I'd like to talk about something semi important.
1/3rds of me believes in god but 2/3rds often questions if there's an actual God, I wan't brought up in a religious household but within the recent years my father has become a "Christian" I added quotes due to the fact that he says he believes in god although he still sins and does things a christian wouldn't do. 134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOILH2Dvtt
I had once questioned God around my father and he got mad, the Bible may be the book of God but it it still is just a book and I mean that in the most respectful way possible. I recently read a bit of the bible like a week ago it was pretty interesting.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53JplHEeSL
I don't really pray unless it's before my food and once in a blue moon I'll pray but nothing too serious, I never really went to church. I can count on my fingers how many times I went.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmiwL4VHXi
My dad got mad at me for not reading this tiny bible he gave me once and I told him that it wasn't my fault that I wasn't raised in church and he got angry with me, stating that he was raised in a church which doesn't make sense if he is the way he is.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGm82ekuGY
I suppose drugs and alcohol change a person. Not really sure how I feel overall about God or anything. I'm honestly numb from everything at this point due to trauma but hey it is what it is.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZtzV908GX
This also adds to me thinking that I have alexithymia, It's not like I want it. It's pretty weird not being able to process some emotions but then again I am self proclaimed so I'll seek to get checked in the future.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y5J4hFcWC
Thanks for reading134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TUU1zCblD
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