「讓我想一想。」277Please respect copyright.PENANAxo6GvoMFB2
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梁羽恬看著這則訊息,總覺得,這是一種被凌遲的感覺。277Please respect copyright.PENANAYCYqzFip6b
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每一分一秒,她都在猜測,是好還是壞?277Please respect copyright.PENANA8NXOI4tcIn
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她嘆息,甄凱琳太冷了,或許最好的結果,是她冷淡的疏遠吧?277Please respect copyright.PENANA2Km0YogVKC
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她走出門在公園亂晃,這個時間其實沒有什麼人會來,她就看著公園少了人群,那黑暗的模樣,其實有點可怕,但她卻看到了有人在抽菸,而且是他們的班導。277Please respect copyright.PENANAIwmzSlXG9M
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兩人打了招呼,梁羽恬問:「老師,妳這樣不好吧?」女生抽菸,感覺就是怪。277Please respect copyright.PENANAOFJSbbMx1O
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「為什麼?」班導笑了起來,「梁同學,現在是下課時間耶。」277Please respect copyright.PENANAbGvlg8ZVQj
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好像也對?梁羽恬發現自己無法反駁。277Please respect copyright.PENANANc9QboeqbO
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沒有了白天的老師氣息,其實細看她是一個動作優雅熟女,穿著大外套,黑色緊身褲上半身是洋裝,踩著有些跟的娃娃鞋,像是剛剛參加完什麼聚會,她身上有著香水的幽香混著菸味,又成了一種奇特帶有一些暗示的味道。277Please respect copyright.PENANAfI0XxwCLmq
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「說吧!跟好朋友吵架了?」班導把菸熄在專用的菸盒。277Please respect copyright.PENANAqfgGFyB7cR
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「沒有……」梁羽恬搖頭,她們不算吵架吧?277Please respect copyright.PENANAlisSNWMyHs
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「那怎麼這麼晚還出來?」班導好奇的問。277Please respect copyright.PENANAZASXGMfuax
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「老師,喜歡女生不對嗎?」梁羽恬問。277Please respect copyright.PENANArJAZhdRk30
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「嗯……不會啊,只是妳真的確定自己的性向了嗎?」277Please respect copyright.PENANAjFiEqYvqlb
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「我不知道。」梁羽恬誠實的說,她確實不知道自己的性向,可是她現在喜歡琳琳。277Please respect copyright.PENANA6WN8M1XAg1
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「對異性戀來說,拉子是在兩條路上,選了比較崎嶇的那條,但對一個同性戀來說,路只有一條,妳的世界呢?有幾條路?」班導又抽了一個菸點火問,火光下,她的臉卻閃爍著寂寞跟迷惘。277Please respect copyright.PENANAGVGRHp3BSI
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梁羽恬看著她,細思她話裡的意思。277Please respect copyright.PENANAjoUpktMFI0
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自己似乎只有喜歡琳琳,放棄喜歡琳琳這兩種,這樣來說,其實她是不是只有一條路?277Please respect copyright.PENANAgCbkg7HmtR
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「可能只有一條吧?」梁羽恬說。277Please respect copyright.PENANA1M93rMT7mn
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「那就只有往前走,或者不走而已。」班導笑說,纖長的雙指夾著菸,她靠著長椅,雙腿交疊,明明應該是很淑女的模樣,卻因為那香菸跟她的動作,看起來有些玩世不恭的味道。277Please respect copyright.PENANAkmUpbmXksh
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玩世不恭,好像是用來形容男生的,但套在班導身上卻也合適,明明是個長髮美人,為什麼會覺得她……不只是女生?277Please respect copyright.PENANATgtPbljyyv
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或許是靈魂吧?277Please respect copyright.PENANAvlfFEW7wLf
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她的靈魂活的比誰都寬廣,她記得班導真的是個神奇的人,可以校工伯伯聊遊園驚夢,也可以跟班上的人聊搖滾歌手,甚至連田潔這樣的動漫宅系的也能聊,感覺老師看過了太多的東西,這是她達不到的高度。277Please respect copyright.PENANAopCrIyst4H
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她想到了琳琳,琳琳也是這樣愛看書的人,那她以後是不是也會變成老師這樣?277Please respect copyright.PENANAyZn8QawRNA
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變得這樣吸引人,然後走向沒有自己的未來?277Please respect copyright.PENANA71LgoHJgAQ
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「老師……」梁羽恬輕聲的說。277Please respect copyright.PENANApXILFYXDIR
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「怎樣!被我感動到了吧?」班導笑笑拿出那本《低潮的一百個故事》。277Please respect copyright.PENANAxkIt4uoHLy
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看著班導手的書,梁羽恬木著臉說:「不,而是有人在妳背後,她看起來很生氣!」。277Please respect copyright.PENANA0lJnphR35o
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只能說,自古學生跟老師就是對立面的,看到班導被那個長髮女生點著額頭罵,她就有些開心,想要跟琳琳說。277Please respect copyright.PENANAS4DDoF04rr
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「欸!記得回家啊!不然我跟妳媽媽說喔!」班導抽空對著她說。277Please respect copyright.PENANArSbsEk3sEm
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「妳幹麻恐嚇小孩啦!」那個長髮女生說。277Please respect copyright.PENANA3H3nznsHq0
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「我哪有!」班導委屈的說。277Please respect copyright.PENANAqXilWOAH48
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梁羽恬卻沒有管背後的吵吵鬧鬧,只是走回家。277Please respect copyright.PENANAD4lTaGvyWF
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「我喜歡的人……是妳,甄凱琳。」277Please respect copyright.PENANA3HLtok9SXi
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明明是自己說的話,她卻有無限的後悔,如果那時她能忍住,是不是她們就不用這樣彼此沉默?277Please respect copyright.PENANAO9dknZH1c3
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想到這,梁羽恬又覺得滿心酸楚,喜歡上同性,其實並不是什麼好玩的事情。277Please respect copyright.PENANALaN4u4vRBb
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我只有一條路,很崎嶇充滿荊棘的路。277Please respect copyright.PENANAo9IQ8FZAjW
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梁羽恬想,從小,她就只喜歡女生,男性之於她就好像是外星人。277Please respect copyright.PENANAwCsC3LPNGo
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我們都知道有外星人,但誰也沒辦法證明外星人的存在。277Please respect copyright.PENANAqG0oz4qNQ2
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跟外星人交往,更是不可能的事情。277Please respect copyright.PENANArigMmpvbho
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她漸漸的意識到自己喜歡女生,對許多電影、小說,她喜歡的都是兩個女生在一起的畫面,然後她意識到自己或許就是喜歡女生。277Please respect copyright.PENANAZCwclmnwd4
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但如果可以,誰願意當一個被歧視的人?277Please respect copyright.PENANAASFn7Twebh
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可是她對男性,就是沒有任何遐思,她也沒辦法,路始終只有一條。277Please respect copyright.PENANAxoevlubcCI
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她記得剛剛升上高中時,第一天的開學,那時她第一次遇到甄凱琳,那個早晨,穿著跟自己同樣制服的女孩,從自己家門走出來,兩人對到眼。277Please respect copyright.PENANAKGiQ5tEPCR
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禮貌的打招呼,她習慣性的爽朗的微笑打招呼,「嗨!」277Please respect copyright.PENANANlEd3Vhcbe
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對方的眼中卻有些驚慌,但隨即又鎮定的點頭,細聲的說:「早安。」277Please respect copyright.PENANAX3kffougPl
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她突然覺得很有趣,這女生好安靜。277Please respect copyright.PENANAOI3JgCUGCP
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然後她就忍不住的觀察著她,發現她其實……是一個很憋扭的女生!277Please respect copyright.PENANAKqUElyk8g4
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明明不喜歡,卻不說。277Please respect copyright.PENANAkcg4sd7jSK
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像現在,有男生開玩笑的,把某種果凍似的玩具塗在她的頭髮上,她明明不高興,卻又憋著,結果那些白癡還以為人家這是嬌羞。277Please respect copyright.PENANABd9EPmO6Fo
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嬌羞個屁!277Please respect copyright.PENANAKmgdjE88C6
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她不懂,喜歡一個人就大膽的講啊!277Please respect copyright.PENANAaxdm5FHsoF
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連告白都沒種,明明是社會上的優勢性別,卻只敢玩這種國小捉弄女生的惡作劇!277Please respect copyright.PENANAgkNjs5nJZg
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她直接排眾而出,拉起甄凱琳,「走,陪我去廁所!」277Please respect copyright.PENANALh6kmhIdku
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「欸!梁羽恬,妳幹麻?」那群男生看著她。277Please respect copyright.PENANAALuKbhLekY
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「幹麻?我找我的好閨密上廁所,需要你同意嗎?你要一起?」梁羽恬問。277Please respect copyright.PENANAjSYdWTmh3l
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「誰……誰要女生廁所啦!」那個惡作劇的男生結巴的說。277Please respect copyright.PENANATpGJZBVFrC
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一旁圍觀的人都安靜了下來。277Please respect copyright.PENANAfmXJyu5EY3
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但梁羽恬說完就直接拉著甄凱琳離開,沒有管其他人。277Please respect copyright.PENANAcyuoLcSnLX
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兩人跑到一個洗手台,梁羽恬動手替甄凱琳整理那個果凍玩具。277Please respect copyright.PENANAjvED9pQHSH
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「謝謝。」甄凱琳說。277Please respect copyright.PENANAvBj64Z2QVf
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「妳如果不喜歡就該講出來!女生要恰一點,才不會被人欺負。」梁羽恬說,幫她整理好,就準備離開,卻被甄凱琳拉住手。277Please respect copyright.PENANAnoY7XPWJg9
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甄凱琳卻拉住她的手,細聲的說:「可以……當我的……朋友嗎?」277Please respect copyright.PENANAXSLZ1jGpWb
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梁羽恬把她的頭抬起來,讓她看著自己,「跟人講話時,要看著對方啊,不然妳怎麼知道我的回答呢?」277Please respect copyright.PENANAKGHDdJZHXF
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結果,她卻被甄凱琳電到。277Please respect copyright.PENANAGEmfYbBOIH
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只見甄凱琳抬起頭,一張晶瑩剔透的小臉,看著自己,那漂亮的五官跟羞怯的模樣,讓她感覺有些異樣。277Please respect copyright.PENANAEEkZfS55Ln
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那時候她就知道,自己不可能對甄凱琳,像是對其他人這樣打打鬧鬧。277Please respect copyright.PENANAtG80ZvRJau
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梁羽恬心裡卻是哀號的,妳怎麼又喜歡別人了?277Please respect copyright.PENANACXM2iFizxs
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但是心就是這樣不受控的東西,就像夜空的星星,不論妳是何心情,星星永遠在夜空閃爍。277Please respect copyright.PENANAYjmVb83KCF
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很美好的畫面,她卻覺得悲哀。277Please respect copyright.PENANAMugu26SRan
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暗戀的故事就像是天空的星星一樣多,多一個少一個,都是沒有差別的。277Please respect copyright.PENANAmrGFuTQpOz
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可她還是不受控制的點頭,成為了甄凱琳的『朋友』。277Please respect copyright.PENANAOvHlTc1zrW
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