這是一封一個城市警衛寫給市民的信:280Please respect copyright.PENANAXPigWHNZ9f
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曾經,警衛與市民一樣痛恨那些知法犯法、不顧道德的執法者,甚至鄙視那些帶市民到暗角毒打的警衛。280Please respect copyright.PENANA4h7rOCoJcb
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那時候,仍然操守良好的警衛都以那些違法的警衛為恥,但漸漸地,隨著示威暴動者把他們一併拉下、咒罵,各種侮辱、羞辱、威嚇,還有攻擊,即使他們明明只是盡忠職守,即使他們也有良善,也有同理、同情過,關心過市民,反抗過,卻只因為……280Please respect copyright.PENANAxQMa9KKjHZ
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難道市民真的不明瞭何為理想,難道不明白城市警衛這角色的重要性和特殊性嗎?280Please respect copyright.PENANASXDTRzhPbj
一旦城市警衛離職,基本上,就終身再無望擔任這職業。280Please respect copyright.PENANAtUBon8QkcK
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在警衛眼中,部分人根本是徹頭徹尾的自私,只為了自以為是的對與錯,就妄顧他人的感受和願望,強行要求他們去做暴民想要的事,先是放任他們違法,後來卻是要他們向暴民效忠,只因為暴民認定了城市警衛部門是黑暗的,在裡面的人都有問題。280Please respect copyright.PENANA8vn98OYFiG
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所謂罪不及家人,市民的暴力連自己的親友都不放過,這種像是誓不兩立、割下血海深仇的狂妄…… 讓警衛越來越看不過眼,也越來越憤怒。280Please respect copyright.PENANAJkNHKmHOMm
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言語暴力、心理暴力,還有肢體暴力……280Please respect copyright.PENANA9gb7OaJjfL
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當市民進一步挑撥離間,進一步惡意中傷至連警衛的家人也不放過,甚至將他們的資料流放開去時……280Please respect copyright.PENANAxQkk4cqIgr
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警衛忍受夠了。280Please respect copyright.PENANA7lWl9xyH8R
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即使尚有理性的市民,也真的有和平的市民,而且還有支持警衛的市民,但這些都… 不足夠。280Please respect copyright.PENANAJZRa89sBE6
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面對著暴民,警衛可以回應的,除了暴力,只有漠視。280Please respect copyright.PENANA0wvwkt29K1
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同心同德、同仇敵愾,警衛界未曾試過趨向一致去視群眾為敵人。即使政權有問題,但只是在執法的他們並沒有立過那些法例,每天辛勤勞苦地執行職務,因為這些騷動與示威已害得他們一直加班,私生活嚴重遭受侵蝕至連與親友的關係也受到負面影響,各種壓力與疲勞不但得不到多少體諒,反而一再被評擊,自己也是有血有肉的人啊!我們並不是機械守衛,每天心裡的掙扎說了出來,又會換來恥笑、不理解和傷害,甚至只是一句無情的「受不住就不要做下去」。那些沒有擔任守衛使命的人,根本不明白我們。280Please respect copyright.PENANA0nUj3NfoZv
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如果說他們的仇恨是合情合理,可以被理解、被諒解,那我們的呢?280Please respect copyright.PENANAbhGb2SGvsq
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憑甚麼去一再犧牲我們,難道我們流的血就不是血?!?280Please respect copyright.PENANACiyt4QwjNo
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每天冒著生死去面對市民,那些我們曾立過誓要守護的市民,見過面、閒談過、微笑過的面孔,如今只是令人沮喪的惡臉……280Please respect copyright.PENANA2O5cUsnSHY
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支持我們有錯嗎?或許學歷知識沒有部分市民那麼高,但難道我們的能力,支持我們的人的貢獻,就會比他們差好多?為甚麼可以一直狗眼看人低,卻還不斷聲言我們是走狗,沒有思想,甚至沒有情感?!?280Please respect copyright.PENANAVQE0ShYRfb
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示威者即使每日進行抗命,但他們可以選擇休憩,可以隨時補給、進食和睡眠,而我們每天工作十二小時,有時候甚至可能會有突發狀況而加長時間,期間不能坐下、不能閒談,連水也不可以在人前喝一口,再熱的天氣之下也一樣,穿戴沉重又悶熱的裝備,卻說我們不顧及他們的感想或需要?280Please respect copyright.PENANA6br2LSRPWy
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他們口口聲聲說我們不是人,那到底他們算是甚麼?280Please respect copyright.PENANAzKPKlPItjM
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我累了,我的同僚也累了,我們所有人都非常累,從來未試過如此累,說了出來,卻也只有冷漠與仇恨,好令人崩潰。280Please respect copyright.PENANA8upT9NwHe2
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如果沒有了我們,那他們想要甚麼?機械守衛嗎?以往不是一直都喊著怎樣不願意,不是曾經說過「幸好還有我們」嗎?280Please respect copyright.PENANAlIdCH3yydF
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帝國的恐怖,我們不是全然不知道。我們很多人,也一樣會感到恐懼,卻也無能為力,政權的事我們無從干預。我們最多只是能夠盡忠職守,為城市效力,為…… 還有良知的市民服務,守護他們。280Please respect copyright.PENANAr3xGa7MHy1
政變的事,不是單靠聲音就可以有望實現的。280Please respect copyright.PENANAWNCmBGQONE
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說現實一句,我們也確實需要這份工的薪資,我們也有家人要養活。280Please respect copyright.PENANASeo65r0vf4
但我們不是為了那份薪資而幹活的,很少人是這樣,不少人具備從事其他更能賺錢、賺取資源的工作,但我們大多數…… 是真的熱愛這份工作,我們不想輕言放棄。280Please respect copyright.PENANAWtBY4llG54
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況且,假若我們真的退了,帝國就會無可奈何?你們以為當初的衷由就可以實現?我認為,接替我們的,可能會是比機械守衛更可怕的事物。280Please respect copyright.PENANARJ1gPj54na
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走著瞧,你們就會知道,當我們都絕望了以後,接下來會是誰真的絕望。280Please respect copyright.PENANABIH7VBAMJc
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那幾位被控告的警衛…… 我們現在能明白他們了,部分體會過的人甚至已經轉變成他們的模樣,或是正如市民所咒的:「黑化」。280Please respect copyright.PENANAO4nw66zJLA
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這只是其中一個城市警衛的心聲,或許真的有部分警衛如市民所指說的那麼黑,但以上這段確實是我這個仍在留守、未放棄的一個警衛的真實感想。
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