Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvFDAN70Eq
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdrIdXkgVD
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXhcGSho6Q
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl5HJSTcmb
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMcJgCykMz
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeRiEHaWjZ
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHnpgSHDY4
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb9xOJpHMs
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv44yjTLS93
Fake.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHlHTtmVrw
Not myself.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmnGtllXQg
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO4AkkeHRZ
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbguAaweL0
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWayH2Svq3
Help me, Ray! Help me!961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx470z3lct
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfgodGrlsI
Voice mail.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwqFpdahdd
I try again.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobEET6jc7q
No answer.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA79PDOJunX
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GlbUgp2Vk
I can't. I must stay strong.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirxl5g2vEA
My tears come faster.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO6Qn04Egt
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWbLHgYAQd
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2XDKT4aFA
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxE8guZPcb
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JvrOMhDEN
Is it really that high?961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs2Sj04Xn8
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdJc50mEsv
I must move… I need to move.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnhx1LqDL9
I eye the door.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMwMoC4xDQ
I will myself to sit up.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0iFIOCaLn
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgcBgHZkwL
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgsdmmy7n5
I focus on the door.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAQeg73OGt
I crawl forward.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKDZGrXxu1
I need to get there.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGt3HbjBUq4
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVBRNXzxlQ
My legs are wobbly, broken.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIx7A5My1t
Just a few more feet…961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueqqn8izpP
I reach out my hand and take another step-961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuu1KniVhv
and collapse to the ground.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeuD19Vjoz
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi82e1MyU9
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxHFu8DYCq
I suck in a breath.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AWA88eUDI
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn3hvXO9bC
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAtYMcHeJO
Just once.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsp9P8FaiN
"Promise me."961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjdBcEhgtD
"I promise, Ray."961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bF8XCB5Pt
No, I can't. I promised him.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMbVJPp7Ho
But it'll feel so good…961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfNBEqUQQY
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj4Er5HnIF
It'll be quick. Just one cut.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNjUbY88G1
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LfUbxB2pi
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqpyiAFnks
Anytime, now…961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FYZsWW3Om
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCWGPVxHXd
Is it raining?961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FGqsIWfpa
No, that’s impossible.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1boPWsjum
I can't see.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYNI2dfIHA
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JjC31cqMA
I can't breathe.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbd7LX65MY
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryyLpAbXCG
What's poking my leg…?961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEf2eEzPWX
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdf5IwuqPp
How did it get there?961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJzQiipxnP
I take it and hold it closely to myself.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK6U5y1F9y
How can something so evil look so beautiful?961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6fUGTHhQY
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGWZaCGNrb
So cold.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqN7lm89uL
I press down and drive it across my skin.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei8IhAS08Q
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZbujY2Ibl
I take another breath.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5d3ly1jgV
Another.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC7Q4xZjGj
My breathing comes harder, faster.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnpO4ExHM8
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4bo94yOLG
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEb9OFWHyL
I shut my eyes tightly.961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrvCJJcujG
I should not have done that.8964 copyright protection957ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEcGPHZjn4 維尼

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