「給力。給多一點力。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAI9RUjJfIX0
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我病了。喉嚨火燒一般,有著一陣難以除去的痕癢,黏在咽喉的周圍。濃痰卡在喉嚨椗上,不上不下,如緊箍在內的金剛圈,每每讓我想要撕破喉嚨把它取出。頭痛欲裂,裂開成數個互相推搪的我;你他媽的,你他媽的,吵個不停。鼻水不停從鼻孔流出,而我竟全無感覺,直到鼻水都滴在桌上才一陣尷尬上腦的把紙巾往鼻子裡塞。37Please respect copyright.PENANAQjFTBsgfoQ
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都說病的人都該多喝水,多流汗;忽發奇想,也就跟著不相熟的同事來這裡流汗、喝水。37Please respect copyright.PENANAxRhQZVUgeg
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「想著你最討厭的人。狠狠地出拳。」教練一臉挑釁,也確實挑起了我內裡的一些什麼。37Please respect copyright.PENANAwgs8hb8vWA
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我狠狠地往他雙手的拳靶來了兩記jab,緊接著一記cross,繼而毫無預警地在一記upper cut後往他的腹部來了一記front push kick,把他往後踢飛了數公呎。37Please respect copyright.PENANAYcnztwknEJ
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「哇!誰讓你突然那麼狠了?」他大概非常後悔自己說過的,但還是笑了笑,慢慢站了起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAFTsD2M8oqn
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「我自己。」我說,臉上沒表情,彷彿在說著一個陌生人。「再來。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAZHuu8Tbwmd
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「好。難得有火花。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAOPQNeTE22r
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當拳頭打在拳靶上發出聲聲狼嚎,腿骨撞擊拳靶讓身體內血液如泉湧般急速流竄,我的腦袋開始跳線,放著比隨意更隨意的片段。37Please respect copyright.PENANAquz4XgQCoX
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我生來就不算是善類,暴力傾向一直難以掩飾。曾經因為換了學校,被同學訕笑而抓著對方的衣領,一把將他甩到地上;接而坐在他的肚子上,一拳又一拳地往他的臉上打,咀裡還喃嘸著不知道什麼。那不輕的暴力,把同學們都嚇得不敢向老師說什麼;即使幾乎每天我都會找一個人來痛打一番。那麼一次,一個女同學因著我在毆打一個胖子而無聲地哭著。我看見她的眼淚,看見她那傷心的臉,便止住了要揮下的拳頭。37Please respect copyright.PENANACcgwsC2s8W
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那刻,我意會到自己喜歡女孩子。那暴力,跟著潛藏於心,沒有再出現。37Please respect copyright.PENANApAFzlAu0mg
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我奮力地往拳靶打去,腿骨踢至有如快要裂掉,直到感覺虛脫才停了下來。坐在地上,狠狠把水喝下,我不顧教練的勸阻躺在地上,閉上雙眼。教練的聲音慢慢褪卻,周圍忽然變得寧靜。像是被巨大的吹氣泡包裹著,我感覺自己的與世隔絕;感覺靈魂出體般輕飄在空中。四肢無力到了感覺不到重量的地步,彷彿那不過是由腦袋控制的四枝竹竿,能隨時脫離身體一般。37Please respect copyright.PENANA4UgWKMg6Md
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該恨的,就只有自己。多麼值得討厭的那個自己。如若是時間錯配,倒還能怪有緣無份;自己躲起來,又能怪誰?37Please respect copyright.PENANA0hpjozacG7
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在同事和教練幾乎要打電話報警找救護車前的一刻,我睜開了眼睛。坐好了身體,我笑笑,沉默地回答所有問題。然後,斯斯然走到更衣室,洗了個澡,便好好收拾。拾起跌下了的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAyiSLURkH9d
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走到街上時,夜色原來已深。路上沒多少個人,氣氛陰深得以為還是農曆七月時分。一聲BYE,同事便登上久候了那男友的車子絕塵離去,完全沒考慮過應否載我到附近的地鐵站。也罷。反正也不相熟,省下無謂的寒喧。我拉起風衣的領口,帥氣十足地往前走;地鐵就地鐵,型人不一定要有車子。37Please respect copyright.PENANApBnos2aYhL
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車廂內已沒多少個人,我隨意找個位置站著;過度活動的腿變得僵硬,就怕坐下了就站不起來。從車窗看出去,就只是漆黑的隧道牆壁;側著臉的我,在車窗上暗黑的倒影看來,多了幾分帥氣的滄桑,輪廓突然變得分明。37Please respect copyright.PENANAJpw0x2wSAi
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這種滄桑,總讓我想起法蘭克仙納杜拉那首One For My Baby。37Please respect copyright.PENANAXl5hyXSRUr
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看不出來吧!我曾經瘋狂迷上swing music,瘦皮猴當然是我的偶像了!被母親吩咐擦地板的時候,我總唱著他的歌。Young At Heart和It Was A Very Good Year是我多數的選擇,惹得母親欣喜若狂,地板擦得不怎麼樣也無所謂了!那些年,果真像歌裡唱一般,was a very good year,無憂無慮,無牽無掛。37Please respect copyright.PENANAIGKhibuESP
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這年的我,唱著的卻是One For My Baby這類憂傷的歌。在無人的車廂裡唱著傷心的歌,至少不用把哀傷都吞進肚子裡;愁緒不同於金錢,放在口袋裡並沒有什麼著數。37Please respect copyright.PENANAgp3ZyNIDdZ
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易澈就站在我的前方,牢牢凝視著我那雙因著疲倦而水汪汪的眼睛。她的臉上沒有笑容,反卻是有著一絲憐憫的愁緒,一大堆的問號從她那深邃的眼睛裡毫無保留地溢出。我卻冷笑,把臉別過去,看著車窗上那還帥氣的我。37Please respect copyright.PENANA5b8IjhYwvt
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「允洌。我可以送你回家嗎?」她往我靠了過來,在我的耳邊輕聲問道。37Please respect copyright.PENANAMkYpp8OYol
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「夠了,易澈。」我冷冷地說,附贈一絲自嘲味濃的淺笑。「你的溫柔就留給其他人吧!」37Please respect copyright.PENANAUKnzaKrTQ5
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「為什麼?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAXl9ijI5C5r
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我吐了一口烏氣,淺笑,看著她那張單純的臉,實在無法把這兩天看了的那些激烈色情片段和這個人拉在一起;卻又真確相信她和容岸青之間的比那些要更盡情些。忍不住,我發出幾聲嘲諷的笑聲,搖了搖頭。她沒有反應,還是一臉認真和哀怨地看著我,像是在等著我回答一樣。37Please respect copyright.PENANA6WEbVgDQ0Z
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「因為,」我稍稍頓了一頓,看著她再往我靠近了一點,「因為你根本不認識我。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAVpyu2qxqvp
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「為什麼這樣說?」她一臉不惑,「我們不是朋友嗎?」37Please respect copyright.PENANApmAfaSQ6zd
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「我從來不想當你的朋友。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAJBIcf3I5X9
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她顯然是有點被嚇著,拉直了身體,以那驚愕不已的臉看著我。37Please respect copyright.PENANA6tXcJ7xzhN
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眼前這人兒大概不知道這一切的源頭來自哪兒;以容岸青的性格,她應該不會把我離座的原因告訴易澈。說實在,我也說不上在生她的氣;畢竟,她對我心裡面所想的全不知情。她大概真的把我視作老死,或許本來就想要跟我分享她和容岸青之間激烈的床事。想到這,一道氣卡在喉嚨,像一根毛一樣讓我痕癢不已。37Please respect copyright.PENANARlH5MclziI
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「為什麼?」她問。大概是花了不少時間才把魂魄拉了回來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAdQGhXaBBcI
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易澈啊,易澈。這並不關乎你潦倒與否;而是你在這方面的觸覺確實是鈍得可以。還是我真的那麼像個爺,讓一切發放出去的愛意看來都像爺們之間的義氣、情誼?你這張無辜的臉很是欠揍,我的拳頭突然就癢了起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAoyrxJME2Ul
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我一把抓著她的衣領,狠力往我這邊一拉。踮著腳,閉上眼,吻在她的唇上。直到車門打開,我推了她一把,讓她往後退了兩步。37Please respect copyright.PENANAqgweJNqBZ5
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「因為這樣。」我說,然後下了車,把呆著的她獨留在關起了門,往下一個站駛去的空洞列車裡。37Please respect copyright.PENANAWeEGoqL6m6
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