「返到屋企send個message俾我。」385Please respect copyright.PENANAiyUxI51pt1
下車前,我對坐在旁邊的Tracy說道,她點了點頭,略帶不捨地鬆開纏在一起的指頭。我輕輕摸了摸被柔順棕髮蓋著的頭頂,從座位上站起來。385Please respect copyright.PENANAeTZas4d635
自從前些日子她在商場勾過我的小指後,這行為漸漸成為我們相處的一部份。最初的時候,對方總是有意無意用手背觸碰我的手背,然後伸出小尾指,扣上這邊最小的指頭。385Please respect copyright.PENANAcpWjD0zjjw
帶著生硬的舉動隨著時間跟次數的累積慢慢變得自然,如呼吸般融入生活。好像今天,我倆並肩坐在巴士上,彼此的指尖雖然疊在一起,但雙方只是各自以空出來的手滑著手機。經指尖傳來的溫度雖然使人怦然心動,但我們並未要求更多,只想靜靜地感受彼此的存在。385Please respect copyright.PENANASXlknbx8Av
趴在床上,我點開Tracy傳來的自拍照,相片中的她用被子蓋住口和鼻,看著鏡頭的雙眸略顯疲態。我維持趴睡的姿勢,把臉埋在枕頭裡,只露出一邊眼睛,給自己拍了一張自拍。385Please respect copyright.PENANAydNeOhP0HM
我:早抖385Please respect copyright.PENANAJAa4s7xaGX
我連同簡短的訊息,將剛剛拍的照片傳給對方。不知從何時開始,我們由每天睡前向對方互道晚安,變為睡前向對方互傳自拍。385Please respect copyright.PENANA6QV5uotFrp
Tracy:我想做你個枕頭385Please respect copyright.PENANAxUMjy7gvzl
我:諗下好喇385Please respect copyright.PENANA9zUMKSRT5V
Tracy:哼,你成日都對我咁冷淡385Please respect copyright.PENANA9mAifReidq
我:冷淡就唔會日日臨瞓都同你whatsapp喇385Please respect copyright.PENANAmgrlCUiTtR
Tracy:咁我應該用咩報答你?385Please respect copyright.PENANAOlg4yLjvyz
Tracy:做你個枕頭夠唔夠?385Please respect copyright.PENANAgRsFymA69Y
我:我唔要385Please respect copyright.PENANAa8qD7dNNtS
Tracy:我都好好枕㗎385Please respect copyright.PENANAZUGyrHTtp7
我:你唔好枕385Please respect copyright.PENANAMZpipIIz3t
Tracy:你又知?385Please respect copyright.PENANA1FV2hBPVGU
我:我就係知385Please respect copyright.PENANAEUG9iw8YXN
Tracy:你要俾個機會我試下先驗證到385Please respect copyright.PENANANDrwjcUqXk
我:你講緊幾多年後嘅事?385Please respect copyright.PENANAXbLSkQW1Cq
Tracy:可能好快就實現呢385Please respect copyright.PENANAlh8zaKdERo
我不禁揚起嘴角,抱著被子,繼續當起嘴硬的角色。385Please respect copyright.PENANAI3iT76J8Fd
我:睇下點385Please respect copyright.PENANAucjLWdbxL9
我:但即使你將來有機會上嚟,你都只可以瞓梳化385Please respect copyright.PENANAFtzf67emky
Tracy:好呀,一齊瞓梳化又可以再親密啲385Please respect copyright.PENANAOaUWW2H0og
我:你就想!!!385Please respect copyright.PENANABbafszx9FT
我:我係指你瞓梳化,我瞓床!385Please respect copyright.PENANAY6L9lqxuQ9
對方傳來一張哭臉的貼圖,我沒好氣地搖搖頭,然後給她道了晚安。385Please respect copyright.PENANAwrYZ6iOmu3
我:好喇我真係瞓,早抖385Please respect copyright.PENANADFfFRyA2Tj
Tracy:早抖385Please respect copyright.PENANAKdI3rOw3RT
關掉螢幕,蓋好被子,我這時才發現,彎起的嘴角一直沒有垂下過。385Please respect copyright.PENANAiSHo4FgCbJ
無論是勾小尾指的行為,還是每天晚上的睡前自拍,都顯然超越「閨密」的界線。我們對彼此的感情,經已膨脹至非「朋友」二字所能承載的重量。385Please respect copyright.PENANAaARpIcWomF
那麼,我們現在是什麼關係?385Please respect copyright.PENANAQrhEsqEmk5
是人們常掛在嘴邊,「朋友以上,戀人未滿」的關係嗎?我們正處於曖昧狀態嗎?385Please respect copyright.PENANAMUGKYyH5v2
雖然沒有明確的答案,但我想我們是互相喜歡對方……吧。385Please respect copyright.PENANAav6yAljV9r
我現在……有多喜歡對方?385Please respect copyright.PENANA1FR7ITCpb4
也許要改變彼此的關係,只需一個小動作……不,或者一個眼神,經已足夠。385Please respect copyright.PENANApqOhkUiPOP
那即是……很喜歡嗎?385Please respect copyright.PENANAiCBrwdq5YS
「……」我把被子拉過頭,閉上眼睛。385Please respect copyright.PENANA4vnDpNcPwz
自從那天晚上在碼頭互訴心事後,Tracy那份專一的感情,以及對自己的信任和鼓勵,逐漸吹散盤踞心中的迷惘與不安。385Please respect copyright.PENANAM1u32jiLqw
現在的我想起跟她的關係,已經不會再像當初般只想逃避。取而代之的是,一份快要從心房滿溢出來的期待。理應是無味的感情,散發著一股如花蜜般甜膩的香氣,讓人想要奮不顧身,衝破一切,將箇中滋味據為己有。
385Please respect copyright.PENANAdGahIQu9UR
「Jane,你今年想食咩蛋糕?」吃過午飯,Susan攤坐在茶水間的椅子上,一副慵懶的模樣。385Please respect copyright.PENANADbIPOZaAfk
「嗯?咩蛋糕?」385Please respect copyright.PENANAz3c7xG1bOV
「公司月頭個生日會呀,你下個月生日吖嘛。而家都月尾,揀定蛋糕差唔多。」385Please respect copyright.PENANAOo15Ie5dxU
「咦,係喎。」經她一說,我才想起每月例行生日會的事來。385Please respect copyright.PENANAI8DfRdD930
「唔知揀咩可以問我,我可以提供返專業意見!」385Please respect copyright.PENANAjaq9SEcCaO
「你又唔係下個月生日嗰個,我係問,都問有份吹蠟燭嗰幾個先喇!」385Please respect copyright.PENANAeEVfgPncEG
「係嘅係嘅,你哋班每月之星點話點好喇!」語畢,對方彎起一邊嘴角,不懷好意地笑道:「不過今年就算腦細突然話cut咗個生日會,我諗你都唔會在意㗎喇!」385Please respect copyright.PENANAXrmUBkgpX0
「吓?點解咁講?」385Please respect copyright.PENANAaPBeI2ymrO
「你今年將會有個特別嘅人,為你準備一個特別嘅生日會。」385Please respect copyright.PENANAtLgonWEYKB
對方的暗示跟明示沒兩樣,我不自覺地乾咳了一聲。「……邊有。」385Please respect copyright.PENANA0cO2EpW2a1
「哎呀,你唔使收收埋埋喎。」385Please respect copyright.PENANAG4DQi5Nbht
「咩收收埋埋,真係無人約我。」385Please respect copyright.PENANAkGT6KO8URA
「唔係『無』,係『未』啫。心上人生日咁大件事,對方實唔會走甩嘅!」385Please respect copyright.PENANAdXzByYUU68
被同事這麼一說,本來沒有多想的事突然一湧而上,佔據整個腦海。「……但我哋之間無特別講過邊日生日嗰啲,可能佢根本唔知呢。」385Please respect copyright.PENANAg5Ze7ivf3a
「邊有可能,你哋小學同學嚟㗎喎!我唔信佢咩都無準備!你可以試探下對方口風呀?」385Please respect copyright.PENANAwsT8AZPux6
「我先無咁得閒。」我故作毫不在意的說道。瞄了一眼放在桌上的手機,我搖了搖頭,提起馬克杯呷了一口黑咖啡。
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