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昨晚写日记的时间已晚,我比平日迟了一小时入睡。今早,我一睁开眼就瞥见了枕头上落下的头发,眼神黯了黯,抿唇不语,就这样一言不发地盯着看....8964 copyright protection129PENANAK6VUWlWgZ9 維尼
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我很幼稚地装作无事发生,若无其事地转开目光,对面街的早餐店生意依旧好,菜市场人潮汹涌,小贩的吆喝声更是吵得我脑瓜儿一阵阵抽疼。8964 copyright protection129PENANAkX7RCYBEkc 維尼
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下床时,目光不可避免地瞟过枕头的方向,我匆匆地略过,这副孩子气的模样简直是幼稚可笑。8964 copyright protection129PENANAzmfN4VwPiu 維尼
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我叹了口气,每每见到脱落的头发总是不自觉地感到茫然。8964 copyright protection129PENANAjjCl6v93k5 維尼
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这次,却多了一份的恐惧。8964 copyright protection129PENANA5EHl3M1sYg 維尼
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可能,原因在于你吧。8964 copyright protection129PENANAsd7knOjkau 維尼
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有些害怕我们下一次见面的时候,我是以一个秃头的形象出现在你面前。8964 copyright protection129PENANAoNS5H8q5nd 維尼
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自从我们邂逅后,漫无边际的想法不断地流进我脑海里,比如:维持写信来往,约在烤肉店里谈谈人生,感情逐渐深厚的我们也会互相前去对方家里做客。8964 copyright protection129PENANA6X6rQYRvJG 維尼
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然后...然后,忽然有一天我俩王八看绿豆,看对眼了,坠入爱河。8964 copyright protection129PENANAmMMR3zDfI4 維尼
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可笑吧,像个整日坐在窗前发着白马王子的白日梦的女孩。8964 copyright protection129PENANAOexlqRpfav 維尼
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我已经过了适合来一场轰轰烈烈的爱情的年纪了,也不是极其向往美好爱情的姑娘。8964 copyright protection129PENANAoC8NVJrvjE 維尼
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可是,此刻的我正兀自写着一个永远无法送到你手上的日记。8964 copyright protection129PENANAO2Ajidqzfx 維尼
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幻想着你与我同在的画面。8964 copyright protection129PENANAiTryUBkfrb 維尼
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一帧一帧,我甚至画出来了。前些日子我发病了,我精神不是很好,提不起劲拿起毛笔书写,止痛药吃了能减缓的疼痛也是微乎其微,但是连续一周我都在乐不亦乎地挥笔洒墨,写了你的名字,写了诗句,画了你。8964 copyright protection129PENANAoxrJBc4bUA 維尼
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我大概屈指一算,我画的画大多都是你的背影,我自认为画的很好,尤其是投射在地的影子,你身姿挺拔,背脊总是挺得直直的,宛如巍然不动的百年松树,高又直,影子也自然欣长好看。8964 copyright protection129PENANAv5a2CMZNVQ 維尼
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我也想把自己画进去,也尝试过了,果然还是没办法啊。8964 copyright protection129PENANAngKTnOY6IR 維尼
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毕竟,那些年里我都躲在角落偷窥着你,藏在人群里欣赏你。8964 copyright protection129PENANAoGwCVNgtmC 維尼
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如此的我,没资格站在你身边。8964 copyright protection129PENANAPIoyLcT2w2 維尼
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如今,我快要失去一切,那么行将就木的我可不可以再贪婪一点?8964 copyright protection129PENANAWC6ulsQRWn 維尼
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我要求不多,只想要和你一起喝杯奶茶,去看海吹吹风,回家前死皮赖脸要求你买给我一朵向日葵。8964 copyright protection129PENANATNfe4x8nSA 維尼
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向日葵,向着阳光生长的太阳花,积极乐观,亦如你。8964 copyright protection129PENANAjIE7BrcOuP 維尼
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我一朵昙花,一朵向日葵就足够了。我不奢望更多的阳光,只要一束光,一束向日葵,我就能够向着光长。8964 copyright protection129PENANAzRrBNqLYCu 維尼
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年少的我,因你而奋笔疾书,争取榜上有名,想着离你近一点;如今的我,同样因你而欢喜,只不过好像更傻了点,不懂得争取,不会主动出击,只会等待,等待着你带来的向日葵。8964 copyright protection129PENANAy37c1yAarp 維尼
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今早那位金发姑娘又蹦蹦跳跳来到我家门口,一进门,左顾右盼,视线最终停留搁在茶几上的日记本,我见到她欲言又止的样子,直接点破她的心思。8964 copyright protection129PENANARTjN3q9pUP 維尼
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“看吧。”8964 copyright protection129PENANAIH6xAfIXcH 維尼
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见到我点头示意,她才敢将日记本翻开。8964 copyright protection129PENANAlJWnwF5G4N 維尼
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在她来之前,我已经为自己准备了早餐,在她翻阅日记的同时,安静地坐在书桌前吃着。8964 copyright protection129PENANAjUI0d4yHZ7 維尼
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和煦的晨光挥洒下来,又被窗边的榕树上的树叶和树梢分割成七零八落,铺洒了一地。8964 copyright protection129PENANAnseBYOQpKj 維尼
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榕树生命力旺盛,树形庞大,我眼前的算是老树了,已有锈褐色的气根。入租前,房东奶奶说人们习惯把它种在庭院之中,寓意家庭稳固、长寿安康,还说我很幸运,因为我这位置采光好,一开窗稍微偏头,就能将高大的榕树收进眼里,每天起床对着榕树祈祷,可以保平安长寿。8964 copyright protection129PENANAqqe4q67L3l 維尼
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我但笑不语,并没袒露病情。8964 copyright protection129PENANAK3wOTEDiyw 維尼
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我不想抗争了,不想摆脱病魔,准确来说,是懒。8964 copyright protection129PENANA23mwHw9jwx 維尼
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懒得抗争,懒得和病魔奋斗。8964 copyright protection129PENANAaC47He6RFz 維尼
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最后,期待也懒得生出。8964 copyright protection129PENANASKTw60hql6 維尼
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记得刚确诊那会,好像有痛哭了一场,走在街头上时候一时分心,崩溃的情绪乘机而入,最后还是没憋住,终是在众目睽睽之下痛哭。8964 copyright protection129PENANAfpOlJj7oAI 維尼
有人视而不见,有人踟蹰在原地,我没管他们,从头到尾沉浸在懊悔中。8964 copyright protection129PENANAdCiyhpVKW8 維尼
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我后悔为什么当时要谢绝和大学教授一同飞往各地国土,体验新事物。8964 copyright protection129PENANAb8eWHXbuEc 維尼
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我还想要卖掉一个以我自身喜欢的方式在纸上即兴发挥的作品,让自己和字体摆脱现实生活中的枷锁,简单粗暴,不需要美化,让楷体看上去有种甩着膀子,意气风发地追着风跑的意境。8964 copyright protection129PENANAj1gnHqnu50 維尼
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那刻,我真真切切厌恶从没试过踏出舒适圈,畏手畏脚的自己。8964 copyright protection129PENANAE2NksaGC5w 維尼
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我很后悔,哪怕此时此刻。8964 copyright protection129PENANAlvIR4WGqMz 維尼
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后悔了,自责后,接着呢?8964 copyright protection129PENANArf65cCnMxk 維尼
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我还是回归原状。8964 copyright protection129PENANAgvJXEYwX4l 維尼
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真他妈的废物。8964 copyright protection129PENANAHAVgHV19tM 維尼
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那之后,我就不从流过泪,哪怕是被病症折磨到生不如死也没有。8964 copyright protection129PENANADyamUlAZYv 維尼
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还没适应前,我极其害怕发病,一旦发作全身就会疼的脱力,从头到脚,从里到外,从嘴里,从心里,都疼的很。8964 copyright protection129PENANAwPmFR3Mm35 維尼
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疼过了,麻木了,就好像感觉不到疼了。8964 copyright protection129PENANAmAW6qpl91l 維尼
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痛感是真实的,有时候我浑身疼痛着却不自知,很常都觉得眼前的现实是虚无缥缈的,是梦境。8964 copyright protection129PENANAZKzsI4FtDs 維尼
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我得过且过,没欢乐,没伤感,行尸走肉般活着,呼吸着。8964 copyright protection129PENANAFHqkHYVybb 維尼
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明明我对一切都没了期待,包括你在内。8964 copyright protection129PENANAhThLzeBXV0 維尼
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但是啊,我还是无法控制自己对你的难以忘怀,心中的小豆芽又悄然发芽,对你的思念也日渐一日的在增长。8964 copyright protection129PENANAFlHO7dgdEZ 維尼
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我们之间没有一丝的可能性,我知道,你也明白。8964 copyright protection129PENANArOAPDd0u26 維尼
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我早该趁早斩草除根,果断将萌发的芽连根拔起,不留后患。8964 copyright protection129PENANAs8PTVpkiqe 維尼
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可我病了,病到拼命想抓住任何一个东西的地步。8964 copyright protection129PENANARJzYXTPqEm 維尼
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所以,你就体谅我吧。8964 copyright protection129PENANAKqahDmMvJb 維尼
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无视我对你的痴心妄想。8964 copyright protection129PENANAhLTuwlC2Ps 維尼
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也罢,反正你不会知道。8964 copyright protection129PENANA9s5iPXeonc 維尼
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每个人来到世上,都是匆匆过客,有些人与之邂逅,转身忘记;有些人与之擦肩,必然回首。8964 copyright protection129PENANApXuCMC6qVL 維尼
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我是相信命运的,该相遇的人终会相遇,该分离的人终会分离。8964 copyright protection129PENANAY5yAfNw6sS 維尼
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我不想只成为你生命中的其中一个过客,我要在你的记忆、你的人生中留下痕迹。8964 copyright protection129PENANArAqZAwq0MM 維尼
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哦我忘了,你有我的联系方式和地址,我没有。8964 copyright protection129PENANALvnyrJRIvR 維尼
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当时的我只会直愣着,呆若木鸡地望着你。8964 copyright protection129PENANAEBZIcUPeOT 維尼
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悄悄告诉你,我啊,当时差点就落泪了。8964 copyright protection129PENANA1ecdmIjoIa 維尼
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只因为,眼前的你太美了,美得我热泪盈眶。8964 copyright protection129PENANABFwTZgph1L 維尼
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