我吃了一個極為豐富的早餐;火腿通心粉、牛油烘多士、火腿奄列和冰鎮港式奶茶,吃了個撐著。然後,我非常積極地投入工作,廢寢忘餐,完全進入了瞪大雙眼,靈魂睡了身體還在發神經的境界。可是,到了下班的時候,我還是沒法子真正的忘掉!40Please respect copyright.PENANA6h3W29VBFB
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誰說,忘記一個人,並不是不再想起,而是偶爾想起了,心裡也不再有波瀾。我現在心裡可是驚濤駭浪,快淹沒心田了!40Please respect copyright.PENANAecnTqDnu5v
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找個人,吃頓好的吧!吃喝玩樂,自然能忘掉不該記住的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgueRKJIva6
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「怎麼了,洌哥?」她一手搭在我的肩膀上,另一隻手勾了勾我的下巴。40Please respect copyright.PENANA4djHOQqMtw
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「我能怎麼了?青姐!」我翻了翻白眼,繼續走著。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2z3pbwpHlm
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「分手多麼的閒啊!允大爺相中哪個姑娘,老娘來幫你一把!」然後仰首大笑,笑聲震天。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXC7ZX5DmhC
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唉!青姐,你想錯了方向了!40Please respect copyright.PENANAYoRVIu8pDS
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青姐並不是什麼黑幫老大;而是我出來社會做事那年在公事上遇上的一個烈女。40Please respect copyright.PENANARjJlYiOlro
我們的第一次交集是在電話上,她邀請我到公司裡進行面試;第一次見面則是在公司裡,她把我領到會議室,笑著放下了一本高級男士雜誌,然後著我等著;第二次見面也是在公司裡,她向我講解僱員合約的條款;第三次見面同樣是在公司裡,她領我到我的位置上坐著,把一般的公司運作都告訴我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXmtnXKh5qU
對的。她是我第一份工作上的同事,公司裡的行政主任;也是難得能讓我暢所欲言的人。即使離開了原先的崗位,我們也不定期見面;只要一通電話,她總隨時候命般借出耳朵。40Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7LQeppV9h
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這種熟稔,其實開始得很囧。無意中,我把自己的性取向間接地告訴了她;她竟然笑得很開心,說著自己還沒認識過任何同性戀者。我們也就忽然變得很熟,無所不談。40Please respect copyright.PENANAoydkQMARDa
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「小允啊!突然,我覺得我也可能喜歡女人!」我幾乎把咀裡的全吐出來。40Please respect copyright.PENANADyxFEPmhMg
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「大姐!你說笑吧!你下星期結婚了啊!」我急忙擦了擦咀,收拾一下桌上被我推亂了的碗碟。40Please respect copyright.PENANAMLJZVqYGly
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「自從你跟我說你是LES,我就每天想著這個。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAa57FxZWPoY
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「你別告訴我你對我有意思!寧教人打仔,莫教人分妻;我可不想成了千古罪人。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAbFqzr8QG2k
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「說實話,你還挺好的啊!」她手托著腮,一臉嫵媚地看著我,「就是孩子氣了一點。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAzXn5J6GrsP
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「我本來就是年輕。」我偷笑,喝了一口可樂。40Please respect copyright.PENANAG08YBX1tDr
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「那天我去試婚紗,那個裁縫什麼的也跟著我進了更衣室。她替我整理腰封的時候,我還真是有一點動心。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAjRIuNr2yJ0
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「女的?」40Please respect copyright.PENANADObmgpKiKI
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「女的。挺漂亮的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANALk6tpCl0hQ
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「別想了啊!青姐。你要結婚的了!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAipz2QrCbqQ
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「想想沒關係啊!反正,我都不真的愛他;除了在床上。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAwb9J5XcrB0
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青姐本身就是個總讓人啞巴了的烈女;最讓人目瞪口呆的,是她竟然也會結婚。40Please respect copyright.PENANAJJk7lfkk0K
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那些一夜情、友誼球賽類的不計算在內,青姐一直周旋在兩個男人之間。一個是跟她從中學開始就拍拖的男友,家裡有錢,對青姐也是出奇地死心塌地;可青姐並不真的喜歡他,留戀的只是他床上的功夫和銀行戶口裡的錢。另一個男人是在工作上認識的,供應商的代表,普通打工仔一名,基本上是一輩子都沒出頭天的那種;但青姐喜歡跟他在一起有戀愛的感覺。40Please respect copyright.PENANAo1L0s38XaI
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事情最詭異的地方,就是兩個男人都知道對方和其他過客的存在。他們都想要跟青姐結婚,反倒是她一直在拖延。40Please respect copyright.PENANAw2AuJUzIPH
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「兩個女人就不用愁結婚了!不是嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANA7EBLivufGT
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「我對結婚沒有浪漫的奢想。但不代表所有的LES都這樣。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA5P3tPWZUDK
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「唉!允洌,你說我該嫁給誰?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAPK1tCoE9Lx
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「嫁你愛的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAl6RlcCmkzE
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「但愛會退化的呀!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAARXyITLXoX
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「愛會退化,可以找會進化的感情取代呀!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAaOjBKOXpv8
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「要搞這些,又要維持婚姻,不忙死才怪!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAU9kEUdEgJf
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「那就嫁給你喜歡的夢幻婚禮吧!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAdmE7xvCPwb
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「但我不愛他。要從沒有愛的關係裡建立感情,也是很難的!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAoqThJV361k
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很想抓著她的腦袋往牆壁上甩去!說到底,就是不想結婚;儘管下星期就要舉行婚禮。她是絕對有逃婚的潛質;尤其新郎是她不愛的男人。40Please respect copyright.PENANAicyRmpxBON
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「對了!上次見你那個妞都不怎麼樣,你也不像是很愛她。不合適,早放開了不是挺好的嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAdPmicjh2IO
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「我沒說不好。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAu2rAHjZWtl
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「那你幹嘛眼耳口鼻都堆在一起,還找我吃火鍋?這餐沒一千、八百都下不了樓喔!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAi7fX80DYme
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「唉!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAnBvxCobLF2
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那一刻被圈著,我完全被自己的感覺淹死了!腦袋不住發脹疼痛,臉蛋火燒般又燙又紅,不住緊抓著褲子的雙手掌心冒汗,雙腳動不了就只管在抖;最重要的是,我的心跳急促,力度大得像要把心臟都給爆開了般。那一股離心力,幾乎把我的靈魂拉了出去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXsDCbIqfsS
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我喜歡上了一個陌生人。毋庸置疑。40Please respect copyright.PENANAvkAt1SqHxK
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但你怎麼解釋這聽起來詭異的事?我喜歡過的這麼多個女人當中,不是青春可愛少艾就是御姐;最爆的一次也不過是喜歡上了一個實際年齡比外貌要大十多年的輕熟女王。走在街上,就算是我怎麼的澄清,我就是個T,無從解釋。但這個陌生人,簡直是女版的阮馬素;帥得九成半的男人都要站到一邊去咬牙切齒。我喜歡上她,跟陳冠希喜歡上劉德華一樣荒謬啊!40Please respect copyright.PENANA652JnexsBh
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「你做愛也會拍片?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAFJXqPaq1h7
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「你抓錯了重點了,青姐!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAqypEXvUSZi
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「我一向不太會抓重點;」她忽然一臉邪氣,來了個把獵物抓在手裡的手勢,「我只會抓著把柄。男人的!」笑個天翻地覆。鄰桌的男人都只能偷偷瞥看。40Please respect copyright.PENANApj2R2NXr2g
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「沒正經!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAL5q7XRn00i
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「要那麼正經幹嘛?」笑著,像陪酒女侍候酒客般把啤酒送到我咀邊,「脫過衣服,不也是兩個女人麼?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAoehieu7LCW
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「你不明白的了!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAVwOGG71nfY
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「我說,是你不明白。自己已經是被歧視的一群了,還在歧視人家兩個男人在一起麼?就算是陳冠希真的和劉德華在一起,最不能嗟怨的也該是你吧!」40Please respect copyright.PENANA7DE1A968S3
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我頓時無言。只能集中吃著。40Please respect copyright.PENANAPf944LwxFO
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「真想看看,你口中所說的那美人是長個什麼樣子的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAqGFJ6AfNTv
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「反正就是美。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAFhWdtaod28
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「像水吧後那個嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAR78Ygvo51t
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我跟隨著青姐的視線看去,然後呆著。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2tLdcZqR3b
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「你娘的不是吧?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAwclDjInJIr