DISCLAIMER
[This writing may not be formal. This is an emotion dump puncuation and spelling may be off. This is not my best quality writing.] 166Please respect copyright.PENANAaRNiYywIbQ
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I feel the weight again that feeling of pain putting a physical toll on me.166Please respect copyright.PENANAkGy9ML6qaZ
Maybe it's because I just heard a young boy make muliple suicide statements166Please respect copyright.PENANApUj4IfD52b
Just to be told that he was being dramatic and using it as an excuse to skip class. Maybe it's because I see the hurt in the things he says166Please respect copyright.PENANActIHUBl2Jd
and It reminds me all the times I have been told that My emotions are fake and I'm looking for attention166Please respect copyright.PENANArkQdk52X81
Maybe it's because I am worried to leave this kid alone and I am worried that we wont see his face by next monday morning.166Please respect copyright.PENANAYI2nV9Epud
Maybe it's because this was me and now it is him and I hate the fact that he is dying slowly. All my pain floods back suddenly but you know what they say166Please respect copyright.PENANAsCU8gRLOWX
"It's just moodswings, it happens every month." So now my age and stage in devolpment determine why I feel so shitty.166Please respect copyright.PENANAHYj26fjg6U
Most times it's not my damn period it's everything else around me and inside me.166Please respect copyright.PENANAw1iLUGqfyz
Please understand that your words do not help.166Please respect copyright.PENANAeoxr6itvMA
They may shut us up but you have only added to our reasons to go.166Please respect copyright.PENANAveEhWOV7so
This boy deserves comfort and understanding166Please respect copyright.PENANAAfM3XLclZD
not being constantly pushed past his limits.166Please respect copyright.PENANAL94Cj0Vds7
I am no longer in a treatment facilty therefore I can not ask for extra help166Please respect copyright.PENANACZPVnQOd4A
because then I would have to explain that I never really got better.166Please respect copyright.PENANAfPX5f8DNK0
So I let you poke at me telling me I'm not trying hard enough166Please respect copyright.PENANAvyz6tYH3hG
because no matter what you'll never see the monster of it all eating at me.
~rylan
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