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Christmas Heartwarming Stories
ENTRY #6
Author: 小六生
Published:
Dec 7, 2022
Christmas Heartwarming Stories
Published:
Dec 7, 2022
ENTRY #6
我也曾經想過一了百了
Author: 小六生
Published:
Dec 7, 2022
1 Min Read
321 Words
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經過兩個月，今天我重新回到Penana。

看著那些我景仰的作者，常常感到不滿足，一定是我做的不夠，寫得不好，也可以看出曾經的我有多在意別人的看法，活在自己的想像裡。

兩個月前第一次去看身心科，活在憂鬱症底下兩個月，上網查了很多資料，自己可以怎麼做？家人、朋友可以怎麼做？我拼命想向大家宣示自己已經沒事了。

發作時雙手顫抖，眼淚抹也抹不去，只剩無盡的悲傷，「我真是個麻煩」當下有了這個想法。

要是我消失，我就不會讓他們擔心了。

現在的我感謝這兩個月的小六生，你沒有放棄自己，真的，你辛苦了。

我一直在尋找可以無條件愛我、支持我、能讓我快樂的人，但至始至終，那個人就是我。

我不會華麗結尾，也不會引用金句作為結束，但我要對看過的讀者說。

愛自己，不只是今年冬天最幸福的一件事，是這輩子最幸福的事，你/妳也試試看吧❤️

附上中島美嘉的《曾經我也想過一了百了》

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