Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxElwhguCRw
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsH4d7pKv1
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDRQWRZRdM
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoycLNOvzlx
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CsAmKxXRg
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKI2Te9DSQ
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ35XkcUQe
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjztr7lKw3W
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DfAoOHTaX
Fake.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvwgocq5a7
Not myself.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXCvjvjAHq
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcEKVy7WcX
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCeuQ5Yy1x
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I6Rmxj3wN
Help me, Ray! Help me!927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8TiObFTiH
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrgHDIIPJL
Voice mail.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7Xe3Nw6Q5
I try again.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOl87lpOZu
No answer.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavSu0dDi09
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGylHL4YlS
I can't. I must stay strong.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTC9FMwSJC
My tears come faster.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhlEI4K4fH
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT11rAhMKz
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEicLm6H0P
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHserAhYue
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb6R7foJfx
Is it really that high?927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGduaRIrCG
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJYWoAC4n2
I must move… I need to move.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNFBeN7VjN
I eye the door.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCITWR3kesU
I will myself to sit up.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz0sOOr3r0
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhDZMneuhE
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsURDbtNR0
I focus on the door.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1i1qL94OQ
I crawl forward.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuJfK91qyK
I need to get there.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc4F4Bs8iu
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM6hYGIX2L
My legs are wobbly, broken.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeHXNMDbgG
Just a few more feet…927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx6TFtH5GW
I reach out my hand and take another step-927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUukdcBleF
and collapse to the ground.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArMkHmryWj
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu954J3hvj
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNC0YHZ2Mu
I suck in a breath.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MY4l7JIaD
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOLL6C5E0u
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CXvQunHYz
Just once.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqOO5z54QO
"Promise me."927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYjp6FLHnv
"I promise, Ray."927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5xGS1Pxnz
No, I can't. I promised him.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeE3txoZtS
But it'll feel so good…927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneRH878Twq
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGFGVkKT1f
It'll be quick. Just one cut.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxLMMjPLqd
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ029yBgOiG3
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrfaKV2TIV
Anytime, now…927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE86HWN0EZ
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW65XrNeUxs
Is it raining?927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sYg48bves
No, that’s impossible.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1XPTKPZMQ
I can't see.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jHxmUN9pz
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNCpMU67HH
I can't breathe.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJch44CrX7
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAOPInxRYi
What's poking my leg…?927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4Kh7OuNtY
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlKbjHpBTc
How did it get there?927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbA1lkTjDU
I take it and hold it closely to myself.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6zYdsRq3c
How can something so evil look so beautiful?927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2rpKS2S0U
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb22JGERTAO
So cold.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rTtrXGUta
I press down and drive it across my skin.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxX3Ks2reg
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZkQHUyoGf
I take another breath.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUU9HekSBG
Another.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4oj1ihBCj
My breathing comes harder, faster.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMa4nLe4kh
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQStb63cis
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8t9noV9J5
I shut my eyes tightly.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTcP1AkXVV
I should not have done that.8964 copyright protection923ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpMfFJTUoM 維尼

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