Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vIkUpow33
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ624ljUtwMr
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVnPZUuXqN
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOoH0DNgqB
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOCoSlOPnZ
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DxpyIoeD6
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaveDHKnzz
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3D97furuM
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIGX4Y2dJF
Fake.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51QTzwXXUD
Not myself.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRQyKTxdCQ
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadjriLaD9j
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV9Z0KPwbb
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptO4555Hiy
Help me, Ray! Help me!1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT7I1awtrU
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiDhxFg4Da
Voice mail.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw9iPZwpp6
I try again.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRstV7QmDHq
No answer.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTgd1l08o4
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGC1n3lDKn
I can't. I must stay strong.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8aJp4SZVb
My tears come faster.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4UzH3ARam
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNKkEz8jsI
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMyT1yOooo
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu4Z8OvrRv
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY4TUAzaoj
Is it really that high?1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMCCIeeWY5
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHizf3oFBM
I must move… I need to move.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKMTAoa9vK
I eye the door.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEln8tZAus
I will myself to sit up.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmnjZgNk8l
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHaL7ZEVWK
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmAKqevET2
I focus on the door.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wBos72A6i
I crawl forward.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjGwygtQFt
I need to get there.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAaNNuhqz0
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpmHHqhoVN
My legs are wobbly, broken.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkTJFxPCcE
Just a few more feet…1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwOMs4cNv2
I reach out my hand and take another step-1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ngaPWorpu
and collapse to the ground.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6gBDicaLY
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADNVsF3lYL
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDqWARTEFx
I suck in a breath.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnhfhRZbNB
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu51JrBLGOD
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHSk7GZAp2
Just once.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLsKpiu3V2
"Promise me."1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK4kw83Tkt
"I promise, Ray."1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT19Kj3WcGL
No, I can't. I promised him.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVNte1efaj
But it'll feel so good…1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe5zeuRKJl
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl5iZ7vpib
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpctpBxisio
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhnCDUfznn
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2wVgKpuga
Anytime, now…1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc0Bpghz2w
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6jetXBqFm
Is it raining?1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zrtyhGSao
No, that’s impossible.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp5QcuzhPU
I can't see.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSWH967fVq
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQK448QNgo
I can't breathe.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJDWiZVl1o
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2VQCkwi4X
What's poking my leg…?1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAcU6pVQUS
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Hjh6vg6Eg
How did it get there?1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaqxG7QmBP
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GIiV57rUa
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzH1q0Xg7H
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGLbQCD4eN
So cold.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsaXvRJYXa
I press down and drive it across my skin.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQb6yWJ3sX
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG8Wh6sKK1
I take another breath.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYf8GVUx8q
Another.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFkJjV1Siw
My breathing comes harder, faster.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G6WmOnQce
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMYaqeoR10
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4yCWJVqnD
I shut my eyes tightly.1222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLeLTBZQQ7
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