「讓我想一想。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJXQDk82Za
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梁羽恬看著這則訊息，總覺得，這是一種被凌遲的感覺。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSgA7TqCQP
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每一分一秒，她都在猜測，是好還是壞？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iu9q6FjbO
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k5cRUdTjr
她嘆息，甄凱琳太冷了，或許最好的結果，是她冷淡的疏遠吧？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCYqULTyNG
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她走出門在公園亂晃，這個時間其實沒有什麼人會來，她就看著公園少了人群，那黑暗的模樣，其實有點可怕，但她卻看到了有人在抽菸，而且是他們的班導。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6q4PIPAsf
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兩人打了招呼，梁羽恬問：「老師，妳這樣不好吧？」女生抽菸，感覺就是怪。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRWygTmLTD
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「為什麼？」班導笑了起來，「梁同學，現在是下課時間耶。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjAsPGglye
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好像也對？梁羽恬發現自己無法反駁。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8vr2YfZsh
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyogrkIjGlA
沒有了白天的老師氣息，其實細看她是一個動作優雅熟女，穿著大外套，黑色緊身褲上半身是洋裝，踩著有些跟的娃娃鞋，像是剛剛參加完什麼聚會，她身上有著香水的幽香混著菸味，又成了一種奇特帶有一些暗示的味道。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNnKzvZamo
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「說吧！跟好朋友吵架了？」班導把菸熄在專用的菸盒。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHa6OWaHjV
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「沒有……」梁羽恬搖頭，她們不算吵架吧？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4N45w9PgV
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「那怎麼這麼晚還出來？」班導好奇的問。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvOij7gnzd
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkgmDSt8Jj
「老師，喜歡女生不對嗎？」梁羽恬問。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DVRbGeszu
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvepSoRfuiQ
「嗯……不會啊，只是妳真的確定自己的性向了嗎？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoNXswEVrM
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiDwcskwt3
「我不知道。」梁羽恬誠實的說，她確實不知道自己的性向，可是她現在喜歡琳琳。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchw2ggfvG4
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSubWVEUuh
「對異性戀來說，拉子是在兩條路上，選了比較崎嶇的那條，但對一個同性戀來說，路只有一條，妳的世界呢？有幾條路？」班導又抽了一個菸點火問，火光下，她的臉卻閃爍著寂寞跟迷惘。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAVCNYoQtm
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梁羽恬看著她，細思她話裡的意思。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrIRgIdfbR
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVboBgzrxbw
自己似乎只有喜歡琳琳，放棄喜歡琳琳這兩種，這樣來說，其實她是不是只有一條路？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY9GdyVeHn
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa7SCoStmq
「可能只有一條吧？」梁羽恬說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAyZ6OnH8b
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MkWQAnXnZ
「那就只有往前走，或者不走而已。」班導笑說，纖長的雙指夾著菸，她靠著長椅，雙腿交疊，明明應該是很淑女的模樣，卻因為那香菸跟她的動作，看起來有些玩世不恭的味道。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGgyCLI5I7
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtnhTqocDV
玩世不恭，好像是用來形容男生的，但套在班導身上卻也合適，明明是個長髮美人，為什麼會覺得她……不只是女生？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2Ge5GiSOg
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jckFw1veh
或許是靈魂吧？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppUnBxhYPG
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她的靈魂活的比誰都寬廣，她記得班導真的是個神奇的人，可以校工伯伯聊遊園驚夢，也可以跟班上的人聊搖滾歌手，甚至連田潔這樣的動漫宅系的也能聊，感覺老師看過了太多的東西，這是她達不到的高度。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRCq5Pck90
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她想到了琳琳，琳琳也是這樣愛看書的人，那她以後是不是也會變成老師這樣？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYnzwRLMzf
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變得這樣吸引人，然後走向沒有自己的未來？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcAfbNnVv7
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFcyLjpwyg
「老師……」梁羽恬輕聲的說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzUVBbwCQL
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMCyyy9KFA
「怎樣！被我感動到了吧？」班導笑笑拿出那本《低潮的一百個故事》。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCNrtPuCVP
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4KQdgsGeT
看著班導手的書，梁羽恬木著臉說：「不，而是有人在妳背後，她看起來很生氣！」。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHINpBLJre
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只能說，自古學生跟老師就是對立面的，看到班導被那個長髮女生點著額頭罵，她就有些開心，想要跟琳琳說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZWF8RREVo
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpanwHbOu7
「欸！記得回家啊！不然我跟妳媽媽說喔！」班導抽空對著她說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZiXW5evfQ
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxi5MlofI2
「妳幹麻恐嚇小孩啦！」那個長髮女生說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AWLVjm58K
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaveg385rqN
「我哪有！」班導委屈的說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T3DpH3LwE
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y7QGUQdfF
梁羽恬卻沒有管背後的吵吵鬧鬧，只是走回家。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw4COAt3JS
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「我喜歡的人……是妳，甄凱琳。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNBNfY8XAt
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明明是自己說的話，她卻有無限的後悔，如果那時她能忍住，是不是她們就不用這樣彼此沉默？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaDsbvxOA9
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想到這，梁羽恬又覺得滿心酸楚，喜歡上同性，其實並不是什麼好玩的事情。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B36sBSwIf
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我只有一條路，很崎嶇充滿荊棘的路。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMogcUcK0X
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3bujDhlq2
梁羽恬想，從小，她就只喜歡女生，男性之於她就好像是外星人。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZcVpfNCSN
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8ydljHxva
我們都知道有外星人，但誰也沒辦法證明外星人的存在。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUopKsJeBDd
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跟外星人交往，更是不可能的事情。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gjs8a0Mqm
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo1J8y9sVZ
她漸漸的意識到自己喜歡女生，對許多電影、小說，她喜歡的都是兩個女生在一起的畫面，然後她意識到自己或許就是喜歡女生。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fhW5jYEJb
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但如果可以，誰願意當一個被歧視的人？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmA05kKMbY
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可是她對男性，就是沒有任何遐思，她也沒辦法，路始終只有一條。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWl0FKfxch
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhNd49z99E
她記得剛剛升上高中時，第一天的開學，那時她第一次遇到甄凱琳，那個早晨，穿著跟自己同樣制服的女孩，從自己家門走出來，兩人對到眼。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrHuNnCmyv
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHEJp2Xoph
禮貌的打招呼，她習慣性的爽朗的微笑打招呼，「嗨！」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPad2nyth2
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對方的眼中卻有些驚慌，但隨即又鎮定的點頭，細聲的說：「早安。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUGT0OCmiR
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她突然覺得很有趣，這女生好安靜。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsYhsdTHNu
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然後她就忍不住的觀察著她，發現她其實……是一個很憋扭的女生！96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5y3SoDCQW
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明明不喜歡，卻不說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9621k27lg0
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像現在，有男生開玩笑的，把某種果凍似的玩具塗在她的頭髮上，她明明不高興，卻又憋著，結果那些白癡還以為人家這是嬌羞。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRitc0oxW2e
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嬌羞個屁！96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD7r52BA3L
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她不懂，喜歡一個人就大膽的講啊！96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcXvWzsGG0
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyABx2cFqk
連告白都沒種，明明是社會上的優勢性別，卻只敢玩這種國小捉弄女生的惡作劇！96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsRON4igGm
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她直接排眾而出，拉起甄凱琳，「走，陪我去廁所！」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcngsq0YrAR
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhpObtKPFu
「欸！梁羽恬，妳幹麻？」那群男生看著她。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhli57EfBOk
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbETjriIFJ7
「幹麻？我找我的好閨密上廁所，需要你同意嗎？你要一起？」梁羽恬問。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvhrviQZOp
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「誰……誰要女生廁所啦！」那個惡作劇的男生結巴的說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaYNx1lWUj
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW6FTa2KMw
一旁圍觀的人都安靜了下來。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWIk8H42EU
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但梁羽恬說完就直接拉著甄凱琳離開，沒有管其他人。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVACD5x52sz
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兩人跑到一個洗手台，梁羽恬動手替甄凱琳整理那個果凍玩具。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46UAZNHFij
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「謝謝。」甄凱琳說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC6pElmaq7
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「妳如果不喜歡就該講出來！女生要恰一點，才不會被人欺負。」梁羽恬說，幫她整理好，就準備離開，卻被甄凱琳拉住手。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMBruztwi7
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甄凱琳卻拉住她的手，細聲的說：「可以……當我的……朋友嗎？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMczBAiWr4g
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpAOFyUPwD
梁羽恬把她的頭抬起來，讓她看著自己，「跟人講話時，要看著對方啊，不然妳怎麼知道我的回答呢？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwK00Rihtr
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結果，她卻被甄凱琳電到。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3FUlST0D8
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7Xxv9k0D5
只見甄凱琳抬起頭，一張晶瑩剔透的小臉，看著自己，那漂亮的五官跟羞怯的模樣，讓她感覺有些異樣。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj3aW1XiK9
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那時候她就知道，自己不可能對甄凱琳，像是對其他人這樣打打鬧鬧。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxhsbmHJ53
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUxppTTF7i
梁羽恬心裡卻是哀號的，妳怎麼又喜歡別人了？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMqEdqiWbm
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aqwDUF53x
但是心就是這樣不受控的東西，就像夜空的星星，不論妳是何心情，星星永遠在夜空閃爍。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYxNIjsyE1
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很美好的畫面，她卻覺得悲哀。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNzemBrstI
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暗戀的故事就像是天空的星星一樣多，多一個少一個，都是沒有差別的。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5vKLhSjP0
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可她還是不受控制的點頭，成為了甄凱琳的『朋友』。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3dv2H7h0t
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