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隨手一筆練習
ISSUE #4
Author: 交錯
Published:
Sep 23, 2023
隨手一筆練習
Author: 交錯
Published:
Sep 23, 2023
ISSUE #4
質
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#長文

#個人感想

#一種感覺

#文中意

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                          《質》

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質？那是甚麼？那他是甚麼？其實一個字是沒有意思的但對我來說是有意義的……

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為甚麼呢？

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我的質是為變質，一個我看周圍的改變，質又代表人的變化？我最近看了許多的好友，一但到了某年紀就開始放縱自己，那……我所當初看的質而改變了。

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最純情的最真實的感覺，也在充滿複雜世界而改變，我會這麼說？而是週遭的好友對於所慾望而變質變的東西而呈現不是所該的價值。

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而是…………

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一個變質的東西，變得不怎麼有價值，一切為虛偽的東西而追求，得到這東西願意把這個質做改變。

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或許我不能講甚麼……

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我本為男，內心而魔女

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現在的我已大叔來寫這篇文……

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看了這些東西，說真的……一切都改變了，壓力、工作、等…………

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有甚麼我反問自己，我到底適不適合？走了這些路，遇到總總的困難，從旁人的不支持，到身旁的人的不支持。我的內心的那質，在慢慢的改變。

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可是知道嗎…………

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我的意志力是不願意改變這個質，因為這個原有的質是我最初我想要的東西，是我內心喜歡的初衷，是不會改變的。

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可是外在的壓力以及週圍的人，或許吧？是瞧不起吧？或許別人就覺得……妳就是不適合，一個男兒身的我，就是不適合？

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我知道很痛……

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但我大叔的作品，不是一位諧星存在而是表達一個作品的角色。

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我不斷反問自己，我選得是對的嗎……

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其實我的心裏住個女僕，名為奇美拉，那是我內心唯一渡過很多難關，包含心靈的建設也是她幫我的。或許這是提外話。

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質能夠使外界的甘擾而改變但也有不受影響的。確選擇不改變，因為這是我愛的。

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現在看到的是，為了慾望，而不惜改變，變成一個不同的東西。那稱為雜質…………

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總結，我是快樂嗎？

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快樂，因為我發現我屬於我自己的東西，那是本該屬於自己的東西，我也知道男兒身做偽娘這條路不好走，除了家人不支持，女生也看不起，可是我一直堅持我內心的質，只為了把好的作品給各位。

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或許這是我的舒發，但我的心是不會改變的！

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質中之質己，外界切而染

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物中之質也，可看外界質

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慾望變中質，內而心雜質

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界而不支持，不斷反問心

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道中巡而路，喚的來真心

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孤而奮戰己，只見內心告訴己

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內心交戰其而內心弱，或許怨天意

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得而失必而前進知，孤有一日魔之女貌顯人心

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男兒為而女，只為初見樂。人心看透，受而傷……

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化理念而前行，然而有一天，作品顯人心。

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詩：質念

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大叔命題，累積的感受

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2021.11.07 題

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試著問各位？你們的內心的質 變了嗎？

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