DISCLAIMER
[This writing may not be formal. This is an emotion dump puncuation and spelling may be off. This is not my best quality writing.] 164Please respect copyright.PENANApPm3G7oQeD
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I feel the weight again that feeling of pain putting a physical toll on me.164Please respect copyright.PENANAUrWeT7oF90
Maybe it's because I just heard a young boy make muliple suicide statements164Please respect copyright.PENANAX1fgE95xLB
Just to be told that he was being dramatic and using it as an excuse to skip class. Maybe it's because I see the hurt in the things he says164Please respect copyright.PENANAL5lLEpg1qh
and It reminds me all the times I have been told that My emotions are fake and I'm looking for attention164Please respect copyright.PENANAiMMvy5YCof
Maybe it's because I am worried to leave this kid alone and I am worried that we wont see his face by next monday morning.164Please respect copyright.PENANAW71nawOb3q
Maybe it's because this was me and now it is him and I hate the fact that he is dying slowly. All my pain floods back suddenly but you know what they say164Please respect copyright.PENANALjnDeLYmQ9
"It's just moodswings, it happens every month." So now my age and stage in devolpment determine why I feel so shitty.164Please respect copyright.PENANAISdQPUUKLV
Most times it's not my damn period it's everything else around me and inside me.164Please respect copyright.PENANAXkOIGMH6gp
Please understand that your words do not help.164Please respect copyright.PENANA7deyM62FSm
They may shut us up but you have only added to our reasons to go.164Please respect copyright.PENANA5xRsbqm5IY
This boy deserves comfort and understanding164Please respect copyright.PENANAoZZd4bnpeE
not being constantly pushed past his limits.164Please respect copyright.PENANAAE0gIvAPxA
I am no longer in a treatment facilty therefore I can not ask for extra help164Please respect copyright.PENANALYHSpW3v6c
because then I would have to explain that I never really got better.164Please respect copyright.PENANA7GHgJpkhRn
So I let you poke at me telling me I'm not trying hard enough164Please respect copyright.PENANAunGXpdLjHk
because no matter what you'll never see the monster of it all eating at me.
~rylan
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