENANA4clw2kYgFe
food and water for a cheeseburger," I told him. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAfeQcw1H3BU
"Okeydoke," he said. The cheeseburger stood Johnny 569Please respect copyright.PENANAtSeSvbo5LD
and I approached. I put the food down and he took 569Please respect copyright.PENANAMIdiFUfWif
bites of it - mostly out of politeness. He covered enough 569Please respect copyright.PENANACGPRks7GPk
water. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAbWOV6PITKi
"I think he was thirsty," said Johnny. "Thanks. I won't give him bottled water, but don't worry, I'll take very good care of him." 569Please respect copyright.PENANAtiCyF9yxnJ
"And who will take care of you?" The words flew out of my mouth before I could stop them, and I knew they sounded sharper than I intended. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAV5XBtF8RyF
Johnny didn't seem to care. “That's how it works,” he said gently 569Please respect copyright.PENANAavUihCd3JU
. “Every morning Cheeseburger and I get out of our tent 569Please respect copyright.PENANA5sb4vQLNAp
and look at the sky. And I say: Lord, we belong to you. We trust you. Take care of us one more day. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAeTTRwaQDMO
Thank you. ” And then at night, when we fall asleep, 569Please respect copyright.PENANAGFCJU2dOsg
I look at the stars and say: “God, we still trust You.” 569Please respect copyright.PENANAWGTK8LV9OV
He smiled again—that slow, easy laugh. 569Please respect copyright.PENANANG4SfFDSgn
I smiled back. There was just something about his 569Please respect copyright.PENANAuSzHtDsdCa
eyes that I liked. "Maybe I'll see you and the cheeseburger again sometime 569Please respect copyright.PENANAuOZCwsmZNc
," I said. 569Please respect copyright.PENANADgDAdJJszQ
“Okeydoke. Me and the cheeseburger come here or go to 569Please respect copyright.PENANAfvDhcM630S
McDonalds most mornings. Then we walk down 569Please respect copyright.PENANAFkwp4NJYRc
to the post office. I am a painter by trade and I hope to find a job for 569Please respect copyright.PENANAiqb5PczJdJ
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There was a real calm about Johnny, even 569Please respect copyright.PENANAbX2902S73x
despite my unkind accusations. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAyt2uCCxR89
I fished in my purse and found a twenty. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAXAuO5t6gIV
"Can I have this?" I asked hesitantly, not knowing how 569Please respect copyright.PENANA3BW7Js2D0u
was supposed to work. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAGDXxxvj1fE
He did not hand over the bill, but looked at me with a 569Please respect copyright.PENANA13cTqc01QX
satisfied expression. "You don't have to. We're 569Please respect copyright.PENANAHpEeKGD1ob
doing pretty well." 569Please respect copyright.PENANAp9CDwfaFCP
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"I would. Very much." 569Please respect copyright.PENANAV0Kvn5U6nF
"Then I thank you, Marion. God bless you." 569Please respect copyright.PENANA25S8ucv9j9
I went back to my car and turned on the 569Please respect copyright.PENANAR3DFlcFewl
air conditioner. At a red light I leaned forward and looked up at the 569Please respect copyright.PENANAJzUnKcVGRc
blue cloudless sky. "Lord, I belong to you. I trust you 569Please respect copyright.PENANAd9kpRa0XMZ
. Take care of me today. Thank you." 569Please respect copyright.PENANAAXjSuL72vm
The light changed. I stepped onto the highway 569Please respect copyright.PENANAz0UgE3I39u
fresh, not so much from the cool air, but from 569Please respect copyright.PENANAvJnYK5aGJa
. unmistakable peace, the same peace I saw in Johnny's eyes.569Please respect copyright.PENANA8id3WtLqaH
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