其實，冷名知道她在胡鬧，只是她不想停下來，也沒辦法停下來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLF5wsXwcv
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3vFauPz2k
當她看見有誰被欺負了，會義不容辭的挺身而出，大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而，事實並不是那樣的。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgtoBZf3lF
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7PB4xh4EF
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkYmjxPpj6
如往常般來到雄英建築的高處，冷名站在上頭，讓髮絲隨風飄蕩，就如同心一般不安定。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiABCLx4aUo
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqi3IPZa1s
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTuJXCnNlM
「完全不理解他的狀況，自以為是的是誰？擅自覺得自己比較高貴，做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人，傲慢的又是誰？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX9MZDAggF
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy8OxWhpjf
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivWE7uJFfa
爆豪說話的模樣，在她的腦中揮之不去。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgsvnPgP3k
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UcL9Cm5Bw
他說得沒錯，她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情，只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護，所以她才積極的想去守護他，不要讓他受到傷害，特別是來自言語的。可結果，自己不但做了多餘的事，還多傷害了一個人。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaU1gyshmH
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqyCGF4nv4
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL6FC3Qjff
「『噁心的個性』？『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』？妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffu0RH45Dg
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR09UzOjz3
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBlbO57fEt
爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到，她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDmX4EzxXw
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA4X8U7F4i
掩著嘴，冷名閉上了眼睛。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb7Qxj3fy6
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTQrimip4O
她討厭爆豪，因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼，明明同樣是被言語傷害著，綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向，為什麼沒有被打倒呢？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AUegGR68R
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzHdtDdpwa
是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎？還是因為有人救贖了他呢？又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷，所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM5kGKZVbo
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwxh7T7ue3
無論是哪一個，都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPgaKK6lvz
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcZSo5vf7X
明明不可以這樣想的。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGh1l6JOYD
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2D7Zruj6V
當爆豪說完那些話時，冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰，令她瞳孔一縮，呼吸一屏。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNChb7Uoyd
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmWXFOPCD7
那是小學五年級的夏日，被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時，她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZjTurOUkt
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRSkBfORcV
就在她的眼前頭破血流。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFCfyQkRUB
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKvdfss2mA
在青梅竹馬的房間裡，找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後，上頭寫的全都是「對不起，我是廢物。」的字眼。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RGOwvA46q
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyOuQ8ITy8
那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬，寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力，許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJsAalODvF
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohfmwzl3OG
冷名記得很清楚，在他自殺的前一天，他曾問過她一句話。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwF0v1IZje
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm1Wc8nQDA
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu654yrWdIM
「小冷，妳的個性果然很棒啊！跟妳比起來，我的個性……很沒用嗎？」他輕聲問著，口吻一如既往的柔和。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmBRJU4Rdo
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbYH33VyqB
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56gWI0lub0
微微張開眼，冷名不知何時已走到邊緣，腳底有一半已經懸空。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8MieRhJjG
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUvT2gMobW
她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47RIHywGXa
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK561KPVoP
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvcZvNsrlR
「當……當然！你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有！」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了，所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出，還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來，「可是沒關係！你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的！我說到做到！」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡachXJ2H3hQ
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtIOKPnByu
「是嗎……」微微一笑，他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容，「謝謝妳。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgZp4S44Ty
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKr5pYwOsf
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2ukieLxEh
那一聲謝謝，在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGisAiMkNet
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42Lviui6xC
踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面，騰空、下墜，伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空，卻只是離藍天越來越遠。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYajmqJPVMj
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVbXxqz4e1
「是我殺了你……夏季……」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKDcasbvOy
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDM9uf5jYA
自高樓跳下，冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空，任憑自己的身體墜落。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFWCy7uyUN
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAOuQOe4RN
在向下跳之前，一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她，吸收了所有衝擊力。最終，她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ57yMsFxh
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3LOe9dZ5C
踉蹌的站起身並解除個性，冷名手一揮，將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後，雙手掩住了臉。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPutLFldDf
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSRxfoLszl
「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTndefSEjL
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzWT3OHs03
跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐，冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情，直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡，她才回到了班上。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadD8NCFlMj
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NDRDt0vGc
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7r0i567Pz
她一直都是這麼過的。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjUADyY1xb
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSDx0zEaoT
每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時，她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是，冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步，因此她從來沒有成功過。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ci6cV3pk5
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxtNeGh92y
每一次躍下的時候，她都感到無比恐懼，所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候，是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehs0QiGEIt
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz5HVvw1YL
夏季的死，讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYfZx899a9
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YCVikmItI
她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時，她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbinw6vH9Bm
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS7uRvsXOF
開始不怎麼說話，也不與他人交心，儘管渴望著，但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰，也不希望自己再去傷害他人了，她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此，她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVbrVpmkXV
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvqvoqzDfK
萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦？萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦？萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Z12Ctlwt
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa2HGN3S3x
那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪，更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他，而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjcpxCJfM7
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC2OCvnxGc
「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛，冷名的思考慢了下來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3liWgSrhmI
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYrTn2Akwj
她累了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWMIBaCFme
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkGzt3n4Qq
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEhzPuqxyW
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMufUbQfd5
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPLQHHDV7y
黃昏時分，雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校，一年級生當然也不例外。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM4dQGjrYw
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGZMYXZjHx
一如往常獨自拎起書包離去，在爆豪走出了建築以後，一個身影映入他的眼簾，令他停下了腳步。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ljLakEBq7
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FwSrKtw6u
「讓開，『前輩』，妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來，爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差，完全不打算給她好臉色看。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyAJt6Xqz1
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXQ8pO8BHL
但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪，接著低下了頭來，無法好好正視他。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvSsI12HQa
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFtUUFUdvh
好好道歉……和他好好道歉……374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDOSp0Rz13
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8whYonvtlI
擰起了眉，雙手抱起胸來，冷名的唇在顫抖，根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事，她根本沒有做過。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEREXvBs0U
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qo5OwCjPo
因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonGmhyxUph
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9PSCcsvPn
同樣蹙起了眉，爆豪見她一直不打算說話，不耐煩的打算直接越過她。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVQuJYCNH1
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzwkRYuKQV
然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際，他聽見了她向他開了口。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcenRNviRDC
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIFseCw1hT
「對不起……」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJxiihrw2t
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOZXcQpOOx
在她身旁停下了腳步，但爆豪並沒有看向她。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kBaaMtbfU
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMakuEvgRY
「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去，冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊，「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾，冷名的眸子閃動著，「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdI9XyP5EX
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tRTC3iDxO
「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QJpPCDBdC
「……什麼？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplcLQzIskh
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2wqgf2ZzQ
側過頭來，爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNURNeWgfG
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TUdNLogWS
「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的？我可是要成為第一的人，這點話我根本不痛不癢啦！」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名，他低沉的說著，「倒是妳，不是被叫做什麼女王嗎？別開玩笑了啊！看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣！」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoWV4OwVSR
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2vV5WnI84
自己突然開始被訓了一頓，冷名眨了眨眼，但也說不出什麼，只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcZOvzTLOO
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33k6dsYcGV
「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧？妳根本不配！」別過了頭，爆豪邁開了步伐，「要站在頂點的人會是我！不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭！如果妳還想成為英雄的話，就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子！看了很煩啊！」本來是要就這麼離去，但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭，「還有，我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙！不出全力的傢伙都去死吧！」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3aIWQdEYL
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirahfBW59a
冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後，才甘願離開，她低下了頭來，看著自己空無一物的手掌，而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBu33e7zcS
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KmWLmyCTK
「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelLd5zL72a
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qMgmY10md
她感覺到，爆豪勝己這個人，比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑，因此她決定採取行動。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPETyzlJXKr
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXo583YywB
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTgKSEbW5t
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bebQcbD4m
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMJpt79kj8
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsKenWAN5Y
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0EcQm1uk6
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWatGtROLk
之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnsHE9Dk23
指的就是跳樓這件事374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM2JTYFYNH
好孩子請不要模仿( ﾟдﾟ)374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob0ERGUPVW
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjNd2NbDlb
老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN9kFFLQZD
今天終於有機會啦！374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nxByyx5OB
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TpfnyynUc
不加個罵人嗆人的話374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZtXxJ8xmH
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklRUp3Vm0s
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrEZ89t5PK
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLybJ84n7vF
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBDTaEkvyn
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwwAuCZrE2
算是實力上的認可吧
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4G0QNWf0o
那麼今天就到這裡了374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A52Hj6aMB
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