DISCLAIMER
[This writing may not be formal. This is an emotion dump puncuation and spelling may be off. This is not my best quality writing.] 170Please respect copyright.PENANA8NXNsmict3
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I feel the weight again that feeling of pain putting a physical toll on me.170Please respect copyright.PENANAWBqCkxg6H9
Maybe it's because I just heard a young boy make muliple suicide statements170Please respect copyright.PENANAR9QKNQgaAK
Just to be told that he was being dramatic and using it as an excuse to skip class. Maybe it's because I see the hurt in the things he says170Please respect copyright.PENANAmL7sXOih5D
and It reminds me all the times I have been told that My emotions are fake and I'm looking for attention170Please respect copyright.PENANAKzRtMFpcih
Maybe it's because I am worried to leave this kid alone and I am worried that we wont see his face by next monday morning.170Please respect copyright.PENANACSBGGNpmnB
Maybe it's because this was me and now it is him and I hate the fact that he is dying slowly. All my pain floods back suddenly but you know what they say170Please respect copyright.PENANAlJvFXoaCYJ
"It's just moodswings, it happens every month." So now my age and stage in devolpment determine why I feel so shitty.170Please respect copyright.PENANAXaQVHrafXK
Most times it's not my damn period it's everything else around me and inside me.170Please respect copyright.PENANAfXvJ79WBh1
Please understand that your words do not help.170Please respect copyright.PENANAtah9GXFDOk
They may shut us up but you have only added to our reasons to go.170Please respect copyright.PENANAKX6hQnRrg4
This boy deserves comfort and understanding170Please respect copyright.PENANAwK4Axyd4L3
not being constantly pushed past his limits.170Please respect copyright.PENANAnd0CVjD6K2
I am no longer in a treatment facilty therefore I can not ask for extra help170Please respect copyright.PENANAvteGWKAA8X
because then I would have to explain that I never really got better.170Please respect copyright.PENANAaNaPqe30D5
So I let you poke at me telling me I'm not trying hard enough170Please respect copyright.PENANARwi8krnvcR
because no matter what you'll never see the monster of it all eating at me.
~rylan
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