Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExHqzldhII
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrmZlczVt8
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKj4iZjy19
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcMXMtaW8d
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRddLZwbmP
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMpXYYAEHM
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdmUj8vy4s
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuxMVzKk7b
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBdZvYuuDH
Fake.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZv2jyQJB7
Not myself.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFp9GQcrAK
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LLYCGFwxC
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePbnANeh7G
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ireLoMfMe
Help me, Ray! Help me!968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpiNMsssJf
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ787ryM5Wss
Voice mail.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFDcYvKJzL
I try again.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o2jmBoit5
No answer.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKO0yoHl2k
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtkpJGOw4I
I can't. I must stay strong.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7OCYXT35Z
My tears come faster.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5kaqOmlJ6
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ7tzFbnOD
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbTyn0iyga
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgavleTW7s0
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NdLpaykzu
Is it really that high?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE53UdY2ExW
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvebJ9bXhmm
I must move… I need to move.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVZRKb4Ogk
I eye the door.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvue6SjY1ma
I will myself to sit up.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoRwmOT6L4
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimDS5Km5U2
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxFgk04cLy
I focus on the door.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe9Hr0IvuR
I crawl forward.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGZNPNXmku
I need to get there.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r53W9P01x
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9PTv60URt
My legs are wobbly, broken.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dg8pXGnwS
Just a few more feet…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFoshww6NN
I reach out my hand and take another step-968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6rK2Lzh0G
and collapse to the ground.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnSjxQECCm
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5at8rBEbzJ
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGSFqeIPVB
I suck in a breath.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNhtSziVXo
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3VXEszg9d
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC1qgeWKbX
Just once.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9mLG7kuaN
"Promise me."968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlMgdsr49R
"I promise, Ray."968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6l5vcoNQa
No, I can't. I promised him.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEGKRUnPt5
But it'll feel so good…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4rWgiUz7Y
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojLh5n0JPL
It'll be quick. Just one cut.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkW5t4FqX4
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeZHAu2OAW
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpLdlEI6Ty
Anytime, now…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VBhMEp54X
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H7UNC6wXj
Is it raining?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZosIdSahLe
No, that’s impossible.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM1veeWvq5
I can't see.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNSbaOBYgg
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqxz80jH3T
I can't breathe.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKveYqrct5S
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTgjgNQYdb
What's poking my leg…?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPzFEz1m5E
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vMO6ihp9l
How did it get there?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nQFvmdOOM
I take it and hold it closely to myself.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtNRTd0cxx
How can something so evil look so beautiful?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLYALAq0gm
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9JWGIauZv
So cold.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGi5oxhtIj
I press down and drive it across my skin.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzz9wn9Kt2
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviXVlo2XKr
I take another breath.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhvRqWQvKM
Another.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXFjtq38v2
My breathing comes harder, faster.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDz6tiLiPF
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx41aLpr4eB
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMMkhAEqyq
I shut my eyes tightly.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadBMZ5F5XO
I should not have done that.8964 copyright protection964ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmDsy310jJ 維尼

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