Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSanDAnrjX3
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwboYQoKfL
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy23X1etnqZ
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7j1DANUQU
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGK734LLTi
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiR7SG43b8
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy1CJ19kya
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2brlfMAND
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1su026Ozc
Fake.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ7AIAOoiQ
Not myself.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7cou2s8nq
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiRkcpdtF4
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXa34OlRev
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBKwKeQXAp
Help me, Ray! Help me!892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNptqJl9CEy
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSge0WJpxyR
Voice mail.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkO2EIaQYG
I try again.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysXa5PjdWb
No answer.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I47RQ8QuP
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtp1RI6I9T
I can't. I must stay strong.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTID5CH8PpZ
My tears come faster.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik4mWHX0Y0
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefRW2Ezkec
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9ooiPsq9s
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw30LPyL0L
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrnXwD6TVW
Is it really that high?892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3MS3ZUdva
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbqs9b2NZY
I must move… I need to move.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtUPIq51br
I eye the door.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyQOTWyzCD
I will myself to sit up.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TYJjXK392
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9G0rZ47Yp
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlwactTRmo
I focus on the door.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEbfYyVTT9
I crawl forward.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMG43kSIbR
I need to get there.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzQ85xso85
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PsYSBxyf2
My legs are wobbly, broken.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8fGJJq69R
Just a few more feet…892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzImOmwafL
I reach out my hand and take another step-892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBxVb8PnN0
and collapse to the ground.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhMdyahTX8
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhe5XdRVZi
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNbNoZ6Lak
I suck in a breath.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWJNJabLFC
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZSWJv5hWp
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpvuyvqPXK
Just once.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkN7dEfQLO
"Promise me."892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHsTozQqjU
"I promise, Ray."892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83AK4jq0ci
No, I can't. I promised him.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxev1I6oHfq
But it'll feel so good…892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4txce6dkg7
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6GWWhrBLQ
It'll be quick. Just one cut.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBB23MKQhe
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zLdGliQHx
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU20q8w4ILx
Anytime, now…892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsungdgGPtD
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O5io19r5t
Is it raining?892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iEEHixdGg
No, that’s impossible.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqs50csxxU
I can't see.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilJH6BkleV
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEO5gjqslF
I can't breathe.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88I4gQuauE
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSLjFMq7hh
What's poking my leg…?892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8GNYBOUGD
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW0al1hsZz
How did it get there?892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NELWw2xbR
I take it and hold it closely to myself.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkNFttDkDm
How can something so evil look so beautiful?892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZHYmEL0L8
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLvHHQOCIK
So cold.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLG3mx4lM9
I press down and drive it across my skin.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8ZpM8EfuN
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiChUVMaVTD
I take another breath.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfLJzDrJR4
Another.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9csIEY1e0
My breathing comes harder, faster.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn2poKK6sS
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXZhvwyUBO
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwI5XWxOo8
I shut my eyes tightly.892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuWLt2QV9P
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