我......自從那日有了那個感覺之後，姐姐在旁邊或靠近我的時候那個感覺就會出現192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyI0Km7rko
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甚至...姐姐跟她朋友一起玩時不論男女，我就會有另一種很不好受的感受192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b137Khi6D
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就像是有人拿針刺我一樣，心很痛，還會有像是有人掐住我的脖子一樣，難以呼吸192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZkX2JikP3
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這種很難受的感覺是從那一天開始的......192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJEymLsNc0
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姐姐在學校的成績也很優秀，每次考試都會排在班上前三192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfjSQlhDDc
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也有很多崇拜她的人，也有很多朋友，同樣很多的有...喜歡姐姐的人192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zo3uBNi8o
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那天因為姐姐是上晚校的，剛剛好那天我不用上晚自習，所以去給姐姐送晚餐192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oxqsjyPtQ
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卻看到姐姐被表白......姐姐似乎很喜歡那個男生192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9ZscnE45y
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我突然有一種心很痛胸口悶悶的，很像是心臟被人用刀划了幾下，然後把心整個挖出來192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPzwwuMgOm
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感受到就像撕心裂肺一樣...很痛很痛.....192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhBENioTCT
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我努力調整好情緒去給姐姐送晚餐192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qI6PJqoyF
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我說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXLnSFiD8Q
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：「姐姐晚餐我給你送來了」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRWAhQjeN5
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姐姐神色有一瞬看起來是心疼的，不過我沒察覺192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQvmjszpsp
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姐姐說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdM2GBOBNe
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：「你怎麼了！?」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINUFaf0lmk
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：「怎麼帶著哭腔?是不是有誰欺負妳了?」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo1LOAwaDQ
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我連我有了哭腔都不知道，是姐姐提醒我，我才知道......192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmSBNa3X5d
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我說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqupyIqzFfr
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：「沒有啦，是因為風太大嗆到我了，有點難受...而已」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwTcZwx5WP
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：「現在好很多了，姐你不用坦心我」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOl5faeMJy
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姐姐隨後說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKyERFpUXT
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：「喔，是這樣啊」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXU6nZIRed
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：「那就好，有人欺負妳一定要跟姐姐講喔」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdSGRQ0mLu
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：「知道了嗎？」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyskDQ828y
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我說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVlYoAAvHK
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：「我知道了，姐」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckHLiMXYEh
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：「姐，你是不是下課時間快沒了?」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtT1fnN7NX
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：「要不要趕快進去吃飯?」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3YMeUIGZq
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姐姐看了看錶然後說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAVuxymKvI
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：「啊！對诶」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2xFHhEXEp
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：「我先進去了，你趕快回家，不要讓阿姨跟叔叔擔心」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHktGsOryU
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：「要小心一點喔！拜拜回家見」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtqbf2SRWe
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我說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80rhn7D6Hg
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：「嗯，回...家...見」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rF5E1lWFc
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我的聲音越來越小直至消失......192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbqAbYI0i8
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我走在回家的路上，像是不見三魂七魄的人一樣走在路上192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j4blIYdQx
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突然起風了，隨之而來的是我一滴滴掉在人行道的淚水192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tLS0qVwwp
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我不只一次的跟自己講要哭回家再哭......192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLB9zO4Gqz
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那天我還是不知道我為什麼哭了，我也不想管了192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQxfTXjnVU
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可...我在那之後行為變得越來越奇怪192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV32zPmQTCC
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我會看著姐姐傻笑，也會在意她的一舉一動192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu2cSJVHde
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甚至.....還會在筆記本上面...寫...「芳妤熙我喜歡你」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPdKrjzhC5
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我本來不知道我對姐姐這樣是因為...我...喜歡她192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTIjVflVwt
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是朋友無意中看到我的筆記本上面寫的字192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLMiWgUHXF
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在她的追問下我把這兩年來所發生的事以及我的感受和作為192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAlOl2mRYx
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全部都跟她講192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFR96VqCEc
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朋友說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYqwn066Gg
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：「你...你這就是喜歡上你姐姐了！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALdm2hU80h
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我一瞬間呆住了，我問我自己192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso0mEIOHmI
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：「喜歡......喜歡姐姐嗎...」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlM5p79eTY
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我明白了這就是喜歡，我原來以為喜歡是很甜很甜的...192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRY0qFYeAn
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但...我忘了有一種喜歡叫《暗戀》......192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J6MvIuhzd
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這種喜歡不一定會有好結果，但過程大部分會很痛苦......192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YDcWmN23f
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我原本想就這樣一直喜歡著姐姐192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIZpF8Cs0c
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遠遠的看她幸福、快樂...這樣就好192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1mpDAEKPz
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但...現實給我潑了一攤冷水...192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ738dQZTOvi
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在我高二上學期時192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5qLnXy0N4
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姐姐發現了我的秘密......她看到了我的筆記本192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT11rOmbpCr
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她看到了我寫著「芳妤熙我喜歡你」.....192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgFOUdQzYk
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她跟我說讓她一個人呆一下192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGoLA3inEN
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那天我心很亂...很煩...一直在想如果姐姐覺得我很噁心怎麼辦192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYP2N2WBLd
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那我又該怎麼辦...192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQgJtt2Up7
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隔天姐姐對我說192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkv6akpqqo
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: 「我們都是女生，是不能這樣的，況且叔叔跟阿姨是不會同意的」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJpqizYbRH
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:「這件事你忘了吧...好好讀書，我也會昨天的事沒發生...」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdspmKg3Lf
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我說:「好...姐謝謝你」我的語氣很平靜，可...或許只有我自己知道其實我已經要崩潰了，表面說著好，但好幾年的感情怎麼能說忘記就忘記192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhmJyxqceD
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我後來想就不要留在她身邊了...192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMEytXQDtt
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越在她身邊我越控制不住我自己...192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIByG4aC7D
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我考了南下的大學，心想192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCOcSsX0Lv
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:「這樣也好，可以名正言順的逃避...」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TVhse7oL5
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可就在大一下發生了我意想不到的事情......
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