我......自從那日有了那個感覺之後，姐姐在旁邊或靠近我的時候那個感覺就會出現173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HQ6AfjEJ2
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甚至...姐姐跟她朋友一起玩時不論男女，我就會有另一種很不好受的感受173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIW0Vnkk37
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就像是有人拿針刺我一樣，心很痛，還會有像是有人掐住我的脖子一樣，難以呼吸173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMUe6uoIvl
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這種很難受的感覺是從那一天開始的......173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqClUOHwYe
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姐姐在學校的成績也很優秀，每次考試都會排在班上前三173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2xdMhBG9Z
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也有很多崇拜她的人，也有很多朋友，同樣很多的有...喜歡姐姐的人173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLOiKyIYxW
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那天因為姐姐是上晚校的，剛剛好那天我不用上晚自習，所以去給姐姐送晚餐173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70AzCKLDIO
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卻看到姐姐被表白......姐姐似乎很喜歡那個男生173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3VTpbsByY
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我突然有一種心很痛胸口悶悶的，很像是心臟被人用刀划了幾下，然後把心整個挖出來173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXr9TPNkEY
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感受到就像撕心裂肺一樣...很痛很痛.....173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Q61yHEsC
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我努力調整好情緒去給姐姐送晚餐173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa02NU2P3w7
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我說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOGeaImgI9
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：「姐姐晚餐我給你送來了」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttxOc7Ai2s
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姐姐神色有一瞬看起來是心疼的，不過我沒察覺173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDDn5OioQX
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姐姐說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoeEvjKLC6
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：「你怎麼了！?」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFCSLzfPWN
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：「怎麼帶著哭腔?是不是有誰欺負妳了?」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE5wPPKqlZ
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我連我有了哭腔都不知道，是姐姐提醒我，我才知道......173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurtGldREVR
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我說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1phjn3II2T
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：「沒有啦，是因為風太大嗆到我了，有點難受...而已」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeVtDQS2sW
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：「現在好很多了，姐你不用坦心我」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskZwXdZcqf
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姐姐隨後說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoY5R9IM5T
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：「喔，是這樣啊」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXhBJ5iJS3
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：「那就好，有人欺負妳一定要跟姐姐講喔」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y54ZCVaJS
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：「知道了嗎？」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrbIMlmOiY
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我說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8eHe0jxc2
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：「我知道了，姐」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulKXxLBP8Y
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：「姐，你是不是下課時間快沒了?」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGZxIqWqsi
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：「要不要趕快進去吃飯?」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBpwPkkpbg
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姐姐看了看錶然後說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mSc2fCRJE
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：「啊！對诶」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoDTmcvObG
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：「我先進去了，你趕快回家，不要讓阿姨跟叔叔擔心」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZWXaGYFps
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：「要小心一點喔！拜拜回家見」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsIJVnks9D
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我說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdhWxBfPs1
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：「嗯，回...家...見」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡna2JoCusd2
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我的聲音越來越小直至消失......173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jb2rTryF7
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我走在回家的路上，像是不見三魂七魄的人一樣走在路上173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YXWNMi7w4
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突然起風了，隨之而來的是我一滴滴掉在人行道的淚水173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefXmCLO64p
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我不只一次的跟自己講要哭回家再哭......173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7nL1m9EAN
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那天我還是不知道我為什麼哭了，我也不想管了173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXWXyIVIqQ
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可...我在那之後行為變得越來越奇怪173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywpTAp6vBn
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我會看著姐姐傻笑，也會在意她的一舉一動173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZqfpP5yzo
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甚至.....還會在筆記本上面...寫...「芳妤熙我喜歡你」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUVbMDq7Qz
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我本來不知道我對姐姐這樣是因為...我...喜歡她173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU0gBSf4bI
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是朋友無意中看到我的筆記本上面寫的字173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1VHYRa9eR
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在她的追問下我把這兩年來所發生的事以及我的感受和作為173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0YtiB6wRg
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全部都跟她講173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcK6Q5qXFh
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朋友說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ziy1XBGYO
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：「你...你這就是喜歡上你姐姐了！」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwUtriCvKm
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我一瞬間呆住了，我問我自己173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4unz9VBqY
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：「喜歡......喜歡姐姐嗎...」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwOPhdYheX
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我明白了這就是喜歡，我原來以為喜歡是很甜很甜的...173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwCisARpE3
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但...我忘了有一種喜歡叫《暗戀》......173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqsWGgouUN
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這種喜歡不一定會有好結果，但過程大部分會很痛苦......173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ485Qb8xrsC
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我原本想就這樣一直喜歡著姐姐173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl3YbyRdcI
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遠遠的看她幸福、快樂...這樣就好173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OCixK58Ti
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但...現實給我潑了一攤冷水...173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV145LU7ZL
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在我高二上學期時173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7w0K9OF9v
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姐姐發現了我的秘密......她看到了我的筆記本173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zKASH1NVH
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她看到了我寫著「芳妤熙我喜歡你」.....173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyC3SPuYuj
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她跟我說讓她一個人呆一下173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2nzhhENBg
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那天我心很亂...很煩...一直在想如果姐姐覺得我很噁心怎麼辦173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGmzgtmTE5
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那我又該怎麼辦...173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YDihtUZdL
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隔天姐姐對我說173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5eNs1EGvU
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: 「我們都是女生，是不能這樣的，況且叔叔跟阿姨是不會同意的」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMAWhQk8Ck
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:「這件事你忘了吧...好好讀書，我也會昨天的事沒發生...」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgNlcrBA8J
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我說:「好...姐謝謝你」我的語氣很平靜，可...或許只有我自己知道其實我已經要崩潰了，表面說著好，但好幾年的感情怎麼能說忘記就忘記173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPjX2SwfDy
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我後來想就不要留在她身邊了...173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACKJ5ttlTu
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越在她身邊我越控制不住我自己...173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaF8SxZldn
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我考了南下的大學，心想173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2LtNY6Ll7
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:「這樣也好，可以名正言順的逃避...」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX57EnPiOx
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可就在大一下發生了我意想不到的事情......
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