「讓我想一想。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpEw9rUZLl
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梁羽恬看著這則訊息，總覺得，這是一種被凌遲的感覺。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD2HSDUdU8
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每一分一秒，她都在猜測，是好還是壞？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEKJSjHUxj
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她嘆息，甄凱琳太冷了，或許最好的結果，是她冷淡的疏遠吧？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5EHM2I40p
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她走出門在公園亂晃，這個時間其實沒有什麼人會來，她就看著公園少了人群，那黑暗的模樣，其實有點可怕，但她卻看到了有人在抽菸，而且是他們的班導。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJSKb8V7qM
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兩人打了招呼，梁羽恬問：「老師，妳這樣不好吧？」女生抽菸，感覺就是怪。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCEH5B8uio
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「為什麼？」班導笑了起來，「梁同學，現在是下課時間耶。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUlJTuu21o
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好像也對？梁羽恬發現自己無法反駁。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGghUymeV4
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沒有了白天的老師氣息，其實細看她是一個動作優雅熟女，穿著大外套，黑色緊身褲上半身是洋裝，踩著有些跟的娃娃鞋，像是剛剛參加完什麼聚會，她身上有著香水的幽香混著菸味，又成了一種奇特帶有一些暗示的味道。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEdVp8MLsO
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「說吧！跟好朋友吵架了？」班導把菸熄在專用的菸盒。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2B0pWx8i0
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「沒有……」梁羽恬搖頭，她們不算吵架吧？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW2pOu0c2w
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「那怎麼這麼晚還出來？」班導好奇的問。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DHPepspWt
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「老師，喜歡女生不對嗎？」梁羽恬問。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHk0llwrCr
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「嗯……不會啊，只是妳真的確定自己的性向了嗎？」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDU0NB3qEVo
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「我不知道。」梁羽恬誠實的說，她確實不知道自己的性向，可是她現在喜歡琳琳。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z21TwYBHc
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「對異性戀來說，拉子是在兩條路上，選了比較崎嶇的那條，但對一個同性戀來說，路只有一條，妳的世界呢？有幾條路？」班導又抽了一個菸點火問，火光下，她的臉卻閃爍著寂寞跟迷惘。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeMZKg5xBF
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梁羽恬看著她，細思她話裡的意思。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMag1qgVLyk
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自己似乎只有喜歡琳琳，放棄喜歡琳琳這兩種，這樣來說，其實她是不是只有一條路？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NLUusuoK8
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「可能只有一條吧？」梁羽恬說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GsPPoawK9
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「那就只有往前走，或者不走而已。」班導笑說，纖長的雙指夾著菸，她靠著長椅，雙腿交疊，明明應該是很淑女的模樣，卻因為那香菸跟她的動作，看起來有些玩世不恭的味道。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOKHi5TBbG
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玩世不恭，好像是用來形容男生的，但套在班導身上卻也合適，明明是個長髮美人，為什麼會覺得她……不只是女生？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SfvqHBCFF
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或許是靈魂吧？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTKKk42Jwr
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她的靈魂活的比誰都寬廣，她記得班導真的是個神奇的人，可以校工伯伯聊遊園驚夢，也可以跟班上的人聊搖滾歌手，甚至連田潔這樣的動漫宅系的也能聊，感覺老師看過了太多的東西，這是她達不到的高度。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv79g97dYr1
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她想到了琳琳，琳琳也是這樣愛看書的人，那她以後是不是也會變成老師這樣？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D0OmSzkzo
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變得這樣吸引人，然後走向沒有自己的未來？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlthDEu527
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「老師……」梁羽恬輕聲的說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5K3NGGHt7
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「怎樣！被我感動到了吧？」班導笑笑拿出那本《低潮的一百個故事》。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8W60nMmLA
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看著班導手的書，梁羽恬木著臉說：「不，而是有人在妳背後，她看起來很生氣！」。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nSB6Cke5d
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只能說，自古學生跟老師就是對立面的，看到班導被那個長髮女生點著額頭罵，她就有些開心，想要跟琳琳說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDG5hbGM5V
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「欸！記得回家啊！不然我跟妳媽媽說喔！」班導抽空對著她說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3C2TUTyFH
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「妳幹麻恐嚇小孩啦！」那個長髮女生說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD5kj9FADk
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「我哪有！」班導委屈的說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3gIFs6RqU
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梁羽恬卻沒有管背後的吵吵鬧鬧，只是走回家。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE7IQUhOdg
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「我喜歡的人……是妳，甄凱琳。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0I9sPxwm5
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明明是自己說的話，她卻有無限的後悔，如果那時她能忍住，是不是她們就不用這樣彼此沉默？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLPiJOeV9h
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想到這，梁羽恬又覺得滿心酸楚，喜歡上同性，其實並不是什麼好玩的事情。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe4y8dLHPh
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我只有一條路，很崎嶇充滿荊棘的路。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDcxPOLgkT
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梁羽恬想，從小，她就只喜歡女生，男性之於她就好像是外星人。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmnCTBqdqu
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我們都知道有外星人，但誰也沒辦法證明外星人的存在。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbeoorSj1h
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跟外星人交往，更是不可能的事情。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYCv0s3VGF
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她漸漸的意識到自己喜歡女生，對許多電影、小說，她喜歡的都是兩個女生在一起的畫面，然後她意識到自己或許就是喜歡女生。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekMTxyfGYD
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但如果可以，誰願意當一個被歧視的人？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7DrwSKV1J
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可是她對男性，就是沒有任何遐思，她也沒辦法，路始終只有一條。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBEEC0EBom
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她記得剛剛升上高中時，第一天的開學，那時她第一次遇到甄凱琳，那個早晨，穿著跟自己同樣制服的女孩，從自己家門走出來，兩人對到眼。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosRc4ZvDCK
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禮貌的打招呼，她習慣性的爽朗的微笑打招呼，「嗨！」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TC7a9ZNGJ
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對方的眼中卻有些驚慌，但隨即又鎮定的點頭，細聲的說：「早安。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvriH4obJp
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她突然覺得很有趣，這女生好安靜。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYZnT2eBLp
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然後她就忍不住的觀察著她，發現她其實……是一個很憋扭的女生！280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzMSmLctxF
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明明不喜歡，卻不說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ2MZo1u0z
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像現在，有男生開玩笑的，把某種果凍似的玩具塗在她的頭髮上，她明明不高興，卻又憋著，結果那些白癡還以為人家這是嬌羞。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH9UDkZ8kM
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嬌羞個屁！280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoJX52hWbV
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她不懂，喜歡一個人就大膽的講啊！280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzJnQ6UDXu
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連告白都沒種，明明是社會上的優勢性別，卻只敢玩這種國小捉弄女生的惡作劇！280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQerz22eKn
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她直接排眾而出，拉起甄凱琳，「走，陪我去廁所！」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ReMxVOPCe
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「欸！梁羽恬，妳幹麻？」那群男生看著她。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcsiAj2xSo
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「幹麻？我找我的好閨密上廁所，需要你同意嗎？你要一起？」梁羽恬問。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWsf6qJ5ML
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「誰……誰要女生廁所啦！」那個惡作劇的男生結巴的說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXCUIVmDe5
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一旁圍觀的人都安靜了下來。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qDrBECrb2
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但梁羽恬說完就直接拉著甄凱琳離開，沒有管其他人。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40RgiJR3SD
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兩人跑到一個洗手台，梁羽恬動手替甄凱琳整理那個果凍玩具。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IPqHzNn8o
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「謝謝。」甄凱琳說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ornmLusV5
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「妳如果不喜歡就該講出來！女生要恰一點，才不會被人欺負。」梁羽恬說，幫她整理好，就準備離開，卻被甄凱琳拉住手。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnXhrXAkEz
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甄凱琳卻拉住她的手，細聲的說：「可以……當我的……朋友嗎？」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMJtXd4fuj
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梁羽恬把她的頭抬起來，讓她看著自己，「跟人講話時，要看著對方啊，不然妳怎麼知道我的回答呢？」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAybzW3wxAg
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結果，她卻被甄凱琳電到。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf7rubSoT4
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只見甄凱琳抬起頭，一張晶瑩剔透的小臉，看著自己，那漂亮的五官跟羞怯的模樣，讓她感覺有些異樣。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QvobgdjOx
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那時候她就知道，自己不可能對甄凱琳，像是對其他人這樣打打鬧鬧。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqYgfREOiq
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梁羽恬心裡卻是哀號的，妳怎麼又喜歡別人了？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkAFxUslEY
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但是心就是這樣不受控的東西，就像夜空的星星，不論妳是何心情，星星永遠在夜空閃爍。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsC38EQJGh
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很美好的畫面，她卻覺得悲哀。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aWF7fX4NQ
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暗戀的故事就像是天空的星星一樣多，多一個少一個，都是沒有差別的。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z0jNmkZa3
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可她還是不受控制的點頭，成為了甄凱琳的『朋友』。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVGMO3ui6V
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