Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa9pPC6Tak
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPILwHSdzSw
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qtTMZqnIy
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAHB1809wy
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI3bSRKOq5
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw5WSZNaeA
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmEJmATyd1
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKEgCQLjM2
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpP00YMZLL
Fake.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNRCwspLid
Not myself.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlnPEAmkIW
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwZNRVQ3ld
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOVc9DJelu
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzLweLwKd0
Help me, Ray! Help me!1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs3p6F5Aji
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwvObRhKzr
Voice mail.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoHaFU2BuX
I try again.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzJZMX3Ti3
No answer.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq7NtCA90E
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkHG6XtbKL
I can't. I must stay strong.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQVLf7ucDa
My tears come faster.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshaR4WTKbl
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6JrAVvZSA
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjQR3etxNf
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfgEQKx71u
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwtLtiWppN
Is it really that high?1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDu05aq3i8
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy1SroAn3k
I must move… I need to move.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9mnfDedeG
I eye the door.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Gz4tmWnP
I will myself to sit up.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTOiXyZv8n
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIjcNlxGIo
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeYYebMO1n
I focus on the door.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBO2uE6kIkM
I crawl forward.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaFWumItYc
I need to get there.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapvDZ3383j
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFaWrnTKvY
My legs are wobbly, broken.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyawJhbwMG
Just a few more feet…1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTo5TSS6mu
I reach out my hand and take another step-1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyrHM4yVcq
and collapse to the ground.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU6MSLzSyR
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoS8PUQy4O
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkKpcGsDcD
I suck in a breath.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh3NHGppdf
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdE3veSU3D
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjMsbNCkVq
Just once.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpyyngSb8z
"Promise me."1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYEyb1JyLP
"I promise, Ray."1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnQ8J9DEIB
No, I can't. I promised him.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CrwOROu4K
But it'll feel so good…1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhgCsx1RZ4
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkX1B746Dh
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpht0ZWf3aB
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4Aurc5Lp0
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4j25aaMLh
Anytime, now…1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z8d62mqdf
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcs0aidifz
Is it raining?1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRlTGOTw4z
No, that’s impossible.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UjtMKdllT
I can't see.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA5WnH1LPq
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ebaeV3WHb
I can't breathe.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDPi0LA4nu
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWp4m10KMM
What's poking my leg…?1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7nMF3DH5p
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9lhgOMx5f
How did it get there?1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeiNWwEdVv
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCx2tyxl5X
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBnc0wzqky
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzX1ie0S8f
So cold.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmG3cAH3YS
I press down and drive it across my skin.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbKAQpPcFI
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03j5Gw7tPB
I take another breath.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkKDPAXAAm
Another.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5rKcSrNUS
My breathing comes harder, faster.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSzXTo2qdW
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT3oCwMo2T
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QCuKYM3w5
I shut my eyes tightly.1273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0PmiZk75e
I should not have done that.1234 copyright protection1269ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwfMe1uw08 尼

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