沒什麼比不熟練的擁抱,更令人尷尬的了。456Please respect copyright.PENANAnfczC72Nkg
456Please respect copyright.PENANA6Rqbn1wfxa
柳思堇上次主動擁抱的記憶,大概是父母頭七那天,自己對著哭得比雨勢還大的弟弟,獻出了冰冷的擁抱。456Please respect copyright.PENANAN5Qf6Cfujn
456Please respect copyright.PENANA4n7aHNblsv
她聽過一種說法,擁抱是身為個體的人類,最能感受彼此的方法。貼緊彼此後,左右同時感覺到心臟的跳動,唯有那時,人才是平衡而完整的。456Please respect copyright.PENANAMJlzivRrJM
456Please respect copyright.PENANAtMHQsw8eaI
但那時的她沒有任何感覺,心跳反而隨著窗外的雨聲拍打,更加破碎了。也從那刻起,柳思堇自行驗證了一個道理——擁抱並不會帶來什麼,是毫無意義的行為。456Please respect copyright.PENANAPSJUjVZ6n4
456Please respect copyright.PENANAtMagXfyHdW
即使如此,在一片寂寥中看見熟悉的身影時,失去的能力竟死灰復燃,再次做出反常的行為。456Please respect copyright.PENANArpt4dw1G5o
456Please respect copyright.PENANAF6YwBnAK6r
將上身的重量,逐步朝懷中薄弱的身板施加,髮絲的香氣與潮濕的青草味夾伴而來,柳思堇刻意將臉貼近些,進一步汲取這些味道。456Please respect copyright.PENANAGrbCtp4Rrg
456Please respect copyright.PENANAcb2ZNQhWq6
夏日、蟬鳴、悶熱無風。肌膚、心跳、胸口起伏。456Please respect copyright.PENANAiZOIoV0LQw
456Please respect copyright.PENANA4u3cwu5CbS
看似羅曼蒂克的畫面,彆扭卻充分顯現在雙手上。456Please respect copyright.PENANAH0md4xZOxj
456Please respect copyright.PENANAoisOvCxril
胳膊像是斷了線的人偶,聞風不動地掛巫祈海胸前,動作滑稽。456Please respect copyright.PENANAWplSFQw8kS
456Please respect copyright.PENANAMWEfQeTj0d
她忍不住暗自吐槽,如果能更果斷抱住,就會更帥氣一點吧?跟口袋小說的霸道總裁一樣,光這招就能輕易擄獲他人的心。456Please respect copyright.PENANAkpNpBaEGEk
456Please respect copyright.PENANAsj8PjIFoSV
「⋯⋯不安心呢。」456Please respect copyright.PENANA8nbE768bbW
456Please respect copyright.PENANAdVNoHMPYGP
只可惜,巫祈海並非膚淺的女人,而柳思堇的世界,更不是一本俗套的情愛小說。456Please respect copyright.PENANAGUljSEsKyW
456Please respect copyright.PENANAN9HKv9Gqpt
意想不到的回答,柳思堇渾身一顫,「啊?」456Please respect copyright.PENANA4f5bu59PVM
456Please respect copyright.PENANAp2HBDZDPoK
巫祈海反手一抓,緊扣胸前的手,深深一按,「再用力一點。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAlUhwABL7m6
456Please respect copyright.PENANAFANVu9IMyj
⋯⋯原來她口中的「碰」,是這麼激烈的嗎?456Please respect copyright.PENANAPjnNMbGKSm
456Please respect copyright.PENANAPCPuPmpmXB
命令一出,氣氛瞬間變調,柳思堇像輸入指令的機器人般,嘗試圈起僵硬的胳膊,「呃⋯⋯這樣?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAxhmobY7WHv
456Please respect copyright.PENANAl9FQ7j8eH0
「再用力。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAHNmhWjl0qK
456Please respect copyright.PENANANuCDysGXu8
「這樣?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAdVkH1rWEaX
456Please respect copyright.PENANAuZoJogeSi7
「⋯⋯妳真的不會抱人呢。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAKrtSOXrSlJ
456Please respect copyright.PENANA3PhDxJhbc6
似乎是沒興致繼續調教,巫祈海逕自起身,直接脫離懷抱,朝前方的遊樂設施走去。456Please respect copyright.PENANAa7YC265bAv
456Please respect copyright.PENANANXRSgZZtOg
哈,這是被拒絕了嗎⋯⋯456Please respect copyright.PENANAIEvLD1NHgH
456Please respect copyright.PENANAIleO1HVvfg
柳思堇摸摸鼻子,同時也鬆一口氣,畢竟從兩人接觸開始,心律就一直居高不下。趕緊調適呼吸後,她也邁開腳步,走近眼前的城堡造型溜滑梯,才發現巫祈海早正往上攀爬,動作流暢又迅速。456Please respect copyright.PENANADYKA0PYnXi
456Please respect copyright.PENANACwHHzGyuL0
見眼前的人莫名開始玩耍,柳思堇皺起眉頭出聲,「所以,這樣就好了嗎?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAiT6IZida8I
456Please respect copyright.PENANAaJVmt3YQaW
巫祈海沒有停止動作,站到上方的高台,冷冷一瞥,「嗯,妳可以回去了。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAb4DgHncTVN
456Please respect copyright.PENANAjm4s0cdnZt
⋯⋯?456Please respect copyright.PENANAOz56JZmxmu
456Please respect copyright.PENANAPEG99J5geX
完全搞不懂每日一見的用意。456Please respect copyright.PENANAbYLJrWHHwm
456Please respect copyright.PENANA6vtkKuEHb8
依照柳思堇的性格,肯定懶得爭辯,就這麼拍拍屁股回家了。但白時杰所言確實產生了餘韻,在前往車途中,她早已鐵了心腸,要是沒能問出心中的疑惑,絕不罷休。456Please respect copyright.PENANAKNWinpQUBj
456Please respect copyright.PENANAlhDvjqJtFs
於是,柳思堇深吸一口氣,提高音量大喊,「學姐我——」456Please respect copyright.PENANAEO0oWaHN5p
456Please respect copyright.PENANAh7F2d8iiQS
「快回去吧,很晚了。」巫祈海再次無情打斷,同時投以勸退眼神,「明天還要去阿嬤家吧?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAY4HURTWG87
456Please respect copyright.PENANAoZkVIzUyqM
⋯⋯她怎麼會知道?456Please respect copyright.PENANAVyBmnWLrq6
456Please respect copyright.PENANAhTNMLdfjEU
柳思堇十分確信,除了曾傳過大海的照片以外,從未向她提起這回事。456Please respect copyright.PENANAp7lomrWyeO
456Please respect copyright.PENANAZWmYkc5lAZ
神經敏感處被狠很戳中,再次有股裸露的毛骨悚然,搭配夏日晚上的濕黏感,詭異又燥熱。456Please respect copyright.PENANAbUHnEhUXmb
456Please respect copyright.PENANAR62AGYMzAc
不能就這樣打道回府,太遜了。456Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jy3RyVN3x
456Please respect copyright.PENANAFY64XHUZtl
絲毫未退,柳思堇再次開口叫喚,「學姐。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAbo01oVrAVV
456Please respect copyright.PENANAFqHOkTNJEM
這回巫祈海直接不理會,趴在高台的欄杆處,抬頭仰望漆黑的夜空。456Please respect copyright.PENANA75J78mSozT
456Please respect copyright.PENANA9hvVX8HMN7
柳思堇停頓了半晌,先清了嗓後,精明地修正,「顏值迷倒眾生的神仙學姐。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAapd1pS65F2
456Please respect copyright.PENANAa28FObNUFs
巫祈海的視線立刻拉了回來,她輕點頭表示批准,「請說。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAcMi2sUZ6ts
456Please respect copyright.PENANAkcuHavCL7I
——靠,真不要臉。456Please respect copyright.PENANAZ74lfOxYDc
456Please respect copyright.PENANAgzyyfAtFAs
壓抑想吐槽的心,柳思堇接續,「我有一些問題想釐清。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAmH4RbpV5jm
456Please respect copyright.PENANA5o1pUJK9Ok
巫祈海冷靜地抽出手機,藍光在昏暗中亮起,「三十分鐘內結束。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAdroLdZXzqu
456Please respect copyright.PENANAobxK3o8OUg
「啊?為什——」456Please respect copyright.PENANAYm6iJW9TzZ
456Please respect copyright.PENANAwBTrZRZ0bN
手指在螢幕上輕點後,巫祈海將手機反轉,讓對方能清楚看見畫面。456Please respect copyright.PENANAOv9awrys7q
456Please respect copyright.PENANA2j0H7gk9X5
「計時開始。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAaTK3fc7EFe
456Please respect copyright.PENANAv8Unz3RkXd
看著秒秒流逝的倒數畫面,柳思堇感覺自己猶如抱著一顆定時炸彈,如果隨便提問,就會被對方強行爆破,敗興而歸。456Please respect copyright.PENANAOqISmsXzYj
456Please respect copyright.PENANANUk8XUVpCI
但,一瞬間有太多問題湧上,她不曉得該從何開始梳理。456Please respect copyright.PENANANddZNtjXdQ
456Please respect copyright.PENANAnQraY2GCMs
打從一開始,就是為了利益靠近我的嗎?456Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5FqbAvBfV
456Please respect copyright.PENANAZr7jKdhyvf
白時杰說的都是真的嗎?456Please respect copyright.PENANAGT88fJ2Gev
456Please respect copyright.PENANAVyEdksKRE5
對我⋯⋯說謊了嗎?456Please respect copyright.PENANAsM21xXnXa5
456Please respect copyright.PENANAH9iftWwcF7
假使開口就是陰謀論,可能會引來不悅。供出白時杰的說詞,也可能來到懸崖邊緣。456Please respect copyright.PENANAmMhyXMVcSs
456Please respect copyright.PENANAaUEbuDItnk
「剩二十五分鐘。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAUSgnEWotE3
456Please respect copyright.PENANAqfIB8rvXgJ
所謂時間就是金錢,她可不想做賠本生意。柳思堇最終放棄掙扎,神情疲憊,聲音也變得虛弱,「⋯⋯學姐,我們是真的夥伴吧?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAElv5o701oK
456Please respect copyright.PENANAdL5NT5rzI6
還真是一點都不帥氣的問法。456Please respect copyright.PENANADTfaD5VKub
456Please respect copyright.PENANAvFupbZKG4d
但也算是直接表達了,自己對於這段關係的疑慮。456Please respect copyright.PENANAscVibXprfC
456Please respect copyright.PENANAeJmgsxupCb
「沒錯。」巫祈海仍然面無表情,趴在高台的欄杆上,像傲視江山的君主,「我收服妳了。」456Please respect copyright.PENANApV19rxQ7GX
456Please respect copyright.PENANAg8QFJ8OYFT
——啥?什麼時候?456Please respect copyright.PENANAHjXz2WCFAk
456Please respect copyright.PENANAXvQrurxvdh
為了寶貴的時間,柳思堇不想多辯,近一步提問,「如果是的話,還能再更深入了解吧?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAmLeaUjAPD1
456Please respect copyright.PENANA9IfWY9O2qu
巫祈海微微瞇起眼,「妳想了解什麼?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAlbvY85Cr72
456Please respect copyright.PENANAzmwpbNL5dM
「哈,說得好像我講了,妳就會告訴我一樣⋯⋯」早看穿對方看似有求必應,實質閉口不談的語法,柳思堇忍不住碎念,「目前為止,不都是只透露想讓我看見的一面嗎⋯⋯」456Please respect copyright.PENANAqsAQTsmSni
456Please respect copyright.PENANA1ljC4IfTLu
與其說是埋怨,在靜謐的空間中,更像直接對擴音器高喊的公告。456Please respect copyright.PENANAD12kEfoHg4
456Please respect copyright.PENANAudrKIrm1gX
巫祈海陷入沉默,肯定是聽得一清二楚。柳思堇自覺不妙,有股下一秒就要崩局的預感。456Please respect copyright.PENANAArOVdG3ilt
456Please respect copyright.PENANAbvY3z6h2jt
可一切風平浪靜,巫祈海更丟出了另一個提案,「那來玩個遊戲吧。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAJxUgoYDhYk
456Please respect copyright.PENANASywLeQs532
「⋯⋯什麼遊戲?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAGzG7b0wGo3
456Please respect copyright.PENANAafn67O9zos
「輪流說出三個關於自己的秘密,而且絕不能說謊。」巫祈海伸出手,指溜滑梯下面的狹窄空間,冷冷一笑,「違反規則的人,今晚就睡在這裡。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAXl0CXalZHK
456Please respect copyright.PENANAvhpJzAajYt
——地獄版真心話大冒險?456Please respect copyright.PENANAjYEN55iNTE
456Please respect copyright.PENANADKFY1bvLbp
她完全不想參與,可又好奇巫祈海的回答。同時在腦中探尋,究竟什麼是屬於自己的秘密。456Please respect copyright.PENANAtgv9swfR55
456Please respect copyright.PENANAHg2iWIrNwj
說得了花吐症的話,會被認為是騙人的吧⋯⋯456Please respect copyright.PENANA27B2nxewdR
456Please respect copyright.PENANAPrrQHhyIUo
於是,柳思堇直接拋出無傷大雅的秘密,「我小時候,曾經撕走我弟漫畫的其中幾頁,但沒跟他講。」456Please respect copyright.PENANA03HjY3bwt5
456Please respect copyright.PENANAgLj5osGgre
準確來說,是BL漫畫中最為激烈的幾頁。至於最後放到哪去了,她可以很不負責任地說,完全不記得。456Please respect copyright.PENANA8zTeZsYKAv
456Please respect copyright.PENANAx9ZEyOjWR2
輪到巫祈海的回合,她沒有任何遲疑,迅速地給出第二個答案,「我沒和白時杰交往,更沒有任何好感,他只為了利益接近我。」456Please respect copyright.PENANArwJNk0FIEV
456Please respect copyright.PENANAyY5COCDRDP
「呃,我⋯⋯其實聽得見花說話的聲音。」頓時慌亂,柳思堇不自覺抖出另一個事實,同時指向對角的小花圃,「像那邊的花,正在說里長的八卦,我集中精神就能聽到。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAI7Onw8vA5A
456Please respect copyright.PENANAKAEVKKBgLN
此話一出,向來和善的酢漿花精靈罕見動怒了。456Please respect copyright.PENANAgCX2mYXizs
456Please respect copyright.PENANACikL7c9Dhe
『小鬼!妳這是侵犯隱私權!說里長八卦有犯法嗎!』456Please respect copyright.PENANALFWjvDYYoY
456Please respect copyright.PENANAycxgLT0C7u
「我不是巫家的直系血親。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAc0jgsEdF6j
456Please respect copyright.PENANAinHAp9AvVa
巫祈海冷靜說出的第二個秘密,蓋過了遠方的騷動。456Please respect copyright.PENANARLgv8rKn89
456Please respect copyright.PENANA0K2yg12Nrc
她低垂視線,平淡地彷彿是在描述外人的過往,「所以,在家族體系中,一直遭人詬病。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAlwHutc8Gcx
456Please respect copyright.PENANANrixkgSyn0
⋯⋯怎麼回事?456Please respect copyright.PENANAgMCIvUuZS7
456Please respect copyright.PENANAQFTqTrtVcr
第二個秘密,確實讓她愣了。至今聽見的傳聞中,巫祈海都是身世顯赫的名門大小姐,絕非虛假的名份。456Please respect copyright.PENANAJaNPs9RGGT
456Please respect copyright.PENANA3kQrgME5TX
柳思堇腦中猛然浮現一個畫面,從墓地回來的車程中,當自己半夢半醒時,一片模糊中看見巫祈海的神情。哪怕再不清晰,也能察覺,那是從未見過的情緒。456Please respect copyright.PENANAkW2Z1KvvPk
456Please respect copyright.PENANAFcOHcrEmiA
比起真相帶來的衝擊,更刺痛柳思堇的,是對於孤軍奮戰的心疼。456Please respect copyright.PENANAqK8azbZQpy
456Please respect copyright.PENANAXZJJjOKpuQ
——她到底在背負些什麼?456Please respect copyright.PENANAvPe4iUlN3K
456Please respect copyright.PENANA7r4PrH7fkz
剛才也是,一個人坐在鞦韆上的時候,又在想什麼呢?456Please respect copyright.PENANAoumOUZALx9
456Please respect copyright.PENANAKfeYs2Ax8o
「第三個。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1OB7aU42e
456Please respect copyright.PENANAq9fsgH2fKT
眼看計時器倒數十五分鐘,柳思堇腦子一熱,「我——」456Please respect copyright.PENANAoXO7CP3aOp
456Please respect copyright.PENANA8MdJAGMHBS
「妳喜歡巫祈海?」456Please respect copyright.PENANA9Lnc5LJMR9
456Please respect copyright.PENANA7TzKtZEOay
懸在心裡的質問,使她猛然踩了煞車。456Please respect copyright.PENANAW5wMA82wkh
456Please respect copyright.PENANAeF0r9RYvMA
連自己都搞不懂的,又算什麼秘密啊⋯⋯456Please respect copyright.PENANAyoSfkk6d07
456Please respect copyright.PENANAp9WBDYWpOu
暴露自我的不安,與想要了解對方的渴望產生衝突,在體內產生一股動力,正把自己往前推。456Please respect copyright.PENANAqtTW8w2FZr
456Please respect copyright.PENANAKyPw5DwTnN
「我其實⋯⋯」壓抑胃裡翻騰的酸意,柳思堇低下頭,徬徨的指節緊揪衣襬,「喜歡⋯⋯」456Please respect copyright.PENANAY9Urel90ED
456Please respect copyright.PENANAUDAEQzMiN6
她深吸一口氣,感覺毛孔都在顫抖。456Please respect copyright.PENANATREduzJgiA
456Please respect copyright.PENANAocvbc3NgpF
最終真正打破寂靜的,並非回答,而是一陣響亮的碰撞聲。柳思堇餘光一瞥,能感覺巫祈海從上方溜了下來,最後因不明原因,停在下方不動。456Please respect copyright.PENANAzlFqdPjbfg
456Please respect copyright.PENANAh8oHh7EVJo
柳思堇睜大眼,立刻捕捉到她白皙的指尖上,正緩慢溢出鮮血。456Please respect copyright.PENANA6TBXSMhvub
456Please respect copyright.PENANAr1bQDmxP2v
於是,她立刻衝上前,彎身打算攙扶,「學姐!妳沒——」456Please respect copyright.PENANAigLtOmkO6d
456Please respect copyright.PENANACsySeB5RBT
哐!456Please respect copyright.PENANAoM2bL4mKHO
456Please respect copyright.PENANAzmEBmkjRi3
下個瞬間,一陣天旋地轉,柳思堇感覺自己被巫祈海一手拽過,重心不穩,雙手反射性撐起身體,最終變成趴臥姿勢,更因角度使然,幾乎是讓巫祈海整張臉貼在胸口。456Please respect copyright.PENANAZDhhWsgu9t
456Please respect copyright.PENANA9t0WTSA1Gc
在如此憋屈的處境下,懷中的巫祈海出聲了,「所以,妳喜歡什麼?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAGizA5GXEx4
456Please respect copyright.PENANA6B9vpUE7oR
柳思堇感覺自己一腳踩入了陷阱,也從肌膚的寒顫上,意識到一個最為根本的問題。456Please respect copyright.PENANARfbI7pW08K
456Please respect copyright.PENANAdZmP0Z9JRu
⋯⋯竟然在害怕啊。456Please respect copyright.PENANAbd5wnA0BCi
456Please respect copyright.PENANAt9UYTnfMRw
時近七月底,距離當初答覆的期限,確實只剩不到一個月了。嘗試與真相碰撞的後果,就是可能兩敗俱傷。456Please respect copyright.PENANAgjzMZgXQ2F
456Please respect copyright.PENANAz4BOuFLSGn
明明不喜歡擁抱,也不覺得需要擁抱,卻在動搖的時刻,希望藉由不像樣的肢體接觸,渴望從對方身上得到些什麼。456Please respect copyright.PENANAISY10V60BT
456Please respect copyright.PENANAVHm6y0Yruk
兩隻刺蝟擁抱的話,會因為張揚的刺而傷害彼此嗎?456Please respect copyright.PENANAyqkmOFPAyn
456Please respect copyright.PENANA8LPsHjVeVX
我們的關係,會因為這個回答,迎來終結嗎?456Please respect copyright.PENANAUp2WbtShXn
456Please respect copyright.PENANAxTK6FKHEVo
不安的人,正是自己。456Please respect copyright.PENANAjqKHX2gKEe
456Please respect copyright.PENANAPcbxGX8H94
「沒事的。」看穿了這份忐忑,巫祈海伸出雙手,用力環住柳思堇的腰際,「無論說什麼,我都不會遠離妳。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAR9Pwm22aa2
456Please respect copyright.PENANAqMTa6PT3yF
如此簡單的動作,卻大幅減少了心中的亂流。柳思堇初次理解,擁抱或許是有意義的,是類似止痛劑般的存在。456Please respect copyright.PENANAWxkTKQnXF1
456Please respect copyright.PENANAbTPfYdShYu
一直以來,在來不及感到疼痛前,自己就預備了所有止痛的方法,強行隔絕一切,深怕被人再次揭開瘡疤。456Please respect copyright.PENANAsWvFrXrDt2
456Please respect copyright.PENANAHv16UKmUI9
但在這個人面前,確實有股無論揭示多深刻的傷痕,都能被接受的安穩感。456Please respect copyright.PENANA6DgTpiHsrU
456Please respect copyright.PENANAiQZbMlOX8f
「⋯⋯喜歡⋯⋯」於是,柳思堇小心翼翼動著身體,拉開兩人的距離,閉上雙眼,用氣音回答,「⋯⋯女⋯⋯女生⋯⋯」456Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8B6HgynX0
456Please respect copyright.PENANAce4526kkkR
最終,比起無法曖昧的答案,還是選擇了篤定的答案。456Please respect copyright.PENANAxfMmWyifyG
456Please respect copyright.PENANARupfF2WZ3h
腦袋頓時熱得發脹,像殼裡鑽入成千上百隻蚊蚋,擠得水泄不通。柳思堇不敢睜眼,深怕看見對方任何一丁點嫌棄的反應。456Please respect copyright.PENANAULIhACu4dE
456Please respect copyright.PENANA049Ue8KF3q
而下一秒,溫熱的觸感在肌膚上劃開來。456Please respect copyright.PENANARa0PNcPa9s
456Please respect copyright.PENANAJTVZYaDdIH
「嗯,那換我了。」456Please respect copyright.PENANASh6K5pSrT8
456Please respect copyright.PENANAXk3th1ltF9
巫祈海抬起頭,用還沾著血的指尖,輕碰柳思堇泛紅的臉頰。456Please respect copyright.PENANAsMZ0nFnVFa
456Please respect copyright.PENANAVMyAQ0X7pn
「柳思堇。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAVSA3stACb8
456Please respect copyright.PENANAwalp3FabBb
紫灰色眼眸炯然地眨著,彷彿是黑暗中唯一的光源。456Please respect copyright.PENANAXcxuLo7W2F
456Please respect copyright.PENANAMYq43Y8PvO
「早在很久以前,我就認識妳了。」
456Please respect copyright.PENANA6NCPn3v5Px
456Please respect copyright.PENANAApzrK6fu1x
456Please respect copyright.PENANAHXfwy2g0DN
456Please respect copyright.PENANAMFPixpICgd